I feel like loneliness will never let me go.415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrC6cM0wBC
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGwrHbFmwz
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm0svCj4iz
people I can turn to—any time—415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF3kUhwzLK
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVUwqvoxPB
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QqmRqz44g
someone who chooses them,415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZfZubUOFs
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uUs8D58i3
I don’t have siblings,415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5kYAKFOOe
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddTOFAEuVk
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwFzWXYvne
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSsPaigW1B
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZktq4mRXl
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3o2DEbJrK
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIKkjEV7Iw
but maybe it’s worse.415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqia4o5HIMs
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4fAmGMgWT
I can’t.415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYFUsMrwWJ
Because if I go,415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1KzGdkPL1
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOceqUt8gm
I would support him, and he would support me.415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwj6u2Hu2L
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqaLhySxj3
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB494uvZPS
when it was my turn to enter adult life—415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoNdygFoCJ
I was alone.
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