And after all this time,279Please respect copyright.PENANARHmduHYtF7
I still can’t stop myself from thinking:279Please respect copyright.PENANABI3xzVVBUX
Where did things go wrong?279Please respect copyright.PENANADWffGyR0pf
What did I do?
Or maybe…279Please respect copyright.PENANAW7B81tSmZj
Was it ever even about me?
Because if she truly felt uncomfortable,279Please respect copyright.PENANA4QdFdz4iWF
if something had changed…279Please respect copyright.PENANAsZCWHizwUt
why didn’t she just talk to me?
Why did the silence grow louder than the words we used to share?
People aren’t mind readers.279Please respect copyright.PENANAaLqfEqjTud
Love, friendship — anything worth holding onto —279Please respect copyright.PENANA4OPrOAdKav
needs more than just presence.279Please respect copyright.PENANAAW2N0pqW8g
It needs words.279Please respect copyright.PENANAgKAcz5Qy8P
It needs effort.279Please respect copyright.PENANAHQv3l9mEIG
It needs little things,279Please respect copyright.PENANAxm9q2ekK0Y
done with heart.
And maybe, just maybe…279Please respect copyright.PENANAlM9BbGuR6v
if she had told me instead of telling others,279Please respect copyright.PENANAJHansau5t2
we could’ve found our way back.
But if becoming strangers is what she needs to find peace —279Please respect copyright.PENANALfA5D8j8w8
if silence is what soothes her better than my presence —279Please respect copyright.PENANAvvDPAL6OkS
then I’ll step back.
Because loving someone isn’t always about staying.279Please respect copyright.PENANAtrshs4zY62
Sometimes it’s about letting go,279Please respect copyright.PENANAjbGNsCt8rQ
even when you're breaking in half.
I only ever wanted her to be okay.279Please respect copyright.PENANAtRbqDjr2hi
Even if it meant losing the piece of myself I found in her.
So I tried to say goodbye.279Please respect copyright.PENANAw6XVtjuH9t
Because it was me who started all of this…279Please respect copyright.PENANAX58x6BidVk
so it should be me who ends it.
I sent her a message.279Please respect copyright.PENANAQpgcbmEanW
A quiet farewell wrapped in trembling fingers.
“This is the end,” I said.279Please respect copyright.PENANA5jyjMGR2FH
“Let’s stop pretending…”
But I was drowning in thoughts,279Please respect copyright.PENANALqttX2k7qu
while she…
She replied:
"Leave… but delete everything.279Please respect copyright.PENANA9IpvknzDZi
Every word, every song, every movie,279Please respect copyright.PENANAF5VrNATFFu
everything I ever said to you.279Please respect copyright.PENANAUwFbzwAsVY
Completely.279Please respect copyright.PENANAkuWw5kZMWy
I don’t know how you’ll do it.279Please respect copyright.PENANAI1EDh3PFlF
Do it, then leave.279Please respect copyright.PENANAjB8PEABjR6
Or you can’t leave."
And I stood there, shattered.
Because maybe — just maybe —279Please respect copyright.PENANATuFUXE3wdC
that was her way of saying:279Please respect copyright.PENANA6PUWAjn6YT
“Don’t go.”279Please respect copyright.PENANAIujN05Im0i
Maybe it was never about deletion.279Please respect copyright.PENANAvSqOT2y2Go
Maybe it was her final scream in disguise,279Please respect copyright.PENANA2DHWvuSyyJ
a plea wrapped in anger,279Please respect copyright.PENANAnAt1QuHLiS
a heartbreak dressed like defiance.
And I couldn’t read between the lines.
Maybe this was right.279Please respect copyright.PENANAdwgIKSKhCR
Maybe wrong.279Please respect copyright.PENANAt4oLJxbWQh
I don’t care to think anymore.
I stayed —279Please respect copyright.PENANA1aepkhSj9w
hoping I meant something to her.279Please respect copyright.PENANA7b0mbEAlWx
Everything.
From the songs and movies279Please respect copyright.PENANAOZNqBK01Ap
to the words and shared silence,279Please respect copyright.PENANAEylXNXxHEr
every little moment,279Please respect copyright.PENANAlwyJGh6ibG
every ounce of friendship —279Please respect copyright.PENANAuixtb308XF
they were enough for me.
And so I wanted to end it.279Please respect copyright.PENANATwigKsZeNe
Before she got the chance to.
Because I noticed the distance.279Please respect copyright.PENANAyINyXI9csO
How she tried to avoid me.
Even if she said she never meant to.
That’s what made me do this.279Please respect copyright.PENANA4aYm1yok0a
Because I couldn’t bear to see her like that anymore.279Please respect copyright.PENANAquWpzxxBnn
To be the reason for that discomfort.
As always.
Emotionally,279Please respect copyright.PENANALZBehD8f1n
I wanted to stay.
Intellectually,279Please respect copyright.PENANAuGEegbU5s5
I knew I had to leave.
So I punished myself.279Please respect copyright.PENANAeuTRS4DnDk
As I always do.279Please respect copyright.PENANALkH45ckLZI
Breaking from both ends.
But if all of this…279Please respect copyright.PENANAnJCjf6aRs0
if everything we shared279Please respect copyright.PENANAndPeQyJctA
was never meant to be —
Then why,279Please respect copyright.PENANA7FRBgL3BNP
why does it still feel so beautiful?


