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我以為我一直在保護她,原來……我也需要被她守著8964 copyright protection54PENANAu0kfwG5lgH 維尼
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那天,我以為我要失去她了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAlcwINwzb70 維尼
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我親眼看著她在我懷裡抽搐、手指冰涼,嘴唇發紫,卻還用那麼虛弱的聲音說:8964 copyright protection54PENANAeKgO30Q9Jm 維尼
「霖……如果我不在了……請妳原諒我……」8964 copyright protection54PENANA4Uug7yvFcD 維尼
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我在那一刻整個人是崩的。8964 copyright protection54PENANAWWbjmdiise 維尼
不是歇斯底里那種,是……全世界都靜止了,只有我一個人被推進一個永遠回不去的黑洞。8964 copyright protection54PENANAKXq83p4q0W 維尼
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我一直以為,自己活得夠用力、夠堅強——8964 copyright protection54PENANAK270XxplEi 維尼
我想,我要當那個撐起家瑜的人。8964 copyright protection54PENANAmC6L9gkhmX 維尼
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我要幫她面對外界的惡意、要陪她走過情緒低谷,要為她煮飯、替她報仇、擋風遮雨……8964 copyright protection54PENANAeJ5vFnxZyo 維尼
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結果,她出事的那一刻,我才發現:8964 copyright protection54PENANAXR7tBcAJAs 維尼
我根本不知道,如果沒有她,我該怎麼活。8964 copyright protection54PENANAJ1JO4fqqUm 維尼
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我從沒認真想過「我需要她」這件事。8964 copyright protection54PENANAOxgW2rrhKt 維尼
以前的我,說得出口的總是:8964 copyright protection54PENANA02kQMyFfh7 維尼
「我會保護妳。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAiSGA2B578B 維尼
「我來照顧妳就好。」8964 copyright protection54PENANApmnQzpbTb1 維尼
「妳只要靠著我就行了。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAjycAYQbV5E 維尼
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可是,那晚她醒來,眼神還有點迷濛,卻伸手摸了我的臉、輕聲說:8964 copyright protection54PENANAwRyevW4IVZ 維尼
「霖……我沒事了,我在妳身邊了……」8964 copyright protection54PENANAIUKJ1J8uos 維尼
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我整個人直接淚崩。8964 copyright protection54PENANA6tq4dwlviQ 維尼
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我第一次承認:8964 copyright protection54PENANAehWDZHcsd6 維尼
我不是她的守護者。我是她的另一半。8964 copyright protection54PENANAK3bA4ueqR0 維尼
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她不是我生命裡需要我照顧的角色,她是那個我活著也需要依靠的人。8964 copyright protection54PENANAx0LO66ucoO 維尼
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那晚之後,我開始學會一件事。8964 copyright protection54PENANAnLTMPxjCIf 維尼
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不再只問:「她有沒有好好過?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAa56uZn641y 維尼
也開始問:「我有沒有好好活著、被她看見?」8964 copyright protection54PENANA2LwhnK1vxb 維尼
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我第一次主動在睡前摟住她,說:8964 copyright protection54PENANA47U4owPu5R 維尼
「家瑜,我今天其實有點累……可以抱我久一點嗎?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAkdrjlXlQQN 維尼
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她馬上抬頭,眼睛亮得像星星一樣。8964 copyright protection54PENANA7P8cpHbtPB 維尼
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我以前真的不知道,原來讓她照顧我,不是讓她擔心,而是讓她有機會愛我。8964 copyright protection54PENANAzr4NF0YI9S 維尼
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我們都曾以為,愛是「撐下去、撐住對方」。8964 copyright protection54PENANAbnygotXfCV 維尼
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但其實,愛也是允許自己靠過來,8964 copyright protection54PENANAdZeZBz89mK 維尼
說:8964 copyright protection54PENANAhazHbAwi5U 維尼
「我今天是不是太逞強了,……我可以躲進妳這裡嗎?」8964 copyright protection54PENANA055zfvwW6U 維尼
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她會回我一句:「可以啊,這裡是妳的家。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAIyU82LEQVl 維尼
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我想,這就是婚姻裡最深的信任了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAGFnD9rJfRe 維尼
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不是我把她照顧到滴水不漏,8964 copyright protection54PENANAI8vm5qce9N 維尼
而是我學會把我的痛與重,也交給她。8964 copyright protection54PENANAmNSsnnol6u 維尼
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我一直以為我在保護她。8964 copyright protection54PENANA7eTXSQwA5d 維尼
直到這次我才明白——8964 copyright protection54PENANAHrYGJkGvBU 維尼
她也一直在努力學著守著我。8964 copyright protection54PENANAOBLwa5QuA1 維尼
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從現在起,我要讓她知道:8964 copyright protection54PENANAsmPXoqKMlF 維尼
她不只是我愛的人,8964 copyright protection54PENANAdYcZoIMneB 維尼
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她是我可以依靠的那個人。8964 copyright protection54PENANAn4eIvP7GQ4 維尼
她,是我此生最溫柔的避風港。8964 copyright protection54PENANAcrqrQb7QZ2 維尼
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幾天後,陽光剛剛好,不過熱,也不刺眼。8964 copyright protection54PENANArcrE42LVr6 維尼
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醫生確認毒素已代謝、指數穩定,家瑜的精神也比入院時好了許多,終於准許出院療養。8964 copyright protection54PENANAiQ7W6lbXff 維尼
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出院那天,她穿著湛霖帶來的寬鬆短袖,戴著口罩、頭髮微亂,被推在輪椅上,卻笑得比誰都燦爛。8964 copyright protection54PENANAcoOxF0AzC9 維尼
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「我終於不是病房被寵的廢公主了。」她轉頭朝湛霖比了個小小的「V」。8964 copyright protection54PENANAlnjd3CHVfr 維尼
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「不對,不廢。」8964 copyright protection54PENANA4yxIWOhS0v 維尼
湛霖一手握著輪椅把,一邊低頭湊近她耳邊:「現在是我家裡的小貓貓公主。回去之後要喝溫水、吃好飯、每天要抱十次以上、不得拒絕我任何照顧。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAKwcCaqY427 維尼
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「……妳是醫生還是媽媽啊?」家瑜歪頭,笑得眼睛彎彎的。8964 copyright protection54PENANAuD8fJawpku 維尼
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「是妳老婆。」8964 copyright protection54PENANA9ItoJaeJh9 維尼
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湛霖不疾不徐地說完,語氣太正經,卻讓坐在輪椅上的人臉紅得像天邊晚霞。8964 copyright protection54PENANASumyn6MyKp 維尼
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回到家之後,家瑜一進門就被湛霖公主抱上了沙發。8964 copyright protection54PENANAAUcmPVjleP 維尼
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「我可以自己走的啦——」8964 copyright protection54PENANANMQrZO43cH 維尼
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「妳可以,但我想抱。」湛霖像是早已習慣這樣接住她,把她安穩地放在柔軟抱枕堆裡,順手蓋上薄毯。8964 copyright protection54PENANAAGVcjcSeM6 維尼
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「接下來這幾天,全部由我接手照顧。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAf1ab3NwJO3 維尼
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說完,她便轉身走進廚房,端出早就準備好的小電鍋裡的粥。8964 copyright protection54PENANAI14sHOCecf 維尼
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「白粥、煮爛一點的小芋頭、還有青花菜末,我知道妳不愛吃菜,但今天不准挑食。」8964 copyright protection54PENANA1ob093RPgK 維尼
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家瑜望著那碗熱騰騰的粥,眼裡泛起濕意。8964 copyright protection54PENANAAfNNutMg8N 維尼
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「……霖。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAoBwyOGDIqK 維尼
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「嗯?」8964 copyright protection54PENANATjpaOxezRi 維尼
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「我真的很感謝……我那天在地上快要撐不住的時候,一直想……如果這次醒來,還能看到妳,我一定會好好地讓自己活著。」8964 copyright protection54PENANA5ji08iP2vo 維尼
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「因為我真的……太想和妳一直一直走下去了。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAO6KjR28K5p 維尼
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湛霖放下粥碗,坐回她身邊,輕輕把她攬進懷裡。8964 copyright protection54PENANAgPsV6oHsSo 維尼
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「以後不能再說什麼:『如果我不在了。』這種話。」她低聲說。8964 copyright protection54PENANA8FNqIqoiMq 維尼
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「因為妳會在。一直都在。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAHtI2TM9Lnx 維尼
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家瑜點點頭,手繞住湛霖的腰,把頭埋進她胸口,聲音小小的:8964 copyright protection54PENANA7ducWLx99q 維尼
「那我也說一個要求。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAfg0KhIqSmv 維尼
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「嗯?」8964 copyright protection54PENANA3WyuYh7JOj 維尼
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「這幾天,我不想離開妳的視線。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAz5MhGfSN1s 維尼
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「不管妳去煮飯、去洗澡、去陽台澆花……我都要黏在妳身上。可以嗎?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAojdzHda624 維尼
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湛霖低頭親了親她的額頭,笑道:8964 copyright protection54PENANAKhT6ds8W3q 維尼
「妳不說我也會這麼做。」8964 copyright protection54PENANA3fLBqfm31Y 維尼
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「因為……我還沒抱夠妳。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAqNCuvUgWp9 維尼
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「我還沒告訴妳這一生有多幸運,才能一直愛著妳。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAuaBYJv7RIl 維尼
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午後的陽光落進窗前,照在兩人相擁的身影上。8964 copyright protection54PENANAAcbm2DQO1O 維尼
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醫院裡那些焦慮與顫抖、點滴與冷汗,仿佛逐漸被時間的柔光沖淡。8964 copyright protection54PENANATHzhK9DVia 維尼
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但她們心裡都知道——8964 copyright protection54PENANAAjdA2rhiXz 維尼
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這次沒錯過,是奇蹟。8964 copyright protection54PENANAtLFJyz5YFF 維尼
而這個奇蹟,會被她們一點一滴,寫進餘生。8964 copyright protection54PENANAjlgGhBk1tH 維尼
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