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「準備好了嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WyhWpNn4O
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7VFSk9UFF
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI2JbDMWSZ
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NLEQGqHlr
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「需要喝水嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ144Cer4d0G
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM8fKaShF6
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「……，不用了。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7FxFBjfne
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FfYclSx4h
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEAt4sTWG4
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3jWrMDdB7
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「……，也是呢。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnP736jIBZ
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLUvsVJCU5
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtx88EHncV
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAgCGksV13
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lSJxKEhoZ
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNeaWlZ69X
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtFz9bSl6X
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「到了喔！晴香。」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9KPMyny7A
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6lTrb2lzM
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdWhsJLHYr
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lSDQ665g9
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPqEuc3b45
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOyS4NAAbM
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……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNrJxfCPpD
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……，夠了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZj4zOT0Lk
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJxIGtgFAq
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACaRzcAwD8
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa42Y71Mp3
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZG5GDV2PK
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks7CJcvB7a
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsxhtquZSU
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYeJLz9LQg
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vKWt75bNh
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A66pYMsE1
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYufYFgj4n
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHRkzwzhal
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「那麼……，開始！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnWX57OIJt
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEExw4ffEK
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtw3B4N6cnH
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLoFan8FXB
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4ldwZPxuS
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAPTyczc02
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnElBawroO
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVymTPOCGT6
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAvYqBQlDZ
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyGYiIY6LP
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKAKEI4mtX
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「喂！松本。」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SEhIvMHdi
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMwXGTNYyc
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosJifRwRME
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX9GXqbWM1
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n4VHmPRNI
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFDNirw18l
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「當然……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Uk6HCxT9p
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNAPlwtqXH
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBSBKrnjVY
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mPTY1L0pK
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWD0lg6pre
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdxRVLvaA1
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「嗯，我很開心。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzWVlB203S
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「這是你的實話嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB5nfQLaYK
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「當然。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiE9QtN7aos
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3Nu3bp1OI
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj19F5AYPYl
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDKxT8GBFE
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「……。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOJAqnhKXL
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笑容？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrizE8Yt5FL
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y82xnT7zJ
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OJJq1KsH3
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「……，騙自己嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dwbHvKPBT
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vLCCAEnS9
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdbma8v3ff
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJDNX1GFLH
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInJwaElMrN
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV36BtaWEv
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「……，是這樣嗎？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRPeE38x1C
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVtp1KOk9R
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「……，真是的。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6kzD36lYM
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3cAMDQDKe
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGVePflr2b
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrtpv0UY0N
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpibuRCBiK
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「你到底想說什麼！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrMQCNJ1iz
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyDK3H2zQS
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WR5n9NrWv
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你以為……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I7My5RGfq
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvQ9RsXPt8
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmafi2yfPiM
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K0CMtbbQZ
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQr6hkkt1L
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpiWTCKSfr
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qe4S8uYGE
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「……，果然。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n996xtgQW
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgpXtmvBPT
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCfdFgVkqe
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW4t3eqCYM
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5UraK6u8a
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PCy2DjfcT
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……，LIVE？ 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF68Jvbghjo
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFIrT7gQl6
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDgXiC3rfq
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXumc0bFhq
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要是真的做到了，我……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuZgfUIgGV
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……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhAyZZxkaI
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6EBD3NFu5
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQYBgo5Qr1
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1HUqJWfn5
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「如果是這樣……。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS88bI7mBq
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不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTPpxQIGc4
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gBpDIjzTA
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRL1KN4H8t
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWY8mqFECow
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGepUf6S90I
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「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdfzvXX3n4
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15ZQpjfyEr
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9sTDqyUsQ
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如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm4stT6f5V
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大人物……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6QnS3UVNi
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrRqaa3tyM
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC1EpHLo47
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrrNdxcul7
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbqf6Lrpiu
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無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2R5z4e7es
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我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPyvXXZU0S
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI3gw9C9Kv
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隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWK6zgdLDQ
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原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW8qWpr067
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在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmQcw1z8Av
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP9BInePQZ
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxiJxt0GbR
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「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1krOJx7tyk
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聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2gp3ki94C
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqP0Ciuo5u
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聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiwKMyMhY0
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowmKbfjMYV
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「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb3eUfVciF
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大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe313lssgB
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDkqm2Jvdz
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNApHENdnXw
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjuNiWYAm3
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWR9uxtBVL
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8lFvEZ2bN
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLRkhAAzp1
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她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLX2vVv3imb
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小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoUlqmqoR1
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcPzHu19lz
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFhDgFlwf0
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUeY6Q7a0R
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW3N3yzhnw
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聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEaeyBnxf9
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強顏……，歡笑？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFreix1fGSc
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYMeW6L9WB
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……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELXGgCyWbd
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6vPeoIupP
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdrvcbyiIh
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gilryW7UX
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1hgbFl7eg
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YS9vsA58m
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcRx13B6D6
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「為什麼你……？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSzjKkBaGy
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNkkscj1Z2
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQute6FMSL
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吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLCc44dpX9
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cmKQXDYsz
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxIcJ9821b
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQux5NiLnrb
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這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEg6nS7u73
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QxHooNvVz
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「是啊……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyziggtrwE
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為什麼我會害怕呢？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHU1xi8n8y
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HttBj61aB
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吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIxT9Jb5Oo
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzDOat9ED0
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1hCAaLYSH
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聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNSdcFlkma
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「當然！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5EQNX79HE
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M9TKrJnIi
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1DiWpfvyP
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所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahzWWtqjtA
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOz52tvNc1f
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……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWxAVea5aI
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgct72ijem
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所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf9e5twaoV
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9AhRk34ZU
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不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwq2Iwv1poI
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7oXMZDbIK
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XyxY51sZ4
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllQfqjL9j3
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFFq5S24Vj
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWiGYinpaO
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk64QLbxSe0
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsWkM7muXo
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoceGEF8J40
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErR7WZ7gCa
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvytclflh66
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「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XtbwsbFkc
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「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGbxzJCNUH
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm87OTmRLj
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI3jHAQlVy
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「我當然記得。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aF1EwnpRO
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43ENv5aETM
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzFMF3VbBg
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI3E1g1yBR
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「原來是這樣嗎？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimFmUOUv7q
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUKuLHOpa4
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWrGw7TsPW
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFWxwObkMK
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKEXeDxdoc
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYZEAGG8Ww
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「……！」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V80a5fsX8
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCzzEDjs3L
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DauRQuSmk
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媽媽……。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vIqbh1IHM
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「怎麼了嗎？」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ537gPNaa7I
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgJdMHRJ6c
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PKOmUOHXJ
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3goP0y7O7v
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTpHNEoeqM
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……，不行，我打不下去。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf94zOccaFK
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我沒辦法……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQDcDpj7zu
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlU8cWSOQB
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「怎麼了？」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18Tr1LvWF9
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10bo6rZ1Ql
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KkyVjEA2A
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVSHnpgdLv
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G6HiVEx4C
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVTzc7LLw1
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNodnzeEMh
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwz6pAyMYa
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrYnUSVKrK
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我到底該怎麼……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQjGLviaxK
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……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtWalXHR83
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如果……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILb9uKXVo3
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOEV7pDfdd
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w46vNacM1
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAqCwsM1Ye
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我要親自去見母親。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxvutkBkTM
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「……，是這樣啊？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHHfA2JooO
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoBZPJYXGL
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57CfMwkqRc
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc9XDoEIaA
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDOIgofNSI
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEd8B5kp9Q
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9V8yAI031r
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCmSGTmPzt
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyHINMYbKk
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh98VTldMxh
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSia2rFLK6W
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcJEOMCQSD
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqg4dfN6Hio
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IhyzFokcj
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpqX0W0W4a
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQAIKDEDlW
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4zxHMOi2p
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0115f409O
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她……，在說什麼啊！？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpVcDcRPBo
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6aXgUaf66
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxeS3O7wxS
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMgDmzE2Dj
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MFh7nwL8t
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtBcHIKPEn
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「嗯……。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEtx3U4DTB
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaqiRGHowW
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7Yb7bYrjF
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdbT0Tdx3k
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJey6lVvIqV
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzTAhCGxCt
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWLOYeMtKe
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「你……，說什麼？」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkrUNn6jlY
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuvJBKp81J
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMNXZUBVMe
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qDARK9970
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4wBZV3iwm
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkDV2LjiD4
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFgEWKdogG
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohwEtrGzjP
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