I didn’t know the person you were when you were492Please respect copyright.PENANAHqDTEdjhZ8
thirteen years old, or how life was like492Please respect copyright.PENANAqrAtaUnG7N
when you were six, and I never had492Please respect copyright.PENANAmyuRxM6I5i
sleepovers where we confessed about our492Please respect copyright.PENANALfiCudINGa
first kiss, or had a shot at being your492Please respect copyright.PENANAJe25TtWA6j
high school sweetheart, but I feel like I’ve known you492Please respect copyright.PENANAXeya27aV8i
my whole life.
I forget that you weren’t there during the years492Please respect copyright.PENANAOJzgaVuFyr
I spent trudging between households on weekends492Please respect copyright.PENANA9hY27787Fi
and you weren’t someone I could text when I needed492Please respect copyright.PENANALYcSTtBD31
a distraction; I could have used our stories back then492Please respect copyright.PENANAMaacMZ7zZE
when every other weekend was a trip to hell492Please respect copyright.PENANAcE7sNP49SC
and a survivor story back to heaven.
I forget that we met when I was sixteen years old492Please respect copyright.PENANAghyv4mqluK
almost seventeen, and you stayed on a skype chat with me492Please respect copyright.PENANA56vBhjKuXU
for six hours where we laughed and talked and did492Please respect copyright.PENANAzfSFmbXOZU
other things with each other’s companies. I forget492Please respect copyright.PENANAPf7JgPr9Vb
that we rushed into things; our relationship492Please respect copyright.PENANAimTcXu2W38
was compromised from the beginning.
Sometimes I think maybe if I’d waited a while,492Please respect copyright.PENANAzITyY8Hj0I
let our friendship run its course, maybe we could have492Please respect copyright.PENANAFUztZL2Q37
been something great. Maybe you could have492Please respect copyright.PENANATUBQmCeLZc
loved me.
I forget that I never spent nights on sandy shores492Please respect copyright.PENANASABMMopt0E
with you, watching the sunset on those Florida beaches492Please respect copyright.PENANAyltbeHOlpR
and you’ve never driven through icy roads492Please respect copyright.PENANAru3NOy1ksK
or built snowmen on porches.
I forget that we come from different places, so often I492Please respect copyright.PENANAryr8RbAYDD
have to remind myself that you’re not just492Please respect copyright.PENANA1emfNabGvC
twenty minutes away; more like492Please respect copyright.PENANA1xayPUBw4e
two days worth of driving, and too much money492Please respect copyright.PENANADoEM2sWXsk
to fly.
I forget that you haven’t spent my entire life492Please respect copyright.PENANAdTgMfm6PwG
by my side, holding my hand, guiding me towards492Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1M6r5Weh4
brighter times, and even when you make me cry492Please respect copyright.PENANAahRrtKtTFr
I don’t regret you. I couldn’t regret you,492Please respect copyright.PENANAh7d3wcvEFL
not when you still make love flood me from492Please respect copyright.PENANA0ihMRuy9Iy
head to toe, and I know, you can’t love me the way492Please respect copyright.PENANAfLVI5WdO76
the love I have overwhelms me, tugs me through life492Please respect copyright.PENANAm0Z7AtktUR
almost blindly, because well, it’s not quite passion but492Please respect copyright.PENANA1h6NnTLZHN
it’s something, and it’s not quite romance492Please respect copyright.PENANA6p89Ekmp3D
but it’s something so intense I can’t stand it.
But I forget, sometimes492Please respect copyright.PENANAh1rQCtDT8W
that we’re like on two different planets492Please respect copyright.PENANAF6fT0484k7
and it’s impossible to meet up when there’s492Please respect copyright.PENANA6917wuIoD3
an entire galaxy between us.492Please respect copyright.PENANAW4jBDXCn9i
And I wonder, sometimes, will we ever492Please respect copyright.PENANAPbsUfe7nxQ
make it?