I feel like loneliness will never let me go.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN19wq8ge5
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM7FmjQYlj
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qCmdC0S73
people I can turn to—any time—146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdRLAW6OdK
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVvRWcaSHU
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl84iqvNl2
someone who chooses them,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaYQB0gS7z
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwwzX6VopS
I don’t have siblings,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvvMbZL4OH
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1jb6eqPX7
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrsLrhbLI7
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZM8dVVZgM
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJpfnnHSkP
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXNXSOO52p
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHU28W7RSh
but maybe it’s worse.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RNcpnXNDn
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS0vIEqaQE
I can’t.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTJkEfBFmE
Because if I go,146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5Gby2e7iL
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6kGp9S6y4
I would support him, and he would support me.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuNG2ey4LD
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZN6ewKsld
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8yciXjGSc
when it was my turn to enter adult life—146Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUJer7JMmQ
I was alone.
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