And after all this time,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qoOcFfLA7
I still can’t stop myself from thinking:82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN7v914BbQ
Where did things go wrong?82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZZp9nYoO1
What did I do?
Or maybe…82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaMixdmrvi
Was it ever even about me?
Because if she truly felt uncomfortable,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6S8awxKsd
if something had changed…82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT8iDXJ2BE
why didn’t she just talk to me?
Why did the silence grow louder than the words we used to share?
People aren’t mind readers.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm7js0kQQ2
Love, friendship — anything worth holding onto —82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE55A8pUW1W
needs more than just presence.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ztCz9BXTu
It needs words.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFnUgdLSaB
It needs effort.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFihXhzQx1e
It needs little things,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVs4hGgmWF
done with heart.
And maybe, just maybe…82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXR1Vns5r7x
if she had told me instead of telling others,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWxIejAxWw
we could’ve found our way back.
But if becoming strangers is what she needs to find peace —82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ceITU54wa
if silence is what soothes her better than my presence —82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbJ1lX6cFg
then I’ll step back.
Because loving someone isn’t always about staying.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c0bJroeS6
Sometimes it’s about letting go,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiREb7LJUl
even when you're breaking in half.
I only ever wanted her to be okay.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr1m0FRxC2
Even if it meant losing the piece of myself I found in her.
So I tried to say goodbye.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxOlYLQJlg
Because it was me who started all of this…82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MDycyBPIP
so it should be me who ends it.
I sent her a message.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKy1MSxuHo
A quiet farewell wrapped in trembling fingers.
“This is the end,” I said.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbERyHR4OBB
“Let’s stop pretending…”
But I was drowning in thoughts,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vqeaYn6jg
while she…
She replied:
"Leave… but delete everything.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9XLdYdyhl
Every word, every song, every movie,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMefTkdyXSU
everything I ever said to you.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VEyGpwots
Completely.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP8drenXTF
I don’t know how you’ll do it.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTiuLjVX5w
Do it, then leave.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6tCxOaaHQ
Or you can’t leave."
And I stood there, shattered.
Because maybe — just maybe —82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJmWZJLzap
that was her way of saying:82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbsHxfrSA1
“Don’t go.”82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHEYuRtmQ2
Maybe it was never about deletion.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4rALgamBa
Maybe it was her final scream in disguise,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAagP1h73AH
a plea wrapped in anger,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZtV5ohbXN
a heartbreak dressed like defiance.
And I couldn’t read between the lines.
Maybe this was right.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIuJcC43Kd
Maybe wrong.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObIxPfxG3y
I don’t care to think anymore.
I stayed —82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg4bLVgE1F
hoping I meant something to her.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpI3pBQBpu
Everything.
From the songs and movies82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTezfgYq55
to the words and shared silence,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmUjMK1fcS
every little moment,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1SV3ReSVA
every ounce of friendship —82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdS7BEwzqKh
they were enough for me.
And so I wanted to end it.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4A8KWsxKY
Before she got the chance to.
Because I noticed the distance.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKMqnHeCbM
How she tried to avoid me.
Even if she said she never meant to.
That’s what made me do this.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToqx58lH9w
Because I couldn’t bear to see her like that anymore.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3CiccBIYv
To be the reason for that discomfort.
As always.
Emotionally,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqomfwWjCb
I wanted to stay.
Intellectually,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNXnpnHCep
I knew I had to leave.
So I punished myself.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ46M9Ytwki
As I always do.82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTq3l05l88
Breaking from both ends.
But if all of this…82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDyahRas7r
if everything we shared82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY5gxjm46W
was never meant to be —
Then why,82Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCToVBMXRoo
why does it still feel so beautiful?
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