I’m tired.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgyK3bkS91
If I’m honest, the days keep dragging by754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKidikfCkm
and my feet are sliding across the floor instead754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUkpSaSg8K
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOCO5Yjvqo
to pick them up and set them back down.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5cLy5lTQn
Some people turn and ask me to stop scuffing754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmOi2veqjA
my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bk6IG5lKr
like a normal person, thank you.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fmeiGw2Az
I try.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw82LhhE058
I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLypXOzNqwy
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsh7FjxigL
just barely making it from one place to another754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9OHSx65IH
without damage.
I’m tired.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39j8NxqqYh
Just this Wednesday I was driving home754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkFOzXro8l
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNm2W1JPUt
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoduRbWFXT
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA5SD0oROt
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmRMNTSpLV
for those I’m not sure how to help754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNG6dU9zfg
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIZSPcQxB6
And while I was driving down the highway754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRsAnVmZoj
I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqcYQynVm4
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AqtHWc0pR
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lnL459F8s
collide with the wall, break through and destroy754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLMyBuDj6v
the other side.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwM956lse5e
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu7wh8oirQ
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjklR0kxsL
harm anyone else in the process. But I754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDdTxAgMeY
didn’t do either, even though I754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9APvOm0fA
got so scared for a minute754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUQcOMux1t
that I would.
I’m tired.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFOCrGVlCg
Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxhuuBvSe8
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehnAiSuxIl
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCGf6awR0K
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfghHAAs2gt
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWGoc4FBeL
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tOgQ3He8z
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvLhN649Cw
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooxGjogOi8
draw blood, but it was the first time754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOFwnlFfyu
I had allowed myself to754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgivhl5jNjw
get so close to the temptation.
I’m tired.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIX13sGpyH
I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNm43o2T4y
actually reach out and go through with it754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwM6v1uzaY
I think because I’m afraid of not existing754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQpLdWMkbi
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U7cstz4gZ
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b7BWwrWvr
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmgCXuNGy7
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwbOWnF0tH
and give up. I have thought about dying every day754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVvXUtZMKQ
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VGYv6obip
go through with it.
I’m tired.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaRyjFYYkN
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLb1i8N2oc
for people to care about me when they should754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPX6hrAoV7i
care about me on their own. I often think that754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vdRPsPTNK
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHfcmQlSZN
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCFkowVBpU
She often hurts me more than she improves my life754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPO7OIYPeD
but I’m too afraid to say anything because754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm99GKwj9S
I need her. I need her to exist754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5wootbjs6
in my existence, and I need her to754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX4eVdY9Kf
be by my side.754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6GkS6gyDr
But I’m tired.
I’m tired754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYk94kdXop
of being tired754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z18uUNfAS
in this tiring life.
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