And after all this time,259Please respect copyright.PENANAHAcLZQ1SzK
I still can’t stop myself from thinking:259Please respect copyright.PENANAY0Zuvdzhu0
Where did things go wrong?259Please respect copyright.PENANAbCdxwDXApW
What did I do?
Or maybe…259Please respect copyright.PENANAaDUykvKZe2
Was it ever even about me?
Because if she truly felt uncomfortable,259Please respect copyright.PENANAdrmmi81Ohe
if something had changed…259Please respect copyright.PENANAEiVnBtCHvQ
why didn’t she just talk to me?
Why did the silence grow louder than the words we used to share?
People aren’t mind readers.259Please respect copyright.PENANAYq7IJTupXX
Love, friendship — anything worth holding onto —259Please respect copyright.PENANAQTQa3rwSuF
needs more than just presence.259Please respect copyright.PENANAf3MVY5MzPO
It needs words.259Please respect copyright.PENANAdfP5vF0uZb
It needs effort.259Please respect copyright.PENANAH14UnVz0Ep
It needs little things,259Please respect copyright.PENANAQLcPX3NnHZ
done with heart.
And maybe, just maybe…259Please respect copyright.PENANAvu5OYb9X8C
if she had told me instead of telling others,259Please respect copyright.PENANAA4xSOY5viO
we could’ve found our way back.
But if becoming strangers is what she needs to find peace —259Please respect copyright.PENANAY8vsjTNekT
if silence is what soothes her better than my presence —259Please respect copyright.PENANAFBsOQriZT2
then I’ll step back.
Because loving someone isn’t always about staying.259Please respect copyright.PENANA5FFZWNBZVK
Sometimes it’s about letting go,259Please respect copyright.PENANA3S1Kp0m1OJ
even when you're breaking in half.
I only ever wanted her to be okay.259Please respect copyright.PENANAN5sStOiT0t
Even if it meant losing the piece of myself I found in her.
So I tried to say goodbye.259Please respect copyright.PENANAnJwR7jYUgm
Because it was me who started all of this…259Please respect copyright.PENANAoqeiVJtsC5
so it should be me who ends it.
I sent her a message.259Please respect copyright.PENANACvYIStXty2
A quiet farewell wrapped in trembling fingers.
“This is the end,” I said.259Please respect copyright.PENANAoxsHqyuOvt
“Let’s stop pretending…”
But I was drowning in thoughts,259Please respect copyright.PENANAQOfKb0IbhO
while she…
She replied:
"Leave… but delete everything.259Please respect copyright.PENANAeYS8d0sD2s
Every word, every song, every movie,259Please respect copyright.PENANAT6fojeEu7P
everything I ever said to you.259Please respect copyright.PENANAiV9FB4CkA7
Completely.259Please respect copyright.PENANAybDSiz8vYf
I don’t know how you’ll do it.259Please respect copyright.PENANAcl9YgLVEij
Do it, then leave.259Please respect copyright.PENANAXP9DVFR4aT
Or you can’t leave."
And I stood there, shattered.
Because maybe — just maybe —259Please respect copyright.PENANATDJahHASnq
that was her way of saying:259Please respect copyright.PENANA16eJwnDrca
“Don’t go.”259Please respect copyright.PENANAqyoYhejoth
Maybe it was never about deletion.259Please respect copyright.PENANAXwySGK3oxQ
Maybe it was her final scream in disguise,259Please respect copyright.PENANAvHMxWBOfy9
a plea wrapped in anger,259Please respect copyright.PENANAuY9M0Xw6Ff
a heartbreak dressed like defiance.
And I couldn’t read between the lines.
Maybe this was right.259Please respect copyright.PENANAvPQvLSXw3R
Maybe wrong.259Please respect copyright.PENANAHQJaz957Lo
I don’t care to think anymore.
I stayed —259Please respect copyright.PENANA9S42E6bCTp
hoping I meant something to her.259Please respect copyright.PENANAFMLiMvT6bS
Everything.
From the songs and movies259Please respect copyright.PENANAJ80tmf6lxg
to the words and shared silence,259Please respect copyright.PENANArdC7IzFHiy
every little moment,259Please respect copyright.PENANA5BvbWhedLE
every ounce of friendship —259Please respect copyright.PENANAwVeDR2BNpg
they were enough for me.
And so I wanted to end it.259Please respect copyright.PENANAeficHwO7au
Before she got the chance to.
Because I noticed the distance.259Please respect copyright.PENANAj27PX1GROI
How she tried to avoid me.
Even if she said she never meant to.
That’s what made me do this.259Please respect copyright.PENANAnkvD79y4g6
Because I couldn’t bear to see her like that anymore.259Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8KE4PRLSv
To be the reason for that discomfort.
As always.
Emotionally,259Please respect copyright.PENANAqxJ4EFMCpS
I wanted to stay.
Intellectually,259Please respect copyright.PENANATc6zh4ef2n
I knew I had to leave.
So I punished myself.259Please respect copyright.PENANAFigjydK968
As I always do.259Please respect copyright.PENANAZgBPYaxSUv
Breaking from both ends.
But if all of this…259Please respect copyright.PENANAAsLPHAZEQf
if everything we shared259Please respect copyright.PENANAriQoQBDyEm
was never meant to be —
Then why,259Please respect copyright.PENANAVYOLs5d7L4
why does it still feel so beautiful?


