I’m tired.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2qA9y8wot
If I’m honest, the days keep dragging by658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kec1ZOWyq
and my feet are sliding across the floor instead658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcllJT46d5
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZLpf76Unm
to pick them up and set them back down.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAW8Tr5VSs
Some people turn and ask me to stop scuffing658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h9Eyt8eds
my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJtY287FVo
like a normal person, thank you.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SGrA4jyeV
I try.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2ARRt6PGQ
I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0jaHSjEzi
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQEhX31KTu
just barely making it from one place to another658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHjgESEzFG
without damage.
I’m tired.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaLVBPFqsq
Just this Wednesday I was driving home658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc2IoU5zHV
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalW0zRnYie
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eWCI6jGOv
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz0rpbOpX7
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzamW7avEF
for those I’m not sure how to help658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMvoIn6RfT
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr2GgMMvQY
And while I was driving down the highway658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAl1HO3S0D
I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuOD2zFfS4
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMVursOK32
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1XMZcm5tV
collide with the wall, break through and destroy658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUtjUASeLy
the other side.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83X4BprKrj
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDYiyl4vdo
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPuRL4gi9V
harm anyone else in the process. But I658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHxLahnY31
didn’t do either, even though I658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxR5LAs3ov
got so scared for a minute658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9IIP9hFKr
that I would.
I’m tired.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dSBWE4P8N
Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwRbs3Hd4B
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibEZb0I5HZ
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOq8x60Mzw
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXPD3mEY3X
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIj2zy3YsO3
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv3LPBS4QI
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaAAf8b43U
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9idIplfB9
draw blood, but it was the first time658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHsiMH1l82
I had allowed myself to658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LlIDs1gP6
get so close to the temptation.
I’m tired.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSVyN0vMPL
I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqKyCRVerB
actually reach out and go through with it658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdMFek3WWi
I think because I’m afraid of not existing658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3vLATZETw
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vdDxHit4F
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BzxR8Mf9u
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhWUVmvGiT
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYxRKwJLXk
and give up. I have thought about dying every day658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAW7X9o4ui
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1wpkIgQpY
go through with it.
I’m tired.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8Ou5F5WeF
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwblksdecE3
for people to care about me when they should658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrX87UiF3J1
care about me on their own. I often think that658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShS1FT5g5n
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ86yxNsvdC
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNaXM1Uczk
She often hurts me more than she improves my life658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgRYU4gj33
but I’m too afraid to say anything because658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qeMPDV3Bm
I need her. I need her to exist658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHS0Bk1dFx
in my existence, and I need her to658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI9nGbHkxy
be by my side.658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9DtehcAEx
But I’m tired.
I’m tired658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g6FzA8sJW
of being tired658Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpJQ2Ah6CO
in this tiring life.
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