I’m tired.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7xLoYg3KJ
If I’m honest, the days keep dragging by756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN12tdPGvS
and my feet are sliding across the floor instead756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMiexf6Sr7
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ryLPuwLEG
to pick them up and set them back down.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHizsSfKIPC
Some people turn and ask me to stop scuffing756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOSRugnHNM
my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKtPmOXOOz
like a normal person, thank you.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4vUfFSw4L
I try.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUbc2vJ43D
I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF8Lxy1afY
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTJ35i8ieQ
just barely making it from one place to another756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeKBYyq0Ks
without damage.
I’m tired.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qj4b3rBxw
Just this Wednesday I was driving home756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqMgTZ1l6e
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCkapp0dBj
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2RCvCnj8i
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYw0rOZ1PS
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWwoKjVybW
for those I’m not sure how to help756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbC5KRf7sL
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH39m9kTOTY
And while I was driving down the highway756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf9ZBHvPzq
I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxHYYeHm31
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8cjXBVzpN
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXT9hQHcmC
collide with the wall, break through and destroy756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUvUsBvmW7
the other side.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7OLu8rLqX
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqhEOARsOE
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENW7YTmsCe
harm anyone else in the process. But I756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjzHRnvztR
didn’t do either, even though I756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OCB35mPRE
got so scared for a minute756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxqiKzBeg4
that I would.
I’m tired.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3Fx9PZ6lV
Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RQ4Lp3G9H
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCjviIjJN4
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacuVfFeHi1
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRqdL12I1y
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLQnN2CBU2
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5yAT9W6NW
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRYKbi1DDx
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJVdG6NTmH
draw blood, but it was the first time756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7rBelXFjk
I had allowed myself to756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oaoZVgbhb
get so close to the temptation.
I’m tired.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotlgl1wMmp
I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy9hh78OnT
actually reach out and go through with it756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohLl7VB7mJ
I think because I’m afraid of not existing756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKH7p9EK9Z
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv16zdEn8xc
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYIjyUW9Sa
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBMfyotZyv
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcxrFRXEty
and give up. I have thought about dying every day756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm3ie8g8UU
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZoFsb5Yin
go through with it.
I’m tired.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDLU9CVNhl
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoiKjELwSh
for people to care about me when they should756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x9pfrbNSv
care about me on their own. I often think that756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhwUN96U2x
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbD9YCn199M
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIycHXboFY
She often hurts me more than she improves my life756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir2F2wqtZD
but I’m too afraid to say anything because756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkddhrKKI9f
I need her. I need her to exist756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSFJm6Oybq
in my existence, and I need her to756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwVAwIyOjB
be by my side.756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVyclNETVS
But I’m tired.
I’m tired756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PU1UPyCbS
of being tired756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbWu0HcJ8O
in this tiring life.
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