I feel like loneliness will never let me go.96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWnP3N5yNp
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUYhRAe5Or
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MKW9IM2c9
people I can turn to—any time—96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPm2WEKS6k
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTybm1a9zU2
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPB3WAD6tw0
someone who chooses them,96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1FUQmbaUb
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnlJyG61Wc
I don’t have siblings,96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONbEscUH6p
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEc7ktLtg6
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhNK3ag2j1
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYqQEMxExD
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxFi7kedm7
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6ftyXPfZr
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiw1zxP7UO
but maybe it’s worse.96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVZm6L9iWQ
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K55liJ6jc
I can’t.96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rZKr3thfG
Because if I go,96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ioR02D4ZY
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5uctnt1nr
I would support him, and he would support me.96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeawm2vVKth
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7wnB8sGoh
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq1IyFJFAO
when it was my turn to enter adult life—96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxpClseMfM
I was alone.
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