(第一人稱,松本晴香視角)38Please respect copyright.PENANAIIhJuNEshb
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2021年5月17日。38Please respect copyright.PENANAcMILV8c6ey
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這一天,終於來了。38Please respect copyright.PENANASsK2av1coe
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我從高聳的飛機上踏向地面,並跟著告示牌從陌生的機場內走出來。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAqjtztF7yb7
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在走出機場的瞬間,刺眼的光芒一瞬間照進我眼內,讓我直覺地閉上了眼睛。38Please respect copyright.PENANAoTtBsvy2Ke
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等我嘗試張開眼睛,一個充滿著巨大高樓的城市出現在我面前。38Please respect copyright.PENANA6hIjTFmvcg
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這裡就是我夢寐以求的偶像之都,月花市!38Please respect copyright.PENANAXHuowGqEaf
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雖然很想興奮的衝去事務所面試……,不過畢竟是來到新的地方,必須先冷靜才行。38Please respect copyright.PENANAZkiowkVEsQ
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雖然來之前做了很多功課,不過還是得先適應、了解一下這邊的環境才行。38Please respect copyright.PENANAX6Iyobg0o5
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畢竟不會有人蠢到一來到這邊就馬上在路邊跳舞吧? 38Please respect copyright.PENANAOZsi6LyrjT
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我一邊想著這件事,一邊跟著人行道走向城市裡面。38Please respect copyright.PENANAxdHOLSDuCv
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官方介紹影片中似乎有推薦一家飯店,一開始就先住那邊吧!38Please respect copyright.PENANA308BYybPPo
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我從口袋裡拿出了手機,並打開地圖搜尋著。38Please respect copyright.PENANA5A8G6hL8Vy
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從位置來看……,似乎就在附近而已,就直接走過去吧!38Please respect copyright.PENANABZMo325Kci
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在確定目標後,我將手機握在右手上,並往旅店的方向前進。38Please respect copyright.PENANAYEX5mXNpE7
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在途中,我稍微觀察了一下這邊的景色。38Please respect copyright.PENANAiAe4d4Kfll
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許多人帶著「最愛OO」的頭巾、雙手拿著應援棒。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAT2xhBgwy82
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不愧是偶像之都,感覺隨處都是偶像粉呢!38Please respect copyright.PENANAW4QYRGKHPA
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可以的話,我也想和他們一樣掛著頭巾,親眼看看「天使」的直播呢!38Please respect copyright.PENANAmRbIK9va9j
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不過……,這個願望無法達成了。38Please respect copyright.PENANAbdwiytpE5m
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天使華音凜在2016年突然宣布引退,之後就沒什麼消息了。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6dTZjdBVD
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雖然很可惜,不過畢竟月花市不是只有天使這位偶像而已。38Please respect copyright.PENANAiKlckwV3LA
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今年出現了非常多新秀,前NO.1偶像「明月」望月光甚至被成為偶像不到3年的新偶像「星空」星川真夜取代了,可以說今年正好是月花市改朝換代的一年。 38Please respect copyright.PENANA3T8qptKfvu
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其他偶像也為了能提高排名,大概也非常努力的在唱歌吧? 38Please respect copyright.PENANAlE9RWyikol
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那麼……,隨便在一個會場逛一下大概也能看到一名偶像的LIVE吧?38Please respect copyright.PENANAcHM4imZG1y
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雖然不能看到天使的LIVE有點可惜……,不過稍微親眼看一下其他偶像的LIVE也不錯吧?38Please respect copyright.PENANASbYL7djALT
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都來到月花市了,就不要隔著螢幕欣賞,而是親眼去見證吧!38Please respect copyright.PENANArudCtdHFv3
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正好前往飯店的路上有一個會場,就順路去那邊看看吧!38Please respect copyright.PENANAt5fyXncv55
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我一邊想著,一邊往前走。38Please respect copyright.PENANASliQpbIiBO
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不過在我走到一半時,一個美妙的歌聲突然出現,並進入我的耳中。38Please respect copyright.PENANAmYvqVP7JXp
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「~。」38Please respect copyright.PENANA0oT42lNwNK
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聽到歌聲後,我環顧四周,非常的疑惑。38Please respect copyright.PENANAFHE5UGZxve
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誰在附近唱歌嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANAPxzq9YcOZY
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最後我在後方一個路口的轉角處,看到一名金色短髮的女子站在那裡。38Please respect copyright.PENANAhidGueCEvb
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女子拿著麥克風,獨自一人在路上唱歌和跳舞。38Please respect copyright.PENANAhfYlL81Tkd
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周圍的民眾人來人往,並沒有一個人因為那名少女的歌聲而停下腳步。38Please respect copyright.PENANAhkjKMs3rE1
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為什麼?我感覺她的表演還不錯啊!38Please respect copyright.PENANA7njwbRJXvy
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至少我沒有自信歌能唱的比她好,也沒有自信舞能跳的比她流暢。38Please respect copyright.PENANAvvfjn3sgmC
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但是……,為什麼沒有人停下腳步呢?38Please respect copyright.PENANAN8FeT6q67T
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我停止動作,並盯著那名少女。38Please respect copyright.PENANA9Wv9xuqtSY
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我看著那名少女表演完,並停止動作,對著人來人往的大街上鞠躬。38Please respect copyright.PENANAbozTZOuUFl
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少女抬頭後,意外與我對上眼,並微笑地向我招手。38Please respect copyright.PENANAjWh0qTiCZG
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她在跟我打招呼嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANAXbbju5fPhY
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我疑惑的走到那個少女旁,想要了解她的身份與來歷。38Please respect copyright.PENANARoEB0MGft3
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「我的表演成功嗎?」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAJFe3BkIXEN
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那名少女開口,並一直掛著那甜美的笑容。38Please respect copyright.PENANAsykmLZpXfe
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「表演?在這個大街上嗎?」 38Please respect copyright.PENANA1eTJKcqqFq
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「你看不出來嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANAZw8BhXh8Rm
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剛剛我不是在唱歌跳舞嗎?這毫無疑問是表演喔!」38Please respect copyright.PENANA0TvOqDPYHE
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「……,是這樣沒錯……。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAzsSeLtZnTw
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「……,難道說……。38Please respect copyright.PENANA1aeDbxnyb7
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你不是本地人?」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAWdolyOARj0
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突然間,少女開始將問題轉向我。38Please respect copyright.PENANAE4dxOlxmvX
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從剛剛到現在她都一直帶著那個微笑,甚至讓我覺得她是不是只是有一個表情。38Please respect copyright.PENANA853zYVwPCk
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不過她怎麼會這樣問?難道這件事在月花市裡是正常的嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANAoofuaaXsU6
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「對,我是今天才來到這裡的。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANA5fzfEfARWU
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「你來這裡幹嘛?觀光嗎?」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAWr7M3G7d0R
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「不,我打算在這裡住一段時間,我想成為偶像。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAPW5xVVa18A
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「成為偶像?」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAjuuNfoXcDY
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少女繼續掛著笑容,並疑惑的盯著我。38Please respect copyright.PENANA0g2Vkx3cvv
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突然被這樣盯……,總覺得有點奇怪欸。38Please respect copyright.PENANA3Z0xJtVckg
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「怎麼了?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAWQsTfW9ged
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「……,我想認識你!38Please respect copyright.PENANA7hTj5D2AiR
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我叫吉田陽菜,你呢?」 38Please respect copyright.PENANA1LurOXssad
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「咦?那麼突然!?38Please respect copyright.PENANAL1AAeuMSGT
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那個……,我是松本晴香。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAwuy8pWLntL
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「松本晴香嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANAnsCeRbvixo
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我問你,你是真的想成為偶像嗎?」38Please respect copyright.PENANA3NmcpmMtCt
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「當然,我剛剛就這樣說了吧?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAWNwhWKwGsN
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「嗯……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAFgkWCzK446
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我話可能說的有點重,但我姑且還是得提醒一下。38Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4xmH3Ivtc
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你成為不了職業偶像的。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAIT4jbmaro5
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「咦?」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAlsHmioLDhy
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我愣住了,我能感覺她是保持著「友善」的態度對我說這句話的。 38Please respect copyright.PENANANHNHplWgAC
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但即使如此,我還是對她的意見非常不滿。38Please respect copyright.PENANACcHdrGEqkX
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「為什麼?38Please respect copyright.PENANAILTv9DHvPy
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你憑什麼用這句話否定我的未來?」38Please respect copyright.PENANA5fHKhrtpCP
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「我知道你現在可能很難信服……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAArbeCaUduv
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不過有一天,妳會了解的。38Please respect copyright.PENANA8oFcKwCRmn
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我給你我的電話號碼吧!要是遇到困難時我會幫助你的。現在你可以不打給我,但遇到困難時,我是會真心幫助你的!」38Please respect copyright.PENANAsptRGk69BB
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吉田一邊說著,一邊從口袋拿出一個小紙條,並強行塞到我的口袋裡。38Please respect copyright.PENANAaSJk0BtIdO
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在給我紙條後,她便轉身離開了現場。 38Please respect copyright.PENANA8jnC4Iyw2S
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我則站在原地,完全不知道現在該做出怎麼反應。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAvNPCVSqmed
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這也太誇張了吧?來這裡的第一天就被否定了夢想……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAfKsauoJurH
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不過我都來到月花市了,怎麼可能就這樣放棄?38Please respect copyright.PENANABkWWnhvBnF
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等著吧,我一定會成為一個厲害的職業偶像給你看!38Please respect copyright.PENANANeBscYWPJ4
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我在內心這樣想著,隨後便轉身離開。38Please respect copyright.PENANAMCOULaT32E
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我按照原本預定的行程,在飯店路上的某個會場,並在寬快速的買了門票後,坐到觀眾席上準備觀賞LIVE。 38Please respect copyright.PENANApK7VNAer9O
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我看了下四周。這個會場大概和我學校的活動中心差不多大,同時也有有許多觀眾和我一樣坐在觀眾席,等待著即將到來的表演。38Please respect copyright.PENANA9Xu1J0zFLu
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表演者是NO.78的職業偶像「金花」鈴木美惠子。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAWCYqq1LUke
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親眼見證職業偶像的表演究竟是怎麼樣子?我感到很好奇。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAEuSRpNJekz
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本來應該是很開心的事才對……,但是……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAJsdwdkcSXv
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……,為什麼?38Please respect copyright.PENANALdyekWDwHt
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為什麼我的內心那麼不安呢? 38Please respect copyright.PENANA2cXQwfsSic
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不久後,隨著舞台上的LED燈暗下來,在主持人說了一些廢話後,LIVE正式開始。一名金色長髮的女子走到舞台上,一旁的燈光全部打在女子身上,女子也完全不廢話的開始了表演。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAMxKIrzEBBg
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「~。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAgw0K4UZr98
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「……!」38Please respect copyright.PENANAjOXb2BXaqB
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在她開口的瞬間,我愣住了。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAwp2ALKYMpF
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這也……,這也……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAMHBkMBuW87
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這也太誇張了吧!38Please respect copyright.PENANAHt7oXiYubD
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唱歌很好聽……,舞蹈也很好……,這真的只是NO.78嗎? 38Please respect copyright.PENANAZuBiPcYCfz
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就在這個瞬間,我深刻意識到了幾件事。38Please respect copyright.PENANAL6flKVfoGY
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為什麼那名叫做吉田陽菜的少女即使歌聲很好聽,卻沒有任何人停下腳步的原因。38Please respect copyright.PENANAGrx7fTb01A
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鈴木美惠子從上到下都散發一種特殊的氣場,讓人不自覺的想盯著她看,不自覺的想揮舞手中的應援棒。38Please respect copyright.PENANAOkdgdMQ3lq
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如果是天使的現場舞蹈,那一定更震撼,更難以置信……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAjDI3YeB0PD
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……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAdbCHN7QlJR
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我……,能做到像她一樣嗎?我能成功到達天使的那個水平嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANAFrn0rnkOMx
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「你成為不了職業偶像的。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAgGSu57U9nB
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我的腦海不自覺的想起這句話。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAecw7UeAvbS
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一想到這點,我就握緊了雙手。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAtGd3VD2YCO
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「……,可惡。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAKBYvYiey1i
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在LIVE結束後,我很快走到了飯店,並在經過幾個手續後,很快進到房間裡,並住了下來。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAClN1mZ61aE
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我毫不猶豫的平躺在床上,腦袋一直不停的轉著。38Please respect copyright.PENANAq0H0pxvlWI
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光是第一天的所見所聞,就超乎我的想像……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAMy1HXncQ7e
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算了,只是第一天而已,而且我之後也會進步的吧?38Please respect copyright.PENANApuN6RNJ1fS
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我說服著自己,並從口袋裡拿出手機。 38Please respect copyright.PENANATT3biBkjxw
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之後的時間,就陸續往各家事務所面試看看吧! 38Please respect copyright.PENANAiHk78FLGXK
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在來這裡前,我就選擇了19家不錯的事務所。 38Please respect copyright.PENANA5A1Y5owigI
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先從好的事務所開始面試吧!失敗了就往下一家決定。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAAQD10TWJdo
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選擇的公司足足有19家,不可能一家都沒進吧? 38Please respect copyright.PENANA17t85XbANu
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是啊!不管怎麼樣至少會進一家吧?38Please respect copyright.PENANAgSHESFisIq
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加入事務所後,成為職業偶像後……,我就會成為大家都知曉的大人物! 38Please respect copyright.PENANAxVcbRxhuqy
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一定可以很順利的!一定……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAgYOGB7v4Gb
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……。38Please respect copyright.PENANA7XBk7632rB
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一定……,嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANAucCStaqqjG
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我沒有選擇思考太多,而是在幾天後來到了一家事務所,並開始了自己的第一次面試。38Please respect copyright.PENANAhhRFyNsDoj
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第一次面試,考官只是看了我一眼就請我離開。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAOhap78cKVv
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「你沒有成為偶像的天賦」,他是這樣說的。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAIDfemFWPtK
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這句話對他來說也許只是平淡的一句話,但卻深深打擊了我的內心。38Please respect copyright.PENANA79IIfxxtoc
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我回到家,並嘆了一口氣。38Please respect copyright.PENANA9p3Opa2JYc
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雖然第一步就那麼不順利,不過沒關係!38Please respect copyright.PENANA1MUA4qE4jC
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反正只是第一次而已,之後會更好的吧?38Please respect copyright.PENANAA7gW1Ky2g8
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這樣想著的我,並在幾天後再次進行幾次面試。38Please respect copyright.PENANAfV81RAX5mJ
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第七次面試,考官跟我說「你好像有一個口頭禪是【這也太誇張了吧?】,所以我覺得你離開月花市去當綜藝演員搞不好比較好喔!」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAJpzFBWLIXD
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這句話一直在我腦內徘徊,甚至到家裡也一直想著這件事。38Please respect copyright.PENANAWUF9ba2Koz
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綜藝演員……,雖然也是可以成為大人物,但總覺得不是我想成為的樣子呢……。38Please respect copyright.PENANA5Yb8kd0l5e
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但是……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAUJ1MdhuooQ
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已經第七次了,面試還是沒有上。38Please respect copyright.PENANA9HTFK6axTJ
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我是不是……,應該轉換一下跑道啊?38Please respect copyright.PENANA5I5EdZfX1r
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第十二次面試,考官和我聊的很開心,彷彿讓我看見了一線曙光。38Please respect copyright.PENANA68XFANQUSD
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但是,最後還是沒有把我選上。 38Please respect copyright.PENANA0lFOWBV4VY
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在得知消息後,我躲在我自己的房間裡,出乎意料的哭了一段時間。38Please respect copyright.PENANACMvYqwHF8n
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為什麼?明明這次我很有把握的……。38Please respect copyright.PENANADutm3TqV1y
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已經第十二次了……,為什麼我還是沒辦法成功?38Please respect copyright.PENANAM5EqyOUWH6
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我難道沒有才能嗎?我難道……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAjcf4ts4Zb0
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根本不適合當偶像?38Please respect copyright.PENANAXospp0hpyv
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……。38Please respect copyright.PENANACx9J8QJ5VG
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雖然感覺有點痛苦,但還是應該繼續嘗試。38Please respect copyright.PENANAxkicnCkgLe
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還有七次機會,不是嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANAzAdbg74zVA
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於是,我振作起來,並持續的去面試。38Please respect copyright.PENANADOfPqLSdjV
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十三次、十四次、十五次、十六次、十七次、十八次。38Please respect copyright.PENANAqArV7Bueg8
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最後都毫無懸念的被淘汰,我終究沒能成為偶像。38Please respect copyright.PENANAHU7JNII4GF
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剩下最後一次機會了,我必須把握才行……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAKRYsoff4Ob
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我不能放棄、還有最後一次機會,不要放棄。38Please respect copyright.PENANArtNoBDhvTH
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振作起來,振作起來,振作起來,振作起來。38Please respect copyright.PENANAarFwdm4CRj
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第十九次面試,我換了一個方向。38Please respect copyright.PENANAEhbYq712jy
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台詞、動作、神情,我從前面十八次的經驗中得出一個最佳的樣貌。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAaRoOvghIrq
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更何況這家事務所也不是什麼有名的事務所之類的,這一次總應該成功了吧? 38Please respect copyright.PENANAtAzn5z9rPF
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……,但是,最後還是失敗了。 38Please respect copyright.PENANA5VwqJuh4rh
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理由是:「你的眼神太假了。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAfAApBSIhSy
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我聽到這句話時,我反駁道:「我知道我在偽裝,但這是因為我只能透過這個方式」。38Please respect copyright.PENANAfygs4cE4Lt
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然而考官告訴我:「你沒有成為偶像的才能,這個缺點是無論怎麼偽裝,都沒辦法隱瞞的。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAMH7cQ3TJID
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最後,第十九次面試還是沒能上。38Please respect copyright.PENANARIpevysQEL
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在得知這一切後,我感覺我的內心有什麼失去了一般。38Please respect copyright.PENANA7483a6Umor
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全部的機會,就到此結束了……。38Please respect copyright.PENANATzo6Qe46Ao
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等到我意識到這點,已經到了2023年了,我如今也已經20歲。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAVXDhe8rWO8
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偶像排行榜的前十名已經連續兩年沒有變化了,象徵新的偶像時代正逐漸進行著。38Please respect copyright.PENANA8V9oPoZEzr
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相對的,此時的我住在一個髒亂的房間裡,泡麵餐盒快疊出一個高塔,外套和衣服散落一地……。38Please respect copyright.PENANA0OuGd0yXRc
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即使如此,我房間還是有一個空位,那邊靠牆的地方有一個大鏡子,我偶爾會在那麼練習跳舞。38Please respect copyright.PENANArms4kow17S
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但是都落選了,事到如今跳舞還有什麼意義?38Please respect copyright.PENANASlpf5pEllM
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我真是狼狽啊……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAlJdWG1YWgl
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在這裡生活其實也沒什麼困難,為了賺錢一直有接各種打工,也成功租到一個住宅裡面,三餐吃泡麵也沒有問題……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAIYBgyNKko4
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但畢竟一直在打工,漸漸的也沒什麼時間整理房間了,一段時間後就變成了現在這個樣子。38Please respect copyright.PENANAYgiQgnuirM
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還記得之前,我會一個禮拜會和母親打通電話,兩人聊著在月花市的趣事。 38Please respect copyright.PENANA4WazTOLopl
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但是漸漸的,我不再打電話給她,也已經很久沒聽到媽媽的聲音了。38Please respect copyright.PENANAxp5R7ku7r6
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我該怎麼向母親說明我現在的慘狀? 38Please respect copyright.PENANAE1SrdnxG1A
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我躺在床上,無聊的看著天花板。 38Please respect copyright.PENANA5McNfzmLC0
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已經沒有跳舞的心了,反正不管多努力都還是會失敗。38Please respect copyright.PENANAmeNYD3GxXa
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也許,自己終究也只是一個不會被歷史記住的失敗者而已。 38Please respect copyright.PENANA8FAyJUMGo5
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不過仔細想想,至少我住在月花市對吧? 38Please respect copyright.PENANAsmW8Gj5XZs
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畢竟生活都可以繼續過下去,不要奢求太多比較好吧?成為大人物的夢想不過是孩子的戲言罷了,其實在賽跑輸掉那一天我就知道了。38Please respect copyright.PENANAOH9HpfXTmZ
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我,不是成為大人物的料。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAlZGqBQb9qA
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這幾年,我不過只是一直在掙扎,一直在探索不存在的希望罷了。 38Please respect copyright.PENANADOSZ5g398X
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差不多該向現實妥協了。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAWqtZLzc17k
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想著想著,感覺有點累了,打算就這樣睡著。38Please respect copyright.PENANA9amW5kGRs4
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如果這一切都是夢,那該有多好? 38Please respect copyright.PENANAQmOwzkItnC
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「現在你可以不打給我,但遇到困難時,我是會真心幫助你的!」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAe02qCLsa5W
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在意識模糊時,我彷彿再度聽到這句話。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAJieL5O1dsp
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啊……對了,在兩年前,我來這裡的第一天有遇到一個叫吉田陽菜的人。38Please respect copyright.PENANA2IVOsw60cF
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我慢慢從床上爬了起來,並從雜亂的房間中尋找東西。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAEoziNVcWM3
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最後,我成功找到一個小紙條。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAGLDmh1Mvcf
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兩年了,紙居然幾乎毫髮無損。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAuM7bZtH8fc
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這是最後的希望了,必須嘗試看看。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAh9HKrjZhP7
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我再度拿起手機,默默撥打了上面所記載的電話號碼。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAtkxYd2co9e
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隔天,我來到了一家便利商店,並在坐在一個椅子上等待著她的到來。38Please respect copyright.PENANA0bbw8DnDMo
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很快,在自動門的音效傳出後,我注意到了她的到來。 38Please respect copyright.PENANASYPB5a7gYE
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「好久不見,松本晴香。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAIMN8bbdATb
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吉田看到我後,馬上走到我面前,並坐在我的對面。 38Please respect copyright.PENANA8kJRC0wSyu
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僅是一面之緣,但雙方都記得彼此。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAJxxn4NUdXU
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她依然是掛著笑容,似乎沒什麼壓力一般。38Please respect copyright.PENANA5kugFAzXIx
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「感覺你沒什麼變呢。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAn9qkRrA6ih
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聽到我的話,吉田也點了點頭。38Please respect copyright.PENANAsNQPkAgf1V
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「你倒是感覺變很多。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAbxaEQmE6sq
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沉重的眼神、沒整理的頭髮、隨便亂配的衣服。38Please respect copyright.PENANAzotiKPio5k
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這些年,你過的不是很好吧?」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAReNdM28JC5
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「畢竟經歷這兩年,要不變都難吧?」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAdQsUpufNVu
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「我想也是。 38Please respect copyright.PENANA0SuHJt3Nr6
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讓我猜一下,你沒有成為職業偶像,最後才變成現在這樣子對吧?」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAWWVr6hQ6sm
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「嗯……。 38Please respect copyright.PENANAijQRQJybzY
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我已經不知道現在我該怎麼辦才好了。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAXlYaoqS0fO
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「我有一個想法,你想聽聽看嗎?」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAEcjApDipjV
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「嗯,我就是為此叫你來的。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAYVMPAPGzdD
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「你有沒有考慮要當業餘偶像的打算?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAods81tklb2
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「……,業餘?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAB6NPu7Grrq
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對啊,仔細想想,吉田就是一位業餘偶像吧?38Please respect copyright.PENANA7kl65vJ5lp
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所謂業餘偶像,顧名思義就是沒有任何事務所,以自己的名義表演的偶像。38Please respect copyright.PENANAqHK3m8qTeW
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雖然能繼續作為偶像表演不錯,但是……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAVzt61Ck7kv
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「我現在沒有時間想這些了。 38Please respect copyright.PENANALg49a0qFlB
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要是放棄其中一個工作,我可能連正常生活都沒辦法。」38Please respect copyright.PENANA9QWqeysKB9
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「正常來說是這樣沒錯……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAnP5qk02cIB
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但假如說,你要當的是有收入的業餘偶像呢?」38Please respect copyright.PENANApt0GVS4tXA
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「有收入?38Please respect copyright.PENANAiqwH0cbVvq
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這是詐騙集團嗎?聽起來很可疑欸。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAGOuP4EmmQX
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「當然不是喔!」38Please respect copyright.PENANA4S4xXACsqh
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吉田一邊說著,一邊從口袋拿出一個名片。38Please respect copyright.PENANAqkbRDhU3jj
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「Amateur Light」上面這樣寫著,這是一個偶像團體的名字嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANADPH6GYoW1V
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「Amateur Light是由業餘偶像組成的團體,成立的人正是身為團長的我。38Please respect copyright.PENANAkb0SCByyVV
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每個沒有加入事務所的業餘偶像都可以加入我們,並透過完成一些小公司指派的委託並賺取薪資。38Please respect copyright.PENANAqVb6zL8q26
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雖然我們沒有偶像事務所那種強大的號召力和人脈,不過也是個不錯的方法吧?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAKFebh6wK09
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「Amateur Light……。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAmvEQrz7uWs
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如果她說的沒錯。成為業餘偶像能有收入,又可以唱歌、跳舞,那應該不算太差吧? 38Please respect copyright.PENANAAgp1mja8tU
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雖然成為業餘偶像絕對不能像職業偶像那樣在大會場跳舞……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAANQfXwRcZM
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……,算了吧?事到如今我還要求那麼多幹嘛?38Please respect copyright.PENANAFbFauAoTd3
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「不是沒有考慮的價值。」 38Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ04Fbqu5L
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聽到我的回應,吉田也點了點頭。38Please respect copyright.PENANAx2Xx7oYb0z
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「確定嗎?要不要再給你幾天思考……。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAoplq1IKiS6
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「不用了。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAUw36yj5u2W
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「連懷疑一下都不用嗎?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAhPAdfPtD2N
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「你能從我這裡得到什麼?」38Please respect copyright.PENANAG2yZzeEfeF
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聽到我的回應,吉田則嘆了一口氣。38Please respect copyright.PENANArSg7lEyudE
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「好吧,既然這就是你的選擇……。38Please respect copyright.PENANAL3zXHwxQtU
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歡迎加入Amateur Light!」38Please respect copyright.PENANAzVRcwrbflK
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聽到吉田的回應,我也點了點頭。38Please respect copyright.PENANAvHfUaJyEy2
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我知道,接下來我的路途將完全與眾不同。
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