I feel like loneliness will never let me go.118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS87QBTe3kg
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aP1cjJy9i
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgNL86FPu6
people I can turn to—any time—118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3acrXgyMbo
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm301kKGYLy
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1Dg2MU6Ag
someone who chooses them,118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPotlwMLLLW
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRslEzPu3l
I don’t have siblings,118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y9QWXD3Og
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgrvpjDjnp
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUxO3hPR3O
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceeNoqlCOR
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlhbmZq6Si
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffbTCgSF9w
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K2GgPwZmU
but maybe it’s worse.118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrYGKviIss
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhotKM0O0Y
I can’t.118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLImPkzpsfn
Because if I go,118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFC08qrV48
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp32tqMpjT
I would support him, and he would support me.118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFqJgUx8sD
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuV9Qwh8sA
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmTIeXspq5
when it was my turn to enter adult life—118Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yF4J6skDW
I was alone.
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