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她在我懷裡睡了一整晚。8964 copyright protection56PENANAB28Rl4j1AL 維尼
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那種睡,不是安穩的熟睡,而是身體實在太累、情緒撐到崩潰後被迫關機的無聲倒塌。8964 copyright protection56PENANA2xb32LQOvo 維尼
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我一動不動,就這樣坐著,讓她的呼吸、體溫和眼淚慢慢落在我身上。8964 copyright protection56PENANA3AM858GAIy 維尼
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她真的很瘦。60Please respect copyright.PENANApIfKVd6C7u
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我從沒那麼清楚地感覺到她肩膀的骨頭,那種不是天生瘦,而是「連活著都在消耗體力」的瘦。8964 copyright protection56PENANAK6phZ7QT0N 維尼
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陽光從窗簾邊角透進來,一點點落在她睫毛上,像是替她輕輕拭淚。60Please respect copyright.PENANAE2bYzDgl1V
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我低頭看著她,輕聲叫了句:「家瑜,早安。」8964 copyright protection56PENANADTw802UzyE 維尼
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她眉頭動了動,沒醒。8964 copyright protection56PENANAXSKcsEDb8T 維尼
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我沒有叫第二次。8964 copyright protection56PENANAKlyCIvH4pY 維尼
我只是鬆開被她捲住的手,慢慢地站起來,去廚房煮了一鍋粥。8964 copyright protection56PENANAHvRrhPwPrf 維尼
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她醒來的時候,我剛放好餐具。60Please respect copyright.PENANA7bz6Eio5vR
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她坐起來的樣子還是很慢,好像骨頭裡都灌了水泥。8964 copyright protection56PENANAwwr1rQj3aw 維尼
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她沒問我為什麼在,也沒問時間。只是低聲說:「……妳怎麼還沒走?」8964 copyright protection56PENANAv3oiqx7JGW 維尼
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我走過去,蹲在她面前,像過去那樣和她平視。60Please respect copyright.PENANAww8TvOzzxp
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我說:「因為我不想讓妳醒來,第一件事就是再次面對孤單。」8964 copyright protection56PENANAJfTJg16lzH 維尼
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她沒有說話,只是紅了眼眶,低頭看著我替她整理披散的頭髮。8964 copyright protection56PENANAGkil0gUtTb 維尼
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我沒逼她吃。只是放了一碗粥在她手邊,說:「如果沒辦法吃,就喝幾口湯也好。妳昨天太累了。」8964 copyright protection56PENANAFhAdXILH4M 維尼
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她點了點頭,動作很慢地端起湯匙,第一口就眼眶泛紅了。60Please respect copyright.PENANAQykx2fAkju
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不是因為味道,是因為那種——「我以為我被放棄了,但還有人還在」的感覺。8964 copyright protection56PENANA9CLEQei5Wp 維尼
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那天晚上,我打開了電腦,開看著過去查過的資料:「如何陪伴憂鬱症患者」。60Please respect copyright.PENANA3rbKk03Mpk
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我以前做錯了很多事情。8964 copyright protection56PENANAStOrDLUH1U 維尼
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太快鼓勵她振作,其實會讓她更自責。60Please respect copyright.PENANA6KumnUSWxq
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太常問「怎麼了?」其實她自己也不知道。60Please respect copyright.PENANA2TwM0V1wGT
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以為吃藥就好,以為只要我夠溫柔,她就會一直往上爬。8964 copyright protection56PENANABTFBIrvwt3 維尼
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可我沒想過,她不是在走樓梯,是在深海裡掙扎呼吸。8964 copyright protection56PENANAoJuRpSKsct 維尼
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我拿出筆記本,寫下自己要記得的事:60Please respect copyright.PENANA5wZdwy2J3b
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1. 她不是不努力,是生病了。60Please respect copyright.PENANAzI63NbqFfD
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2. 她不講話,不是因為不在乎我,而是因為太累了。60Please respect copyright.PENANAXotXVZeCko
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3. 我的愛不能讓她立刻好起來,但可以讓她不孤單地撐過來。60Please respect copyright.PENANAQFO111hnyc
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4. 當她說「我好爛」時,不用急著否定,而是說:「我知道妳現在很痛,但我還在這裡,陪妳一起走。」8964 copyright protection56PENANAwVVHNECU0p 維尼
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我關掉筆電,看著寫完的那一頁,輕輕說了句:60Please respect copyright.PENANAue2zbiSTEa
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「我會學著成為妳活著的理由之一。不是壓力,而是……像呼吸那樣,靜靜在。」8964 copyright protection56PENANAra20dBEsUi 維尼
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那天我第一次真正知道:8964 copyright protection56PENANAHaB2DwwLYW 維尼
愛一個正在憂鬱谷底的人,不是給她光, 是在她看不見光的時候,牽著她的手說—— 「走不動沒關係,我就坐在妳旁邊,等到妳有力氣了,再一起走。」60Please respect copyright.PENANArczKzBWTOQ
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