『原來我從來…都不曾瞭解妳……』23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KDzZnlmfp
某個夜晚，研究所內23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWa88tnN5d
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許墨坐在辦公桌前，筆電的螢幕映出冷色的光，映照著他略顯疲憊的側臉。這幾天，他不止一次地伸手撥通微瀾曾經的號碼，但每一次，都是冰冷的「此號碼已被註銷」。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV8aBGnMF2
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他合上筆電，低頭揉了揉眉心。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPvDlnmZbV
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她走了，走得乾乾淨淨。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n8Xr19Tqi
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他不是沒試過找她。他去了她的公寓，但那裡早已換了新房客。他聯絡了她曾經的同事，但沒有人知道她的下落。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUJVQ0fbqd
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在試圖撥通微瀾的電話幾個月後，許墨停止尋找。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnJZicz7l1
他想，她不回來，對她也是好事。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkdZtmnW0v
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──可笑的是，這句話，他連自己都說服不了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtJ1J7zjT8
某日，研究所23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOobaATbwSA
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「許教授，這是最新的報告。」助理將文件遞給他，目光閃爍了一下，「還有……悠然小姐今天有約嗎？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNDDK29dkk
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許墨翻閱著文件，淡淡地回應：「她和李澤言約了下午茶。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvCSIz8T6j
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「……」助理沒再多說什麼，只是離開前忍不住看了他一眼。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGZbxY3ZIS
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這陣子，許教授的情緒變化雖然細微，但仍舊讓熟悉他的人察覺了些端倪。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErjMBJlTOP
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他依然準時進出研究所，依然做著嚴謹的實驗，依然是所有學生與研究員口中的「許教授」，可他似乎變得更加沉默，也變得……不再那麼專注了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqCFegKwYy
那天，他與悠然約在咖啡廳見面。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG9C8cIxzG
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悠然是個細心的人，即使他沒有特別說什麼，她仍然察覺到了異樣。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LScrUU4ov
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「許墨，你最近……心情不太好？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnzwgv4ijg
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他聞言，抬起眼看她，語氣淡淡：「沒有。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl5OqoudKK
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悠然沒有說話，只是飲了一口面前的果汁，然後才像是隨口提起似的：「我之前聽說，微瀾離開了？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBRFX83fvQ
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許墨的手微不可察地頓了一下，但很快恢復正常：「嗯。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9RSD9ISoU
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「……你沒有試著去找她嗎？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YSpGcWUcl
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「她會回來的。」他的語氣仍然淡漠，仿佛這是一件再自然不過的事。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiHoZGIvxj
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悠然看著許墨，沉默了一會，像是在思索著什麼。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcnm2gpj35
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「許墨，微瀾很好，不是嗎？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsGNU8Pere
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許墨抬眼看她，沒有否認。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h0JiY1Bqo
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「我一直以為，你們很穩定、很幸福。」悠然語氣很輕，像是在陳述一個簡單的事實，「但你現在的樣子，並不像是一個剛分手的人，反倒像是……」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n6oxVv0Ei
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她頓了一下，微微傾身，低聲道：「你像是一個失去習慣的人。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqSlvyc5Hq
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許墨的指尖不自覺地蜷了一下。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJLZsCKI4H
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「所以，許墨——你是真的愛她，還是只是習慣有她的存在？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMPeHrYZIw
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這句話，讓許墨的呼吸頓了一拍。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka9SqyJv4m
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「愛，應該不會是這種狀態的吧？」悠然輕輕笑了一聲，語氣帶著一點憐惜，「如果你真的愛她，怎麼可能到現在才開始想要挽回？」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWpIlU6Nb1
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許墨沒有回答，只是低頭輕啜了一口咖啡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqC8RkfN1K
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悠然看著他的沉默，最後只是搖搖頭，語氣淡然：「算了，這是你的事，我只是提醒你，確保你想清楚自己在做什麼。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY87V95Y4b
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他放下杯子，緩緩開口：「悠然，妳跟李澤言約得時間快到了。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbmHxHjySR
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這句話等於是間接終止了這場對話。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsO6P0mvqa
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悠然低低地笑了一聲，搖搖頭，她明白許墨大約是不想跟她談了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKA3UiBsJOX
只是看著許墨的目光中，多了一絲可惜的情緒。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGX56nXMTS
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「許墨，」她最後說道，「希望你是真的確定自己想要什麼，而不是等到失去了，才發現原來你根本不曾擁有過。」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKVWnUOQYF
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那一刻，許墨心底像是被一隻無形的手緊緊抓住了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQfRWTU3rM
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悠然起身離開了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7lBofjXpu
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許墨靜靜坐在咖啡廳裡，久久沒有動作。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsahhUeCyIY
杯中的咖啡早已涼透，他卻沒有察覺。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqPyVqJgYj
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悠然的話在腦海中盤旋不去。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweRbKHHvgc
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——你是真的愛她，還是只是習慣有她的存在？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PvPYgw4He
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他指尖微微收緊，低頭看著桌面，嘴角彷彿要笑，卻又沒能笑出來。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMneI3u8sh
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——如果你真的愛她，怎麼可能到現在才開始想要挽回？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ghUZ4IZPE
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許墨閉了閉眼，指腹輕輕揉了揉眉心。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJZcklf58N
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原來，他一直在等她回來。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq7Oqyzvit
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可是——23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCXXy7uO3y
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她真的還會回來嗎？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZMKt4kq4Y
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還是，她這次，不要他了？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBd8IBNo8C
幾個月後，當他以為一切會恢復正常的時候……23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0IJ8AOrQD
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那天，他通宵了幾日的實驗，回到家中，準備稍作梳洗再回研究所。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMj2KPDHHV
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當他踏入公寓，房間的燈亮了，他一楞。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkGWiHJhR8
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快步走進房裡，卻發現──23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvAkza8ayc
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──只是被一隻闖入的野貓無意開啟的燈。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNst2vCKjxv
……還踢倒了他的盆栽。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMlmDMwDDr
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許墨沉默地收拾著散落的書頁，正要將它們重新放回書架時，一張夾在書中的書籤飄落在地。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt76lBJfJu
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他彎腰撿起，目光落在上面的字跡。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eq5unp6sZ
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許墨指尖微顫，心底像是有什麼被狠狠刺了一下。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7IrlgGkhv
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那時的她，到底是抱著怎樣的心情，寫下這句話的？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL7Y56dG9A
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……而他，又曾如何回應？23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL4vXcZcnx
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那晚，他睡不著了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLjk68JqLC
「……」23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpRE3vI8pq
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第二天清晨，許墨站在窗邊，望著城市的天色慢慢變亮。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKnSnjlJGF
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他終於意識到，這種空蕩蕩的日子，已經讓他無法忽視內心的缺口。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydIGui5s3L
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他想，他還是得知道微瀾究竟在哪。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ECLoqdNfX
如果她能回來，他還能照顧她。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiXkJaoaRM
但這一次，他不能再等著她回來了。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi62hDeELXQ
他得自己去找。23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLusuUCMIE
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