（第一人稱，松本晴香視角）38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUz26OGbCu
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「準備好了嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tC7sZOeSs
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVSXoFCRvM
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoUyrGvjfg
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1FZTyubhq
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「需要喝水嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDXd4NBB0N
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5E5Njy404
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「……，不用了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSOPfRPmgY
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQlBEAUWHJ
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTRMXgbjuQ
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3LD1IHAxw
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「……，也是呢。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfKwbAgATp
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBNU3TL1Jl
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiPcdwmX5E
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLaiTJ5KYD
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGlqc1oBtT
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Zl6JKOZca
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDIsI67DsV
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「到了喔！晴香。」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfrywd6DU5
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudzFNRRGZS
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEJlMcn1fg
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpu5w9HIzdW
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvr3aVGBtq
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmS5hqIXicy
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……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKZlEQ7yOx
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……，夠了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxe7fUxGKuv
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSTfqkIm7l
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLoegJXJkj
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLGIByK67F
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzH3Aleeeo
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGZZSI1MPm
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1gYVcLrzZ
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHZOUgY98b
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxTspRc3Y9
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDcJRRTlIN
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd7sWm48I7
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVianr8vAVG
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「那麼……，開始！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ2tg1SQ5a
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbsZ2gjDBc
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz6m0K4FCR
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pOAuOeMvp
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOuxdHdn9e
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4zJLA5K0D
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlAidSqC0J
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTAGXcgYB2
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLh6mbEcBp
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8fkpTyoWs
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA2yY0Exyu
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「喂！松本。」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCvkyolr67
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqbSgkRIcN
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9lNu7VXhi
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK268gV3vY
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hP7HxAVLM
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiOsswcmGG
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「當然……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNTxyWv6EC
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W5JY4lER1
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy09yRJz4Gq
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMsW5zY9Rd
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCY2ZLSIRz
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5vGAFbXkq
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「嗯，我很開心。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOjxazK20A
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「這是你的實話嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEz8OKMDto
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「當然。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C5bxLrNV2
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLazZzh8vB
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObvo8zngwk
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2cZfYsR9b
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「……。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jo1T3QeTh
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笑容？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlBnN8sbfP
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbxdwyKrxt
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkErrWVhaMN
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「……，騙自己嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1P8ZOIZQV
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJhJyYMEQX
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPaI6KsmJi
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRywzn8sJl7
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGr0WrHVhTv
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmg7ouF5HH
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「……，是這樣嗎？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ5rTaWuCS
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxJ0TKGWGy
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「……，真是的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGagnt6Gko
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8vn4IPKBB
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26ZDAxAXij
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT62md7j5Vq
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fyFOyMtSa
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「你到底想說什麼！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8GZHatSaz
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ95m0mfEMJ
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4475c2efU
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你以為……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWtFKttIZ9
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbMS57AT1C
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv40fMDRNm
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtuOFTnsaU
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTwbx4fgpH
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcheVFYEyK
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5etUiOocLj
但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJycB33LAG
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「……，果然。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMIhy3SGS1
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNerosvcNJM
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgphXh7heGc
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMT7kHyrdr
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0wZI1NxuU
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIuZLdgRqB
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……，LIVE？ 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYbqXg6KVJ
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoCosTCVJr
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWK9uTlI9Uf
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtPZLfx9ND
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要是真的做到了，我……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo1yOJvmdw
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……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxZi5QfRll
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOynKUgEEn9
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0amjWTNUlz
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsHyYZ4J4i
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「如果是這樣……。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEPqiUvyMI
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不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2antPKTNuF
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOzg4eQpvS
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYLllr0C89
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFrPeotNLV
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdnrRbP2TJ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwAr72Gz5w
「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNt8FCMa1T
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABdnWrNQsf
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz9WgRvoYr
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如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3BGzOGrY1
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大人物……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zfqWKvPSj
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlW3eZdb0I
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EHszRW3r0
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR4ymuxo96
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDOxI5Je5r
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無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM4canUxre
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我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx83snh0MuN
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSlR9SbEoe
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFrZyKt2SU
隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAJCtrYFL4
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFboLU11Yd
原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDUtj8w9xr
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在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnmiOR9IJR
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYP7qWn3ejJ
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVjs1c57y4
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「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76XLq9Tq5P
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聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOXnRBnPT7
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUB7pndUbco
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聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2w2Mypavs
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvgjEwomo4
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「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzxnHQB54o
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大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XrfLAbf9x
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ5qWbDCyN
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AqBNWJAal
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu1Xx8PJYC
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewBysw9vZQ
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHoRIejw7R
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDau35juYm
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她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZxYks7Nms
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小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpMmvI4hsR
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9tsduFBoK
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjilbk06y6p
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks5dh3jTSc
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFhtjrISgD
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聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNNfowMZ5w
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強顏……，歡笑？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHFQ64fhgG
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmwEftCzhj
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……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WV1XLrgK9
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtrW5H7FFG
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriI27tyqoU
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFHyYZQW7J
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LYCkhE12A
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDANgfVjjDo
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91FbPRq7YF
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「為什麼你……？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDPU2YAG67
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepny5muh5Z
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7DZCuxeKe
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吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx3RB16LfZ
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlVlnc5mSm
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRQXpdvzv1
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN7p6TDM4n
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這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh3e8gPNib
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zMYHdRKF8
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「是啊……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfYy0CMG5M
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為什麼我會害怕呢？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRu9qZaOE0
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFgWpIErSa
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吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe9viWJM4E
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf5VZUaHPP
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIBnIq5LE0
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聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDdqkdPkxR
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「當然！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKQoqdOHx3
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBg2VPJ5Tu
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TNH3c07DG
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所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CGS4TDAt4
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoofKykepRV
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……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVJ8XNAfYF
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznQzKFYKSq
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所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGocyOC86u
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9NIixPrJO
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不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllht5FI0Ow
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2bnVAIFGd
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatllwdHixR
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTedDeZRZAd
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWslY3UaUAQ
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmqG8DwDhz
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK5vszAJbB
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQwDO05Bth
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc5qwxAElD
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44i8NHFb3a
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoijZEqt4q
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「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxSjmePkNi
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「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCdtOnXMgF
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoyLq6afhv
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJwxiNVWMj
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「我當然記得。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlEVEMBLM8
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoXbJJIW8u
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWFPpdwvgf
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKtlwKz6aP
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「原來是這樣嗎？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyISbuCOmfh
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi6Dec0Yan
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8bf6IdFfh
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tArFgsxFx
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZSayLb0un
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CoAuGjAMh
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「……！」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8KpNT4IiH
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa7DbQgK96
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0MOX7DjmD
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媽媽……。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kufjq0Lp0
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「怎麼了嗎？」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUc0A5IrxZ
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5hqDIsiNg
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw4yeOrdB5
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80KBZvWN0o
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeJZNgpSpH
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……，不行，我打不下去。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfPwpwZS9N
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我沒辦法……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROjll83uoU
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdYIggLKuk
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「怎麼了？」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XwN41czt3
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElO2jxeG90
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDaDQa19ca
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZWySSncqt
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8EkbMBvOD
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrQVCm8sZB
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoo57noDaZ
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9oV0BjPhd
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpijKmvOJoo
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我到底該怎麼……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMm0MHqt8S
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……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHKemGph8F
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如果……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO0cVBzSrE
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NawOEXTY3
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs92A2AJZq
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBs4wvHWS6
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我要親自去見母親。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI68jgQFok
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「……，是這樣啊？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwnol9UlYE
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwExLr2MJu
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc706cQ1PI
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzUdig7Wvm
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhtG9M93rf
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtPd7aebJU
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVw6Xaxu7m
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PziTQWSxo
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQBWQadxAs
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrT1eLmD8a
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNth3XNiOQ
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVzCdbXtem
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorELdcaZhq
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbTTUGklva
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDJNfHZd1b
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8CObUFosK
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzGxOsrpIA
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHOWxTeqlm
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她……，在說什麼啊！？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTGKUE3tYg
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExSc7wc34Z
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZINqcC2Tss
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1J9AuyTfH
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FARBK0Xxp
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2OU22On1O
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「嗯……。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XAQUDJDhT
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKikkCb0N0
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mDPkmPapv
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvTFZm4jli
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqt2ofR4Xh
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrGPBj0Y4X
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wQb8iybuv
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「你……，說什麼？」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRfskfiUc8
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHJbQ7Ce7U
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFqz6HZzaX
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSaeZZj0qX
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KSHSBSVQu
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7KRnZoTEH
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHahCZKjQK
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcJHV4rZQx
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