And after all this time,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74cu6mnCRe
I still can’t stop myself from thinking:12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8kE26vNbA
Where did things go wrong?12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaf7xIoq5w
What did I do?
Or maybe…12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCO5CVKj1e
Was it ever even about me?
Because if she truly felt uncomfortable,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaO9ryYtQKM
if something had changed…12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsiOFQo6Li
why didn’t she just talk to me?
Why did the silence grow louder than the words we used to share?
People aren’t mind readers.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQdo29cgCy
Love, friendship — anything worth holding onto —12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuuXI2uqdu
needs more than just presence.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FbuFHDUrx
It needs words.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLsW00YYld
It needs effort.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLyOKAhX9E
It needs little things,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpMVIE7jRU
done with heart.
And maybe, just maybe…12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi1VBPxznh
if she had told me instead of telling others,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFDReJaRGE
we could’ve found our way back.
But if becoming strangers is what she needs to find peace —12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMi7SYi9HU
if silence is what soothes her better than my presence —12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGxkwwgqqi
then I’ll step back.
Because loving someone isn’t always about staying.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuMdLUPll1
Sometimes it’s about letting go,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtMCMa1PDK
even when you're breaking in half.
I only ever wanted her to be okay.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpQlvo8cCX
Even if it meant losing the piece of myself I found in her.
So I tried to say goodbye.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVK2EwvEUT
Because it was me who started all of this…12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6DDPCsgK7
so it should be me who ends it.
I sent her a message.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YdzPwMPNS
A quiet farewell wrapped in trembling fingers.
“This is the end,” I said.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUfZqkSB1E
“Let’s stop pretending…”
But I was drowning in thoughts,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoWZynf2uv
while she…
She replied:
"Leave… but delete everything.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWtXoSMzaj
Every word, every song, every movie,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYaZnmdpOI
everything I ever said to you.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZX9T0BtSq3
Completely.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9NVWCy0Lo
I don’t know how you’ll do it.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v1wmuh65J
Do it, then leave.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqpwCfL0Mq
Or you can’t leave."
And I stood there, shattered.
Because maybe — just maybe —12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7vVHAd9ED
that was her way of saying:12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVkkcy86Sr
“Don’t go.”12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv0RFU1Aql
Maybe it was never about deletion.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrPo7PTsVM
Maybe it was her final scream in disguise,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPchKu2c1S
a plea wrapped in anger,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivNrdXVYya
a heartbreak dressed like defiance.
And I couldn’t read between the lines.
Maybe this was right.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJjRbPqmQq
Maybe wrong.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVJaqcQCJC
I don’t care to think anymore.
I stayed —12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl4Q3w2ilc
hoping I meant something to her.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTXCMs6neA
Everything.
From the songs and movies12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAkqXyniZj
to the words and shared silence,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5AquOiXki
every little moment,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFiaSdE1jP
every ounce of friendship —12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOfEDftcoZ
they were enough for me.
And so I wanted to end it.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN9tXyvQSr
Before she got the chance to.
Because I noticed the distance.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Uv0F9eALG
How she tried to avoid me.
Even if she said she never meant to.
That’s what made me do this.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1y7OS6vEK
Because I couldn’t bear to see her like that anymore.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMuKTnEUXj
To be the reason for that discomfort.
As always.
Emotionally,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNpu2k4n05
I wanted to stay.
Intellectually,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbSCir8Imp
I knew I had to leave.
So I punished myself.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIdWLDC2PF
As I always do.12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnC9jfNUZG
Breaking from both ends.
But if all of this…12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67FAZzhVTG
if everything we shared12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9cK8ZgDYN
was never meant to be —
Then why,12Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7Bans0qTp
why does it still feel so beautiful?
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