「我出門了。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAOdQvl79AqH
339Please respect copyright.PENANA4psann44zi
「嗯。路上小心。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAypKwqquWDy
339Please respect copyright.PENANA57yY2LAb38
一個月前當我以為自己的生命會在那一刻終結時,再次睜開眼卻發現自己身處在醫院當中。然而,更不可思議的是醫生告知我需要休養至少半年,我只用了一個月便康復出院,甚至連身體素質也比之前好了許多。339Please respect copyright.PENANAVodTq4Ymbl
339Please respect copyright.PENANAnyNqfTeUi2
微微抬頭,今天的天氣仍然是陰晴不定,似乎隨時都會下起雨。我加快腳步趕往學校,我不知道是否所有人都忘了我,我不知道是否能用一個新身份就讀,我不知道是否這是痴人說夢。
339Please respect copyright.PENANACiVqwwnZXy
到學校附近,與我身穿同樣校服的人越來越多,有些成群結隊有說有笑,我低下頭快步穿過人群。不久,我走到了學校大門前,不禁停下腳步眺望不遠處那宏偉的教學大樓。339Please respect copyright.PENANA4RE7B8oR4j
339Please respect copyright.PENANAb5WoC6l13M
(我……真的還活著嗎?)自從我甦醒到現在,時不時內心都會彈出這個疑問。此時微風拂過,毛髮隨風擺盪碰及臉頰的觸感卻無比真實地打臉自己。339Please respect copyright.PENANAnvUt1QLTKH
339Please respect copyright.PENANA7SkNhAPaBq
「你這啞巴一天除了嗯、好、是,還會說甚麼?」
339Please respect copyright.PENANACZruOYWDpd
「不、不、不是……」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAYflw4rhBNf
「到底你當初怎麼通過面試的?絕對是花錢買通關係了吧?」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAXr6hyqYwPX
「沒有……」
339Please respect copyright.PENANA7TzWaboFMB
「你這廢物最好聽話一點,休想逃出我的手掌心。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAKvHHPJsM5l
339Please respect copyright.PENANAH9DXQ5FdTL
(頭好痛……)越往教學大樓走去,我的耳邊便開始纏繞曾經與那個人的對話,伴隨著劇烈的頭痛,呼吸都變得急促而沉重,像是要把整個人撕裂開來。339Please respect copyright.PENANAPcrR4ebkRk
339Please respect copyright.PENANAa6fEIPYHzr
我實在忍受不了這種痛楚,癱坐在路旁的長椅上,雙手用力按住太陽穴的位置試圖壓制這股疼痛感。我的眼前開始變得模糊、扭曲、起伏,隨時整個人就會眼前一黑暈倒在地,我決定閉上眼睛任由時間讓其慢慢退散……339Please respect copyright.PENANAmL3St4pweu
339Please respect copyright.PENANAMjXLC4VPYk
「台長?台長?」339Please respect copyright.PENANA8strS86bex
339Please respect copyright.PENANAkpwh9KotrF
「嗯?」忽然聲音再次傳來,還有人拍了拍我的肩膀,那股聲音甚至不是叫我的名字,喚起我腦海中的記憶。頓時我只想到一個人,因為只有那人才會這樣稱呼我。339Please respect copyright.PENANAYUq02uOTHO
339Please respect copyright.PENANARFpQdReYii
我緩緩睜開眼,眼前站著一位銀白短髮,頭上長著一雙同是銀白色的獸耳,湛藍色的雙瞳,約175公分的身高,擁有一副俊俏面孔的男生。他是我的同班同學,也是班上極少數未曾對我展現惡意的人。339Please respect copyright.PENANA5n7LcY3kP2
339Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZxzpKPwQf
「帕、帕魯?」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAsPCCCFbANR
「台長,你沒事吧?」
339Please respect copyright.PENANA6vtYVN3alW
「沒、沒事。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAgYxxvCVLw3
339Please respect copyright.PENANA05k5TjuuRZ
見帕魯那雙帶著擔憂的湛藍雙瞳,內心算是有些平穩下來。我想再說些甚麼,但是只能擠出『沒事』兩個字。339Please respect copyright.PENANAVut0RnCbhb
339Please respect copyright.PENANAij2eJWsNAn
我督了眼天上,陽光從烏雲的縫隙間穿過,視線回到地面,見到帕魯蹲下身與我平視,獸耳微微一動,像在確認我是否真的沒事。我微微撇過頭避開他的目光,疼痛感好像也緩解了一些。339Please respect copyright.PENANAjPiZLIJe3v
339Please respect copyright.PENANAQRxwEffQ7a
「可是你現在的狀況不太好。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANASOrVn8V8Fa
「只是我的老毛病罷了。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANA3mkB5zvn8z
「老毛病?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAS4E3tXIIPf
339Please respect copyright.PENANAk5tus4CYDQ
「嗯。」我撑坐起身,方才的後遺症仍未散去。我的軀體就是如此殘破不堪,病痛持續地找上門來侵蝕身心,即使我想逃離這個軀殼,但如果捨棄它的話,我還能是甚麼呢?一次又一次的忍耐,到最後也就習以為常了。339Please respect copyright.PENANALtvouzZUV8
339Please respect copyright.PENANAijPr767nj3
「台長要不去保健室休息吧?繼續坐在這也不是辦法。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7Dgwj845f
「也、也是。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAOKVmWT3yQf
「我扶一扶你吧。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAquPZosbsfa
339Please respect copyright.PENANAojxWx8nrzx
「不用,我好多了。」我搖搖頭婉拒帕魯的好意,要是被其他同學撞見,絕對又會出現一堆流言蜚語,我不想連累他。339Please respect copyright.PENANAL48ceIhEWw
339Please respect copyright.PENANAabfsdOXJsJ
站起身時還是有些許暈眩感,有一瞬間身體很輕盈,整個人微微向前傾,反應過來的我咬牙穩住身體,抓住漸漸離我而去的意識。339Please respect copyright.PENANAxqgeTNXCRY
339Please respect copyright.PENANAWhLLUC5pOx
帕魯似乎沒有發現剛剛的異樣,只是看了看便轉身離去,我立馬追上他的步伐,保持一個不會讓人誤會的距離和他一起走去教學大樓。339Please respect copyright.PENANAgr6wGbXFw4
339Please respect copyright.PENANAYloE7bdA6N
「話說回來,我曾經想過一件事。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANATOrvb2XUqa
「是?」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAypxhOBjBSw
「就是那次在醫院探望你之後,我以為你會轉學。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAJdiC3hWIZX
339Please respect copyright.PENANAMg0ILL5bhN
「哈哈。」帕魯的坦承我並不介意,畢竟當時母親確實是要幫我轉去其他學校,遠離這片充滿陰影的校園。339Please respect copyright.PENANAzhXbPBVRVf
339Please respect copyright.PENANAdN5mZNNc2t
「這裡還有我想守護的東西啊。」339Please respect copyright.PENANATZpeeJxrnO
339Please respect copyright.PENANA5JIqBwRtrp
我抬起頭往教學大樓天台望去,內心不禁感慨,最終我仍然選擇留下。然後,我側過頭撇了撇帕魯,他沒有說話,只是微笑地點點頭,像是讀懂我的話中話。339Please respect copyright.PENANAHOgz8qTZPn
339Please respect copyright.PENANAuaqivDJx1l
未幾,帕魯便將我帶到保健室。339Please respect copyright.PENANAi8gSDE6GPq
339Please respect copyright.PENANAjMCHroalqm
「請進。啊……是你們倆啊。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7FgIsFy8S
339Please respect copyright.PENANApIB5mV9ddF
「佐佐木老師……好、好久不見。」坐在電腦桌前的是學院保健室負責老師,穿著一身潔白的制服,烏黑的長髮盤成一絲不苟的髮髻,約莫三十出頭的年紀。339Please respect copyright.PENANAgdHDaw6dE9
339Please respect copyright.PENANA6GgnITTlkf
「佐佐木老師,水樹同學她身體不太舒服。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANALzlEsFQfUC
「嗯。我知道了。帕魯同學你先回班上吧。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAeUiP72Wyc0
「好的。那台長我們到時候見。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAb3nitiyOqu
339Please respect copyright.PENANACPFjdElgT3
「嗯。」我點點頭回道。339Please respect copyright.PENANALqu4MkLDba
339Please respect copyright.PENANAqaf8BcBiCq
待帕魯離開,保健室內陷入短暫的寂靜後,佐佐木老師起身繞過桌子,走近我身旁。339Please respect copyright.PENANA8DBFIgJrT8
339Please respect copyright.PENANA09NdflWD9k
「水樹同學。是不是頭痛還有些暈?」老師平淡的語氣,卻精準地命中了我方才的症狀。339Please respect copyright.PENANAtUxCHbLhWB
339Please respect copyright.PENANAQmWZd95NOM
「老、老師真厲害。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANA9XgIivOoXK
「水樹同學,你可是保健室的常客,三不五時就來這裡待上半天,描述的症狀也就那些。老師很難猜不到。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAR2xgLkSCf8
339Please respect copyright.PENANAu8vFvprvx4
「老師……如果你是想數落我的話,我現在就走。」我邊說邊拿起書包起身準備離開,垂下眼簾低聲說道。339Please respect copyright.PENANAxhpL8nTvj1
339Please respect copyright.PENANAgF1CKKyrxl
「別急。」佐佐木老師輕輕按住我的肩膀,語氣柔和了幾分。339Please respect copyright.PENANAVksvhUdH9x
339Please respect copyright.PENANAPUZ0iTrAD6
「坐下吧。老師不是數落你,現在保健室只有我們兩個。老師知道你這段時間經歷了不少,所以想順便和你聊聊。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAWXcKI10asN
339Please respect copyright.PENANAd2qnVRAfxz
我愣了愣,沒想到老師會說出這樣的話。佐佐木老師的雙瞳望著溫和而堅定,彷彿在試圖觸及我緊閉的心扉。我咬了咬唇,默默坐回椅子上,書包滑落在腳邊。339Please respect copyright.PENANAX1D6x6M6sM
339Please respect copyright.PENANA2YUbDOj2qZ
「在這之前,流程還是要做。麻煩水樹同學躺到床上去,我先幫你量一下體溫。」老師轉身拿來一支電子體溫計,示意我走向旁邊的病床躺下。339Please respect copyright.PENANAJnh3zdzf2L
339Please respect copyright.PENANACEnbmQkAuY
完成一切流程後,我坐在病床上,雙手緊握著床沿,指尖不自覺地摩挲著粗糙的布料。老師則坐在電腦桌前好像在輸入資料……339Please respect copyright.PENANA8aO2GmjLtX
339Please respect copyright.PENANAyuJUGZGbHq
「好了。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAp31RAsvwfP
339Please respect copyright.PENANAJYAjlbPKj6
佐佐木老師停下手邊的動作,轉過身來目光直視著我,推了推眼鏡。339Please respect copyright.PENANAZAj8Zsq9yl
339Please respect copyright.PENANASlnTsccqgJ
「請問……老師要、要和我聊甚麼?」我低著頭問道,心底隱隱升起一股不祥的預感。339Please respect copyright.PENANAOSZ0xXxgwm
339Please respect copyright.PENANATKSHmvSObs
「水樹同學一個月沒來上課,是因為住院是吧?」
339Please respect copyright.PENANABwajq1JgHo
「欸?是。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAwdZ4I5uyTR
「令你住院的人是神野同學……對吧?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAagYKnJK6dd
339Please respect copyright.PENANAm5llPBd1od
「等、等等……老師您、您怎麼知道的?」我有些驚慌,聲音不由自主地拔高。明明這件事被人為壓低,連帕魯都是巧遇母親才得知我住院的事情,在學校間更是無人問津,為甚麼老師會這麼清楚?339Please respect copyright.PENANAqH8V4h6Sox
339Please respect copyright.PENANAUDGm8uuqnz
佐佐木老師沒有立刻回答,只是靜靜地看著我。眼神中透露出一絲複雜的情緒——像是憐憫,又像是某種深思熟慮的探究。339Please respect copyright.PENANABuCWy80Twb
339Please respect copyright.PENANATwUsFqrEOq
「當天幾乎所有人都提早離開了學校,我剛好處理完手頭工作準備離開。忽然聽到有車駛來,便走去窗邊看看,發現是救護車靜悄悄地停在門前,沒有鳴笛。過了一會兒就見到一個人被抬進去。後來整整一個星期,校園裡都沒見到你的身影,我就猜到大概是怎麼回事了。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAJsNRBvrWI5
「原、原來如此……」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAEeosdAdASu
「我了解的只有這些,但作為受害者的你,應該比我更清楚這件事的來龍去脈。」339Please respect copyright.PENANA5wOitI4z3a
339Please respect copyright.PENANAxmERUglHEM
說完佐佐木老師停頓了一下,接著無奈地說:「不過,你也知道,這件事最後不了了之。神野同學……沒有受到任何懲處。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAMIDd45eoxN
339Please respect copyright.PENANAnYAbztauht
「嗯。我也不奢望他會道歉。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAhv0pXr3hc1
339Please respect copyright.PENANAh4EY1hhLID
佐佐木老師沉默了片刻,她緩緩起身去拿了一杯水,給了我足夠的時間去平復那陣翻湧的情緒,她沒有就這個話題再追問下去。339Please respect copyright.PENANAl8RPgHQEcp
339Please respect copyright.PENANAla1tdYrEjy
「謝謝。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAtMJIhXrRGa
339Please respect copyright.PENANAM5XYLtrjx5
「啊,對了,水樹同學,這一個月你不在學校,有沒有甚麼關於學院的事想了解的?」佐佐木老師回到桌前,重新坐下,語氣帶著一絲輕快的轉換。339Please respect copyright.PENANArLvpE8p0vJ
339Please respect copyright.PENANA0D1hySi3q0
「沒、沒有。倒是帕魯之前有稍微提過學生會。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAYUHg7Bu1Xz
「學生會?今年的學生會可是出乎所有人意料,而且鬧出不少風波。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAO27vMTlrIB
「風波……甚麼意思?」339Please respect copyright.PENANA5hg0ZGhxpP
339Please respect copyright.PENANAIJiKvUrsxt
「簡單來說,就是一個最不可能當選的人,意外坐上了學生會長的位子。」佐佐木老師靠在椅背上,雙手交疊,眼神瞬間變得嚴肅起來,好像在斟酌如何向我解釋這場校園風暴。語氣沉穩卻帶著一抹耐人尋味的意味。339Please respect copyright.PENANA9e7FpMZwXf
339Please respect copyright.PENANAMFLrcTB89n
「呃……怎麼說?」我不自覺地皺起眉頭,想起學院裡那些耳熟能詳的名字。339Please respect copyright.PENANAYBB3mVYBFE
339Please respect copyright.PENANAPPtJbyuiY1
「水樹同學你有沒有了解過我們學院的選舉制度?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAfuIcqv5mq7
339Please respect copyright.PENANAh94hcURYk4
「沒有……」我低聲回答。對於學生會的運作,我從來都是敬而遠之,總覺得那是一個與我無關的、充滿權力與紛爭的世界。339Please respect copyright.PENANAOGhVFySVae
339Please respect copyright.PENANAlnHbmlXVy2
「好吧。學院的學生會選舉是採兩輪選舉制,如果第一輪沒有候選人拿到過半票數,那麼得票率最高的二名就會進入決選。」339Please respect copyright.PENANARB3X7jjPPU
339Please respect copyright.PENANAyj8rIYwZ3z
老師停頓了一下後接著說:「今年在第一輪投票的時候,原本大家都以為會是學院兩大勢力的囊中之物,畢竟他們的勢力盤根錯節,資源雄厚。可是,一個幾乎沒人看好的『黑馬』突然殺出重圍,攪亂了整個局面。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAFMcBz9jYww
339Please respect copyright.PENANAStYUVWdM9r
「黑馬?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAFPyRZD5DsU
339Please respect copyright.PENANAf4IeorqIjS
「嗯。由神野支持的候選人與黑馬進入決選,那時候真的不少人討論這件事。最後的結果雙方差距微乎其微,還因此驗了兩次票才確認選舉結果。」339Please respect copyright.PENANARbOzKZoGMc
339Please respect copyright.PENANA3HNwGZqRKf
「那、那之後發生甚麼事了嗎?」雖然我不知道那位黑馬是誰,但至少從老師的口中感覺到最終落敗的是神野支持的候選人。不過以那些人的作風,絕對不會輕易罷休。339Please respect copyright.PENANA84yTURY4Am
339Please respect copyright.PENANArbu3gzaYRx
「未來他們行事應該會很困難吧……落敗那方肯定會使盡各種方法杯葛。連會長的內閣人選都相隔快兩個星期才勉強出爐,而且還是大量從缺。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAl6FMVrirje
339Please respect copyright.PENANAo9bFRIzSww
「大、大量?」我瞪大了眼睛,學生會的內閣竟然會缺人?在東道學院這樣權力交錯的地方,這簡直不可思議。339Please respect copyright.PENANAEVHqu6e8IV
339Please respect copyright.PENANAD1i2FqwPct
「嗯。學生會的名單已經貼在教學大樓一樓的公告欄上了,有空可以去看看,說不定會讓你大吃一驚。如果想了解更多細節,校園網站上應該也更新了選舉結果和內閣名單。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANA1IGUAf8a9W
「了解。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANALAhZXDdZlU
「好了,我們先聊到這吧。你也需要休息,我還有一些工作要處理。如果覺得身體沒甚麼大礙了,就告訴我一聲,然後再去教室吧。」339Please respect copyright.PENANABlh18rFwfP
339Please respect copyright.PENANABk4GmN8qUm
老師說完便把白布簾拉上,我喝完杯子裡最後一口水,將其放在旁邊的架子上,轉身躺在潔白的病床,腦海中亂成一團。339Please respect copyright.PENANAeyyIQc95Xh
339Please respect copyright.PENANAGnLd1ezORr
神野的落敗、新會長的困境、還有那個神秘的「黑馬」——這些信息像一團迷霧,讓我既好奇又不安,我只是個邊緣人,這些校園的權力遊戲與我有何相干?339Please respect copyright.PENANAAYqy1w1QEr
339Please respect copyright.PENANAJYHUtgjeLJ
可為甚麼,聽到這些消息時,我的心跳卻會忽然加速,害怕捲入這場與我無關的風波,卻彷彿又有甚麼即將把我捲入這場風暴。339Please respect copyright.PENANAwZ6mIDDnr8
339Please respect copyright.PENANAhxMsYHuMPi
(我……剛剛睡著了?)從床上驚醒,依稀記得自己好像和老師聊完後,躺在床上迷迷糊糊地昏睡過去。339Please respect copyright.PENANAKkwY3u6Njv
339Please respect copyright.PENANAzfWOjfdtdc
拉開布簾,見到佐佐木老師正在整理文件。339Please respect copyright.PENANAyURKpkPFRr
339Please respect copyright.PENANAkXQRrcIo4G
「喔。水樹同學醒啦?好多了嗎?」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAi6js5ha9PB
「嗯。好多了。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAq41Jm50kJn
339Please respect copyright.PENANAMPU6u95fWM
我揉了揉太陽穴,頭痛的餘波已漸漸消退,只剩一絲疲憊還殘留在身體裡。我瞥了眼牆上的時鐘,剛好距離午休時間還有十分鐘。339Please respect copyright.PENANANnG1xO416z
339Please respect copyright.PENANAhkhry9P3fl
「那就好。」佐佐木老師遞給我一張證明書,紙面上的字跡工整,蓋著她的簽名。339Please respect copyright.PENANAV7Jwc8Vaue
339Please respect copyright.PENANAkTOqDD1ENt
「謝謝老師。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAVcqADJV284
339Please respect copyright.PENANAuCZbZrbjoq
接過證明書,我小心翼翼地折好放進口袋,拿起書包從保健室離開,趁著其他人還沒有下課的寶貴時間,我決定去一樓的公告欄看看。339Please respect copyright.PENANAHKbxOrxJ8o
339Please respect copyright.PENANAE23H47T13B
來到一樓大廳,公告欄立在食堂旁,上面貼滿了各式各樣的告示,看似雜亂無章的張貼卻井然有序地按類型分區排列。339Please respect copyright.PENANAv8Ccqjv0ij
339Please respect copyright.PENANAJNVhr4Ip1c
我的目光停留在一張告示前,白底黑字的公告上,印著新任學生會內閣成員的名字,我幾乎不敢相信自己的眼睛。339Please respect copyright.PENANAlAGsXJ3cme
339Please respect copyright.PENANAQMGA80iYaV
「帕……帕魯?」我低聲驚呼,聲音在空蕩的大廳中顯得格外突兀。那個熟悉的名字赫然出現在公告裡,衝擊著我的認知,他竟然參與這個權力遊戲當中。339Please respect copyright.PENANAfiaelmE0YW
339Please respect copyright.PENANAhVnXylGcGE
我呆立在公告欄前,內閣名單中還有一位熟悉的人……339Please respect copyright.PENANAxIyD1Y9hfE
339Please respect copyright.PENANAk31HfMhRK5
回過神來,午休時間的鈴聲打響,我有些不知所措。直到遠處開始傳來他人的腳步、閒聊聲,我才轉身匆匆離開此地,朝後樓梯走去。339Please respect copyright.PENANATIU7Glc39p
339Please respect copyright.PENANAavN4Gsf7mp
那裡光線鮮少照耀進來,只有幾盞微弱的燈光,狹窄的階梯上覆著一層薄薄的灰塵,腳步聲在空蕩的樓梯間迴響,帶著幾分陰森感,因此基本上沒有人會使用。339Please respect copyright.PENANAM7jQ5XvsZo
339Please respect copyright.PENANAprAOcH1EN0
我推開通往天台的鐵門,沉重的金屬門發出一聲低鳴,一陣清涼的微風迎面撲來,天台上空無一人,緩緩走到天台邊緣,雙手扶著欄杆,若大的校園盡收眼底,這是我僅有的「特權」,一個屬於我一個人的避世角落。339Please respect copyright.PENANAIshmwEbfDq
339Please respect copyright.PENANAOsZuHfRrVD
「咕嚕……」一陣突如其來的聲響從腹中傳來,我低頭摸了摸肚子,才意識到自己早已饑腸轆轆,該吃午餐了。339Please respect copyright.PENANAYCZ7c34u8T
339Please respect copyright.PENANAKVLYBveHWL
可一想到要踏進人聲鼎沸的食堂,面對那些陌生又熟悉的面孔。我苦笑了一聲,緩緩走到天台一角的牆邊,無力地癱坐下來,背靠著冰涼的牆面。書包被我隨手扔在一旁,雙手環抱住膝蓋,讓自己蜷縮成一個更小的存在。339Please respect copyright.PENANAgBdQPmr4AP
339Please respect copyright.PENANAIenmIQ7ktN
突然,有人推開另一處的大門,我抬起頭往那處偷瞄……339Please respect copyright.PENANAjo5Nb1AgsH
339Please respect copyright.PENANAWFM3dU71LD
「喔?台長你果然在這裡。」339Please respect copyright.PENANA7o9whvYvH3
339Please respect copyright.PENANAWAANtLpgDy
「帕魯?你怎麼來了?」我驚訝地望著他,有些慌亂的我下意識地縮緊了身體。339Please respect copyright.PENANAeiDqR1YWUm
339Please respect copyright.PENANAqKZEqpnZok
帕魯沒有立刻回答,而是悠然地走近,和今天早上一樣,蹲在我面前與我平視,銀白的獸耳輕輕抖動,對於我的疑問,他含笑回應:「這是我們之間的默契。對吧?」339Please respect copyright.PENANA0x6min8K1h
339Please respect copyright.PENANA6EmmtkNeYa
「嗯……是呢。」339Please respect copyright.PENANA1yjgeeLre8
339Please respect copyright.PENANAGT7XdSsZvA
帕魯輕笑一聲,接著不知道從哪裡拿出一個三文治,遞到我面前。339Please respect copyright.PENANAF4RmOCtaGO
339Please respect copyright.PENANA2W9KFEpH3c
「這給你,先墊墊肚子,總不能餓著吧?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAJ02d0a28ci
339Please respect copyright.PENANA7dMc3PQLJI
望著那個三文治,透明的包裝紙反射細碎的光澤,我猶豫了一下後,伸手接過:「謝……謝謝。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAt910XYOMPH
339Please respect copyright.PENANAA0CHSZZgjT
此時帕魯站了起身,往四周查看,似乎在確認這裡是否真的只有我們兩人。隨即,他靜靜地在我身旁坐下,背靠著同樣冰涼的牆面,雙手隨意地搭在膝蓋上。339Please respect copyright.PENANAXX0eTTnBnZ
339Please respect copyright.PENANAQSKuoXzcfA
最後一口三明治下肚,我將包裝紙小心疊好,塞進書包的側袋。339Please respect copyright.PENANAqIGJjQwFGo
339Please respect copyright.PENANA9igX2M5GDC
「我能體會那種感覺。」帕魯望著前方忽然開口說,聲音有些低沉。339Please respect copyright.PENANACvJaxzjdsh
339Please respect copyright.PENANAXNwimoRg8O
「嗯?」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAODY7ypcTV6
「就是……過了一段時間回到舊地,都是熟悉的人,卻會用奇特的眼光盯著你……我也不太會形容那種感覺。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAfYNtuWiwDs
「你也有體會過?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAlUqznOSGQd
339Please respect copyright.PENANAVtozGB01E4
「當然有啊。」帕魯轉過頭,湛藍的眼瞳與我對視,微笑著對我說。339Please respect copyright.PENANAFnXDAxwEWt
339Please respect copyright.PENANAdcHXph4cty
但我覺得這句話的背後是他無盡的故事,我不知道該如何回應,帕魯也沒有催促我說話,就這樣互相沉默了一陣子。339Please respect copyright.PENANAu6gPa3XmWI
339Please respect copyright.PENANAQwckpnrg5Z
「吶。帕魯,我有一個問題想問你。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAYODVNH7qMc
「請說。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAwjy2SMZfEq
「為甚麼……你、你會加入學生會?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAvMVunaVvmz
339Please respect copyright.PENANAELr4vzDi7f
「啊~還是被台長發現了。」帕魯撓了撓頭,像是對我得知這件事感到苦惱。339Please respect copyright.PENANADLCfVHn9QB
339Please respect copyright.PENANAvqpvqnGLWy
「其實……也沒甚麼特別的理由,總有人要去做吧。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAjwRGIglDOI
「帕魯是學生會會計對吧?」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAReexlfkcYk
「是。話說台長對高松同學加入學生會一點都不會驚訝欸。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANA7KZD2paOxi
「她?她可是政治世家出身,很正常吧。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAAXd6MmVczd
「嗯。也是。不過高松同學是總務,比我辛苦多了,最近聽她抱怨忙得連午餐都沒時間吃。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAmjjcuTXQMK
339Please respect copyright.PENANAEDnBWyPWMw
「不過我猜是佐佐木老師跟你聊這話題吧?不然以平常台長的作風,肯定不會主動提這種事。」339Please respect copyright.PENANApJYc9xAzHs
339Please respect copyright.PENANA7TCKpgVMid
「才、才沒有……」我臉頰一熱,連忙撇開視線,低聲嘀咕。心底卻不得不承認,帕魯的確說得沒錯,如果不是佐佐木老師提起,我恐怕連學生會的影子都不會去想。339Please respect copyright.PENANAMQLxirRIrK
339Please respect copyright.PENANAiISEzrYW8j
帕魯站起身,拍了拍褲子上的灰塵,朝我伸出手。339Please respect copyright.PENANAeGG6Qk42Bi
339Please respect copyright.PENANAgkrAtTRvkz
「好啦,我得去學生會幫忙了。台長要不要一起回教室?還是打算繼續待在天台?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAOcAW5BzjwH
339Please respect copyright.PENANA6SkyQAJbzZ
我怔了一下,望著他伸出的手,不知道為何有點抗拒。我搖了搖頭說:「我……再待一會兒吧。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAHUmOwOhybc
339Please respect copyright.PENANAiL9g1VOMY2
「那我先走了。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANA2JLpsUX5Zf
「嗯。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAM6JIaZeUiF
339Please respect copyright.PENANA1PHHcyM2JX
帕魯隨即轉身離開,不遠處傳來鐵門「吱呀」合上的聲音後,天台重歸寂靜。我把書包挪到自己的膝蓋上,從中拿出一本「氣象日記」和筆,微微抬頭凝望著天空,厚重的雲層在風中緩緩移動,偶爾透出幾縷陽光。339Please respect copyright.PENANAktpsFUFU9z
339Please respect copyright.PENANA1PV0QBF4Dl
我翻開日記,筆尖在紙頁上輕輕滑動,一邊記錄一邊低聲喃喃自語:「二零XX年五月六日。星期一。是日天氣多雲偶晴……」339Please respect copyright.PENANAnFFBdvWXpv
339Please respect copyright.PENANAoP0MPK9Sa1
寫完氣象記錄,闔上日記本,我深深吸了一口氣,陽光從雲縫間灑下,落在我的手背上,我知道自己該去面對了。將日記和筆小心收進書包,緩緩起身,拍去裙擺上的灰塵,推開鐵門,踏上往教室的路途。339Please respect copyright.PENANA5Dq5sLoEgB
339Please respect copyright.PENANAhOvEID8F5k
走廊比我想像中安靜許多,只有偶爾幾個同學從我身旁經過,低聲交談,但投來的眼光讓我下意識地低下頭。339Please respect copyright.PENANAnpSGP9Ph9W
339Please respect copyright.PENANAdYFrL4LB7v
來到課室的門口,我停下腳步,透過門上的小窗窺視教室內的情景。教室內人不多,幾個同學三三兩兩地聚在一起,低聲談笑,桌面上散落著課本。339Please respect copyright.PENANADQIYHbpUaf
339Please respect copyright.PENANAlAwFkPcQnU
猶疑了一下,我還是硬著頭皮拉開了門,瞬間吸引了幾個同學的目光。我只能低著頭默不作聲地直奔自己位於窗邊角落的座位,試圖忽視那些竊竊私語和偶爾傳來的竊笑。339Please respect copyright.PENANA4IH6IdtBVp
339Please respect copyright.PENANAG0iosAUbrj
回到座位,我將書包放在桌上,拿出下節課要用的課本,順帶拿出自己的日記翻閱,回顧過往的天氣點滴。然而,這片刻的安寧很快被打破,一陣嘻鬧聲從教室外傳來且越來越大,那股聲線我絕對不會認錯——神野碩宇。339Please respect copyright.PENANA17HWxWcbCn
339Please respect copyright.PENANA2rvPHdlyfd
「哈哈!喔?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAtil2nY5Nbk
339Please respect copyright.PENANALisCf6AzKE
那個人大搖大擺地走進教室,濃密的黑褐色短髮,深棕色的瞳孔掃過全場,總帶著高高在上的傲慢。他的身形高大,制服下的肌肉線條隱約可見,他身後都會跟著兩個跟班。339Please respect copyright.PENANApFk9sJD0ba
339Please respect copyright.PENANAS4pJ07Dhyd
他們很快就把注意力放到我身上……339Please respect copyright.PENANAaA9dOwRLrY
339Please respect copyright.PENANAqQCd1syxzH
「喲!病號回來了?」那個人帶著他的跟班來到我的座位前,圍堵一切我能逃離的路線,臉上掛著不懷好意的笑。339Please respect copyright.PENANAKmEKUDcXqQ
339Please respect copyright.PENANACERyLd9kms
「我還以為你會退學呢,沒想到竟然那麼快就爬回來了,真是堅持啊。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAbF4GkfVb0N
「……」339Please respect copyright.PENANAF5P9iFYfzA
339Please respect copyright.PENANAAB3pvOAyLh
教室裡的竊竊私語瞬間靜了下來,空氣中彌漫著一股無形的壓迫感。我想說些甚麼來反駁,但……有用嗎?339Please respect copyright.PENANAnA8umu7mxl
339Please respect copyright.PENANAV0MGinGIij
那個人站在我的正前方, 俯下身:「怎麼?又裝啞巴了?」339Please respect copyright.PENANAr3KUcMT8qf
339Please respect copyright.PENANA5MXMiSNzJp
「……」
339Please respect copyright.PENANA0jSSGHvDAR
「這甚麼?」339Please respect copyright.PENANA2MdPGNcECx
339Please respect copyright.PENANAbhJt3BiWD0
我下意識地縮了縮身子。就在這時,那個人伸手一把抓起我的日記,隨意翻開幾頁。那個日記記錄了無數個日子的氣象觀測數據,以及那些我從未對任何人訴說的心事。339Please respect copyright.PENANAbRlVOZR3Cu
339Please respect copyright.PENANAcUJvDpb5Zz
「還給我!」我站起來伸手想搶回屬於我的東西,但是我撲了個空……那個人單手將我的日記高舉過頭,緊跟著他的跟班發出一陣低低的哄笑。339Please respect copyright.PENANAcgU4SunpVS
339Please respect copyright.PENANA5esD1vO8vp
「想搶?有本事就來拿啊。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAtHNlyLcOa5
「還給我!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAdI6Z4VqcYe
339Please respect copyright.PENANAP5P6O3b0K6
那個人冷笑著,隨手翻開一頁並大聲朗讀我的隱私……339Please respect copyright.PENANA3Rjr2LFUCu
339Please respect copyright.PENANA0k3FJM8Mxj
「請。還。給。我。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAiyv4SOoG6e
「怎麼?想要?行。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAYWxOVR2LAi
「你!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAsEEnf9Esv2
339Please respect copyright.PENANAxulnFZZr4c
那個人嗤笑一聲,隨手一甩,我的日記本像被當垃圾般丟在地上,書頁在空中無力地翻動,露出我用細密字跡記下的心事。我剛走上前想拾起,他的兩個跟班立馬一左一右地將我壓制在身後的牆壁。339Please respect copyright.PENANAqzUNg1AJw3
339Please respect copyright.PENANAwjupZ1f3xg
「你們想幹嘛?放開我!」聲音因憤怒與恐懼而顫抖,冰冷的牆面抵著我的背脊,那兩人像在將我逼進無處可逃的絕境。339Please respect copyright.PENANAnKmy3gMA9o
339Please respect copyright.PENANA1vyIpchmZT
只見那個人蹲下身,撿起地上的日記本,隨手撕下一頁,紙張撕裂的聲音像刀割般刺耳進入我的耳朵。他將撕下的紙揉成一團,丟在我的腳邊,嘴角的笑意愈發猙獰。339Please respect copyright.PENANAt8h6cGBDzs
339Please respect copyright.PENANAxwAn5vDtIV
「水樹啊~你最好記清楚自己的分量。」那個混蛋逐頁逐頁地剝奪我的記憶,那份記憶一團一團地散落在我腳邊。339Please respect copyright.PENANA2ppXdDTAyW
339Please respect copyright.PENANAWAUQJ0yV8d
我的視野開始模糊,憤怒、羞恥與無力交織成一股洪流。我盯著地上散落的紙頁,那些我花費無數時間書寫的氣象記錄,如今被他肆意踐踏,那些記錄著我心事的字跡被撕裂開來,我還能做甚麼?339Please respect copyright.PENANAcZRsg696NT
339Please respect copyright.PENANA4DYOMk80Vk
我用力掙脫跟班的鉗制,嘶啞地喊道:「你給我住手!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAAdGdqv5bbc
339Please respect copyright.PENANAeaSYbzE6aL
我顧不上甚麼所謂君子動口不動手的理念,我腦中只想發洩心中的怒火,一把抓起椅子毫不猶豫地朝那個混蛋的方向砸去。339Please respect copyright.PENANAp93KhKscDK
339Please respect copyright.PENANA7HrnU52D1v
就在這時,教室的門被拉開,剛好椅子撞在桌角發出刺耳的巨響,配合一道嚴厲的聲音響起:「你們在做甚麼!」339Please respect copyright.PENANATHit8QFhhn
339Please respect copyright.PENANABGdo31RHOU
我轉頭一看,是一位中年男子。他快步走進教室,眉頭緊鎖。339Please respect copyright.PENANATQTObFRsI9
339Please respect copyright.PENANAQeI7maTGX7
「這是怎麼回事?神野同學,你在幹甚麼?」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAjtr4PBMLsV
「老師!是水樹同學她先動手的!」339Please respect copyright.PENANAKD6cIrABKe
339Please respect copyright.PENANAHGyBFK7doy
「我只是想和她開個玩笑,誰知道她突然發瘋,拿椅子砸我!」那個人迅速收起那副囂張的嘴臉,換上一副無辜的表情,還指著我說。339Please respect copyright.PENANAEk6VGJIPEP
339Please respect copyright.PENANA5mjm7iDV6H
「啥?」那個人的臉部管理簡直是川劇變臉的程度,我瞪大眼睛,氣得幾乎說不出話。339Please respect copyright.PENANAvOoTe5e6OJ
339Please respect copyright.PENANAEx5jvxVQ2v
「是你……是你撕了我的日記!」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAgQ7G4tS09n
「日記?甚麼日記?老師,我可甚麼都沒做。她回來後就情緒不穩,誰知道是不是住院太久,精神出問題了?」339Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZskivE06A
339Please respect copyright.PENANAbhD9egbFWe
那個人聳聳肩攤開雙手,一臉無辜地解釋,他的跟班們立刻附和……339Please respect copyright.PENANAm0OiHUUsAI
339Please respect copyright.PENANAzw2PkMotRe
「老師你看她擺明就是始作俑者!低頭連話都說不清,肯定是心虛。」339Please respect copyright.PENANA1rldQsHhjl
339Please respect copyright.PENANAdcVFJMdpso
「水樹同學,這到底怎麼回事?你最好給我一個合理的解釋。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANArVNinPwXBe
「我……」339Please respect copyright.PENANAAhWsOpTiG3
339Please respect copyright.PENANAeRpSAORb22
老師的眼神看上去愈發不耐煩,冷冷地說:「別浪費時間,跟我去訓導室一趟。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAyvU3AnB3zN
339Please respect copyright.PENANA215lCXp5Km
「是……」老師一說完便轉身走向教室門口,絲毫不給我辯解的餘地。我拾起地下體無完膚的日記本和紙團放進書包,再跟在老師身後。339Please respect copyright.PENANAVZP6vnKe8X
339Please respect copyright.PENANAdtnqtjW0Wk
來到三樓,老師推開門。房間裡寂靜陰暗,一看就是讓人望而生畏的地方,還瀰漫著一股陳舊的紙張味,牆上貼滿了校規和獎懲公告,桌上的文件堆成一坐小山。339Please respect copyright.PENANAwfF0MT6NiP
339Please respect copyright.PENANAlznUF43kU9
老師快步走進,向坐在辦公桌後的訓導主任低聲交代了剛才教室裡的衝突。339Please respect copyright.PENANAMPIYt5CYHk
339Please respect copyright.PENANAq99HR5ehRG
之後訓導主任示意我坐在他面前,我緩緩挪到他面前的硬木椅上坐下。訓導主任雙手交叉,審視著我,像是等待我自己坦白罪行。339Please respect copyright.PENANAFrfJz0smjk
339Please respect copyright.PENANAOnXGGHKrdL
「水樹同學。那張椅子是不是你丟的。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANANB5QVqaeHa
「是……是我丟的。」339Please respect copyright.PENANAOVxHrQd6BK
339Please respect copyright.PENANA1kxzNJr2mH
我低聲承認。我知道,無論怎麼解釋,那個人的背景和他的「無辜」川劇表演,都會讓真相變得毫無意義。339Please respect copyright.PENANA5nbSnyO543
339Please respect copyright.PENANACzujUugbwU
「水樹同學,校規明文規定,校內禁止任何形式的暴力行為。你已經嚴重違反校規,我會通知你的家長來學校一趟,另外我也會將此事轉告給你的班主任,討論這件事該怎麼處理。」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAjQHPBWJ8nP
「可、可是……」
339Please respect copyright.PENANAGvY9o5iR4n
「這件事沒有商量的餘地。」
ns216.73.216.67da2


