I’m tired.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SqO2GFjCM
If I’m honest, the days keep dragging by834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYePptRKqAG
and my feet are sliding across the floor instead834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JAlM8Og56
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q8sI72AJx
to pick them up and set them back down.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGhrpVsNP4
Some people turn and ask me to stop scuffing834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgDlMABjgF
my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1ucCni87f
like a normal person, thank you.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBLnIKeVIT
I try.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcpS7ynjv6
I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnG6jl3w3N
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXmtZZ8QDf
just barely making it from one place to another834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFG2Ni3CIF
without damage.
I’m tired.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1NVhNMikQ
Just this Wednesday I was driving home834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkORXnBjKU
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwR3C7LgKT
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fVgFi0fLi
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrmxrZjGlo
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZ5LkphOsz
for those I’m not sure how to help834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEdF5HhFQd
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO0wiazDrj
And while I was driving down the highway834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIOEMONuZe
I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXDjvEiAVQ
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonPTc6O66A
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7U6A28t6n
collide with the wall, break through and destroy834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PmTzmLgrQ
the other side.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLMaN10uW6
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3adBJVDKt
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kKpogXAkl
harm anyone else in the process. But I834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sAimS850J
didn’t do either, even though I834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BsAhl4DoX
got so scared for a minute834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDpddkh3yU
that I would.
I’m tired.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgc3HHCfWJ
Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofusRWwpDp
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GjRemhRaB
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WzYsrvjE5
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpMRwVImM7
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Cne45IZkd
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oDK6kFHBQ
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ysFBvxrTp
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc3jX6Dbyv
draw blood, but it was the first time834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfMKgyxNeN
I had allowed myself to834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufItltxwlE
get so close to the temptation.
I’m tired.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuSS5wCvl5
I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG85ytzOKXy
actually reach out and go through with it834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG6KK7UuPn
I think because I’m afraid of not existing834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYsInPBxWK
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxQ5YNMFUZ
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dXc8oL0bs
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst0OtogCZg
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah1faHznFZ
and give up. I have thought about dying every day834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BKhnQO01w
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX82rQisvIy
go through with it.
I’m tired.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEIveskHPZ
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL6qNsApIb
for people to care about me when they should834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkSNMGC3UQ
care about me on their own. I often think that834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1wnyLSpGX
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdhuOEjyJ5
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLfBdFm1tj
She often hurts me more than she improves my life834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNjbcVHIU3
but I’m too afraid to say anything because834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPoYqDXgQJ
I need her. I need her to exist834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZrub2w7xU
in my existence, and I need her to834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTTZzxr3Ci
be by my side.834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkQAHPUcVt
But I’m tired.
I’m tired834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaR1ZUjRIG
of being tired834Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdNUeKrq4J
in this tiring life.
and then Add to home screen.