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她走過來的時候,我其實還沒準備好。8964 copyright protection39PENANAj0scltIJNP 維尼
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我只是坐在床邊發呆,看著夜燈在榻榻米上灑下一圈柔光,看著她從洗手間走出來、頭髮還濕濕的樣子,像春天霧氣裡走來的夢。8964 copyright protection39PENANAFfSdrwa6l0 維尼
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結果下一秒,她竟然蹲下身,牽起我的手。8964 copyright protection39PENANA8Lc3Dne7qS 維尼
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我還沒開口,就被她輕輕地,把我的手掌——8964 copyright protection39PENANAjSqTqwi3Do 維尼
貼在了她自己的臉頰上。8964 copyright protection39PENANAm7Ge01I84T 維尼
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那瞬間我真的沒能反應。8964 copyright protection39PENANAx17FL923xb 維尼
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她的臉有點熱,皮膚軟軟的,整張臉就貼在我手心裡。8964 copyright protection39PENANAN8x2jxnzbk 維尼
然後她開口,聲音軟得像是怕吵醒什麼:8964 copyright protection39PENANAKhopBkPwT0 維尼
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「霖……妳的手好溫暖。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAJSlkATMSFG 維尼
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我還沒來得及說:「妳也是。」,她就繼續說下去了。8964 copyright protection39PENANAvt7bVS1xeU 維尼
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「在我又冷又黑暗的時候,總是妳伸出這隻手,緊緊地握著我、撐著我……」8964 copyright protection39PENANAjgWQniZSUt 維尼
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她的聲音開始有點顫。8964 copyright protection39PENANAn7o4yKzNFd 維尼
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「現在,妳也選擇牽我走每一個日子。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAsaLdQW8iwj 維尼
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然後──她低頭,在我的掌心,落下了一個吻。8964 copyright protection39PENANAmstXGPgmNd 維尼
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我心臟像是被什麼狠狠攫住了一瞬。8964 copyright protection39PENANAexAhv4r4tb 維尼
太輕,卻又太真實。8964 copyright protection39PENANA4TJRixBVuY 維尼
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她一邊親吻我手指的關節,一邊將我的手放在她膝蓋上,動作比我曾想像過的任何「被照顧」都還小心。8964 copyright protection39PENANAwIlLa8JC44 維尼
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然後她說:8964 copyright protection39PENANAeLJzklvqML 維尼
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「我想親親這隻手……謝謝妳,真的,謝謝妳一直都在。」8964 copyright protection39PENANA5q36B1jeSW 維尼
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我從來沒想過,有人會想感謝我的「手」。8964 copyright protection39PENANAQKhu6u5thf 維尼
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它對我來說一直只是「工具」,工作、提東西、簽名、撐傘──8964 copyright protection39PENANA5xpKhf4dBb 維尼
它總是在撐別人,很少有人想停下來問它累不累。8964 copyright protection39PENANAteUAvTatvM 維尼
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但她停下來了,甚至像捧著什麼珍貴的東西那樣仔細地替我按摩。8964 copyright protection39PENANA5uMZBC4Zm6 維尼
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指腹壓著我的虎口時,我差點就哭了。8964 copyright protection39PENANAF93ZaMZAcW 維尼
不是因為痛,而是那種「終於有人記得我也會累」的心疼。8964 copyright protection39PENANAWjdLW9Z362 維尼
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她說每一次我接住她時,她都記得;8964 copyright protection39PENANACiZ1GBMKY2 維尼
她說這雙手不只是撐著她,而是她願意握一輩子的地方。8964 copyright protection39PENANAmI1sQt81JT 維尼
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我聽見自己喉嚨發緊,眼眶發燙。8964 copyright protection39PENANAmJl2DlPNa1 維尼
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「家瑜……我才是……從來都不敢想像,有人會像妳這樣看我……記得我……愛我……」8964 copyright protection39PENANABdvjX4Uc9B 維尼
我話沒說完,她就把我拉進懷裡。8964 copyright protection39PENANAxOZrO6MKT9 維尼
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「那今天,就換我抱著妳睡,我想將妳給我這滿溢而出的幸福給妳…。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAPU588JP4uN 維尼
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我沒有抗拒,只是把臉慢慢埋進她胸口,聽見她的心跳聲一下一下,像是替我蓋上什麼安全的柔軟結界。8964 copyright protection39PENANAmZmCIkqVrN 維尼
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我曾經有過很多夜晚,是一個人蜷著、獨自入睡的。8964 copyright protection39PENANATPbej5KSKn 維尼
我也以為我不需要依靠,只要撐下去就好。8964 copyright protection39PENANAPczrKcGvVj 維尼
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但現在,當她說:8964 copyright protection39PENANAXb7HboRFp3 維尼
「有妳的懷抱,才是我安全的春天。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAq9YuQJKDJr 維尼
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我才明白,原來我也能被接住。8964 copyright protection39PENANA1H7BS2QrRE 維尼
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我回她:「我們一起,在春天裡,好好活著。」8964 copyright protection39PENANA7YOGH1cTyv 維尼
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她抱得更緊了,而我第一次沒有縮手,沒有逃走。8964 copyright protection39PENANAsHvVfZhzNz 維尼
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我只是安靜地,把手──那隻總是在撐著別人的手,8964 copyright protection39PENANA54eMShHEGD 維尼
輕輕握住她的背,像在說:8964 copyright protection39PENANABphCA0Fzi7 維尼
「我會繼續守著妳,也被妳這樣愛著,一輩子。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAeUARlMsHJd 維尼
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其實我一直知道我的手很大,很硬。8964 copyright protection39PENANAKfyl29YAqY 維尼
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從小就被說是「適合拿筆、拿工具、打球、搬東西」的手。8964 copyright protection39PENANAIlOjzuQFm9 維尼
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在學校是隊長、在職場是可以撐場的那種人──8964 copyright protection39PENANAFIj0x6eaZr 維尼
好像我這雙手天生就該是拿來「扛」的。8964 copyright protection39PENANAOwlwaqwzLN 維尼
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但從沒人問過,這雙手會不會累。8964 copyright protection39PENANAxtra3BnS7x 維尼
連我自己也從沒想過。8964 copyright protection39PENANA2xelxEp45I 維尼
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就這樣一路撐著、幫別人拿著、護著,久了,我也忘了這手能不能被握、被牽、被人輕輕對待。8964 copyright protection39PENANASUX5xtW3LC 維尼
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但家瑜……8964 copyright protection39PENANAuKQvhWyAs4 維尼
她不一樣。8964 copyright protection39PENANAoEHCCMbR7s 維尼
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她不是說:「謝謝妳幫我撐住。」而已。8964 copyright protection39PENANAuB2rkR3VZL 維尼
她是真的,把這雙手,當成某種值得「被愛」的存在。8964 copyright protection39PENANAPtzSjhiuWj 維尼
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她會在我幫她蓋好被子後,拉住我的手,親一下。8964 copyright protection39PENANAMpo9jG2nlL 維尼
她會在我手忙腳亂煮早餐的時候,從後面抱住我,輕聲說:「我最喜歡妳的手了。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAeOIjgKhfLm 維尼
她會在我沒發現的時候,偷偷把我幫她整理筆記的手拍下來、放進戀人手帳。8964 copyright protection39PENANAg3yl9FHp55 維尼
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而今晚,她甚至蹲下身子,將我的手放在她的臉上,然後說:8964 copyright protection39PENANAoKK8KoeAHR 維尼
「霖,妳的手好溫暖。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAXMfC4FsE4H 維尼
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我愣住了。8964 copyright protection39PENANAFX4WvpYc9T 維尼
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那不是什麼偉大的事啊……只是我的手而已。8964 copyright protection39PENANAFmQ4RtGgoh 維尼
怎麼她看起來那麼珍惜?8964 copyright protection39PENANAkyJw3AhCSm 維尼
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她還親我。認真地。用像在對待神明祝福的語氣,對我的手說:「謝謝妳一直撐著我。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAVBwidefiRj 維尼
然後她開始替我按摩。8964 copyright protection39PENANAhlUAauZIZN 維尼
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她的手指在我手心游移的時候,我第一次低頭,好好地看著我自己的手。8964 copyright protection39PENANA3qtW8CnZ3Y 維尼
有點粗、有繭、有點乾燥。8964 copyright protection39PENANA3ZQmeb2LTM 維尼
但在她的掌心裡,這些瑕疵好像都變得柔軟起來。8964 copyright protection39PENANAXQdGmXKaI6 維尼
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她不怕這雙手曾經發抖、不怕它曾緊握拳頭、也不怕它現在微微顫抖的模樣。8964 copyright protection39PENANAObjRw1n2No 維尼
她只是那樣抱著我、按著我、吻著我,像在說:「就算是這樣的妳,我也愛。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAvZ29vA9xsj 維尼
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那一瞬,我真的想哭。8964 copyright protection39PENANAKPpdWygXUk 維尼
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原來我這麼努力活著、撐著、守著的一切,其實早就被她看見。8964 copyright protection39PENANACAN9TRN9Fq 維尼
不只是我「做了什麼」,而是「我是誰」——她都記得。8964 copyright protection39PENANAnDSDWOBJra 維尼
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她記得我不擅表達、只能用行動默默照顧,8964 copyright protection39PENANAxHRImG9d8v 維尼
記得我雖然外表看起來穩,但其實連牽她手都會偷偷耳朵紅。8964 copyright protection39PENANA6usEypU48i 維尼
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而她還是這樣,用「親吻」來感謝我那雙手。8964 copyright protection39PENANAlus7tXNulH 維尼
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不管我有多怕失控、多怕不夠完美,8964 copyright protection39PENANAS6gIAOdN2Z 維尼
她總是溫柔地,用最確定的語氣跟我說:8964 copyright protection39PENANAkTcVyLC0gG 維尼
「我記得妳的好,也愛著妳全部的樣子。」8964 copyright protection39PENANAVNH1PMl03v 維尼
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——包括這雙,從沒想過會被人珍惜的手。8964 copyright protection39PENANAzsGTc7Jdn2 維尼
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今天,我第一次不討厭自己這雙手了。8964 copyright protection39PENANApPSEVib8X5 維尼
因為它正被世界上最溫柔的人握著,親著,說著:『謝謝妳一直在。』,8964 copyright protection39PENANAGUMmUmCtj9 維尼
我想,這雙手——以後也只握她就好。8964 copyright protection39PENANAeqCe1HI5n9 維尼
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