I was the one who decided to close the door completely cause you was not going to change cause the broken promises you have made for the last 15 yrs cause i know you would be making excuses  that you said you was going to fix it and never got around to do it and you make excuses besides why you didn't get around to do it and i just got fed up with your broken promises . I knew in my heart you was not worth fixing cause i got tired of your lies and the way you talk to me like i was a piece of shit you talk to me like i was not your wife you talk to me like i didn't mean anything to you . The only time you would talk nice to me is when you wanted sex or you did something wrong when you took money out of are joint account or when you found extra money some where and then i remember when i needed something you told me you didn't have the money but yet you went to get you cheap beer and you got me lottery tickets to shut me up and i said i thought you didn't  have any money his reply was o i had a few bucks because i  didn't have enough money for bourbon .  It just broke my heart i had to close the door on a 15 yr relationship but i had to pre pair my self for the disappointment  and i felt like i failed but then again it was not me it was you Paul that let me down you was to protect me and love me and all you did was mistreat me  you never loved me at all  cause you made me feel like i was never good enough and you made me feel like shit about my medical conditions i am dealing with  and i did not ask for them  some of them was family history passed down to me and i did not know until i found out from doctors what i had and the fucked up thing was you was with me with all of this and your fucken ass still did not want to believe anything you thought you knew everything about my medical stuff but you did not., All i know i had to leave you and close the door on what he had cause i wanted something better for me specially a man that would treat me a hell of alot better than you did and that would respect me and love me the way i should of been along time ago and the only thing i was living with you was a fucken nightmare and living in your lies  and i was strong enough to let you go and close the door on us and i fucken moved on to something better .8964 copyright protection88ＰＥＮＡＮＡFw6VM9qFHx 維尼

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