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業渚
Author:
竺蓁

ISSUE #18
【業渚】捉迷藏 15
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截至目前為止,潮田渚未曾如此坐立難安過,簡直比他接連兩年擔任行政還接到全校最麻煩班級的情況更令他冷汗涔涔。51Please respect copyright.PENANAfFRGUq9h5M
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為何他得這麼尷尬地垂首坐在業的對面?他不禁有些無言,畢竟從側面瞧去整個構圖就頗可笑——老神在在露出慣常淺淡笑容的業愜意地坐在椅上,而正對他的自己則縮著身子,彷如是個等待被訓斥的孩子。51Please respect copyright.PENANAw09ooQqISU
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此刻,他倆坐在家庭餐廳的一角,窗外白霧騰起,狂雨嘩啦的水聲恰與播放著輕音樂的室內相互交映,潮田渚分神看了眼那雨勢,一時半刻不會停了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAa3rUQKeEZl
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他大可就這樣維持著不言不語直至大雨方歇,只是,耳裡淅瀝雨音熟悉的令某個過往場景驀地從藏在他最深處的心底浮起,如石子投入湖面漾起的水波紋,緩慢擴散開來。51Please respect copyright.PENANA3rQLtwQnlq
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轉移因回憶勾起的心緒不寧,他偏首凝視驟雨陣陣,一瞬竟有些恍惚,感覺不真切,因他似乎瞟見少年的他們並肩撐傘從窗外走過對面街口,不再復返。51Please respect copyright.PENANAqsRGsF9Erf
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是的,不再復返,他們曾經的伊甸園之夢。51Please respect copyright.PENANACrtpsGRqha
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對方似乎沒有在意他明顯逃避的游移神情,揮手招來在附近打轉的服務生打扮的人員,打開由外場人員帶位至位置時一併付給的菜單,一目十行地將需要的餐點一一告知,並仔細說明每份餐點需要注意的細節。51Please respect copyright.PENANAIEyhirl6fC
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業的嗓音配合著餐廳靜謐的氛圍需求壓低許多,稍稍分心就會與餐廳內播放的音樂融合在一塊聽不清楚。他並沒有花心力去仔細聆聽,然而業的所說的那些話仍然清晰地進入他耳裡,理解到內容的意義,令他一時難以壓抑高漲的情緒。51Please respect copyright.PENANARjU6wr7gkl
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方才他驚愕於業的出現,六神無主,只得睜眼望著對方皮笑肉不笑,正有什麼要出口,忽地一場午後陣雨隨之而至,淋濕的他措手不及,腦子頓了半晌才想著怎突然下雨,大約趁著這遲疑空檔,便被業拉著拐入距離便利商店步遠處的連鎖家庭餐廳內。51Please respect copyright.PENANAb01lZUOLkC
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業一進門即開口向招呼過來的櫃台服務員詢問是否還有空位,禁煙區兩人座。51Please respect copyright.PENANA2I0ZhkiPfO
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櫃台服務員用無線麥克風與外場人員確認後,便領著他們到一處雖靠近窗戶,但相對僻靜的位置。51Please respect copyright.PENANAQ45DHjpz8h
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服務員用甜美的嗓音迅速的將點餐流程說明完,便留下菜單去招呼另外一組也進來避雨的客人了。51Please respect copyright.PENANANXJJ9WcNcR
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從進門到坐下,業的一切動作極其自然,唯一不自然的是他面如死灰。51Please respect copyright.PENANA22dlgxfIOv
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好幾次他都想找藉口溜走,可對面傳來的壓抑氣氛讓他隱隱察覺要是自己逃走,下場大概不是悽慘足以形容。51Please respect copyright.PENANAK4CKKWCofz
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無需明說,他再怎樣遲鈍也能感覺到儘管業的表情溫和如煦,低燒的憤怒卻隱於其中。51Please respect copyright.PENANAA1lw85P5fJ
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自知理虧地他低垂著頭,除了偶而分神看著窗外之外,期間他一點也不敢正眼看對方的神色,他連接下來可能被酸言冷語都作足準備。51Please respect copyright.PENANAbWDDlQv3rG
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可在聽見業向服務員開口點了套餐,餐點恰好都是他喜歡的菜式,連飲料點心都選得貼近他喜好時,潮田渚心緒一時湧上酸楚的感觸。51Please respect copyright.PENANAnpdnAzZjqJ
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業是那樣聰明的人,肯定早就發現他是刻意疏遠他吧,正常人不可不感到氣憤的,然而,即使多年未曾聯繫,甚至是他明確劃分兩人界線,業在許多方面依然顧及他——一如當年,業敏銳察覺到他有所隱瞞,仍舊也不問,僅僅是等待著他自己述說,不曾強硬要他攤開。51Please respect copyright.PENANA1LoE9A8f0X
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無數次他想過,假如那一年那一夜,他從未發現內心黏稠的欲望,是否他與業仍能尋常的交往著,仍能像個普通的朋友,進入社會後偶而見個一面吃個飯,打打鬧鬧,聊著不著邊際的未來,描摹著某個美好盈滿的夢想。51Please respect copyright.PENANAlQfnXR6o2e
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可時間從來無法倒轉,所以那些假想始終是虛妄的,現實裡他依然會在那一年那一夜醒來,察覺自己打心底骯髒的欲望,並從此疏遠業。51Please respect copyright.PENANA2OGmAHNBK2
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明明,再沒有誰比業更走進他的心過,他卻不得與之訣別。51Please respect copyright.PENANAGE8aY8JNxP
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「你剛回來嗎?」點完餐,讓服務員收走菜品目錄本,業很自然地問道。51Please respect copyright.PENANAcvEjjCUaqt
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那問句太過普通,普通的好像他對他的疏遠不曾發生,他們仍如中學那樣感情甚篤。51Please respect copyright.PENANAzMhSu1uPNP
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沒料到業會如此出招的潮田渚,抬頭猛地看向對桌笑意盈盈的人。51Please respect copyright.PENANAVlspMaql66
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他不知要先驚訝業的處變不驚的氣度,還是詫異自己竟意外業沒有如他預期興師問罪的思緒?他究竟在期待什麼?51Please respect copyright.PENANAtKDZPtvLvi
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「呃、呃」他張口開開合合,不過是發出無意義的單詞。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZn97Zq0IRA
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中學第三年在教室補眠醒來後與業第一次視線相交時的結巴又出現了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAv0L3kxnD7D
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期間,他絞盡腦汁卻想不出怎樣回答比較妥貼,他確實是剛回來,而且非常臨時性的,導致遺忘了業也回來的機率——要是他有再深入思考幾秒,也許就不會那麼衝動地搭著夜班車一路輾轉回到老家。51Please respect copyright.PENANAp7KOemwy9g
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最終他苦思老半天,腸枯思竭,也只得老實回答。51Please respect copyright.PENANA091w54yE9O
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「嗯,我、我剛、剛回來……」51Please respect copyright.PENANAFXEuJXXpMt
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「真巧,我也是昨天才回來,想說滿久沒回家,沒想到會遇到渚你呢。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAriWjzFgfBt
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他知道。51Please respect copyright.PENANAEQqRw99v0s
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潮田渚在內心苦笑,因他遇到雪村夫婦得知他也歸來,才驚惶地躲入一旁的便利商店,天真以為這樣就能規避命運,但老天卻開了一個他笑不出來的玩笑。51Please respect copyright.PENANAm2YKognZwR
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他想起業曾在某次午飯時跟他說過,世界上萬物的到來與安排都有其意義,也記得業笑著補了一句,當他臨時需要一個便當盒時,東西早已預備好等著了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPOK08EL7h6
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凡事有七災預兆,總有六種或七種無法規避,有時甚至相繼而來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAhS6BVUBFb6
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假如存在無法逃避的災難,那麼業肯定就是他始終無法避免的七災——無論他規避多遠、多久,命運絲線仍舊將他倆緊縛在一塊,牽引著他們即使向左走向右走,最終仍在噴水池的那一端再遇。51Please respect copyright.PENANAWYPx7xoWjX
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接下來聊了些什麼,渚已經沒有多少記憶,他紙是記得自己始終露出微笑。51Please respect copyright.PENANA1eh1FnyfRv
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渚才可笑的注意到,原來自己以為的疏遠並不如他想像中的成功,業的一語一笑仍牽動著他內心千萬思緒,令他不用刻意也能保持笑容在臉上。51Please respect copyright.PENANAjH2RETprrd
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餐點全數上齊時,雨勢已漸漸偏小,流洩在餐廳裡的音樂也換成流行歌曲,歡快的,悲傷的,苦戀的,韻律的,有些甚至是學生愛極的,致使渚不知不覺跟著閉眼哼曲。51Please respect copyright.PENANA5xTHJDL6rc
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等注意到業的溫暖目光時,渚羞赧的要當場昏厥了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAHMKiAC0g6U
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結帳出店門時,天邊烏黑雲層已遠去,恍如隔世,雨後的夕陽在遠方靜靜地落下,周圍染上瑰麗的紫橘色彩,幾乎有一秒,他以為他們還處於過去十幾年歲的少年時期,兩人短暫同居的日子裡,於返家的路程所望見的暮靄景緻似乎也如此,那是他生命裡終於體會到何謂平靜的時刻。51Please respect copyright.PENANAvTGCVm2NWj
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不知為何,他跟著業走著,沿路兩旁的景色熟悉的他無法忘懷,多少次,他們一同走過?51Please respect copyright.PENANAqgyqgw655l
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走在前方的人驀地停下腳步,他也跟著停下。51Please respect copyright.PENANAXliEoxCBrm
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須臾,業回頭安靜凝視著他。51Please respect copyright.PENANALVdYdNUrId
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夕陽幻化的色彩披覆在他的一側,背景不遠處是他倆曾短暫同居兩個月的房子。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4HmmulzHXK
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「小渚。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA3tT1aoKXxv
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聽見是熟悉的稱呼,潮田渚想,業大概不那麼憤怒了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAst9MpBRgGX
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畢竟相處很長一段日子,雖然業擅長掩飾情感,乍看沒問題,但從對他稱呼的用法,渚便能明白業是否還餘怒未消——適才,在店裡,儘管他們尋常地聊著天,但業並沒有用暱稱來稱呼他。51Please respect copyright.PENANAkp5Xlnktlr
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再走幾步或多說幾句,就真的要與記憶重疊了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAqyekStHfro
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彼時年少的他常跟著業去超市購買食材,回程時他倆常常不著邊際聊天,多半是業說著各種冷門知識,不善聊天也不善言詞的他往往微笑著聆聽,偶而應和幾句。51Please respect copyright.PENANAIdROgH8RiV
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「明天來家裡吃個飯吧。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAvQfd3639O2
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「好。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAeX3zCxTq9H
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鬼使神差似的,當注意到自己脫口而出的句子意義時,潮田渚震驚的難以言喻。51Please respect copyright.PENANARkx6so8aYB
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習慣是世界上最深入骨髓的一件事,也是最難更改的事情。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPexW5PMdc6
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潮田渚與赤羽業親密相處的時間非常長,加上家裡母親經年情緒不穩的狀況,導致在這個相處的過程中使潮田渚產生了某種慣性——但凡赤羽業向潮田渚詢問某些事情,潮田渚的回應除了應允不會有其它答案——因為他毫無理由確信,業所作的那些始終是為他好,因此他不會去拒絕。51Please respect copyright.PENANAuZ1Zlpc1q7
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故而赤羽業提出邀請的時候,不知是計算好,還是意外,無論是哪一種前提,潮田渚內建的慣性機制都已經代他回答了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAUOVThu4t6w
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亦許自己震驚的情緒難得一遇,赤羽業像是看到有趣事物的表情望住他,然而潮田渚亦無看漏在他狀似愜意的情緒中所掩藏的如釋負重。51Please respect copyright.PENANAo0VYuUhh5u
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這樣看來是意外。恐怕連業也沒有想過他竟然會答允吧。51Please respect copyright.PENANAYMap4WuwXn
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「就這麼說定囉。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA7yJQD6vuCM
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他想出口婉拒的,渚心忖,他是真的想。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZTjOZVpDpV
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「好。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAoSwlI1ZnLK
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可他只聽見自己的再次應允的聲音,以及,內心並無任何波瀾的平靜。51Please respect copyright.PENANAv7yMBAfggV
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他知道,這場捉迷藏即將劃下句點,因鬼已與他重逢,帶著如星般璀璨的夜色降臨。51Please respect copyright.PENANAWodVRqOZrf
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現在,鬼在他面前,就等他自投羅網。51Please respect copyright.PENANAvDuUg3layn
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