一家人合照、用過的筷子碗碟、她最愛多啦A夢公仔⋯⋯ 有關阿媽貼身用品及心頭好,均一一齊全,幾乎沒有遺漏。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAhl2yenyXNG
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物品可以循環再造,生命卻無起死回生。 127Please respect copyright.PENANA7ScUw1GZyO
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兩年來,我依然不曾發現,甚至誤認為他無情,為其加施出軌「罪行」。 127Please respect copyright.PENANA04I7b2KLmY
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也許,真正無情的,是我。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAindG9NcWPo
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「除咗你之外,無人可以幫佢。」她拿起其中一隻多啦A夢公仔,輕力拍去塵埃,再小心放回原位。 127Please respect copyright.PENANANi0PQUInDI
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此話一出,有種無形壓力壓在雙肩,恐懼自己無法勝任:「點解得我一個?」 127Please respect copyright.PENANAA7rztMjs8h
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阿媽沒作解釋,而是隨手拿起其中一幀家庭照,放到我眼前。 那是阿媽測出癌症前,我們一家三口,最後一次到日本旅行。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAHoXObT4AfR
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照片中,我擺出一個冷漠微笑表情,他們兩人則圍住我,於富士山山尾拍照。 昔日畫面,頓時湧上心頭。 127Please respect copyright.PENANA07Nc5IdeLh
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那時,沒有知曉未來能力的我,還傻更更哼着《富士山下》,裝作睿智問道,應為「要擁有,必先等失去怎接受。」抑是「要擁有必先等失去,怎接受。」 127Please respect copyright.PENANA9RRhLRus7c
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我想,無論是前者或後者,結果同樣沒法接受。 有時候,我會羨慕別人,自己不過是二十多歲,竟已失去母親,被迫面對死亡。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAXYN5EPXq1N
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喪禮當日,不少親戚長輩,均輕拍我肩膊,要我好好孝順阿爸,表示未來就靠我支撐。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAj45dBsCCow
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每下輕拍,都如巨石般重壓,有種無形壓力,要我一下子負起所有責任。我只能點頭苦笑,敷衍他們說話。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAaH7bgP0WKf
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若果自己再年長點,會否有足夠成熟及智慧,能夠承受這一切。 仔細再想,無論何時發生,年輕或年老,均無法淡然接受,豁達面對。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAIFqBDwYCly
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可我竟認為,阿爸年紀大,能成熟應對,懂走出傷痛,輕視他痛苦。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAwLbJaCUnd8
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他會否與我一樣,渴望有人關心,而非獨自承受? 127Please respect copyright.PENANALA9R1lpeEu
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「呢段時間,佢將所有心機放喺我哋身上,最能夠相信嘅人,就喺曬相入面。」 127Please respect copyright.PENANAEAcGL3kWeP
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「但阿爸會信得過我?」畢竟從那天開始,他就決心隱瞞事實,不讓所有人知道,打算獨自承受一切。 時隔兩年才示好,就連如何開口,我都無從入手。 127Please respect copyright.PENANACYEa06kZ8g
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「呢張相,你話呢度好睇,佢先Set腳架影,我話另一邊清啲,佢就點都聽唔入耳。咁你話佢信你定信我多啲?」她反問。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAocrnbgeWgX
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我沉默不語,內心卻冒出答案。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAQNDZFJd2lL
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「佢一直信你,只係你唔信佢。」阿媽直接了當說,我下意識立即反駁,卻無法自圓其說。 127Please respect copyright.PENANA7NTRyft1mF
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「年紀差太遠,呢啲叫代溝。」我推搪着。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAyHHhinICrg
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「車,又唔見我哋代溝。」 127Please respect copyright.PENANAtIFzfOcxye
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「都有㗎,但你明我講咩。」 127Please respect copyright.PENANAspXrcCqkvL
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「你都無同佢講嘢。」127Please respect copyright.PENANAv723Nxuhty
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「一講咪嘈交。」 127Please respect copyright.PENANAntrh2A3haT
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「你唔講佢點明。」 127Please respect copyright.PENANAfhbfM02X6O
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「佢聽得入耳先得㗎。」127Please respect copyright.PENANAB4tK3af8Nq
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「你未試就知佢聽唔入耳?」 127Please respect copyright.PENANAJMmnBQsCZp
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「我試過,但⋯⋯」我欲言又止。127Please respect copyright.PENANADHKUq5vfqZ
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「試吓原諒佢?」阿媽的三寸不爛之舌,出口快狠準,簡短卻精準,令我啞口無言,不得不屈服。127Please respect copyright.PENANAumjkPcOIXV
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儘管每次落敗,我依舊懷念鬥嘴時光,好比沉默不語。阿媽回來,頓覺整間屋充滿活力,非死氣沉沉,沉靜無聊。 127Please respect copyright.PENANATt3HaWGMbh
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不知何時開始,我害怕面對阿爸,連說一句晚安,都經多番掙扎,每次說到嘴邊,便打消念頭,直接上床訓覺。 127Please respect copyright.PENANA0veaXoZ5iC
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漸漸地,彼此不再交流對話,同坐餐桌,各有修行,卻曉有默契,互不搭嘴。 若他與阿媽說話,我則專注食飯,他安靜下來,就由我與阿媽閒聊。127Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZTJvIKNLa
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彼此傾訴對象,就只有阿媽一個。 127Please respect copyright.PENANASiKOIIMYve
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這兩年來,大家對答次數,應該也有百多句,如果「哦」及「嗯」這些答覆也包括在內。127Please respect copyright.PENANAXxPahtRzqY
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但真正交流,可謂少之又少。 對上一次直視他、講出心底話,要追溯到四年前爭執。127Please respect copyright.PENANASFsePSQ0eP
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那時候,阿媽為勸交,竟勸得流眼淚,可阿爸並無動容,無情說出一句話,令我感心寒可怕,自此對他心死。127Please respect copyright.PENANA15d1ujsZb6
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「你走咗唔好再翻嚟。」 127Please respect copyright.PENANAouJIUDy25T
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他說得字字鏗鏘,像是我踏出家門半步,就馬上斷絕關係。127Please respect copyright.PENANAU9xvgm8XEc
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原來,於價值觀面前,關係也不過脆弱如紙。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAybg9QNXZ7X
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我只不過,希望他能理解我想法,而非站在電視前,隔住螢幕指手劃腳,喝罵批評我們的不是。 127Please respect copyright.PENANA5h7LH7Da8w
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我怕,他變成我最討厭一群人,我更怕,我就是他所指的混蛋。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAt2gXuUmuRJ
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當雙方處於對立立場,彼此都渴望對方歸邊,誤以為激辯一番,世界就會變好,我們就能和好。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAQRs7aGAnyb
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但最終,我仍淪為,他口中的混蛋;他終成為,我內心最討厭的人。 也許,我們都有錯,錯在想拗贏對方,錯在想得到對方認同。 127Please respect copyright.PENANAmZD4CWMLdO
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如今,彼此不再交流半句,這結果,又如他所願、如我所想嗎? 127Please respect copyright.PENANAbxKNXl1mdg
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我不知道。127Please respect copyright.PENANAsiGQQXX2rQ
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我只知道,他能輕易說出那句話,輕視我倆相處回憶,輕鬆捨棄彼此關係。127Please respect copyright.PENANANeeEh4w0zG
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