No Plagiarism!TmpScHdwVY1iPhAANbO4posted on PENANA 我們先是乘坐捷運,再轉搭公車。從公車裡往外看,屬於城市的淡漠已漸漸被柔和的綠色植物取代。駛進山裡的公車,就像突然誤入一場奇妙的夢。8964 copyright protection40PENANAURjWXPGNzI 維尼
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有時陽光會從窗戶照進,隨著外頭樹木時有時無的遮蔽,我也看到學姐身上有著忽隱忽現的和煦。8964 copyright protection40PENANAjNz5ZQbiMz 維尼
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下車後,我們循著登山步道走,能感受到人潮越來越多。不愧是著名的旅遊景點,尤其是在這賞花的季節。8964 copyright protection40PENANAbtEkjINtOC 維尼
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在快接近目的地時,我向學姐問:「學姐,真的要去看嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAcbKE7JpL6u 維尼
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她點頭。8964 copyright protection40PENANAvpEU5khJkw 維尼
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「可能會被發現喔。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAT5hQRERvGz 維尼
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我幫學姐把帽子又壓低一些。8964 copyright protection40PENANAohXuyBRqW6 維尼
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「沒關係。」她小聲地說。然後,拉了拉自己的口罩。8964 copyright protection40PENANAqSqVDBrjz1 維尼
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進入園區時,首先映入眼簾的是一片繡球花海。遊客們不斷地將眼前的景色以相機記錄下來。不過仔細一看,只看到白色和紫色的繡球花而已,沒有學姐想看的藍色。似乎是意識到這點的學姐,沒有多作停留又開始沿著園區的動線走。8964 copyright protection40PENANAubAnQy7dRO 維尼
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很快地,我們便在園區裡頭發現藍色的繡球花。8964 copyright protection40PENANAAR7SSp2nXe 維尼
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充分展現生命力的繡球花在各處叢生。有些遊客站在花田中央欣賞,也有些遊客背靠著繡球花牆拍照。8964 copyright protection40PENANAw3a9rJyjFz 維尼
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「好美。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA67Rwx8RDyx 維尼
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學姐有些恍惚地走到無人的花牆,我也從後頭慢慢跟上。8964 copyright protection40PENANAyQgY72mgp1 維尼
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站在花牆前的學姐,像被疼愛般,受到來自周圍的藍色繡球花環繞。就算只有背影,我也被眼前的美麗所吸引。8964 copyright protection40PENANAAM46WWDCta 維尼
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我也走到花牆前,向身邊的她問:「為什麼學姐只想看藍色的繡球花?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAtveWCovfQo 維尼
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而且還如此執意。8964 copyright protection40PENANA605UoIpkzx 維尼
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她拉下口罩,畫上唇膏的嘴輕輕顫抖著。8964 copyright protection40PENANA08Nf6NahcM 維尼
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「學弟,你知道藍色繡球花的花語是什麼嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANA6x1OLMDLOH 維尼
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我對她搖了搖頭。8964 copyright protection40PENANA8Sl0eBlTvz 維尼
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「是——」8964 copyright protection40PENANAL3FZo8evbg 維尼
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——背叛。8964 copyright protection40PENANAa57dLkSldg 維尼
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我突然對學姐說的話感到窒息,周圍的空氣彷彿被抽乾般。8964 copyright protection40PENANA1py4Bn8Vwi 維尼
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「如果學姐不想看藍色繡球花也不必逼著自己。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA7wcFO2vsJK 維尼
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我盡量保持冷靜。8964 copyright protection40PENANAkjtH906jG2 維尼
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「我想看啊。從在網路上意外得知它的花語時,我就一直想看。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA0SWwRQDMug 維尼
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「……為什麼?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAPu0aDWbckA 維尼
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「因為我覺得它和我很像。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAkjW2dY6WbU 維尼
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「我不懂。妳這笑話太高級了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAe8GSTCbfMl 維尼
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「白癡。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAVX5dt7Heep 維尼
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學姐一如往常地瞪了我一眼,這動作反而讓我心情平靜下來,但她又馬上將視線放回花的身上。8964 copyright protection40PENANAHbkdybwvC6 維尼
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「我不是說過……我被公司背叛了嗎……」8964 copyright protection40PENANAxGP3JvsnWj 維尼
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「嗯。」我向學姐點頭。8964 copyright protection40PENANAysS5TdUZLT 維尼
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「但……其實背叛的人一直都是我喔。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAd1r05Q8wfC 維尼
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她開始向我揭露她心中更為複雜的那份沉重。8964 copyright protection40PENANAHbjpilZ1ea 維尼
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——剛開始,我憎恨身為偶像的自己。8964 copyright protection40PENANAK9sZAezRgB 維尼
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既不能專心地寫歌,也不能唱著自己喜歡的歌,還得和我一點都不想認識的團員們一起在宿捨生活。8964 copyright protection40PENANAbPj0PacFwh 維尼
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甚至是那些粉絲。他們只是喜歡著被公司包裝的我,真正的我沒人曉得。8964 copyright protection40PENANA6vS2Tn3NLB 維尼
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這一切雖然令人討厭,但我還是隱忍著,努力維持身為偶像的自己。因為將來如果有機會以個人名義出道,目前公司的資源是不可少的。8964 copyright protection40PENANAcozGuQbCqc 維尼
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我就這樣抱著厭惡的心態一路走來。8964 copyright protection40PENANAdDNRQLmIqq 維尼
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直到我們獲得年度歌曲獎的那瞬間,我終於瞭解到——8964 copyright protection40PENANAVAcQac5YtC 維尼
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我已經喜歡上成為「偶像」這回事。8964 copyright protection40PENANAzND4bjhl2W 維尼
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證據就是得獎時,那些在粉絲的歡呼聲下不由自主的淚水。8964 copyright protection40PENANAXGsxthCDxs 維尼
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原來這一切並沒有我所想的那麼糟。8964 copyright protection40PENANAiPjLu8Pps3 維尼
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團員們其實都是很好的孩子。與她們日漸相處,我發現工作再怎麼疲憊也很有趣。8964 copyright protection40PENANAuQpW6dQnHF 維尼
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每當站在舞台上,粉絲們的應援聲直到上床睡覺時,都還在耳裡迴盪著。8964 copyright protection40PENANAZrqZaFHVJL 維尼
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雖然網路上總有些不舒服的惡評,但其實喜歡我的人更多。 8964 copyright protection40PENANArWZpkkLqFx 維尼
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但同時我也發現——8964 copyright protection40PENANAIoTBPzRYqQ 維尼
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心裡的夢想還是緊咬著我不放,我還是想成為期望中的自己。8964 copyright protection40PENANATIoVful3OE 維尼
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之後每當粉絲和我說聲「謝謝妳成為IsLilac」或是「IsLilac缺一不可」時,我就會愧疚地想死。8964 copyright protection40PENANA9pr8qyjRGN 維尼
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我一直在背叛著。8964 copyright protection40PENANAs0d8p7SRo1 維尼
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一面背叛著喜愛我的人,卻又和真正的理想背道而馳。8964 copyright protection40PENANAGYrjtY0oC3 維尼
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「我曾經恨著『你們喜歡的我』,如今卻開始不知道該選哪一邊。」我好想這麼說,卻說不出口。8964 copyright protection40PENANAfvSZG89aOv 維尼
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只能感到害怕,然後等著自己再也無法走下去的那天到來。8964 copyright protection40PENANAeOptSSaPAf 維尼
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漸漸自我毀滅。8964 copyright protection40PENANA6SZmJK4PSB 維尼
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說到這,學姐看著我,帶著一抹虛弱的微笑。8964 copyright protection40PENANArJVW1Ybmbg 維尼
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「所以,當學弟在天台聽到我的抱怨時,我竟然有種解脫的感覺。如果因為你的一句話能將我的偶像生涯毀掉……我是不是就能脫離這狀態了呢?我是這麼想的。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAZfiS8Ki7Td 維尼
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原來當時的學姐給我有種無所謂的感覺,就是這個原因。她希望藉由他人之手將她目前的現況強制摧毀。8964 copyright protection40PENANAoqv6N0U4CO 維尼
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「雖然說這花和我很像,但實際看看還是比我漂亮多了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAXxKWT0IETM 維尼
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對著花失笑的學姐,表情有些悲哀。8964 copyright protection40PENANAn1gq2c6aGV 維尼
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將剛剛學姐所說的話,在腦袋整理一遍,我說:「我認為學姐應該要繼續當偶像。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAaIqPlUCyzK 維尼
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聽到我這麼說,學姐倒吸一口氣。8964 copyright protection40PENANAeloAuXNu4l 維尼
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「即使……即使繼續抱著這份愧疚?」學姐以薄弱的語氣向我質問。8964 copyright protection40PENANAbqV7M5wADo 維尼
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我想她心裡比較希望我叫她放棄吧。但在得知了學姐真正的心情,我更不可能這麼做。8964 copyright protection40PENANAKNnlQuJBzf 維尼
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「這份愧疚,不就是粉絲如今在妳心裡的重量嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAZgW6LGHfXc 維尼
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像是受到衝擊般,學姐瞳孔微張。8964 copyright protection40PENANALtf2z13NKe 維尼
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「妳其實喜歡著追求夢想的妳自己。」 8964 copyright protection40PENANA2TfTuxe796 維尼
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我注視著她,深怕遺漏一句話。8964 copyright protection40PENANAHmhYpQFvP4 維尼
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「也喜歡著當偶像的自己。」8964 copyright protection40PENANApmYqXmbTFU 維尼
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「但是……」8964 copyright protection40PENANAA5pskXS9yS 維尼
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「這兩種都是妳。妳不必刻意選擇其中一方。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA6j6XQOqhbs 維尼
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「我……無法不去選擇啊……」8964 copyright protection40PENANA5MNjHHxIck 維尼
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「如果沒有『堅持夢想的Kay』就不會有『IsLilac的Kay』;如果沒有『IsLilac的Kay』,或許將來大家也不會看到『實現夢想的Kay』。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAMFySXsd6fs 維尼
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我接著說:「以現在為跳板。然後將未來的夢想告訴粉絲,讓他們一起支持妳。也是一種辦法吧?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAez3d88hVqU 維尼
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「可是……」8964 copyright protection40PENANA5KR56UAXBm 維尼
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學姐垂下目光,長長的睫毛在她臉上留下陰影。她似乎還是害怕粉絲會討厭自己。8964 copyright protection40PENANAvqXCW1Rpx0 維尼
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「如果我是粉絲,知道學姐這麼對我深懷愧疚又害怕被我討厭。那隻會讓我更加喜歡妳而已。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAS5RSJmH99l 維尼
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我對學姐露出微笑,試著消除她的不安。8964 copyright protection40PENANALmEYWCFShY 維尼
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「如果因為這些愧疚就無法繼續走下去,妳才是在真正背叛粉絲。不是嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAoFOsq3FodJ 維尼
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學姐呆愣地看著我,緩緩地開口。8964 copyright protection40PENANAwllf1O01yP 維尼
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「或許……是吧。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAzjiTAWsvSC 維尼
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「笨蛋。一定是。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAFodI7nO6zG 維尼
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我想學姐應該懂我的意思了,因為她已經默默露出一抹認同的微笑。8964 copyright protection40PENANAvKPAxdhV9k 維尼
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「改天直播時,就這麼說吧——『其實我未來想做獨立歌手。如果大家支持我話,我就告訴你們我現在的內褲顏色』之類的。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAP6YXWnWlYq 維尼
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「去死吧。噁男。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAvHnKTvbqcW 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA7NcpVmTiZY
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學姐一副「這男人真差勁」的表情,看來精神是恢復不少。8964 copyright protection40PENANATmhDJYBHZM 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA2vbNEXvMhq
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「嗯。搞不好這種謾罵,粉絲們會更喜歡妳喔。」我認真地點頭說道。8964 copyright protection40PENANA9Y20nA5FYz 維尼
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「只有你這變態才喜歡。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAF8nsRCfQ7v 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAEkFDgQyGL4
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學姐踢了我的小腿,小聲罵了我一句「白癡」。8964 copyright protection40PENANAMrRud2DYHu 維尼
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或許是剛剛彼此的情感碰撞有些害羞,我們相視一笑。但……這下終於輪到我了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAiSFNpOBd6W 維尼
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「學姐。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAGkH6m7Z6LN 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAqYQXWd4sO0
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「嗯?」8964 copyright protection40PENANA3EEH1c8vyp 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAl51rF9UzsZ
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「有件事必須向妳坦白。」8964 copyright protection40PENANANqMBmrw0nR 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAU9jKRPIu0w
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什麼意思?她歪著頭,彷彿在跟我這麼說。8964 copyright protection40PENANAUBAyiIY1rD 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAT3pEVVYgom
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我深呼吸一口氣,說出我一直想承認的事。8964 copyright protection40PENANAU4O981pEY2 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAwI6ocClnNv
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「其實背叛的人一直都是我。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAMJPzIZaI0P 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAwymihz3y7U
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我對一臉茫然的學姐說「在這等我」接著,我走向後方約十五公尺處。那裡站著一位拿著單眼相機,假裝在拍攝繡球花的男人。8964 copyright protection40PENANAcIDrhtZ3nI 維尼
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他是八卦雜誌的記者。8964 copyright protection40PENANA97cFJNac1X 維尼
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看到我朝他走近時,他臉上露出訝異的表情。8964 copyright protection40PENANAF09cLhby5U 維尼
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「不好意思。」我向他低頭,「可以麻煩你把相機裡的照片刪掉嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAklWcXoJy4s 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAOKrOfuohCq
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「可、可是……這……」8964 copyright protection40PENANAysE6HnaVh0 維尼
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他有些尷尬地笑了笑。8964 copyright protection40PENANAb9GAdeCYL8 維尼
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「拜託!麻煩你了!」8964 copyright protection40PENANA1j02lf10fT 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANATMaueRyvtO
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我把頭壓得更低。想著如果還不行,就當場跪下吧。8964 copyright protection40PENANAmiesJsoSyy 維尼
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就在我與記者周旋時,耳邊突然出現一道明亮的聲音。8964 copyright protection40PENANAO4JcYhsN7u 維尼
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——「啊!經紀人!」8964 copyright protection40PENANAQjvMc7k1VS 維尼
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我與拿著相機的男人同時朝聲音的主人看過去。8964 copyright protection40PENANAiBksqyEk8x 維尼
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那是理應不該出現在這的人——IsLilac的隊長Aya。8964 copyright protection40PENANAmL7AVneJEl 維尼
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不只是Aya,更驚訝的是連其餘的三位成員也都在場。她們手裡拿著各自的口罩和帽子,代表她們四人剛卸除掉偽裝而已。8964 copyright protection40PENANA2Mt8pptT8Q 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA2WFgP0DiNq
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「經紀人,差不多該走了喔。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAnrYPITPEPB 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAJJMe0jb3eQ
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Aya這麼對我說。8964 copyright protection40PENANAScqdZmzw0F 維尼
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當時和學姐在天台相遇的時候,我只是抱著好奇的心情與學姐搭話。沒想到學姐竟然對我說出她並不想當偶像這件事。8964 copyright protection40PENANAyTzcP2iEKg 維尼
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那時我馬上想起了持續延燒幾天的八卦,然後腦裡出現了某種想法。或許我可以——8964 copyright protection40PENANA9zClIck9xI 維尼
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利用她。8964 copyright protection40PENANAKYx18kS0xs 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAWtVvMBl2NC
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於是我向學姐建議在週末時,丟棄一天偶像的身份和我約會。在敲定了學姐想去看藍色繡球花的行程後,我馬上打電話匿名向八卦雜誌爆料。8964 copyright protection40PENANAVktwDCkKTT 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAu5Wa2jCvyh
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IsLilac的Kay將會違反公司的禁愛令。8964 copyright protection40PENANAbolEicvNCo 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAE4HD0gnsAv
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對於嗜血的媒體來說,知名偶像團體的醜聞可是能讓他們上鉤的消息。而我甚至並不需要告知媒體我是誰,反正到時候事情爆發後,在Kay身旁的我自然會被起底。8964 copyright protection40PENANARcoYOyCy0t 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAWdCqzC47IP
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在演藝圈,不怕沒有實力,怕的是沒有話題。只要能被大眾們討論,不論好壞,都能作為我在演藝圈的新開始。8964 copyright protection40PENANA8EqtRI2sxJ 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAFXtshXEFJF
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況且我只是默默無聞的過氣童星,我也沒有違反任何規矩。到時候被採訪,我只要在鏡頭前說明我們只是學弟與學姐的關係就好。8964 copyright protection40PENANAWBhQAQ70dK 維尼
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所以在形象上被傷害的人,只有違反禁愛令的Kay。8964 copyright protection40PENANARSYZKPtO1a 維尼
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當然,我並沒有詳細地向媒體透露全部。我給了自己一條能緊急剎車的路。那就是約會當天才告知記者,今日Kay將會在某知名繡球花景點出現及她的穿著服裝。而告知的時機就是我去買冰淇淋時,順便打的一通電話。8964 copyright protection40PENANAxjaYgLAWJn 維尼
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如果不這樣做,那記者就會在IsLilac的宿舍附近就開始跟蹤,到時就沒有能反悔的餘地。8964 copyright protection40PENANAXtHV17wLqB 維尼
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而在約會的過程中,我一直不斷向學姐詢問她是否真的討厭成為偶像這回事。如果她親口向我說其實她並不討厭,或許在那瞬間我就會馬上被罪惡感所壓垮,然後向學姐坦白一切,取消約會。8964 copyright protection40PENANAVSl72h3LJK 維尼
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但在最後,我還是帶著學姐去看她想看的藍色繡球花。8964 copyright protection40PENANADjfIoIz3bW 維尼
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一踏入景點,我就意識到有位拿著單眼照相機的男人一直在跟著我們,但我還是沒有行動。直到學姐終於向我坦白了她真正的心情,我才轉而去請求記者。8964 copyright protection40PENANAQNp7X46DUS 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAvXaZDZT5Ld
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IsLilac的隊長Aya手握著方向盤,瞬間與後照鏡的我四目相望又專心開車。我現在正處於一台六人座的休旅車中。自從上了這輛不知道會通往哪裡的車,已經過了十分鐘。8964 copyright protection40PENANAnW9RvJHgO0 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAjHtFx0iE5Q
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剛剛突然出現的Aya向記者謊稱我是她們的經紀人,而今天只是單純的「經紀人陪伴IsLilac全員出遊」而已。證據就是其餘的成員們都在。8964 copyright protection40PENANAJUTdNJfJwM 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA3CvEtod6Zw
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因為我匿名的關係,所以不知道我真實身份的記者,大概也以為我是真的經紀人。所以他丟下一句「搞什麼,如果是全員都在,那這些照片也沒用」就離開了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAI6a9F1InEm 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAdZKntnaIx4
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而且卸除掉偽裝的IsLilac也被周圍的群眾們發現,那這件事自然真的變成IsLilac在今日全員行動。8964 copyright protection40PENANAqHMhJZpwOX 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAGkn5UM1dHl
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發現的民眾們大概是還不瞭解眼前的明星究竟是不是本人,所以並沒有造成太大的騷動,我們就從那裡離開。8964 copyright protection40PENANAvMRtauclhJ 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAOf2HvZV0wX
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本身就有種年長氣質的Aya,開著車使她更不像是個三年級的高中生。而坐在副駕駛座的Nana一上車就開始呼呼大睡。Maya和Alina坐在最後面兩個位置,我和學姐則坐在中間的雙人座。8964 copyright protection40PENANAgcmWABIG3n 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA1c5CtSi4U4
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從剛剛開始,學姐就一直低著頭,像在躲避什麼。大概是沒想到自己會被發現做出違反公司規定的事,而正感到慚愧吧。8964 copyright protection40PENANAczIl41MTJW 維尼
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在這令人尷尬的氣氛中,Aya突然開口。8964 copyright protection40PENANALvKIY4Q5tP 維尼
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「Kay。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAojYKb9v0LY 維尼
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「……是。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA4q1z8FwPJx 維尼
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「妳所做的事,我都會跟經紀人報備的。啊,我所說的經紀人是『真的經紀人』。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAxnBhESmJxs 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA6cdrrXxm2S
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說到這,Aya又從後照鏡看了我一眼。8964 copyright protection40PENANArHJKeFV2xq 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAjnchXbq59H
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「沒想到平常最容易害羞的Kay姐,竟然會違反禁愛令偷偷跟男人約會耶~」8964 copyright protection40PENANAZ4oypR7U24 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAnVGh2q3cpG
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從上車開始Alina就在後座一直嘲弄著學姐,那也是使學姐抬不起頭的原因之一。8964 copyright protection40PENANACyl99AHGKI 維尼
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「話說……妳們為什麼會知道……?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAZmEs2eIHXE 維尼
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「因為每次Kay姐說謊時,語氣總是很彆扭啊。那天向我們說禮拜六要回家時,我們就開始覺得有問題喔。但主要是這個——」8964 copyright protection40PENANAZ54JfKeO6Y 維尼
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Alina用手機開啟某種程式的畫面,「鏘鏘~手機定位系統。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAV8tU2jbPET 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAK7CQAzXqqZ
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「……為、為什麼!?我的手機也有!?」8964 copyright protection40PENANA0CMAUjQujj 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAztcP4fnCIF
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學姐慌張地在自己的手機上反覆敲打。8964 copyright protection40PENANAEX1AKhnwiH 維尼
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「Kay姐果然對機械不是很瞭解呢。沒關係,等回到宿舍我們會好好教妳。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAfmCP2V3KKH 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA9qh4m7x9eL
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Alina突然靠近學姐的耳邊愉悅地說:「全、部。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAQpzJikc1GV 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAAQezrVu7y2
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看到學姐害怕似地縮著身子,我起了莫名的同情心。8964 copyright protection40PENANAFxhpWCOurJ 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANATIeCDYC3xu
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「Alina妳先安靜。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAHRzItRnizM 維尼
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「是~」8964 copyright protection40PENANAffHfgiXctv 維尼
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Aya的一句話又讓車裡恢復平靜,我大概多少瞭解她們的上下關係了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAPaaEWQmXbs 維尼
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「學弟。你說你叫什麼名字?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAvek0WgLaeS 維尼
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Aya又透過後照鏡看著我。那嚴肅的眼神,讓我不自覺地肅然起敬。8964 copyright protection40PENANAEEZ1KSGFKx 維尼
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「李罌。木子李、罌粟花的罌。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA3pA18Joxwi 維尼
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「聽到了吧,Maya。妳在玩手機遊戲吧,順便用手機查一下。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAV4SKIJwTPM 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA7Yh3EirVaf
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「……めんどくせぇ。」8964 copyright protection40PENANADV6X5zm1w3 維尼
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接收到Aya命令的Maya不情願地用日語抱怨。8964 copyright protection40PENANA9m8gPqILHn 維尼
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「不要以為妳說日文,我就不知道妳在嫌麻煩。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAICZggcbdTH 維尼
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「……是。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA10rJHky6OO 維尼
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過了片刻,似乎是查到了我的資料,Maya用著毫無生氣的語調說道。8964 copyright protection40PENANAgEB2IqufSY 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA1uamZJzexK
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「李罌。作為童星曾出演過多部電影和電視劇及廣告。就這樣,沒有任何東西了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA6HmB1Dmye3 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANArwhDr8nEJi
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得知了有關我的消息後,車內又過了一段寂靜的時刻,只剩Maya手機遊戲的聲音和Nana的打呼聲。8964 copyright protection40PENANArYMmamIDHa 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAb6xhXw7BXx
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率先打破這氣氛的又是Aya。8964 copyright protection40PENANAhowshtBWXC 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAcNSevBRjti
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「剛剛的男人是記者吧?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAHNMCKJ5NVk 維尼
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「是。」我老實回答。8964 copyright protection40PENANAnyMVkoWyPl 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZvlxqJ5v2
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「我們跟在你們後面很久了,卻都沒發現那位是記者。而走在前方的你卻知道?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAgSzl0kzClo 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA1Q2StIftXy
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「…………」8964 copyright protection40PENANA5gLuRAcyrX 維尼
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「要不就是你觀察力很強,不然就是你早就知道有記者吧?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAz4Li3ReXIv 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA69flmJ9eJC
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車子突然停下,我瞄了一眼窗外,是在某個無人的海岸邊。8964 copyright protection40PENANA7DbDNaXSqU 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANATJAgGP4hlc
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「不解釋一下嗎?李罌學弟。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAwvZybSdH20 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA4fFGv9W0SE
8964 copyright protection40PENANAXk2cnUP6j4 維尼
Aya冷峻的聲音傳入我耳裡。8964 copyright protection40PENANAI5XHpKUkNE 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAzR6F9G6GSi
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我深呼吸,然後一五一十地將我的計畫全盤托出。8964 copyright protection40PENANAeLhS23UjCe 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA8QGTPURGGO
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從Aya開始盤問我時,我就感受得到坐在我身旁的學姐看著我的視線。還有對於我的企圖,她倒吸一口氣的聲音。但我沒有勇氣與她對望。大概說到一半,學姐就不再看著我了。或許是對我失望得難以忍受。8964 copyright protection40PENANAaC6QiDVT97 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA4tXsGKv45w
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將一切毫無隱瞞地道盡後,輕鬆與後悔的心情隨之而來。8964 copyright protection40PENANADwYMr6m3Rz 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAK1qP60YQUA
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緊繃的氣氛充斥著這六人的空間,直到Aya叫我跟學姐下車。8964 copyright protection40PENANAdhWv1Ac41G 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA4ztkSg3bxR
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「再來是屬於你們倆的問題了。我們會在這等你們。」Aya這麼說。8964 copyright protection40PENANACrGkxDFr5U 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAJE293z6EOS
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和學姐下車後,我跟著她走到距離車子約十公尺的空地。8964 copyright protection40PENANADMX5f8lWuT 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANACBpjaYz0TM
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天空沒有多餘的東西,所以整個藍天一覽無遺。在這風景中的學姐停下,轉身面對我。她的臉上既沒有憤怒也沒有傷心。8964 copyright protection40PENANAPhkCZprlZU 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAlQOR8tT1sk
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學姐主動向前與我拉近距離,原本以為她會給我一巴掌,但她什麼都沒有做。8964 copyright protection40PENANAa1kyEv84IX 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAjKsrFhRKmq
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「對不起。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAkbooVayOGV 維尼
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我先開口。這也是我早就該說的話。8964 copyright protection40PENANA6ZP6JMKLfV 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA1CPDdKxFmY
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「……你對我說的那些話……是真的?」8964 copyright protection40PENANA9J9jsSQ7JP 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAmylqqNQsjL
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學姐淡漠的語氣讓我想起了第一次遇見她的時候。8964 copyright protection40PENANAMQUqTVxkUI 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAkNxTaGyO1L
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「是真的。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAo2GlbvO3bp 維尼
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我可以真心地說,不是演技,那些話的確是認真的。8964 copyright protection40PENANAVPEmtfvRVQ 維尼
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學姐輕嘆後,說道:「為什麼那個時候……你會改變心意去拜託記者?」8964 copyright protection40PENANABMi4f9cChh 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANABjKA9aQ12f
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「……因為我說的那些話,讓學姐有了繼續努力的念頭……可不能再因為我的自私而去破壞。」8964 copyright protection40PENANABI6N8ynMtq 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAJMqs1pJUzV
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但當時憑我的請求是無濟於事的。如果沒有IsLilac的成員們出現,我想事情就會如預期地發展到不可挽回的地步。8964 copyright protection40PENANA3yCBXEoPBR 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAj3Dboe1Ku6
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「就這樣?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAVje3abHCnC 維尼
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學姐瞇起眼,由下往上的視線注視著我,讓我很不自在。8964 copyright protection40PENANAwAjo7CXecy 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANASuhIWkHHja
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「還有……」8964 copyright protection40PENANAqWkANINH8C 維尼
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就只是……8964 copyright protection40PENANAeMYJRtbmUM 維尼
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「只是單純不想讓眼前的女孩繼續受傷而已。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAvJJbSUI05E 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA57mW7zHCNU
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我下意識地躲避她那雙沉著的鹿眼。8964 copyright protection40PENANABtiHJpjMOQ 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAxZp9NRLKjQ
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或許早在打電話給八卦雜誌的那刻開始,我就覺得自己大錯特錯。但我還是選擇違背良心。8964 copyright protection40PENANAE48vwcVOWP 維尼
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但是……8964 copyright protection40PENANALKQYg0ZYsZ 維尼
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吃著草莓塔的她。8964 copyright protection40PENANA3zMkPNQKBK 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANARH5K8Td5Q4
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在鋼琴聲中透露軟弱的她。8964 copyright protection40PENANAIbfabO0g5e 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAnNf6LxjNe2
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顧及著我的過去的她。8964 copyright protection40PENANAoD61EsCCB3 維尼
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容易害羞的她。8964 copyright protection40PENANAxfsxKh94a4 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAS7L2ACPRq8
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愛逞強卻又透明的她。8964 copyright protection40PENANAE9jzMVgBWa 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANARBVCvyiO4n
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藍色繡球花前的她。8964 copyright protection40PENANAPWs4cAMrdZ 維尼
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我漸漸發現,我不能讓這樣的她再繼續受到傷害。光想像她因為我的私慾,而在心裡劃下一道更深的傷口,我就毛骨悚然。8964 copyright protection40PENANAhQDwvNvhI7 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAOc7T1OF9xx
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我也是在拉扯的人。在理想與罪惡感,還有那段與她在一起的短暫美好。8964 copyright protection40PENANAgFfUp67QTK 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAtIqQj2NFWO
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身後就是汪洋的學姐,讓此刻的她像是會在我面前就此迷失。海風捎來她的氣息,讓我矛盾地既不安又感到安心。8964 copyright protection40PENANAI2qC9OvKiB 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA3g2bECl50U
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過了片刻,她微微動了一下嘴唇說道。8964 copyright protection40PENANALoYYLFE7Jl 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAMR1IaZLxCy
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「你有在反省了吧?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAYKPJu2TgMh 維尼
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「嗯。直到現在。」8964 copyright protection40PENANADfjwUEjhUr 維尼
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「跪下。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAxa0dYgjvb3 維尼
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「……什麼?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAiTh5pY8eMo 維尼
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「想要我原諒你,就跪下。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAWvy1rxkjrg 維尼
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聽到學姐這麼說,我馬上雙膝著地。8964 copyright protection40PENANAqWfvsm7iUC 維尼
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就在我想著學姐要做什麼時,下一秒我的臉上傳來一股劇痛。8964 copyright protection40PENANANaFCwQNCF5 維尼
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仰躺在地上的我,終於意識到是學姐用膝蓋狠狠踢了我的臉。溫熱的液體流淌在嘴唇邊。是鼻血。8964 copyright protection40PENANAgVPedA6x5x 維尼
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耳邊則傳來學姐快步離去的腳步聲。8964 copyright protection40PENANAL304PZKzbT 維尼
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時間已經來到九月。升上二年級後,似乎對於我的心態沒有任何變化,我還是一個人選擇翹課,然後坐在天台上。8964 copyright protection40PENANAPp3wnS6LSf 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAnIuYuSlR4z
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頭頂上方的藍天,沒有太陽。卻和被學姐狠踢後,仰躺在地所看見的風景很像。8964 copyright protection40PENANAjnxxqd5Cmi 維尼
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自那天後過了三個多月,我和學姐斷了連繫。彷彿我們又回到了素不相識的時候。8964 copyright protection40PENANAAp3SjG9mCx 維尼
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當時躺在地上感受臉上的痛苦許久。等到我站起身,那台六人座休旅車早已消失。8964 copyright protection40PENANApZWsPZczy9 維尼
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一個人想辦法回到家。面對鏡子,才發現自己有多狼狽不堪。8964 copyright protection40PENANAqDuh39MLo6 維尼
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當晚,心中懷抱著這份後悔與罪惡,讓我躺在床上卻闔不上眼。向學姐傳了一封道歉的訊息,不過她並沒有回應我。取而代之的是一封不知道寄件人的簡訊。8964 copyright protection40PENANArgSA3wu2QN 維尼
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但我很快就知道那個人是誰,因為她開頭就署名Aya。8964 copyright protection40PENANAdotvFFuoZa 維尼
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訊息內容寫著——8964 copyright protection40PENANA8XZ88raKWp 維尼
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『Kay現在覺得自己對你下手太重,正可愛地苦惱著。不過,她就是如此心思細膩且善良的人。所以得知了你對Kay做的事,我很生氣。但在看到Kay踢你的那腳後,我也覺得算了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAZXDIeVZrY6 維尼
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還有一件事必須向你道謝。8964 copyright protection40PENANA0XOsAT8OuB 維尼
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謝謝你對Kay說的那番話,是你讓Kay有了繼續與我們成為IsLilac的想法。這陣子Kay都不願意和我們敞開心胸。是你改變了她,也改變了我們團體的未來。8964 copyright protection40PENANAbw77itR0cY 維尼
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至於謝禮,到時候你就會知道了。雖然不知道對你來說有沒有用就是了。』8964 copyright protection40PENANAzqMGx0jQeq 維尼
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以上就是訊息的內容。8964 copyright protection40PENANAX4BuKzuOsT 維尼
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對於Aya的這封簡訊,我好好地收藏在手機裡。至於她所說的「謝禮」,大概過了一個禮拜後,我就瞭解了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAQCJBq1NeNb 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAwRzEpzG2M6
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網路上正流傳著一部少年在彈著鋼琴的影片。不管左看右看,影片上的人確實是我。那是當時我為了學姐彈鋼琴的畫面。8964 copyright protection40PENANAIT2nY323LQ 維尼
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而影片的來源正是IsLilac的官方社群網站。上頭說明了,這是隊長Aya在公園散步時,遇到了一位不錯的街頭藝人,所以錄下來與大家分享。8964 copyright protection40PENANAiQTBt9eXfI 維尼
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多虧了Aya這舉動,關於我的話題在網路上掀起了一陣波瀾。很多人都認出來我就是以前的童星,也收到了一、兩個標題為「童星長大了,正在做什麼?」的談話節目邀請。也有經紀公司主動與我連繫,願意和我簽署合約。8964 copyright protection40PENANARaxMoMGUmg 維尼
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更重要的是,我接到了出演電影的機會。雖然不是主角,但也是個需要彈鋼琴的重要配角。聽說是導演看了那部影片後,被我在彈琴時的神情所吸引。8964 copyright protection40PENANA4gX9WcczH4 維尼
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當然我也被君賀大罵是個幸運兒。不過,他的這份「幸運」的定義是被IsLilac遇上。8964 copyright protection40PENANAKDuFrzokPJ 維尼
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說到君賀,他即將被公司安排前往韓國參加當地的偶像選秀節目。他在和我說這個消息時,自己也是一臉不敢相信的模樣。所以這陣子在學校也見不到他了,因為他終於確實踏在前往夢想的路。8964 copyright protection40PENANAZXcJAvs8Kq 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAzE7cMzkTr7
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天空真的好藍啊。我仰躺在學校的天台。突然,有人遮蔽了我的視野。8964 copyright protection40PENANARIN0selRIG 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAnTbPn70sCD
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「白、癡。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAtnPqMTUMdJ 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAU3WhyJw67n
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熟悉的辱罵聲,自我上方傳來。對方帶著受不了的無奈看著我。8964 copyright protection40PENANA8YUfRENjFh 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA2FSzSqTdet
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「學姐,好久不見。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAgxexlo4fCy 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAu4dNKv7TXo
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我坐起上半身。擺出「到時候遇見她時,就這麼微笑」的表情。8964 copyright protection40PENANArDdlzl4YJx 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAA1EqGrVf1Q
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「那噁心的微笑是怎麼回事?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAUgDWb1Zz17 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAuCzPs0Xhis
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「那是我用來掩飾與學姐久別後想抱妳的心情。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAYcQd3uLU5y 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAPak9wCDOb3
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「別說這種話!我對你可是還在生氣!」8964 copyright protection40PENANANkybkaPc9I 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAcy5BFJVnyM
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雖然學姐這麼說,她還是在我身旁蹲下,撫摸著當時被她踢的地方。溫柔的香氣直撲而來,大概是護手霜的味道吧。8964 copyright protection40PENANA6P4kjOFpKo 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANArBEcylpG7y
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「那怎樣才能讓學姐原諒我?」8964 copyright protection40PENANA5YT8mzx93V 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAkpKBy7DAWY
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「一輩子都作我的奴隸。如何?」8964 copyright protection40PENANA6HdxOdnOty 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAw8RhagnUSi
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「那我的這輩子跟下輩子都交給學姐吧。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA0RZeR9zRA0 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAGjBDxP9Iwv
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「哼,少得意忘形。」8964 copyright protection40PENANABUpPf2GOK2 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAPfa0VzV39f
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學姐捏了一下我的鼻子。然後,走到前方的欄桿前趴著。那慵懶的背影和我當初在這遇到她的畫面一致。8964 copyright protection40PENANAzeZ3qffdDv 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAk4Eo9s5Pxf
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我從地板上起身,才發現原來我沒有關門。難怪學姐剛才進來時,我沒聽到那刺耳的開門聲。8964 copyright protection40PENANAuMxZ0H4n2x 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANABg0t7yslT1
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我將門關上後,走到她身旁。8964 copyright protection40PENANAEm6lYKdLs6 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAA6SCnIdzAW
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「恭喜學姐們的新專輯大受歡迎。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAa5t3Yb1GML 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAQMCJPpCaEd
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IsLilac在前兩個月發行的新專輯又破了幾項紀錄。尤其是主打歌刷新了最快破千萬的觀看紀錄。8964 copyright protection40PENANAei0EdJqyMl 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA3jRb7F9Q8L
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「這不是廢話嘛。」學姐理所當然地嘆了口氣。8964 copyright protection40PENANACDnTAh4xL2 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAe3ADdlUZEB
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真是不懂得謙虛。不過,這樣才有讓人欺負的價值。8964 copyright protection40PENANAqLMn9uR3NF 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAEt6NPRhE5U
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而說到新專輯,其實我更在意的是裡頭的某首新歌。8964 copyright protection40PENANAqGsDKDqqDL 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA49U89YkEcy
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「學姐作詞作曲的《致彼此的藍色繡球花》,我可是聽得心有戚戚焉喔。」8964 copyright protection40PENANArXtiWTEhPd 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANABfdiBYMqiw
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「你聽得出來那首歌的意思?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAqemRFjQCk9 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAF0cydTHaLg
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學姐以懷疑的態度睥睨我。8964 copyright protection40PENANAKrjIdTPOoA 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAk6iIQGkQrA
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「我怎麼可能聽不出來學姐對我的愛。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAzkF6kLhip5 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAiWsNxYlaiI
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「……白癡。那首歌是我寫來諷刺你的。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAzZuUpHhdwg 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAIXpLe91696
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我看著她發紅的耳朵說:「也是寫給粉絲的吧。妳對粉絲的愧疚。」8964 copyright protection40PENANABq7N4H5yyN 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAG056g7eIiZ
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她尷尬地點頭。8964 copyright protection40PENANAUaaBrPWI2V 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAhmz7IxwX13
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那首《致彼此的藍色繡球花》是除了主打歌外,人氣也特別高的一首歌。只要聽過的人,都會感覺到自己被觸及了心底最柔軟的部份。8964 copyright protection40PENANAmdDjjDeApW 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANALGdTT59HrI
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這首歌被廣泛解讀成——就算這世界再怎麼殘酷,也盼望能和重要的人一同走下去。8964 copyright protection40PENANAQjSBUPf1Fs 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA0iKc4egRjS
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除了每個成員都對各自的部份唱得感情至深外,學姐在副歌中的部份也令人共鳴。8964 copyright protection40PENANAAAqTXc5pEU 維尼
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那是一段沒有歌詞,只有抒發情感的哼唱。卻因為沒有歌詞,反倒能將更深沉的意思藉由學姐淒美的聲調傳達出去。儼然是整首歌最美的部份。8964 copyright protection40PENANAqtz5NBfck9 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANACKAwG2n1F7
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雖然是首聽起來較灰暗的歌曲,但卻能從中找尋一絲希望。8964 copyright protection40PENANANefCcmlJ2j 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAtSOsa1bnOU
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一絲對浪漫與美滿未來的希望。8964 copyright protection40PENANA0ur65mSbND 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAx0kSRY7tWO
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浪漫與美滿也是藍色繡球花的另一種花語。8964 copyright protection40PENANAMkbOd8iAsp 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAlJT971s5J3
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「你不是準備要拍電影了嗎?」學姐突然向我問。8964 copyright protection40PENANA61Bhcdt1tR 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANATuk2qT6t6l
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「嗯。終於要回去了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAEV5ijRBO7w 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA3dtxNMGF7m
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回到那個地方。8964 copyright protection40PENANAVp8Kuj52ZX 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAxZ4wBXAQlL
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「……如果,」學姐停頓了一下,「如果到時候你失敗了。就來應徵我的經紀人好了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANALd2KxOZjwR 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAjCI3VwcVl4
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還以為學姐要說什麼,原來又是這種不吉利的話。8964 copyright protection40PENANAa8a8R3XVBU 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA2Qeqiv8IIE
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「我還在想等哪天學姐過氣了,就準備養妳一輩子。」我笑著反擊。8964 copyright protection40PENANAtHpFznj39u 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAtA79IrBV75
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「……你說的喔。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAyF781nXzFA 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAbmpaoJVkgq
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學姐輕輕拉著我的衣襬,因羞紅而濕潤的眼神直視著我。8964 copyright protection40PENANAaNFJRfirbe 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAbjC5sMaiyG
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這意外的反應,讓我措手不及。8964 copyright protection40PENANAipD0uguOb9 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAtH7H2SaWMI
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我們就這樣專心注視對方,害怕下一秒的到來。因為到了明天,彼此的目標將會對自己招手,而我們必須要各自前進。8964 copyright protection40PENANAqT02dgsnQp 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA8AabB7jcts
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突然,背後傳來生鏽的門刺耳的聲音。8964 copyright protection40PENANAgFGce2Kj0L 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA4JSXeXzaw0
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我和學姐一驚,同時轉頭大喊。8964 copyright protection40PENANAZ6cTpepDNz 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAmBp4MTt9R1
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「誰?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAkmSyjOGK0Z 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANASiIDvNng57
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沒想到竟然是IsLilac全員。8964 copyright protection40PENANAwKCMlDXBN6 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA77RzMG2ACX
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大概是Nana推開的門,她兩手茫然地放在空中,和她呆愣的表情互相配合。從門裡還走出一臉尷尬的Aya和對著我們壞笑的Alina。而Maya則是在玩著Switch。8964 copyright protection40PENANAH1xR690SU3 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANACWbnJ06yts
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率先有動作的是Maya,她看了我和學姐一眼,露出麻煩的表情說道。8964 copyright protection40PENANARYIbzAt2t3 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAOGulQzlDe4
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「啊,好閃。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAo6IbaUFpV4 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAyGbCKuho5R
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語畢,她就離開了。然後是學姐急忙大喊:「才不是那樣子!」8964 copyright protection40PENANA8DgTe7Z5sm 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAhlk1J4X02N
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我很想先提醒學姐放開我的衣服,但似乎也來不及。8964 copyright protection40PENANAhtxV5LqaRg 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA0h9SCAApEC
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接著是Alina露出心懷不軌的笑容朝我們走近。8964 copyright protection40PENANAExHMymoJcg 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAGF7B2TtYyW
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「明明就是~」8964 copyright protection40PENANAZnvhEwgmjH 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANACSagFgTx6I
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Alina以她那像貓的眼睛看著我,「Kay姐從昨晚就很期待能到學校喔。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAWIVsuE02af 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAEdLrOZHD3r
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「才、才沒有!」8964 copyright protection40PENANAoBDUVrdMz4 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAiZG0Bh15dK
8964 copyright protection40PENANAnJRhNusTEg 維尼
學姐的表情完美背叛她所說的話。8964 copyright protection40PENANA2YBBPjXcv5 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAq8q2hVlFgy
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「而且今天一大早就起床洗澡和化妝,還一臉苦惱地站在鏡子前很久。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAwqWwsC3c6q 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAKCb5UXBNsc
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「白、白……白癡!」8964 copyright protection40PENANAffeM26M6oM 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANADZiqV34diP
8964 copyright protection40PENANAiFj55Dv7Ca 維尼
「好痛!」8964 copyright protection40PENANAbLeIrJrv7U 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAXBCJpy1l3L
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妳不要看著別人罵,打的人確是我啊!8964 copyright protection40PENANAg4dvgJ9GaY 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAntGck1VGf9
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我揉著剛剛被學姐攻擊的地方,然後看著學姐就這樣追著Alina離開天台。8964 copyright protection40PENANA4mWPUafa39 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAIgwRHo3Ivk
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搞什麼啊……8964 copyright protection40PENANAWIV1bfdAYA 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA91AYGInl7T
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「我想起來了!」8964 copyright protection40PENANAENkXe7UmLR 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA7W8wVIHBrv
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突然一道激動的聲音傳進我耳裡,是Nana。8964 copyright protection40PENANAxeh58P4Ma7 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAG3sn9Z6Wy4
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她指著我大喊:「你是前陣子那個很紅的影片裡,彈鋼琴的人!真是不可思議!」8964 copyright protection40PENANA8ZqPhwRjh7 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAvuMRmjBWNL
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我才應該要覺得不可思議吧!全世界大概就只有妳不知道而已。8964 copyright protection40PENANAsq82QFfwHh 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAE6ky68MqRi
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我無言地看著Aya。似乎對自家大姐也很受不了,她嘆了一口氣。8964 copyright protection40PENANAMPtK4eN1GF 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANACTxayypKTa
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「可以跟你要簽名嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANA7TXX6xopUD 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANACa9uuBgoLP
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Nana期待的眼神看著我。8964 copyright protection40PENANAfjAtgJ3D3I 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAjiNugMMZMb
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對於這個要求,我當然說:「可以。但是妳也要拿妳的簽名跟我換。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAejIqAMAoUz 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAM2E0dYGcPr
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聽到我這麼說,她傻呼呼地說聲「好」,然後就跑走了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAfw8daYuV0V 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANANNywWKiP1M
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嗯,真可愛。8964 copyright protection40PENANAOofol2KBEv 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAn03uJGVdMo
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「抱歉。她在舞台上以外,都是這個樣子。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAKTMubOvcOs 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAc4R8jbcGpk
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Aya看了一眼Nana離去的方向。 8964 copyright protection40PENANAvgEwi5bv7p 維尼
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「Aya學姐。要道歉的還有別的吧?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAoomorhjPpT 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAKASoOYCVTe
8964 copyright protection40PENANAeIIgx3tDE5 維尼
「……抱歉。不該偷看你們的。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAPK8uF2XoAY 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAnvr5r9VeU7
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「沒關係。妳關心學姐也是對的。」 8964 copyright protection40PENANAaQGRbcB3sU 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAXRUjKhOfUj
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我們理解對方般地相視一笑。8964 copyright protection40PENANAUJqQpytkBO 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAB51svVJN54
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「對了!」8964 copyright protection40PENANA0qrRmzVtPb 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA080aeAItVA
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Aya像是想起了什麼般睜大雙眼。8964 copyright protection40PENANAcG3BdKXknM 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAt3mHI6Z0BZ
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「學弟。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAad50bkQupX 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANA0j5VdIzWkY
8964 copyright protection40PENANA5E3IBPQxGR 維尼
「嗯?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAIYF3b4UgrN 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAzm0588qA8Z
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「我們的禁愛令還剩一年多喔。」8964 copyright protection40PENANASgTzymZNJB 維尼
44Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7oqxZQBXR
8964 copyright protection40PENANAB7E8C9cyVb 維尼
「Aya學姐說這番話,是在等我追求妳嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAcojJfGVLho 維尼
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