I’m tired.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1m0Wd2F1W
If I’m honest, the days keep dragging by854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNyoRRH5Qy
and my feet are sliding across the floor instead854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44iOgRWEmN
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDc9EyKVSh
to pick them up and set them back down.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcPVuscRiF
Some people turn and ask me to stop scuffing854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0QzQgyQdo
my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAeTxQpzG0
like a normal person, thank you.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjylkaGiCo
I try.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh1pMkHLP1
I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU6D8eNmhG
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVWCahwjB2
just barely making it from one place to another854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38DuURNiHV
without damage.
I’m tired.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ1GdgIdUJ
Just this Wednesday I was driving home854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktM4hJ2qim
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKsrZoimBD
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMZS33rQb4
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17U8oSKKYY
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyqexYXGBr
for those I’m not sure how to help854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3n7kolXRW
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeSw2kaVzp
And while I was driving down the highway854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wdMoE8c2a
I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4hwCq3Kt3
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRvHYlDv8u
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0WTCx2zL9
collide with the wall, break through and destroy854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB0F9Oh04W
the other side.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpigrL6hkpm
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IDFAHtN3B
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGeRPtnC8g
harm anyone else in the process. But I854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog8b3XHc0W
didn’t do either, even though I854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNifeudI4Tb
got so scared for a minute854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0FoBYTizD
that I would.
I’m tired.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpusvWSFkO3
Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVopYyPu09
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS281gl1OLx
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3PwojhsRg
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZDWYo07OM
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVaSxezIWF
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHKTkxYUl5
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ960b2fnYdO
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3hBZn5iOl
draw blood, but it was the first time854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGs59GhkKeW
I had allowed myself to854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRKT6lvjLA
get so close to the temptation.
I’m tired.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vio1W3Ajx
I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniZtm6jTgm
actually reach out and go through with it854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zPjqdu5Iu
I think because I’m afraid of not existing854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN1ZsfNgqg
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm691UekQ37
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMsrKMYGK4
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGywYi9cQP7
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSDQxm8FwZ
and give up. I have thought about dying every day854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKJnaXzKzi
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu3xZdLaSQ
go through with it.
I’m tired.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VQTvBiFJB
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKINgeszZc
for people to care about me when they should854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBi2jiYMY8q
care about me on their own. I often think that854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0eAgnaHzZ
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnADVFkvF8
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPfTwnza8Y
She often hurts me more than she improves my life854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM7nB1TWvy
but I’m too afraid to say anything because854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRndXsq6Vc4
I need her. I need her to exist854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXvgS1srKj
in my existence, and I need her to854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHyIvSAhJP
be by my side.854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSpdtmk4du
But I’m tired.
I’m tired854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulwURluqQN
of being tired854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUZoj4RaLH
in this tiring life.
and then Add to home screen.