i hung out with B all day today. from 9 until 4, thats when his shift was. no one in my year was at school today for the athletics carnival. it was rainy and muggy all day.
B's dad wouldnt let me over without B's mum at home because he was scared i was gonna accuse him of raping me or something like that. i was very taken aback by him saying that because it never once crossed my mind that i could do that. or i would do it. whenever im at B's house i hide in his room the whole time because im scared to leave. B got upset that he said this and got mad at his dad and got mad at his mum for what his dad said. it made me feel bad because it was surrounding me but i couldnt apologise because i had done nothing. i couldnt apologise if im not at fault so i was awkwardly hanging around while B was mad at both his parents. when his mum came home so i could come over, his dad explained to me that it would be my word above his and from the moment i accused him until the court case and even then after, he'd be known as... the kiddy fiddler. he explained it all to me, he said it was nothing against me, he thinks im cool its just his personal boundaries. because B doesnt have any sisters, it would be a house full of men and a teenage girl; me.
B had work so they all figured it'd be easier to drop me home after dropping B at work. so i got to have a yap to his mum and i was a bit nervous because i never spoke to her before and any impression i made would stick with her forever. i wanted to talk to her because i wanted to be the most impressionable out of all B's ex girlfriends. it was fine, we talked about B mostly because we have nothing else in common and it was a pretty good trip. she invited me over to join them going to the town over to go shopping with them soon. im very excited.
-vinsie
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