And after all this time,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy215tj1XR
I still can’t stop myself from thinking:83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNFTRixKhU
Where did things go wrong?83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU2V52JqMJ
What did I do?
Or maybe…83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIxPaP4uWc
Was it ever even about me?
Because if she truly felt uncomfortable,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYEVMUaCOS
if something had changed…83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9vR6ATppi
why didn’t she just talk to me?
Why did the silence grow louder than the words we used to share?
People aren’t mind readers.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLGbT3H9Yt
Love, friendship — anything worth holding onto —83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBOhmiWLAo
needs more than just presence.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK96dHVI52v
It needs words.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLLlsXfoND
It needs effort.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2JDAZhgKq
It needs little things,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQ3jQG6E1h
done with heart.
And maybe, just maybe…83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk5fqN2g80
if she had told me instead of telling others,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwy18ecHrf
we could’ve found our way back.
But if becoming strangers is what she needs to find peace —83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta7n8Qxgrc
if silence is what soothes her better than my presence —83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4wGI8GEap
then I’ll step back.
Because loving someone isn’t always about staying.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv5DhbXetU
Sometimes it’s about letting go,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y3RKSVAO3
even when you're breaking in half.
I only ever wanted her to be okay.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbrTIqLwnK
Even if it meant losing the piece of myself I found in her.
So I tried to say goodbye.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LqkAbaAcE
Because it was me who started all of this…83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmQX1k1PoZ
so it should be me who ends it.
I sent her a message.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5y6HS8oY9
A quiet farewell wrapped in trembling fingers.
“This is the end,” I said.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhMccMPelG
“Let’s stop pretending…”
But I was drowning in thoughts,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0Wzo2EzUY
while she…
She replied:
"Leave… but delete everything.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpXmqpwwxN
Every word, every song, every movie,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUA1MkVP4r
everything I ever said to you.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVMON0Ye2t
Completely.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfyLYvpuRz
I don’t know how you’ll do it.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtZxdkvToI
Do it, then leave.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXCXF9FCqL
Or you can’t leave."
And I stood there, shattered.
Because maybe — just maybe —83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktuodmhyLn
that was her way of saying:83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4LQrPQ0SZ
“Don’t go.”83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuUa0rd69H
Maybe it was never about deletion.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NbDbyOmnN
Maybe it was her final scream in disguise,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYKg6NzNXk
a plea wrapped in anger,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCZ1QRyEd5
a heartbreak dressed like defiance.
And I couldn’t read between the lines.
Maybe this was right.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKy7LnDBd7
Maybe wrong.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7FqcAzgaE
I don’t care to think anymore.
I stayed —83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RqB65BfZQ
hoping I meant something to her.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfuGkykddc
Everything.
From the songs and movies83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Zhe7bN1wa
to the words and shared silence,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpoLenIuDe
every little moment,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKnZapsFOa
every ounce of friendship —83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFPoBasQdX
they were enough for me.
And so I wanted to end it.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGLDt620hf
Before she got the chance to.
Because I noticed the distance.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviH2BqHxg8
How she tried to avoid me.
Even if she said she never meant to.
That’s what made me do this.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7EUcJZ5oJ
Because I couldn’t bear to see her like that anymore.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN3FFaL5ti
To be the reason for that discomfort.
As always.
Emotionally,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvPYgGTytO
I wanted to stay.
Intellectually,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY3vhRDiKv
I knew I had to leave.
So I punished myself.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzrVVkfQ2p
As I always do.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScZAapxu42
Breaking from both ends.
But if all of this…83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftH0IoMhkf
if everything we shared83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VxtXPRub6
was never meant to be —
Then why,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGITkCcoLg
why does it still feel so beautiful?
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