My birthday came again.
The same day my favorite character had once died in a story I held close —334Please respect copyright.PENANALn0abyhYge
and in a strange way, I always felt like a part of me dies a little on this day too.334Please respect copyright.PENANA2ihVt624Ea
But this time, I chose to go to college.
Alice wasn't there, though.334Please respect copyright.PENANAvMqF6A9XhS
She had gone to meet some friends — people she hadn’t seen in a long time.334Please respect copyright.PENANA7YqWPXCiG0
I understood. I really did.
Still, I had the whole chocolate store in my bag.334Please respect copyright.PENANAzVpfcuNfEd
Literally.334Please respect copyright.PENANA1bbEIBZtWb
It was one of those small, sweet joys.334Please respect copyright.PENANAcl4KO7jJit
Enough to carry the weight of the day.
That evening, I decided to do something special.334Please respect copyright.PENANAndpM8GrqMC
Not for me.334Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8MxAOH5ID
But for the ones I held dear.
I woke up early.334Please respect copyright.PENANAtNlrrdntFU
Cooked with all my heart.334Please respect copyright.PENANA5ieBnXe0pX
Packed everything carefully — biryani and chicken curry.334Please respect copyright.PENANANF9JayEqez
Each grain of rice, every spice measured not by recipes but by intent.
It was my second time cooking for my friends.334Please respect copyright.PENANAz3UCCA20XT
The first time… she didn’t eat.334Please respect copyright.PENANAW9R8fMoczi
Even though I had packed a box just for her.
But this time, I was determined.334Please respect copyright.PENANArmX0geFPlR
This time, she did.334Please respect copyright.PENANA0MU02RDSyj
And not only that — she smiled and said:
“It tastes like my mother’s…”
I could’ve cried.
We sat under the same big tree where it all began.334Please respect copyright.PENANA97ICXTC06C
The same one where I met her.334Please respect copyright.PENANATLHAhgpVUk
Just five of us — Forevermore, Leona, Richard, Harry, and me.
We ate.334Please respect copyright.PENANAvpPgCmvemO
We laughed.334Please respect copyright.PENANArbIBKQj556
And for once, the world paused.
Later that evening, Richard gifted me a sleek clock —334Please respect copyright.PENANAo5HaGxZlPv
and Seren handed me something else…334Please respect copyright.PENANALVJiTN5jZU
a lamp.334Please respect copyright.PENANAct8L2yAzau
Not just a lamp,334Please respect copyright.PENANAyznEfQyG40
a galaxy trapped in glass —334Please respect copyright.PENANAOpzQPjA2g5
a swirl of stars and dreams I once saw only in the skies.
Those were the first real gifts I ever got.334Please respect copyright.PENANAjahNQyus3b
The kind that whisper of futures still unwritten.
Time passed.
Forevermore and I were learning together again — night calls, evening talks.334Please respect copyright.PENANA7WyyI0Ij1D
I met her bus mates, her senior friend who knew Ravikanth.334Please respect copyright.PENANABhA43frR5t
It was all… steady.
Until one day.
A small moment. A misunderstanding.334Please respect copyright.PENANAh1sRlQkzA5
And everything cracked like silence after thunder.
Ren doesn’t like chocolate.334Please respect copyright.PENANA48Q42PZbVv
Everyone knows that.334Please respect copyright.PENANALbElxeBINZ
Including me.
And yet —334Please respect copyright.PENANAwNrar9AuTe
that day, when we all stood by the buses,334Please respect copyright.PENANA0bgeWrZB9N
I jokingly asked him for a big one.
He brought a small chocolate anyway.
I didn’t take it.334Please respect copyright.PENANAFl5AuRXat6
He handed it to Alice.334Please respect copyright.PENANA4Shq58pkbN
And then he left.
I watched it happen,334Please respect copyright.PENANAtTBaJBtY8N
not as someone who was jealous,334Please respect copyright.PENANAJSpvHqjczi
but someone who noticed something off.
It wasn’t the chocolate.334Please respect copyright.PENANAECOeRTUbcC
It was why it was given.
Not because it was meant for her.334Please respect copyright.PENANAjLHWWisVMM
But because it was just… there.334Please respect copyright.PENANAhocqkua2R4
Something to discard.334Please respect copyright.PENANA6BOSJQHKAS
And she accepted it — unaware of how little thought it held.
When Richard called me to leave for another friend’s birthday, I turned back,334Please respect copyright.PENANAz81UVcgxRw
looked at her one last time, and said —
“Some things are never meant to be taken.”
I didn’t explain.334Please respect copyright.PENANARhiaCAKhQP
Didn’t say goodbye.
I hoped she’d understand.334Please respect copyright.PENANAF23Jfl5hGc
That she deserved more than secondhand gestures.334Please respect copyright.PENANA79O1hsURNs
That she was not someone who should accept leftovers from anyone — even friends.
But she didn’t see it that way.
After that day…334Please respect copyright.PENANAQsboiqSlOo
she stopped speaking to me.
No more messages.334Please respect copyright.PENANAgbez6o7Chy
No calls.334Please respect copyright.PENANAzw5eP6jZtv
Not even eye contact.
It was as if nothing had ever happened between us.334Please respect copyright.PENANAPC9b5nX5SX
As if our late-night classes, shared songs, stories, dreams,334Please respect copyright.PENANA0gjgMOJus4
as if I… never happened.
I tried to talk.334Please respect copyright.PENANA9TKkKzTuQp
To explain.334Please respect copyright.PENANAuxVPSKxGJS
To bridge the gap.
But how do you hold on to someone334Please respect copyright.PENANARnqdVIIcoD
who already let go before you realized they were slipping?
Maybe it was just a small misunderstanding.
Maybe… it was the moment she was waiting for334Please respect copyright.PENANANoITOidB9D
to finally walk away.


