Who am I?94Please respect copyright.PENANAwF3m0NRT9D
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.94Please respect copyright.PENANAcb85ZXCgYw
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.94Please respect copyright.PENANAmkJ4J1pC3X
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.94Please respect copyright.PENANAuNxOdc6YjF
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,94Please respect copyright.PENANAIK3gD4H1fT
but I feel like I’m stuck.94Please respect copyright.PENANAJZnfNYKLyE
I don’t know what I want.94Please respect copyright.PENANAP5a4FGlgbp
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...94Please respect copyright.PENANAtu6EpiTpXC
I want to have a dream.94Please respect copyright.PENANAcpXReu35di
Have a goal.94Please respect copyright.PENANA56oMCRm2rO
Try to achieve it...94Please respect copyright.PENANAZAJlB6v6Uo
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.94Please respect copyright.PENANAAfgESyPyrQ
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,94Please respect copyright.PENANAcJLM8lmEyN
I’m alone, trying to dream,94Please respect copyright.PENANAROixeUGHM8
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,94Please respect copyright.PENANACHcfZ8UZsS
after a long journey,94Please respect copyright.PENANAEzjIdRp5qu
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...94Please respect copyright.PENANA2zLT1waLU7