曾幾何時，我害怕隨時間流逝，回憶會逐漸褪色，漸遺忘她樣貌，遺忘彼此相處點滴。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoQOp5XMSy
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但原來，有些人和事，任憑時間怎沖刷，他們仍會藏於心底，永不逝去。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMG0CkFiPht
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「對唔住⋯⋯」眼淚頓時湧出眼眶，我像瘋了般不斷低頭道歉，不敢看她一眼。 就算理智知道這一切並不合理，內心卻甘願受騙相信，那怕幻象也好，只要可以彌補遺憾，可以親口道歉道別，可以得到原諒，我就無須抱憾終生。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvTefr7K1d
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我總以為，她每次入院，都能平安回家。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Jam3wbyVJ
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幾小時前，她叮囑我別挨夜玩通宵，生怕我空腹上學會暈倒。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8ZP68VDLI
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我卻駁嘴，厭棄她說話氣若如絲，要她顧好自己身體才管我。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXBCVEFEtd
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但一覺醒來，你居然靜悄離去，連一句道別都沒有。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Vay8zaz8q
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我想，你定是氣我沒聽話，才刻意不辭而別。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbfufaHvuc
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曾幾何時，我以為自己冷血無情，不懂流淚哭泣。 但自那天起，我莫名變得愛哭，驚覺人類淚線能如此發達，意識自己有當演員天份，說喊就喊，收放自如。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRPNObPBjn
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如果阿爸果真被阿媽附身，那她應是頭一次目睹我情緒崩潰，滿臉通紅之餘、整個人不斷抽泣顫抖，無法說出完整一句話。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTYew0hkga
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可她毫不驚訝慌張，像是意料中事，冷靜向我走來、輕力將我擁入懷。 整過程，沒發出半點聲音，卻比任何說話都要有力，不帶指責批評，純粹陪伴在側，接納我所有失落、恐懼、悲傷等負面情緒。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdlo5dXfUr
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儘管身體為男兒身，阿爸的肥肚腩、腋下散發汗味，種種因素讓我產生抽離感，頓覺怕醜尷尬，下意識想要推開他，可又感到一股暖意及安心感，逐漸平伏心情。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxRck8j1Vl
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若旁人目睹此幕，定會覺得兩個大男人抱成一團，畫面怪誕奇特。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNCxS0SVxm
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的確，阿爸或阿媽也好，自從小學四五年級後，我便為面子不牽他們的手，想向同學炫耀自己能獨立行事，已是獨當一面「大人」。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6ONZSooJI
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有勇氣鬆開手，卻怯懦再牽手，就連不經意肢體接觸，都下意識縮手迴避。 到我想靠近拖緊之時，她雙手已佈滿針孔、僵硬冰凍，即使我拼命握緊，還是沒法捉緊。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAsEIzLHtc
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如今轉眼一望，才驟覺阿爸生出一頭銀髮，多得遮蓋黑髮，比昔日增添一份蒼老陌生感。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GdSpg2LKn
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我只記得，每次阿媽為他染髮，他都抱怨染髮有違自然定律，應接受變老命運，卻總乖乖坐下來，讓頭髮染回黑色。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbccdhM9w5
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每一次，我只隔岸觀火，不把染髮當成一回事，不放變老在眼內，不將他們放上心。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyan3LHeh9r
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總迷信教科書的一套，人會經歷「生老病死」階段，總相信時間多的是，有數之不盡「下一次」。 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUU2HfbQl3
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