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傷痛能使人清醒。8964 copyright protection179PENANAN5FdS8PEE0 維尼
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但血流不止,則會讓人慢慢陷入昏迷,直至死去。8964 copyright protection179PENANAyx3qApndwe 維尼
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就這層意義而言,傷儘管痛,但卻是一種好事,能讓人知道身體何處出了問題,做出及時處置。8964 copyright protection179PENANALF5N1DBMVI 維尼
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然而,在處理傷口的過程中會產生難以忍受的痛苦,讓人因害怕及恐懼而不願處理。8964 copyright protection179PENANAz4knN3rlpm 維尼
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到最後,這種擱置不管的傷口,會造成最為惡劣的結果。8964 copyright protection179PENANAnCF8VoWwOa 維尼
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按照以往所學,在意識還清醒時,忍著一陣陣如千針攢刺的痛苦,將武裝卸下後,再以刀鋒將手臂衣服割下、打結綁在腹部,藉此壓住腰側傷口。8964 copyright protection179PENANAmDyv1z7zIO 維尼
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使力將布料綁緊的同時,劇痛加倍襲來。我咬緊牙根,不讓一絲聲音逸出。8964 copyright protection179PENANAOYAVGj325H 維尼
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不過,就算真忍不住而喊出聲好了,孤海茫茫,也沒人能聽見這種哀號。8964 copyright protection179PENANA6MLsLzP9g1 維尼
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一個人隨著海流載浮載沉,能依靠的只有手中緊握的刀。8964 copyright protection179PENANAEGIUFqhQLx 維尼
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刀身刻鑄的符文,有幾道透出螢火般的微光。呈現的術式使鋼鑄刀身能如浮木,撐起人體的重量而不下沉。8964 copyright protection179PENANAaLSpuDw9md 維尼
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然而,雖然一時不致淹死,浸在海裡的布料卻止不住失血。加上冬天沁入骨髓的凍寒,隨著時間過去,我漸漸難以維持清醒。8964 copyright protection179PENANAhlROWCvtih 維尼
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意識開始模糊,整個人逐漸陷入半昏半醒之間。8964 copyright protection179PENANA2pIN37gNgK 維尼
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在這時,僅僅能夠想到的,只剩再怎樣也難以從腦海抹去的那件事。8964 copyright protection179PENANApUrrN7AL1Y 維尼
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只有直奔天際,如煙花般華麗的焰火。8964 copyright protection179PENANASTXF70s0mk 維尼
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黑煙散去,觸目所及只剩事物燒盡的殘骸。此時大風一吹,餘燼卷地揚起。8964 copyright protection179PENANAlv5F8Cqb3A 維尼
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朝吹送的方向望去,能見到數列送葬者的行列緩緩朝這走來。8964 copyright protection179PENANAYjABqPtqcF 維尼
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抓住四散奔逃的人之後,正要回到他們該回去的場所。8964 copyright protection179PENANAKaEEFxqo69 維尼
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而身處在殘火餘熱中的我,在跟上他們離開前,就已經感受不到一絲戰場上的灼熱。8964 copyright protection179PENANA0MvVNz1sRK 維尼
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儘管有那麼一點感覺也好。8964 copyright protection179PENANAzF8QeWbms6 維尼
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但只覺得身心像墜入冰窖般,除了惡寒外,就只能感受到惡寒。8964 copyright protection179PENANAtg1E1444V2 維尼
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傷口不時傳出的劇痛,讓回憶不時中斷、浮現、又中斷。8964 copyright protection179PENANAjzZpoYrDKh 維尼
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原以為終於結束,卻又重在眼前上演。這當中唯一延續的,只有那股透入骨髓的刺寒。8964 copyright protection179PENANAjkzQqmVmMT 維尼
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我像是困在自己構築的牢籠,如罪人般在當中忍受折磨。8964 copyright protection179PENANAsDY4M6g0M3 維尼
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幾次差點因忍受不了而鬆手。但或許是本能使然,使我仍死死抓住刀身不放。8964 copyright protection179PENANAeRVogiN6ZV 維尼
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就這樣──不知道就這樣過了多久,從某個時刻起,我就此陷入昏迷。8964 copyright protection179PENANAQJPYyuSDAz 維尼
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又一次因壓抑不住的痛驚醒,我花了些時間,強逼自己繼續忍受。8964 copyright protection179PENANARZ00nuTDj1 維尼
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好不容易緩和,才感覺到自己正躺在某種濕冷異物上。定下神才明白自己正在某處的岸上。8964 copyright protection179PENANAjJvEn0UWPB 維尼
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海水時不時拍打足底,手仍緊緊握著刀不放。8964 copyright protection179PENANAZhw0jE7bFK 維尼
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天色未晚,但天空滿布陰雲,像要下雨的樣子。8964 copyright protection179PENANAr71VSkxCMz 維尼
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於是,我強忍側腹傷口的痛,以刀強撐身體站起。8964 copyright protection179PENANAOlChCz54PO 維尼
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環顧四周,除了海、海岸和樹林之外,看不見任何有用的事物。8964 copyright protection179PENANABKGsWmLAdV 維尼
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認不出究竟身在何處,太陽又為浮雲遮蔽,難以確認時間方位,也難以認清該往何處,才能回到我原該在的場所。8964 copyright protection179PENANAof54EQxM4B 維尼
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寒風吹過濕透的衣物,激起原先存在的寒意。8964 copyright protection179PENANA4Zk997ry7l 維尼
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難以自制地打起冷顫,只得先以刀代杖,至樹林處躲避冽風。8964 copyright protection179PENANASL8hgK7ceB 維尼
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然而,隨著步伐移動,傷口受到牽動,痛充作繃帶的布條底下滲出的水,逐漸自無色轉為鮮血的殷紅。8964 copyright protection179PENANAxuGutfEtIC 維尼
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大概是失血過多的關係吧,一度清醒的意識再次模糊起來。8964 copyright protection179PENANALcVetOgccy 維尼
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要我猜,若再倒下一次,就算是那些噩夢,也不再有辦法影響我了。8964 copyright protection179PENANAR07McXvR4f 維尼
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對吧?8964 copyright protection179PENANAVbKr4cVDnM 維尼
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能取代那些不堪回憶的事物,只有自己將在此死去的事實。8964 copyright protection179PENANAvy4lZqIKTK 維尼
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只有如此才能相抵。8964 copyright protection179PENANAkhPMSXlJCg 維尼
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所以說──8964 copyright protection179PENANA3YwBwFsQ3K 維尼
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一路苦撐,走進樹林時恰好超過了自身極限,再也支持不住的我就此失去力氣倒下。8964 copyright protection179PENANAiQVPfXYjdu 維尼
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意識遠去前,我用最後一點時間看向天空,但視線被層疊的樹冠遮蔽,連一點雲和一小片天空都窺看不得。8964 copyright protection179PENANACupypXHnRw 維尼
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......也只好算了吧?8964 copyright protection179PENANACgsyPHxO8n 維尼
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這樣也對。以我做過的事來說,受這種懲罰也是理所當然。8964 copyright protection179PENANAwvH5TYRTDR 維尼
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也許......早在落海時,我就該直接鬆手,讓自己沉入海底。不該想著活下來、不該想著要回到諾克薩斯。8964 copyright protection179PENANAcwWpadkMJH 維尼
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儘管那是我唯一該想也該做的。8964 copyright protection179PENANAaMEaSB46Jq 維尼
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但只要想起那些景象,便難不去懷疑那個唯一正確的念頭。8964 copyright protection179PENANAx5YFaxKY7X 維尼
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──自己一直以來所做、所相信的真全都是對的?8964 copyright protection179PENANA4xIcvmqm7I 維尼
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無法不讓自己這樣懷疑。8964 copyright protection179PENANA3kNb2jg8mb 維尼
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然而,就算從現在開始思考好了,也早已什麼都來不及挽回。8964 copyright protection179PENANAekPWadDy6g 維尼
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用以思考的意識開始遠去,雙眼慢慢不由自主闔上。8964 copyright protection179PENANAKhcVPwRKzG 維尼
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只能這樣結束了吧?8964 copyright protection179PENANALX2OtqqVWE 維尼
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只能就這樣以自己的命,補償之前的錯誤。8964 copyright protection179PENANA1BpGI24NyX 維尼
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最後,就在意識中斷前一刻,我感覺到像細雪般的事物,正一點一點地、輕輕地點在手、身上及臉頰。8964 copyright protection179PENANAQMZvAJviO2 維尼
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在些微冰涼的感觸中,我鬆開手,放開一直以來緊握的刀。8964 copyright protection179PENANAtTKbUzhWZJ 維尼
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