I feel like loneliness will never let me go.155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgo757k8xv
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpDLaQM8Jx
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTfkX5hU4F
people I can turn to—any time—155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtMbWwwegR
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSL8aFSr7rE
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8CkWTFDn7
someone who chooses them,155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV74f2CS0D
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVB46FDcmI
I don’t have siblings,155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGaMq2ZIOn
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgncKzpeOCB
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDWBtjOmSX
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4v5M8W2pd
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73gtcOwnig
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRBzK0w2Vx
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYb24jlWAw
but maybe it’s worse.155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRvR4n4T0m
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ILS9QIXEe
I can’t.155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaixRXAXHO
Because if I go,155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79i3U1eRru
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZZroh3uD3
I would support him, and he would support me.155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LKND9O4nw
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8w3PhZL98
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQlL86gOzJ
when it was my turn to enter adult life—155Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk3CKKdxlM
I was alone.
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