I’m tired.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB889B90Ap
If I’m honest, the days keep dragging by676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQtl7bniJb
and my feet are sliding across the floor instead676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37zL1YBT31
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LwYA4lhk7
to pick them up and set them back down.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGQ8Ta7fi7
Some people turn and ask me to stop scuffing676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKxcZEQSDA
my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPrJtRqafh
like a normal person, thank you.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBNRZCTbc4
I try.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CKpZhlWli
I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbcj46NbD4
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXT228mAJq
just barely making it from one place to another676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOgTthaP4h
without damage.
I’m tired.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoUObCiTsq
Just this Wednesday I was driving home676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQfZLttC45
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3CZKXdXEC
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWbR39dcwj
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1EaXmKl87
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QRiXUGoO8
for those I’m not sure how to help676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHP3gGnEsq
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKzyecEqRm
And while I was driving down the highway676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJNGWuIAjF
I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfl4UrI82d
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9fm1GQJpO
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EYdVDBBw6
collide with the wall, break through and destroy676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYClzWILPNW
the other side.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbsbfpBi3E
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0UP3GJQEx
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6d5tfys2G2
harm anyone else in the process. But I676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtXXv2kRm6
didn’t do either, even though I676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfTfgHJzQs
got so scared for a minute676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiDMSSOH8u
that I would.
I’m tired.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKZfTeZgzf
Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0fRBFgNXx
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzuasYkHcR
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3pqvr9QZx
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX6LHW1nps
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa9shoTrsj
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarWbudc93w
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7EmMyEZUj
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk9wsgu5R4
draw blood, but it was the first time676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbw07RCVto
I had allowed myself to676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuwaE3Q3wD
get so close to the temptation.
I’m tired.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85Fz8bbeQ0
I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8e583erH8d
actually reach out and go through with it676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIs8AYIgZJ
I think because I’m afraid of not existing676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIloNSJ5l9
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZVJfOps5f
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn48q5W7k3O
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZPMvWXWqL
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAATjU2X8X
and give up. I have thought about dying every day676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptLrUGJzbY
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IjMzywmsp
go through with it.
I’m tired.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolwIQhZ4wE
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqWBi3Lm7L
for people to care about me when they should676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoihwOpXaL9
care about me on their own. I often think that676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELbEFwS40U
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79XxxEnQe8
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbW9yHB9eJ
She often hurts me more than she improves my life676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBNLCwX2Oo
but I’m too afraid to say anything because676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdlN1MHnuG
I need her. I need her to exist676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRabRKH9lGK
in my existence, and I need her to676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEcwVXPTP7
be by my side.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNyI2p8TOv
But I’m tired.
I’m tired676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWttJlQqNdu
of being tired676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTOdDxgtCb
in this tiring life.
and then Add to home screen.