I feel like loneliness will never let me go.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM520Bjy1TY
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mXd0xzdaK
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqaoTcw4G5
people I can turn to—any time—156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvvyxTjb3O
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWbWyLTuNe
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkABvoTsfyt
someone who chooses them,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqM2Pc0w1c
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitlGju21Ac
I don’t have siblings,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkIWUc9qgo
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU0jeRuj0R
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNGPNbLNPN
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25eQqB50Cp
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIP8L3MdGK
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfLiz0TTJa
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuZhPASpZl
but maybe it’s worse.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL9JmgiY7b
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhry0z3HY4O
I can’t.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiLAeR06Xb
Because if I go,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKrf5s13fZ
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzlF70ONHY
I would support him, and he would support me.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii0elRr97h
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiecOiod3vS
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiOqnWGyL3
when it was my turn to enter adult life—156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrLmzuacTm
I was alone.
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