(第一人稱,松本晴香視角)86Please respect copyright.PENANAE4qFpXJhs2
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2021年5月17日。86Please respect copyright.PENANAI8GB0IipH3
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這一天,終於來了。86Please respect copyright.PENANA7dPUPOtJF1
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我從高聳的飛機上踏向地面,並跟著告示牌從陌生的機場內走出來。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAjuTQoS2rC8
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在走出機場的瞬間,刺眼的光芒一瞬間照進我眼內,讓我直覺地閉上了眼睛。86Please respect copyright.PENANAK3trUPeB6k
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等我嘗試張開眼睛,一個充滿著巨大高樓的城市出現在我面前。86Please respect copyright.PENANAdh4ovK3iMV
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這裡就是我夢寐以求的偶像之都,月花市!86Please respect copyright.PENANAOUDuRBcs4f
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雖然很想興奮的衝去事務所面試……,不過畢竟是來到新的地方,必須先冷靜才行。86Please respect copyright.PENANA3kDUX9zQtI
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雖然來之前做了很多功課,不過還是得先適應、了解一下這邊的環境才行。86Please respect copyright.PENANA7JPLmHwRZu
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畢竟不會有人蠢到一來到這邊就馬上在路邊跳舞吧? 86Please respect copyright.PENANA4zEMbKQlD4
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我一邊想著這件事,一邊跟著人行道走向城市裡面。86Please respect copyright.PENANA1VUEd63Qcc
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官方介紹影片中似乎有推薦一家飯店,一開始就先住那邊吧!86Please respect copyright.PENANASSydXgqdgT
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我從口袋裡拿出了手機,並打開地圖搜尋著。86Please respect copyright.PENANAVluoGIjgnj
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從位置來看……,似乎就在附近而已,就直接走過去吧!86Please respect copyright.PENANAOpErnP6WND
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在確定目標後,我將手機握在右手上,並往旅店的方向前進。86Please respect copyright.PENANAlqYoUjRpkm
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在途中,我稍微觀察了一下這邊的景色。86Please respect copyright.PENANAOnKGyP1wHU
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許多人帶著「最愛OO」的頭巾、雙手拿著應援棒。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAxl83lwM0sW
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不愧是偶像之都,感覺隨處都是偶像粉呢!86Please respect copyright.PENANAIjEtlE1Ksu
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可以的話,我也想和他們一樣掛著頭巾,親眼看看「天使」的直播呢!86Please respect copyright.PENANAIq7cCjvC4J
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不過……,這個願望無法達成了。86Please respect copyright.PENANA7D5IxlSwDY
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天使華音凜在2016年突然宣布引退,之後就沒什麼消息了。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAYA0cIn1vlr
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雖然很可惜,不過畢竟月花市不是只有天使這位偶像而已。86Please respect copyright.PENANAyX6f7dM2PQ
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今年出現了非常多新秀,前NO.1偶像「明月」望月光甚至被成為偶像不到3年的新偶像「星空」星川真夜取代了,可以說今年正好是月花市改朝換代的一年。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAD9PGjaCGws
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其他偶像也為了能提高排名,大概也非常努力的在唱歌吧? 86Please respect copyright.PENANALSHSJ4woke
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那麼……,隨便在一個會場逛一下大概也能看到一名偶像的LIVE吧?86Please respect copyright.PENANAx6Mv8J3aLG
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雖然不能看到天使的LIVE有點可惜……,不過稍微親眼看一下其他偶像的LIVE也不錯吧?86Please respect copyright.PENANAVD8Wci9DPI
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都來到月花市了,就不要隔著螢幕欣賞,而是親眼去見證吧!86Please respect copyright.PENANAGOo5Tzpuf4
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正好前往飯店的路上有一個會場,就順路去那邊看看吧!86Please respect copyright.PENANAGcbBAn4Okk
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我一邊想著,一邊往前走。86Please respect copyright.PENANANDiOOaePoU
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不過在我走到一半時,一個美妙的歌聲突然出現,並進入我的耳中。86Please respect copyright.PENANAGl8gOpA4Wk
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「~。」86Please respect copyright.PENANA3TX62d93yg
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聽到歌聲後,我環顧四周,非常的疑惑。86Please respect copyright.PENANAQGAqNvmzJL
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誰在附近唱歌嗎?86Please respect copyright.PENANAFzh92lT6Q9
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最後我在後方一個路口的轉角處,看到一名金色短髮的女子站在那裡。86Please respect copyright.PENANAosil5Vmbnq
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女子拿著麥克風,獨自一人在路上唱歌和跳舞。86Please respect copyright.PENANAiUXktlaeRU
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周圍的民眾人來人往,並沒有一個人因為那名少女的歌聲而停下腳步。86Please respect copyright.PENANA7qF7oWFPRZ
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為什麼?我感覺她的表演還不錯啊!86Please respect copyright.PENANAFX8lvAmyUr
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至少我沒有自信歌能唱的比她好,也沒有自信舞能跳的比她流暢。86Please respect copyright.PENANA1wwtPVMFMS
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但是……,為什麼沒有人停下腳步呢?86Please respect copyright.PENANAUJkvfE3Vht
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我停止動作,並盯著那名少女。86Please respect copyright.PENANADniJ8y8Mz9
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我看著那名少女表演完,並停止動作,對著人來人往的大街上鞠躬。86Please respect copyright.PENANABvLDlep0LM
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少女抬頭後,意外與我對上眼,並微笑地向我招手。86Please respect copyright.PENANA9UlikPgbqz
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她在跟我打招呼嗎?86Please respect copyright.PENANA2S4TmovQ3F
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我疑惑的走到那個少女旁,想要了解她的身份與來歷。86Please respect copyright.PENANA8BrSLXdRuR
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「我的表演成功嗎?」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAu0DHIDvpx2
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那名少女開口,並一直掛著那甜美的笑容。86Please respect copyright.PENANAk5QvSlEuLO
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「表演?在這個大街上嗎?」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAIDlJ9LNqFu
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「你看不出來嗎?86Please respect copyright.PENANAgAges7vItP
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剛剛我不是在唱歌跳舞嗎?這毫無疑問是表演喔!」86Please respect copyright.PENANA3n2vsLVE0v
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「……,是這樣沒錯……。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAkx6EjGX41s
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「……,難道說……。86Please respect copyright.PENANA8Wfu0bXOAF
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你不是本地人?」 86Please respect copyright.PENANArC7UhI0Ess
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突然間,少女開始將問題轉向我。86Please respect copyright.PENANAPA8K2dPwFv
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從剛剛到現在她都一直帶著那個微笑,甚至讓我覺得她是不是只是有一個表情。86Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9hMr5Jlya
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不過她怎麼會這樣問?難道這件事在月花市裡是正常的嗎?86Please respect copyright.PENANALueTANbRl0
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「對,我是今天才來到這裡的。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANABCPt6fbKQY
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「你來這裡幹嘛?觀光嗎?」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAl5ZY9B9Caj
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「不,我打算在這裡住一段時間,我想成為偶像。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAci5UVmpn9d
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「成為偶像?」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAWh7SjxAe7l
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少女繼續掛著笑容,並疑惑的盯著我。86Please respect copyright.PENANAGwRcoYwusk
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突然被這樣盯……,總覺得有點奇怪欸。86Please respect copyright.PENANA6Dz6LOnbWy
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「怎麼了?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAWhGOc2gXey
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「……,我想認識你!86Please respect copyright.PENANAFKDk0Zi6KS
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我叫吉田陽菜,你呢?」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAb4ADm2PDlZ
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「咦?那麼突然!?86Please respect copyright.PENANADsxfBpFL1t
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那個……,我是松本晴香。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAcniBG8utRQ
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「松本晴香嗎?86Please respect copyright.PENANAfercsI0K08
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我問你,你是真的想成為偶像嗎?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAq8yLvbntoG
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「當然,我剛剛就這樣說了吧?」86Please respect copyright.PENANADcQtRbluoQ
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「嗯……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAoAFQVZBP8Z
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我話可能說的有點重,但我姑且還是得提醒一下。86Please respect copyright.PENANAx4ds9CKghi
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你成為不了職業偶像的。」86Please respect copyright.PENANA1fOtFNu1tF
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「咦?」 86Please respect copyright.PENANA93Z8lwRbRm
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我愣住了,我能感覺她是保持著「友善」的態度對我說這句話的。 86Please respect copyright.PENANA7y0bpU1fZO
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但即使如此,我還是對她的意見非常不滿。86Please respect copyright.PENANAwrtp7YDRIT
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「為什麼?86Please respect copyright.PENANAHbslgihlZF
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你憑什麼用這句話否定我的未來?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAXmSk7okuT5
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「我知道你現在可能很難信服……。86Please respect copyright.PENANACXFsigMxCk
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不過有一天,妳會了解的。86Please respect copyright.PENANAvRcDZo7RhE
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我給你我的電話號碼吧!要是遇到困難時我會幫助你的。現在你可以不打給我,但遇到困難時,我是會真心幫助你的!」86Please respect copyright.PENANApHMFtJQr8H
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吉田一邊說著,一邊從口袋拿出一個小紙條,並強行塞到我的口袋裡。86Please respect copyright.PENANAc9NqgXqZoK
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在給我紙條後,她便轉身離開了現場。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAyjOz4iRHJt
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我則站在原地,完全不知道現在該做出怎麼反應。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAk9dbPrE6qu
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這也太誇張了吧?來這裡的第一天就被否定了夢想……。86Please respect copyright.PENANA77y0tanEAO
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不過我都來到月花市了,怎麼可能就這樣放棄?86Please respect copyright.PENANAAt6v5jq7Az
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等著吧,我一定會成為一個厲害的職業偶像給你看!86Please respect copyright.PENANA4n33cY9dD3
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我在內心這樣想著,隨後便轉身離開。86Please respect copyright.PENANAtji80AMiPD
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我按照原本預定的行程,在飯店路上的某個會場,並在寬快速的買了門票後,坐到觀眾席上準備觀賞LIVE。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAwR3IBBepEV
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我看了下四周。這個會場大概和我學校的活動中心差不多大,同時也有有許多觀眾和我一樣坐在觀眾席,等待著即將到來的表演。86Please respect copyright.PENANA5cwjev3MHh
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表演者是NO.78的職業偶像「金花」鈴木美惠子。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAkwtQ2497mF
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親眼見證職業偶像的表演究竟是怎麼樣子?我感到很好奇。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAkfc59MfzXm
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本來應該是很開心的事才對……,但是……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAeoln77CloX
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……,為什麼?86Please respect copyright.PENANAIhjxmVo1FL
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為什麼我的內心那麼不安呢? 86Please respect copyright.PENANAvGDTmcRuQ3
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不久後,隨著舞台上的LED燈暗下來,在主持人說了一些廢話後,LIVE正式開始。一名金色長髮的女子走到舞台上,一旁的燈光全部打在女子身上,女子也完全不廢話的開始了表演。 86Please respect copyright.PENANARSUSCHQj89
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「~。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAcOSA3C3DiP
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「……!」86Please respect copyright.PENANAAyXthmRdGO
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在她開口的瞬間,我愣住了。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAKGDdYHv3Vo
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這也……,這也……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAyxgvU8kErW
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這也太誇張了吧!86Please respect copyright.PENANA9tDU7NCSnW
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唱歌很好聽……,舞蹈也很好……,這真的只是NO.78嗎? 86Please respect copyright.PENANAKdIHKhbngS
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就在這個瞬間,我深刻意識到了幾件事。86Please respect copyright.PENANAbkVxImEpvl
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為什麼那名叫做吉田陽菜的少女即使歌聲很好聽,卻沒有任何人停下腳步的原因。86Please respect copyright.PENANAmYdfl6bkUT
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鈴木美惠子從上到下都散發一種特殊的氣場,讓人不自覺的想盯著她看,不自覺的想揮舞手中的應援棒。86Please respect copyright.PENANAxjYbh0ZIfS
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如果是天使的現場舞蹈,那一定更震撼,更難以置信……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAGs1COpbl3T
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……。86Please respect copyright.PENANA805mlVU1mz
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我……,能做到像她一樣嗎?我能成功到達天使的那個水平嗎?86Please respect copyright.PENANAETKDvLVA5v
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「你成為不了職業偶像的。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAq7iqW3DOS9
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我的腦海不自覺的想起這句話。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAZH1n3Q9Xwy
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一想到這點,我就握緊了雙手。 86Please respect copyright.PENANA9hHNc9Px6u
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「……,可惡。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAJtowVAe9WT
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在LIVE結束後,我很快走到了飯店,並在經過幾個手續後,很快進到房間裡,並住了下來。 86Please respect copyright.PENANATnAS516WZb
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我毫不猶豫的平躺在床上,腦袋一直不停的轉著。86Please respect copyright.PENANAlcPx1j8g90
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光是第一天的所見所聞,就超乎我的想像……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAUH3P9FnhvH
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算了,只是第一天而已,而且我之後也會進步的吧?86Please respect copyright.PENANA6kXpKBOnQn
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我說服著自己,並從口袋裡拿出手機。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAxPRMBivUyg
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之後的時間,就陸續往各家事務所面試看看吧! 86Please respect copyright.PENANAoY9tmV41LL
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在來這裡前,我就選擇了19家不錯的事務所。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAb0m32hHtet
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先從好的事務所開始面試吧!失敗了就往下一家決定。 86Please respect copyright.PENANADFlhOMZBkh
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選擇的公司足足有19家,不可能一家都沒進吧? 86Please respect copyright.PENANA6fQsWKtYLm
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是啊!不管怎麼樣至少會進一家吧?86Please respect copyright.PENANAQTJlYsjU66
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加入事務所後,成為職業偶像後……,我就會成為大家都知曉的大人物! 86Please respect copyright.PENANAvJPByiiWjF
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一定可以很順利的!一定……。86Please respect copyright.PENANATIYngjgOEl
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……。86Please respect copyright.PENANARSx1umfJPm
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一定……,嗎?86Please respect copyright.PENANAEM3f9qUSvG
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我沒有選擇思考太多,而是在幾天後來到了一家事務所,並開始了自己的第一次面試。86Please respect copyright.PENANAgJlUDUw8xB
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第一次面試,考官只是看了我一眼就請我離開。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAS3PfGeo4eB
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「你沒有成為偶像的天賦」,他是這樣說的。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAu96FkBziUQ
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這句話對他來說也許只是平淡的一句話,但卻深深打擊了我的內心。86Please respect copyright.PENANAMgYxCtaf0U
86Please respect copyright.PENANAj3gtH4U39i
我回到家,並嘆了一口氣。86Please respect copyright.PENANAMHrl5Ozw2k
86Please respect copyright.PENANA9wGQISMBpy
雖然第一步就那麼不順利,不過沒關係!86Please respect copyright.PENANAICkmFmxwKK
86Please respect copyright.PENANAo8tJKPdYFI
反正只是第一次而已,之後會更好的吧?86Please respect copyright.PENANAkW8Wp9yn1x
86Please respect copyright.PENANAUB286PqHku
這樣想著的我,並在幾天後再次進行幾次面試。86Please respect copyright.PENANA5iSNjxsfQv
86Please respect copyright.PENANApSI9LMq6OX
第七次面試,考官跟我說「你好像有一個口頭禪是【這也太誇張了吧?】,所以我覺得你離開月花市去當綜藝演員搞不好比較好喔!」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAoH7dJtPpK9
86Please respect copyright.PENANAp0j2TEYabu
這句話一直在我腦內徘徊,甚至到家裡也一直想著這件事。86Please respect copyright.PENANAfDy6wLYGJB
86Please respect copyright.PENANAQbXUfKvxlo
綜藝演員……,雖然也是可以成為大人物,但總覺得不是我想成為的樣子呢……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAfgpZ3h2XTe
86Please respect copyright.PENANAP6WjyBt39g
但是……。86Please respect copyright.PENANA0ErACqA8kk
86Please respect copyright.PENANA9dsqXAV3pG
已經第七次了,面試還是沒有上。86Please respect copyright.PENANAhivGqHo70I
86Please respect copyright.PENANA4f2ci7NuHL
我是不是……,應該轉換一下跑道啊?86Please respect copyright.PENANA94U5Bl3joJ
86Please respect copyright.PENANAwRgyS3tixy
第十二次面試,考官和我聊的很開心,彷彿讓我看見了一線曙光。86Please respect copyright.PENANAl3IWl39DhS
86Please respect copyright.PENANAV5ZVJEmC95
但是,最後還是沒有把我選上。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAaZGQNU09k1
86Please respect copyright.PENANAOY2ZKJfrhK
在得知消息後,我躲在我自己的房間裡,出乎意料的哭了一段時間。86Please respect copyright.PENANAzjrPPSb5wY
86Please respect copyright.PENANAhpmHnBQTBa
為什麼?明明這次我很有把握的……。86Please respect copyright.PENANA0urLdYJDu9
86Please respect copyright.PENANAYcAxECVEec
已經第十二次了……,為什麼我還是沒辦法成功?86Please respect copyright.PENANAwKt0O9feeS
86Please respect copyright.PENANAi3eO8ni9l6
我難道沒有才能嗎?我難道……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAcISPWSqv2H
86Please respect copyright.PENANApw09Rt6W7n
根本不適合當偶像?86Please respect copyright.PENANA3ukgKa1ADD
86Please respect copyright.PENANA9STP6sTl8C
……。86Please respect copyright.PENANACdZHommag5
86Please respect copyright.PENANAlmGC2Bi2fs
雖然感覺有點痛苦,但還是應該繼續嘗試。86Please respect copyright.PENANACGiBI79rpQ
86Please respect copyright.PENANAQovPVDlBIH
還有七次機會,不是嗎?86Please respect copyright.PENANAhiWFHnSLET
86Please respect copyright.PENANA7NrFvPKghz
於是,我振作起來,並持續的去面試。86Please respect copyright.PENANAhQHxeR8EIX
86Please respect copyright.PENANAuwEeN4MQmP
十三次、十四次、十五次、十六次、十七次、十八次。86Please respect copyright.PENANAGOObENSliC
86Please respect copyright.PENANAcUnSHT7YxJ
最後都毫無懸念的被淘汰,我終究沒能成為偶像。86Please respect copyright.PENANAIHgnuyhd4l
86Please respect copyright.PENANAnsXb9zzMKf
剩下最後一次機會了,我必須把握才行……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAB4MMvAnUth
86Please respect copyright.PENANAzc7wA94mnx
我不能放棄、還有最後一次機會,不要放棄。86Please respect copyright.PENANAsFkdc05pwT
86Please respect copyright.PENANAiCQzkPSZji
振作起來,振作起來,振作起來,振作起來。86Please respect copyright.PENANAzHsMdYY7j3
86Please respect copyright.PENANAF48ABWSS47
第十九次面試,我換了一個方向。86Please respect copyright.PENANAiSwbSdYMKk
86Please respect copyright.PENANAwsKWwMYiLE
台詞、動作、神情,我從前面十八次的經驗中得出一個最佳的樣貌。 86Please respect copyright.PENANA9abfPTNrYe
86Please respect copyright.PENANAmlesYpS73j
更何況這家事務所也不是什麼有名的事務所之類的,這一次總應該成功了吧? 86Please respect copyright.PENANArY3W1R4ymb
86Please respect copyright.PENANAkETJIRJu9N
……,但是,最後還是失敗了。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAVjS4Lt6jfX
86Please respect copyright.PENANAeQ5WMqHfsS
理由是:「你的眼神太假了。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANA83PRVmQ580
86Please respect copyright.PENANADLhTm3mQKj
我聽到這句話時,我反駁道:「我知道我在偽裝,但這是因為我只能透過這個方式」。86Please respect copyright.PENANA3mtVcEl3hF
86Please respect copyright.PENANAGRXWB8h0U2
然而考官告訴我:「你沒有成為偶像的才能,這個缺點是無論怎麼偽裝,都沒辦法隱瞞的。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANA0p0NC0ONpE
86Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5HRCrblN8
最後,第十九次面試還是沒能上。86Please respect copyright.PENANAGxVOMUEqA7
86Please respect copyright.PENANAJMfeLmNzVH
在得知這一切後,我感覺我的內心有什麼失去了一般。86Please respect copyright.PENANA9MQkoknXD2
86Please respect copyright.PENANA6BrIBdRtfb
全部的機會,就到此結束了……。86Please respect copyright.PENANA3iJPkAh8DJ
86Please respect copyright.PENANAFWLaNiUdV0
等到我意識到這點,已經到了2023年了,我如今也已經20歲。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAhOfkuiMTyn
86Please respect copyright.PENANAnAOOIKdxr2
偶像排行榜的前十名已經連續兩年沒有變化了,象徵新的偶像時代正逐漸進行著。86Please respect copyright.PENANALUKo2M5Fyp
86Please respect copyright.PENANAYl2fW0JMXu
相對的,此時的我住在一個髒亂的房間裡,泡麵餐盒快疊出一個高塔,外套和衣服散落一地……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAEqN0RC0n46
86Please respect copyright.PENANAGA7lDGDsRT
即使如此,我房間還是有一個空位,那邊靠牆的地方有一個大鏡子,我偶爾會在那麼練習跳舞。86Please respect copyright.PENANAeTal91t1kt
86Please respect copyright.PENANAAHQ9CeIYbg
但是都落選了,事到如今跳舞還有什麼意義?86Please respect copyright.PENANAIWjft2cMxU
86Please respect copyright.PENANAPbqtMUvTON
我真是狼狽啊……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAvssptmyDgz
86Please respect copyright.PENANA3rQoMOqMML
在這裡生活其實也沒什麼困難,為了賺錢一直有接各種打工,也成功租到一個住宅裡面,三餐吃泡麵也沒有問題……。86Please respect copyright.PENANA2hcje7pjhj
86Please respect copyright.PENANAQC0MqiU8LA
但畢竟一直在打工,漸漸的也沒什麼時間整理房間了,一段時間後就變成了現在這個樣子。86Please respect copyright.PENANAA4RfG8y1E6
86Please respect copyright.PENANATTEXu6miqv
還記得之前,我會一個禮拜會和母親打通電話,兩人聊著在月花市的趣事。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAuDaPKWfbGL
86Please respect copyright.PENANAkE6MOwAt6I
但是漸漸的,我不再打電話給她,也已經很久沒聽到媽媽的聲音了。86Please respect copyright.PENANANBDBbMXvaJ
86Please respect copyright.PENANATtGKJfTE0i
我該怎麼向母親說明我現在的慘狀? 86Please respect copyright.PENANAYgle7ftMEn
86Please respect copyright.PENANAMR7kGzY8ik
我躺在床上,無聊的看著天花板。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAMGdBnCCMNW
86Please respect copyright.PENANAG6SDBWQaAA
已經沒有跳舞的心了,反正不管多努力都還是會失敗。86Please respect copyright.PENANAB8s0vA8PqW
86Please respect copyright.PENANAcBTGGo1OKo
也許,自己終究也只是一個不會被歷史記住的失敗者而已。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAJpUvTzLDIK
86Please respect copyright.PENANACVin1pZFxG
不過仔細想想,至少我住在月花市對吧? 86Please respect copyright.PENANAdJGyQ8spPc
86Please respect copyright.PENANA3gZhJxBLee
畢竟生活都可以繼續過下去,不要奢求太多比較好吧?成為大人物的夢想不過是孩子的戲言罷了,其實在賽跑輸掉那一天我就知道了。86Please respect copyright.PENANAse8xkkEizd
86Please respect copyright.PENANAf3DCGOGpOB
我,不是成為大人物的料。 86Please respect copyright.PENANATMkuDoBi1S
86Please respect copyright.PENANAARMGWkwD0i
這幾年,我不過只是一直在掙扎,一直在探索不存在的希望罷了。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAF9qisf44e3
86Please respect copyright.PENANAWCC6vctskz
差不多該向現實妥協了。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAx3NkoB0B0s
86Please respect copyright.PENANAWYCT8jIgva
想著想著,感覺有點累了,打算就這樣睡著。86Please respect copyright.PENANAvVDvq3U33T
86Please respect copyright.PENANACHOohOheOc
如果這一切都是夢,那該有多好? 86Please respect copyright.PENANAVBRSPv9pjb
86Please respect copyright.PENANAh3v8AF5DDc
「現在你可以不打給我,但遇到困難時,我是會真心幫助你的!」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAl6EAftCx8q
86Please respect copyright.PENANAY4MLucmPs9
在意識模糊時,我彷彿再度聽到這句話。 86Please respect copyright.PENANA0St3rogpBM
86Please respect copyright.PENANAGUqn7JOeLy
啊……對了,在兩年前,我來這裡的第一天有遇到一個叫吉田陽菜的人。86Please respect copyright.PENANAGH04mNHRqL
86Please respect copyright.PENANAmeUI3GUCr6
我慢慢從床上爬了起來,並從雜亂的房間中尋找東西。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAdfTyJ4BdAY
86Please respect copyright.PENANAaBk6wXQUmo
最後,我成功找到一個小紙條。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAnqIVn26pdL
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兩年了,紙居然幾乎毫髮無損。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAbURwTYB5cy
86Please respect copyright.PENANApoD4Z630mI
這是最後的希望了,必須嘗試看看。 86Please respect copyright.PENANARNIoXLxdkO
86Please respect copyright.PENANAXQMZeILMuj
我再度拿起手機,默默撥打了上面所記載的電話號碼。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAnalzSkw7vU
86Please respect copyright.PENANASsV6kcRlwk
隔天,我來到了一家便利商店,並在坐在一個椅子上等待著她的到來。86Please respect copyright.PENANAoMNDeh2cMx
86Please respect copyright.PENANA9sQ7O3NSOf
很快,在自動門的音效傳出後,我注意到了她的到來。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAnsoniggsD5
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「好久不見,松本晴香。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAvGS14kdJCS
86Please respect copyright.PENANA6V4TxR7yzC
吉田看到我後,馬上走到我面前,並坐在我的對面。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAVxxARBwEX4
86Please respect copyright.PENANAzk3ZuPyJON
僅是一面之緣,但雙方都記得彼此。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAFYl95eyec0
86Please respect copyright.PENANAs9r7v1aSg6
她依然是掛著笑容,似乎沒什麼壓力一般。86Please respect copyright.PENANAGCjdBzqhW2
86Please respect copyright.PENANA1jKBj7Ecn2
「感覺你沒什麼變呢。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAip0F6QwPpQ
86Please respect copyright.PENANAv3dGSdOVcP
聽到我的話,吉田也點了點頭。86Please respect copyright.PENANAy1lKMbP9D6
86Please respect copyright.PENANAtA8yuGYwyB
「你倒是感覺變很多。 86Please respect copyright.PENANATiDYkxVela
86Please respect copyright.PENANAjZLe1Nazhm
沉重的眼神、沒整理的頭髮、隨便亂配的衣服。86Please respect copyright.PENANAz3OP2OQx2I
86Please respect copyright.PENANA0VSqTmE6TB
這些年,你過的不是很好吧?」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAxa4yA1RIlg
86Please respect copyright.PENANAOtdQXhYSMy
「畢竟經歷這兩年,要不變都難吧?」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAbZbLC5NtNh
86Please respect copyright.PENANAyLnjNzMEoP
「我想也是。 86Please respect copyright.PENANA3bRezOcPAx
86Please respect copyright.PENANAqSK7v8re1k
讓我猜一下,你沒有成為職業偶像,最後才變成現在這樣子對吧?」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAgBWMt1VrwD
86Please respect copyright.PENANAHBbu73bAeM
「嗯……。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAFpNj6Fs2nU
86Please respect copyright.PENANAuQt8Yk7nr1
我已經不知道現在我該怎麼辦才好了。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAAGXx3YVJmX
86Please respect copyright.PENANAK1vEme8JgL
「我有一個想法,你想聽聽看嗎?」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAIqFSnvkodA
86Please respect copyright.PENANA6e5XHCAaol
「嗯,我就是為此叫你來的。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANA0s3hXyBea4
86Please respect copyright.PENANAVghjk9WZQU
「你有沒有考慮要當業餘偶像的打算?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAhUKGW21lmY
86Please respect copyright.PENANAzHVQpdfCaM
「……,業餘?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAGSweOyZJ1e
86Please respect copyright.PENANAXHWIQNRhyJ
對啊,仔細想想,吉田就是一位業餘偶像吧?86Please respect copyright.PENANArckj0O8HMj
86Please respect copyright.PENANAigRnS10xLy
所謂業餘偶像,顧名思義就是沒有任何事務所,以自己的名義表演的偶像。86Please respect copyright.PENANAiIbpB93TpS
86Please respect copyright.PENANAZxyKa6Fy4q
雖然能繼續作為偶像表演不錯,但是……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAUBGv3DVeDt
86Please respect copyright.PENANAfKExuoPm5l
「我現在沒有時間想這些了。 86Please respect copyright.PENANAI6K0fkvHPx
86Please respect copyright.PENANAGfB67NTsx7
要是放棄其中一個工作,我可能連正常生活都沒辦法。」86Please respect copyright.PENANA57VVUh8ZX1
86Please respect copyright.PENANAa1n4DocYwI
「正常來說是這樣沒錯……。86Please respect copyright.PENANANBunf01B0t
86Please respect copyright.PENANANiW77B8UTL
但假如說,你要當的是有收入的業餘偶像呢?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAse6w9FKJra
86Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZWSkqotIa
「有收入?86Please respect copyright.PENANA2qvIg8C3qt
86Please respect copyright.PENANAiIoVU9UyqJ
這是詐騙集團嗎?聽起來很可疑欸。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAM87hq80Dnf
86Please respect copyright.PENANA8gYU6aK3f6
「當然不是喔!」86Please respect copyright.PENANAm1PdJyHsAD
86Please respect copyright.PENANASS0q4rMmTg
吉田一邊說著,一邊從口袋拿出一個名片。86Please respect copyright.PENANAFUrzqehFKY
86Please respect copyright.PENANACAezc6fo5Z
「Amateur Light」上面這樣寫著,這是一個偶像團體的名字嗎?86Please respect copyright.PENANAIwnLVTkm4P
86Please respect copyright.PENANAPUoRc7cTPS
「Amateur Light是由業餘偶像組成的團體,成立的人正是身為團長的我。86Please respect copyright.PENANArsElcNIzxO
86Please respect copyright.PENANAnz1mL6lWtl
每個沒有加入事務所的業餘偶像都可以加入我們,並透過完成一些小公司指派的委託並賺取薪資。86Please respect copyright.PENANAE9q5EWNgvg
86Please respect copyright.PENANAVgUd3wUNNG
雖然我們沒有偶像事務所那種強大的號召力和人脈,不過也是個不錯的方法吧?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAp8BRgB6nwJ
86Please respect copyright.PENANAyIJYbChYoO
「Amateur Light……。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAxhxal5wKnF
86Please respect copyright.PENANAmBhRSjlhym
如果她說的沒錯。成為業餘偶像能有收入,又可以唱歌、跳舞,那應該不算太差吧? 86Please respect copyright.PENANAmEu3QEmcNt
86Please respect copyright.PENANAO1z6teUJEy
雖然成為業餘偶像絕對不能像職業偶像那樣在大會場跳舞……。86Please respect copyright.PENANAXXxj6Y62AB
86Please respect copyright.PENANAzdpWRRawBp
……,算了吧?事到如今我還要求那麼多幹嘛?86Please respect copyright.PENANAKLrYieJqUa
86Please respect copyright.PENANAissS9PKqAe
「不是沒有考慮的價值。」 86Please respect copyright.PENANAnOhKzwMBCI
86Please respect copyright.PENANAhaW3ysyofv
聽到我的回應,吉田也點了點頭。86Please respect copyright.PENANA7RYAGaPtHN
86Please respect copyright.PENANAMCZXyfZ0vV
「確定嗎?要不要再給你幾天思考……。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAToIFQEYTuF
86Please respect copyright.PENANA5qC64A6Ob0
「不用了。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAVnmtfb89q7
86Please respect copyright.PENANAzEi7aN7dCv
「連懷疑一下都不用嗎?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAiREB0y2GzW
86Please respect copyright.PENANAXxnP6tNPmD
「你能從我這裡得到什麼?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAsRCAnzV0e8
86Please respect copyright.PENANAhndQikSv9z
聽到我的回應,吉田則嘆了一口氣。86Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7PsVqeMEa
86Please respect copyright.PENANANXCVnbMZbw
「好吧,既然這就是你的選擇……。86Please respect copyright.PENANA5OfovExsbY
86Please respect copyright.PENANAuO7oqH0uXo
歡迎加入Amateur Light!」86Please respect copyright.PENANAgfW0ISlsjC
86Please respect copyright.PENANAv8q9hPIVLQ
聽到吉田的回應,我也點了點頭。86Please respect copyright.PENANALOhxLbLscj
86Please respect copyright.PENANA96t3y8NOTV
我知道,接下來我的路途將完全與眾不同。
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