My birthday came again.
The same day my favorite character had once died in a story I held close —133Please respect copyright.PENANADDqC50xhYj
and in a strange way, I always felt like a part of me dies a little on this day too.133Please respect copyright.PENANAhJIh35nC05
But this time, I chose to go to college.
Alice wasn't there, though.133Please respect copyright.PENANAeiBFWnEdpm
She had gone to meet some friends — people she hadn’t seen in a long time.133Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q5PbGMPZy
I understood. I really did.
Still, I had the whole chocolate store in my bag.133Please respect copyright.PENANAcEDa8gIuxA
Literally.133Please respect copyright.PENANAY7GOvvW72o
It was one of those small, sweet joys.133Please respect copyright.PENANACp5Os9UxLy
Enough to carry the weight of the day.
That evening, I decided to do something special.133Please respect copyright.PENANAlrS1rMMIht
Not for me.133Please respect copyright.PENANAAgU7j3sWZj
But for the ones I held dear.
I woke up early.133Please respect copyright.PENANAX8Zt0YM5Z6
Cooked with all my heart.133Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ86Q6uCUV
Packed everything carefully — biryani and chicken curry.133Please respect copyright.PENANAXlPJHVHLL2
Each grain of rice, every spice measured not by recipes but by intent.
It was my second time cooking for my friends.133Please respect copyright.PENANAGSwTfeBbH5
The first time… she didn’t eat.133Please respect copyright.PENANAwpF3Y08mHQ
Even though I had packed a box just for her.
But this time, I was determined.133Please respect copyright.PENANAITvDOnbYFp
This time, she did.133Please respect copyright.PENANAP3sMKrw5Xh
And not only that — she smiled and said:
“It tastes like my mother’s…”
I could’ve cried.
We sat under the same big tree where it all began.133Please respect copyright.PENANAl4Erg4WJxC
The same one where I met her.133Please respect copyright.PENANADB02j5es2Y
Just five of us — Forevermore, Leona, Richard, Harry, and me.
We ate.133Please respect copyright.PENANAWRFvE9DcCQ
We laughed.133Please respect copyright.PENANAswCxbVXNoA
And for once, the world paused.
Later that evening, Richard gifted me a sleek clock —133Please respect copyright.PENANAVtPTI3i80z
and Seren handed me something else…133Please respect copyright.PENANA0BtNditkfT
a lamp.133Please respect copyright.PENANAgISHgUQJ08
Not just a lamp,133Please respect copyright.PENANAzCXj6DC4yk
a galaxy trapped in glass —133Please respect copyright.PENANAdSnrr2ymRJ
a swirl of stars and dreams I once saw only in the skies.
Those were the first real gifts I ever got.133Please respect copyright.PENANAipYjlMdRUO
The kind that whisper of futures still unwritten.
Time passed.
Forevermore and I were learning together again — night calls, evening talks.133Please respect copyright.PENANArR9mWyDBS5
I met her bus mates, her senior friend who knew Ravikanth.133Please respect copyright.PENANAqGo1EirBwZ
It was all… steady.
Until one day.
A small moment. A misunderstanding.133Please respect copyright.PENANABLyxzgvzJj
And everything cracked like silence after thunder.
Ren doesn’t like chocolate.133Please respect copyright.PENANAVFoYTj8OLZ
Everyone knows that.133Please respect copyright.PENANAtC0NSX0ghS
Including me.
And yet —133Please respect copyright.PENANAiMHmjQZVVz
that day, when we all stood by the buses,133Please respect copyright.PENANAqEEAQhFWnG
I jokingly asked him for a big one.
He brought a small chocolate anyway.
I didn’t take it.133Please respect copyright.PENANAjibqqatehv
He handed it to Alice.133Please respect copyright.PENANAWKpmUzwB5b
And then he left.
I watched it happen,133Please respect copyright.PENANAgAyQizSRBB
not as someone who was jealous,133Please respect copyright.PENANAPpDfaxJdzS
but someone who noticed something off.
It wasn’t the chocolate.133Please respect copyright.PENANA26q3EmRKIJ
It was why it was given.
Not because it was meant for her.133Please respect copyright.PENANAr6jCWNB9vc
But because it was just… there.133Please respect copyright.PENANAPxxKwtqavc
Something to discard.133Please respect copyright.PENANAuAlP4s7bu1
And she accepted it — unaware of how little thought it held.
When Richard called me to leave for another friend’s birthday, I turned back,133Please respect copyright.PENANAiwtYZ32AK6
looked at her one last time, and said —
“Some things are never meant to be taken.”
I didn’t explain.133Please respect copyright.PENANAxHzerlNQYx
Didn’t say goodbye.
I hoped she’d understand.133Please respect copyright.PENANAr7x65Qs4N4
That she deserved more than secondhand gestures.133Please respect copyright.PENANAVXF891VS1n
That she was not someone who should accept leftovers from anyone — even friends.
But she didn’t see it that way.
After that day…133Please respect copyright.PENANAvGb7Beudq4
she stopped speaking to me.
No more messages.133Please respect copyright.PENANAv1ewszbcDn
No calls.133Please respect copyright.PENANAu1rKeClEsD
Not even eye contact.
It was as if nothing had ever happened between us.133Please respect copyright.PENANAxRwn2s6Uqd
As if our late-night classes, shared songs, stories, dreams,133Please respect copyright.PENANAv74mvnRlDR
as if I… never happened.
I tried to talk.133Please respect copyright.PENANA6oqEi4g6wE
To explain.133Please respect copyright.PENANAVZVzldSs6F
To bridge the gap.
But how do you hold on to someone133Please respect copyright.PENANAev6YSWDnhW
who already let go before you realized they were slipping?
Maybe it was just a small misunderstanding.
Maybe… it was the moment she was waiting for133Please respect copyright.PENANATpTWYmpj7W
to finally walk away.