某日,實驗室33Please respect copyright.PENANAt1tSr7897l
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「蘇硯,外找。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAJMLYmj2ppj
「誰?」33Please respect copyright.PENANA648PzgNHPN
「他說他叫許墨,是那個許墨許教授嗎?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAFsHbwhoM6l
「……」33Please respect copyright.PENANADPYLZrxpLb
「不見。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAjZMsJvyuua
某日,實驗室33Please respect copyright.PENANACgo2lZmdRV
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「蘇硯,外找。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAOdocZm8xSj
「誰?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAWaNFRk6yWM
「許教授。」33Please respect copyright.PENANA04fq8NgG2H
「不見。」33Please respect copyright.PENANA6WfKa0jJ8v
某日,實驗室33Please respect copyright.PENANAYLJhhb5e8J
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「蘇硯,外找。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAkE6LWtcMkA
「不見。」33Please respect copyright.PENANA2mwystsW4j
某日,實驗室33Please respect copyright.PENANAOiYRWZH1f0
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「蘇硯。」33Please respect copyright.PENANALMP1WVE4RX
「我說不見。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAWHyZq5WGR5
「但蘇硯…我是說陳教授找你……」33Please respect copyright.PENANAiyGVkC8M2N
「……我等會去。」33Please respect copyright.PENANATs5y0Jnyts
某日,實驗室外33Please respect copyright.PENANAPkR8SJ4uvj
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許墨站在走廊,手插在大衣口袋裡,望著迎面走來的男人。33Please respect copyright.PENANAg5M29viiw5
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「終於肯出來見我了?」他的語氣一如既往的溫和,帶著些許笑意。33Please respect copyright.PENANATNrRH5Olfc
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蘇硯冷哼了一聲,雙手抱胸,毫不掩飾自己的不耐:「你找我,不會是單純來聊天的吧?我們可沒這交情。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAiPr9KZ5dTJ
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「蘇硯,」許墨輕輕開口,語氣沉穩,「她在哪?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAo9DFnLHfdS
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話音剛落,蘇硯的臉色瞬間冷了下來。33Please respect copyright.PENANAcNdVkUSFZF
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「……滾。」33Please respect copyright.PENANA7xywcaHYbr
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語氣之冷,甚至讓周圍的空氣都彷彿凝結了。33Please respect copyright.PENANAwNOK4sJVS4
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許墨微微眯起眼,沒有馬上離開,而是站在原地看著蘇硯。33Please respect copyright.PENANAK4HFK0qykU
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「你一直知道她在哪,對嗎?」33Please respect copyright.PENANA7fwDFTH8S9
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「我說了,滾。」蘇硯的語氣已經不耐到了極點,直接轉頭回實驗室,連最後一眼都沒給許墨。33Please respect copyright.PENANAwvJH2gclV9
夜色沉沉,許墨站在書房的窗前,指尖輕敲著窗沿,目光深邃。33Please respect copyright.PENANA5wITwYeSMd
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蘇硯不想理他,這在他的預料之中。33Please respect copyright.PENANAiu8euIqq8I
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但蘇硯的態度,卻讓他確信了一件事——微瀾,真的不想被找到。33Please respect copyright.PENANAEClDsFhD5L
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而這,才是最異常的地方。33Please respect copyright.PENANA580Nxd0SJm
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——微瀾從來不是個會切斷一切的人。33Please respect copyright.PENANAdPOQUnCvlD
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她一直都是個溫和的人,從來不擅長決絕,哪怕當初她選擇離開,也不該是這種「完全消失、毫無痕跡」的方式。33Please respect copyright.PENANAthdrAnt2rA
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這讓許墨開始思考——她,到底是刻意讓自己消失,還是……有人幫她。33Please respect copyright.PENANAiqfAwAxfes
某日,實驗室外33Please respect copyright.PENANAiWDIx1PjqW
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許墨又站在走廊,手插在大衣口袋裡,看著蘇硯。33Please respect copyright.PENANAj5JsRHLoW8
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「蘇硯,」他輕輕開口,語氣沉穩,「她在哪?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAg3pAVrw5y9
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「……」蘇硯沒有立刻回話,只是沉默地看著他,像是在重新審視這個人。33Please respect copyright.PENANAlTKSrJ54oT
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許墨也沒有催促,他知道蘇硯不會輕易說出微瀾的下落。33Please respect copyright.PENANAFoI8HjIXjG
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終於,蘇硯嗤笑了一聲,語氣帶著幾分諷刺:「許教授,你要我告訴你?你還是先回答我一個問題。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAZGLmKcZimc
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許墨微微挑眉:「請說。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAUlKaNy2auv
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蘇硯眯起眼,語氣不帶任何溫度:「你為什麼要找她?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAdxI9aluABu
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這句話,讓許墨沉默了。33Please respect copyright.PENANAH4l0RUwCAw
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他沒有立刻回答,因為他從未真正思考過這個問題。33Please respect copyright.PENANAKruh6BHCAt
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他一直以為,微瀾的離開只是因為「一時的生氣」,他一直認為——她遲早會回來。33Please respect copyright.PENANACobeRztta6
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但現在,已經這麼久了,她還是不回來。33Please respect copyright.PENANAnOU9lapljB
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她是真的……走了。33Please respect copyright.PENANANzLFcfts6h
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蘇硯看著許墨的表情變化,冷笑了一聲,語氣加重:「看吧,你根本沒想過。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAnGQmDEnYHY
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「……」許墨輕輕吸了一口氣,抬起眼,看向蘇硯,「你一直知道她在哪,對嗎?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAnvpYEX9Ykb
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「嗯哼。」蘇硯不否認,但下一秒,他語氣更冷,「可惜,她不想讓你知道。」33Please respect copyright.PENANANgREqSnHEZ
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「……」許墨的手微微收緊。33Please respect copyright.PENANAwt2q1HzMNB
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「你知道嗎,許墨?」蘇硯語氣淡淡的,像是在陳述一個無關緊要的事實,「當初微瀾走的時候,連我都沒想到她能這麼乾脆。」33Please respect copyright.PENANATIpnnpYvwZ
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「……」33Please respect copyright.PENANAaePOvVLoB9
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「你以為她會像以前那樣,只是鬧脾氣,等你一回頭,她就會站在原地對你笑,對吧?」33Please respect copyright.PENANA5InvekoRQ0
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許墨微微蹙眉,沒有說話。33Please respect copyright.PENANAYp49i9v2Fv
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「呵……」蘇硯笑了一下,語氣諷刺,「但她這次是真的連回頭的機會都不給你了。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAY0pm21aV5v
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「……」33Please respect copyright.PENANAfEWhJVAD4r
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「許教授,」蘇硯目光直視著許墨,語氣帶著一絲嘲諷,「我問你——你真的愛過她嗎?」33Please respect copyright.PENANApaXl3bkHqo
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這句話,讓許墨的瞳孔微微一縮。33Please respect copyright.PENANAH0Mb4IKgZb
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「……」33Please respect copyright.PENANALcUMV3AvxY
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「不是喜歡,也不是習慣,而是——真正的愛。」蘇硯一步步逼近,「你這次想找她,是真的放不下她,還是——你只是放不下輸掉這場感情的自己?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAGjHvYnFDEV
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許墨的手指收緊,嗓音低啞:「……我從來沒有把這當成一場輸贏。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAaDgrryP2n4
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「是嗎?」蘇硯嗤笑,「那為什麼她的痛苦,你永遠都看不到?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAhO22zygwqA
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「……」許墨的臉色微微變了。33Please respect copyright.PENANAVSzBFrEtLH
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蘇硯看著他的反應,終於收回了攻擊,語氣淡淡:「算了,我也沒興趣再嗆你了。」33Please respect copyright.PENANA7YWPivg2wf
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「如果你真的覺得自己不一樣了,那你就自己去找吧。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAo3w5QYlo3Y
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許墨微微皺眉:「你願意告訴我?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAkPAjB6ipPa
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蘇硯冷笑:「我什麼都沒說,但如果你找得到,那是你的本事。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAtfijgbWwsp
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「……」33Please respect copyright.PENANAddvQaLdZ52
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「蘇硯,」他的聲音帶著一絲嘆息,「你比我想得還要護著她。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAdBHVCT5JB1
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蘇硯冷哼:「我只是比你更清楚,她值得一個真正愛她的人,而不是一個把她當『適合的選擇』的人。」33Please respect copyright.PENANA8XlTSZTLf0
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「……」許墨沒有回應,因為他無法否認這句話。33Please respect copyright.PENANAo03eMwqsM4
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蘇硯拍了拍許墨的肩,嘴角帶著一絲冷意:「許教授,記住——如果這次你又讓她傷心,就算她不說話,我也不會再給你機會了。」33Please respect copyright.PENANANmgcXa3M0w
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「……」許墨沒有說話,只是低頭看著蘇硯離開的背影,指尖微微發涼。33Please respect copyright.PENANAk1Vvv213zc
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「不過,」蘇硯走了幾步,又回頭看向許墨,冷笑著,「許教授,這次就算你找到她,你確定她還會再給你機會嗎?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAZU9RLNJGB8
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說罷,蘇硯就離開了。33Please respect copyright.PENANANDO7wxPEdm
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只剩許墨站在原地,閉了閉眼,輕聲呢喃——33Please respect copyright.PENANAbZHbIRnU84
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「原來我從來……都不曾真正了解妳。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAXcuDKSgCzA
──蘇硯的行蹤33Please respect copyright.PENANAfGUKyzIW8Y
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許墨回到書桌前,觀察蘇硯過去這一年多的行動模式。33Please respect copyright.PENANAIGd01Le4ZY
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這一年多,除了幾次的學術會議外,蘇硯一共請假7次,每次都去加拿大。33Please respect copyright.PENANAQxTWWuBSCB
其中4次,他只待了三天,卻沒有安排任何學術會議。33Please respect copyright.PENANA1YK6O7ohbQ
另外2次,他待了一週,回來時帶著一些伴手禮。33Please respect copyright.PENANA5kgMD3XMM2
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蘇硯是個忙碌的人,研究計畫繁多,合作項目不少,但這其中——33Please respect copyright.PENANA1LZ3bgYUvT
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他調閱蘇硯的學術紀錄。33Please respect copyright.PENANAQwa6wRdxDY
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許墨的指尖在螢幕上一頓,眸光微微一閃。33Please respect copyright.PENANAln0sw9RgXC
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蘇硯並沒有長期的合作機構在加拿大,那麼,他為什麼會去那裡?33Please respect copyright.PENANA2gBaXpHh77
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是巧合嗎?33Please respect copyright.PENANAUpIjW5J44j
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許墨的指尖在螢幕上一頓,眸光微微一閃。33Please respect copyright.PENANAu6EaqHiojo
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每隔幾個月,他就會去同一個國家,地點雖然不固定,但卻始終圍繞著某個範圍——加拿大。33Please respect copyright.PENANAZi0EzJ50KA
隔幾日,他來到研究所,剛好在茶水間聽見幾位年輕研究員的閒聊。33Please respect copyright.PENANAQa1R0vnYBh
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「前陣子蘇教授又飛加拿大了吧?」33Please respect copyright.PENANA5eEc8XLyF5
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「是啊,不知道為什麼,他幾個月就會安排個假期過去,可能加拿大真的有不錯的度假區吧。」33Please respect copyright.PENANATXTzdtsr5O
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「而且你知道嗎?蘇教授這次回來,還帶了幾包咖啡,說是開咖啡館的朋友送的伴手禮!我們老師拿給我們喝,是真的不錯。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAoKh8nfnZ4r
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——咖啡館?33Please respect copyright.PENANAlh6PN4tiL5
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許墨站在門口,眼神微微一動。33Please respect copyright.PENANAtiYT0zIXAC
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加拿大、小鎮、咖啡……這些線索迅速在他腦海中串聯起來。33Please respect copyright.PENANA74kx31TDO7
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他忽然想到微瀾的習慣。33Please respect copyright.PENANARww5EDiZC7
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——她喜歡安靜的地方,喜歡咖啡的香氣。33Please respect copyright.PENANAudvcXf12PW
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——如果她真的想躲起來,會選擇哪裡?33Please respect copyright.PENANA0yMoLfq7Kg
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答案已經呼之欲出。33Please respect copyright.PENANAbahVNrBPm5
後來,他在實驗室裡碰到蘇硯。33Please respect copyright.PENANARjFWqDHYJA
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「聽說你最近很常去加拿大?」許墨隨口一問,語氣不帶任何情緒。33Please respect copyright.PENANAotcDSEkNUg
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蘇硯淡淡地掃了他一眼:「怎麼,連這種事你也要管?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAGKrg3ugsvd
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「只是好奇。」許墨微微一笑,語氣依舊溫和,「畢竟,你從前並沒有度假的習慣。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAPvXFTX8Axf
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蘇硯冷哼了一聲,不置可否。33Please respect copyright.PENANAUmwK8YNyRT
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許墨不疾不徐地補了一句:「還聽說,你有朋友,開了家咖啡館?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAH8464lYZGq
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蘇硯頓了一下,隨即嗤笑了一聲,語氣淡淡地道:「許教授還挺關心我的度假生活?」33Please respect copyright.PENANAhsFCLrhZbw
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許墨沒有正面回應,只是低頭翻動著文件,彷彿只是隨意提起這件事。33Please respect copyright.PENANA1t6ZNCnNtg
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但他注意到,蘇硯的指尖微不可察地蜷了一下,像是下意識的動作,又像是刻意隱藏些什麼。33Please respect copyright.PENANAXfwtn0HOFB
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許墨垂下眼,手指輕敲桌面,語氣仍舊平穩,卻在心裡做出判斷。33Please respect copyright.PENANAX81poy5y04
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——果然,是這裡。33Please respect copyright.PENANA6EyFHa2SgP
回到書房後,許墨再次查閱了蘇硯幾次到加拿大的下機點。33Please respect copyright.PENANAwia69s6OQR
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——這幾次,都是加拿大東部,最後一次去,是三個月前。33Please respect copyright.PENANAAuwhSe5Ylt
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許墨低頭看著地圖,在加拿大東部圈出幾個小鎮。33Please respect copyright.PENANAZvhpXy2Qg1
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「……加拿大嗎?」33Please respect copyright.PENANA7LTcqocPnp
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他闔上筆電,拿起手機,撥通了助理的號碼。33Please respect copyright.PENANAOs3Cu8Tqwv
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「幫我訂明天飛往加拿大的機票。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAHmEZTUd2Fh
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「目的地?」33Please respect copyright.PENANA3RtIN2BWMJ
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許墨沉吟了一下,語氣冷靜而堅定——33Please respect copyright.PENANAqr3Opb2Cbl
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「先從……薩頓開始。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAi5D4TAzQTG