No Plagiarism!yJrSOTuQ6WzJhrQv0iygposted on PENANA 林婉的筆記本,我是在書桌抽屜最裡面找到的。12Please respect copyright.PENANAVDmU77zts5
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原本只是想找張便條紙抄個臨時備忘,但那本筆記本薄薄的,像是日記,又不是。8964 copyright protection8PENANAZjJDFyZk8w 維尼
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打開來看,全是她手寫的備忘與心情紀錄。8964 copyright protection8PENANAcdcUU7tYNf 維尼
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不是刻意文青的那種,而是零碎的:今天早餐太鹹、某個客戶很討厭、思源最近忘了她不吃洋蔥。8964 copyright protection8PENANAA8lslr0izx 維尼
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字寫得很工整,還會畫些簡單的小花小貓。像她這個人,溫順、規矩、慢條斯理。8964 copyright protection8PENANAcRLqGQk3gS 維尼
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我本來只是隨手翻翻,想說看個幾頁就好,結果……一翻就翻了一個多小時。8964 copyright protection8PENANAEsNryHooRI 維尼
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那些記錄裡,有好幾段跟思源的互動。8964 copyright protection8PENANAMcy5JchfhH 維尼
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「他今天早上煮了一杯我不太敢喝的美式,但我還是喝完了。因為他說那是為了提神,我想,他也累了吧。」8964 copyright protection8PENANAYfTsn5alZ1 維尼
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「我發脾氣了……他沒回我,但晚上還是來接我下班。好像每次都是他先低頭。」8964 copyright protection8PENANA5bFi9ELv8u 維尼
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我讀著讀著,忽然覺得手有點抖。8964 copyright protection8PENANAclORu4bebd 維尼
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我不確定我在嫉妒誰——8964 copyright protection8PENANAjCVi7xUiZ0 維尼
是她嗎?那個被細細呵護的林婉?8964 copyright protection8PENANAfPKEEyHBpq 維尼
還是他?那個總是能得到理解、能被原諒的思源。8964 copyright protection8PENANACjaNk2LUrZ 維尼
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但我知道,我不該嫉妒。8964 copyright protection8PENANANVujd9WoDO 維尼
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因為我什麼都不是。8964 copyright protection8PENANAaFbDSic7PT 維尼
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我不是她,也不是她所愛的他。8964 copyright protection8PENANA6i2oCyTpti 維尼
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我只是,剛好活下來、剛好被塞進這具軀體裡的一個局外人。8964 copyright protection8PENANAF7aQ8etkoS 維尼
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那天下午,思源提早下班回來。8964 copyright protection8PENANAY9Pti4ziH2 維尼
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我以為他會直接回房間,但他走進廚房,輕聲說:8964 copyright protection8PENANAIXpv8ZKHMc 維尼
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「今天想吃什麼?我做。」8964 copyright protection8PENANArhHC4SiBYu 維尼
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「……你不是說最近很忙?」8964 copyright protection8PENANAbOLJ64kEYz 維尼
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「我主管臨時取消會議,我想說趁妳沒太累我自己動手好了。上次妳幫我煮了三天,我一直沒補回來。」8964 copyright protection8PENANAYzp68YLVfL 維尼
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他說這話時語氣自然得讓我胸口發悶。8964 copyright protection8PENANAhZIA982fqg 維尼
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以前我們是兄弟的時候,他煮的飯能吃,但說難聽點也就是能下肚的程度。現在他居然會主動下廚,連番茄都切成小塊去皮,怕我說難吞。8964 copyright protection8PENANA9Q2J5RgUCQ 維尼
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我坐在客廳,看著他在廚房認真地洗米、煮菜,鍋蓋一掀開,熱氣騰騰裡飄出香味。8964 copyright protection8PENANACjhiV4Y4yS 維尼
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我忽然覺得……這畫面太平靜了,平靜到讓人心慌。8964 copyright protection8PENANArfX4cwb54l 維尼
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不是因為我害怕他。8964 copyright protection8PENANAXkyu9pf6Si 維尼
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是因為我開始怕這樣的日子我會捨不得離開。8964 copyright protection8PENANAdgXAhFqn9o 維尼
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飯後,他洗碗時還哼了首歌。8964 copyright protection8PENANAYIeHjKa7fM 維尼
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不是情歌,是他以前常哼的動漫OP。還走調。8964 copyright protection8PENANA2t9FdSa8fT 維尼
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我聽見那熟悉又難聽的旋律,心裡竟然泛起一點……安心感。8964 copyright protection8PENANAy9OQTUpLo1 維尼
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我差點當場掐自己。8964 copyright protection8PENANARBOsFvx9pe 維尼
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這不對。這不該讓我覺得安心。8964 copyright protection8PENANAOzqz6oP0Np 維尼
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可當我轉頭看向他背影,陽光從廚房落地窗灑進來,把他整個輪廓染亮。8964 copyright protection8PENANAwsF5sUxJne 維尼
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我沒發現自己看他看了多久。8964 copyright protection8PENANAyvMEtVobWo 維尼
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直到他轉身過來,擦著手笑著說:8964 copyright protection8PENANAmBfLEzkoCs 維尼
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「幹嘛這樣看我?」8964 copyright protection8PENANAav0iqtRQLQ 維尼
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「……沒什麼。」8964 copyright protection8PENANA0Us5PxpG7t 維尼
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「妳今天的眼神很安靜。」8964 copyright protection8PENANAKRYI68427v 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection8PENANAqWFrS7xboP 維尼
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我低下頭,不讓他看到我現在表情有多混亂。8964 copyright protection8PENANABW5tE5qs9P 維尼
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晚上他在陽台抽煙,我過去時他立刻把煙捻掉。8964 copyright protection8PENANAF9eAYFM8R7 維尼
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「妳不是說煙味會讓妳頭暈?」8964 copyright protection8PENANAfqB3Dh1KOF 維尼
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「……你還記得啊。」8964 copyright protection8PENANAfMRCH5lIo2 維尼
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「當然。上次我們一起去妳朋友的生日妳不是才說過?」8964 copyright protection8PENANAIGliwAXWpX 維尼
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我一愣。8964 copyright protection8PENANAjtrByZU43E 維尼
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那不是我說的。8964 copyright protection8PENANA09T9yFdUKx 維尼
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那是她。8964 copyright protection8PENANAZ9WLTwGPhW 維尼
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林婉說的。8964 copyright protection8PENANAVffDz7xMP9 維尼
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可我卻還是點頭了。8964 copyright protection8PENANACAcmrClbAa 維尼
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我已經……在代替她生活太久,久到有時候,連我都忘了,哪些記憶是我的,哪些是她的。8964 copyright protection8PENANAl61z0OslMr 維尼
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我靠在陽台欄杆邊,看著黑夜的城市燈光一點點閃爍,耳邊是他呼吸的聲音,很輕,帶著他身上那種混著洗衣精與煙味的氣息。8964 copyright protection8PENANAM2wnAfsxJ4 維尼
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我突然想問他一句:8964 copyright protection8PENANAB7sokcCyen 維尼
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「你如果發現我不是她,你會怎樣?」8964 copyright protection8PENANAzuXKNt2yzN 維尼
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但我沒問。8964 copyright protection8PENANAh27TA1gbsE 維尼
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我只是看著遠方,一個字都說不出口。8964 copyright protection8PENANArbI0YgSH4l 維尼
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因為我知道——他現在愛著的,是她的樣子。8964 copyright protection8PENANAiBYRPPEc3T 維尼
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不是我。8964 copyright protection8PENANA3YOXBex8of 維尼
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