No Plagiarism!EjLIsFYqRQgKpewb04Jcposted on PENANA 剛走進教室,放下書包,坐在我前方的朋友——君賀,馬上就問了我一個不願面對的問題。8964 copyright protection38PENANA7fncIpDhJf 維尼
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將看到一半的報紙放在一旁,君賀帶著看好戲的表情問我。我知道他想聽什麼,於是我說:「老樣子,覺得自己沒機會。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA1SbQ72Ga1k 維尼
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這是我一貫的回答,通常也是我一貫的結果。8964 copyright protection38PENANA9AhiSNOGGX 維尼
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「也是啦。現在這時代,機會是留給有後台的人。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA8RGUuXIda5 維尼
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他說的這句話,或許也是他的切身感受。8964 copyright protection38PENANAjnYyVwEk1p 維尼
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君賀又將注意放回報紙上。報紙那頁刊的是女演員和男偶像被狗仔拍到在街上約會,最近這件事鬧得沸沸揚揚。8964 copyright protection38PENANAxUIxHNrLiL 維尼
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「對了!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAOkm6eoABE1 維尼
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君賀突然興奮地看向我,「我今天早上在校門口看見『IsLilac』喔!她們來上課了!!」8964 copyright protection38PENANATmdWk5WYbI 維尼
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「是喔。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAbUBG2u2UEZ 維尼
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「你好歹也興奮點嘛。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAXVXvxkWuCD 維尼
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「在這所學校,偶像團體根本不稀奇啊。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAo5M54kACOk 維尼
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我就讀的這所藝術高中,學生基本上都是些有經紀公司栽培的歌手、偶像或是像我跟君賀的演員。不過,我連經紀公司都沒有。8964 copyright protection38PENANA9PxRcUKNiO 維尼
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「也是啦。可是她們是『IsLilac』哦——!『IsLilac』!你看……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAopD8iMQ6iN 維尼
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君賀將他的手機擺在我眼前,上頭播放的影片是「IsLilac」的新歌MV。8964 copyright protection38PENANANmE0Tabybp 維尼
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以令人中毒的旋律和朗朗上口的歌詞表現青春俏皮的風格,還有高難度且整齊的編舞為特色。她們是最近一年大紅大紫的五人女子團體,可是吸引了不少男女粉絲。8964 copyright protection38PENANA1FDvxEyoP3 維尼
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兩個月前剛推出的新歌,如今觀看數已經快突破三千萬了,足夠顯示她們的高人氣。8964 copyright protection38PENANAfSbD2FUoW9 維尼
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「——Maya超可愛的!不愧是櫻花妹。很難想像我會跟她讀同所學校,還同年級!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAbMzfzpZOLD 維尼
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「原來她是日本人喔。」8964 copyright protection38PENANABuObS2uV3p 維尼
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記得有在學校遠遠見過幾次面。跑來台灣出道,真辛苦。8964 copyright protection38PENANAJBCCRVSkLS 維尼
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這時,螢幕上出現一位眼睛深邃的女生站在團體舞蹈中央。8964 copyright protection38PENANABWVlwh8kB5 維尼
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「我記得她也是一年級吧。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAWdOaOk1RZI 維尼
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她有著令人難以忘懷的精緻五官。8964 copyright protection38PENANARGvmlouE8t 維尼
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「你是說Alina吧,她是台俄混血喔。小惡魔的微笑可是她的招牌!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAUhi6O5yV44 維尼
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「是喔——那這位是隊長吧。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAfFc8Js7OMt 維尼
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「嗯,隊長Aya。三年級的學姐。她可是被評為天生的偶像喔。」8964 copyright protection38PENANADWTBoSxSQj 維尼
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君賀挺起胸膛,一副替這位名叫Aya的隊長驕傲的模樣。8964 copyright protection38PENANAAThATeY6i1 維尼
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「那這位是……?」8964 copyright protection38PENANA41nzZcIfnX 維尼
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我指著螢幕上一位留著齊肩短髮的女生。8964 copyright protection38PENANAWnwpyldrlM 維尼
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「Kay。二年級的學姐。是團內唯一的短髮。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA9EvlCQudoF 維尼
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「啊,我比較喜歡這位,Nana。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAfjwwUZu38U 維尼
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我看著目前有著獨舞鏡頭的女生,她臉上有著霸佔這舞台的自信。8964 copyright protection38PENANAy9SQGrLUKi 維尼
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雖然我對IsLilac不太瞭解,有些甚至叫不出名字。但起碼我還是認得出其中幾個。畢竟,前陣子是她們的打歌期。一打開電視,不管是新聞還是綜藝節目都看得到她們。8964 copyright protection38PENANA9i5QhFj8ss 維尼
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「因為她的胸部?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAa3sLuZSBGA 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAxfThrs8WHy 維尼
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「唉——團內大姐Nana的舞蹈實力可不輸男偶像喔,別只注意到她的身材啦。像你這種都叫『肉體飯』,就是只喜歡肉體的粉絲。」8964 copyright protection38PENANABwnDTFxU6o 維尼
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君賀對我的誠實嘆了口氣後,繼續讓自己火熱的眼神在影片上跳動。8964 copyright protection38PENANArhIouc5qOk 維尼
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喜歡就喜歡,還有分層級嗎?我無奈地想。然後看著窗外令人羨慕的飛機雲一眼,帶著想翹課的心情走出教室。8964 copyright protection38PENANAUaiiFcWeNW 維尼
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一邊想著該去哪打混,一邊發著呆的我,不知不覺就通過樓與樓的天橋,到了隔壁棟的實用音樂科。8964 copyright protection38PENANAxkMprs9Ybx 維尼
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這時,上課鈴聲剛好響起。如果繼續在走廊遊盪會被老師發現吧。我趕緊走到樓梯口,再往天台上走。去天台邊吹風,邊玩個手機,感覺也不錯。8964 copyright protection38PENANAtN6J3360Yw 維尼
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就在我正要打開天台的鐵門時,隱約從外頭聽到有人說話的聲音——8964 copyright protection38PENANA0novkuzoEY 維尼
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「——蛤!?說我整型!?我憑什麼要被躲在網路後面的醜女這麼說啊?去死吧!」8964 copyright protection38PENANA4sYvt2JM2p 維尼
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……誰啊?8964 copyright protection38PENANAG8yaULhIH6 維尼
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我好奇地輕輕打開鐵門,沒想到生鏽的門發出了刺耳的聲響,嚇了我一跳。8964 copyright protection38PENANAnT9VsSrSru 維尼
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聽到身後動靜的少女轉頭看向我這。8964 copyright protection38PENANASib8mT1CRu 維尼
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「誰?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAoILfzpdRgT 維尼
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少女那無視天氣熱度的冰冷聲音傳來。8964 copyright protection38PENANAh8yvo43QER 維尼
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本來想偷看一下,就馬上離開,這下不得不走出去了。我盡量保持輕鬆的態度將門拉到最開,走進天台的空地。8964 copyright protection38PENANAufrFAPJCDj 維尼
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眼前的她,一雙明亮的鹿眼警戒著我,像被侵犯領地的動物。8964 copyright protection38PENANAAaLiEiXhhi 維尼
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「妳好。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAeZ4unCcozs 維尼
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我禮貌性地先打聲招呼,畢竟對方是學姐。令人意外的是,我剛剛才在君賀的手機裡看過她。8964 copyright protection38PENANAVCJGEdqXVK 維尼
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「你聽到了?」8964 copyright protection38PENANABqmF8fqozd 維尼
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她面無表情,或許在隱藏心中的慌亂也不一定。8964 copyright protection38PENANAkCxTpFgFnF 維尼
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「感覺人的秘密被得知的瞬間,都會說這句耶。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAoUDlE9HMHI 維尼
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「我是問你聽到了?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAPD493WhtNF 維尼
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她的語氣多了點偶像不該有的強硬。8964 copyright protection38PENANA64KFwMDUis 維尼
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「學姐有多想要黑粉去死的事,我聽到了。然後,妳不先拜託我看看嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAXI79JtRldz 維尼
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「你說出去啊。我無所謂。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA6L6HZ20C9s 維尼
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學姐雙手抱胸,露出無畏的笑容。不如說,她的表情像是在挑戰有趣的事物。8964 copyright protection38PENANAU55iGIdZSp 維尼
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「算了。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAlt5CMHXsCf 維尼
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我搖頭,「學姐粉絲這麼多,我也只會被當作散佈謠言的怪人而被圍剿。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAqqd6fnsd5V 維尼
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而且——8964 copyright protection38PENANA1TNUAO2i1P 維尼
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「網路是很可怕的。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAUDfkEe2uQC 維尼
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我指著學姐手上拿的手機,她剛剛大概在看罵自己的評論吧。8964 copyright protection38PENANAEMHRfOF3Uw 維尼
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不知道為什麼學姐露出無聊的眼神,像失去什麼興趣。8964 copyright protection38PENANAw38qRBmldb 維尼
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「真不爽。這些『言論自由』。」她說。說到「言論自由」四個字還加重語氣。8964 copyright protection38PENANARAToXdBf9J 維尼
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「大家都喜歡言論自由,但『自由』是需要負責的。而且大多數人肯定不想負責。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAHTInyVICvZ 維尼
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「所以我才會在這邊發火。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAfKYEd3E6Fr 維尼
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「方便請教對學姐的惡評還說了些什麼嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAUsJpIlIvlu 維尼
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「……反正就是一般的惡評。還說什麼潛、潛規則……真是一群白癡。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAeUG3btvQCB 維尼
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我發現學姐在說「潛規則」時,有些難為情。8964 copyright protection38PENANAZAYuyi0zz5 維尼
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「我所屬的公司也算數一數二的大型經紀公司。而且這些腦袋長蛆的傢伙不知道能當上偶像的人,家境基本上都不會太差嗎?有哪個有錢的笨蛋父母會選擇將子女推入火坑啊!?真是夠了。」 8964 copyright protection38PENANAPTyUy5yUMb 維尼
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抱怨完的學姐,不屑地視線瞥向一旁。8964 copyright protection38PENANAe4LSbFStML 維尼
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我點頭表示認同。聽說有些偶像的父母要不是醫生,就是公司的CEO,甚至還有房產大亨。因為從小學唱歌或跳舞這類才藝,除了對於「追夢」是一筆開銷,更重要的是還得考慮孩子「失敗」的結果。普通的父母根本沒有餘俗去想這些事,穩穩讓孩子步上一般社會,才是對平凡家庭最好的做法。8964 copyright protection38PENANAQjwFpPPKvv 維尼
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但是不管怎麼辯解都沒辦法,這社會風氣就是這樣。真實是被唾棄的,大家寧願被謊言娛樂。8964 copyright protection38PENANASDGrdN0gny 維尼
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「對了,你是誰?」學姐疑惑地向我問出遲來的問題。8964 copyright protection38PENANAEFcT2bylma 維尼
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「李罌。演藝科,一年級。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAitUWhiyX0W 維尼
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「季楷。實用音樂科,二年級。」8964 copyright protection38PENANALxJ4tWbjST 維尼
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「就算學姐不說,我也知道喔。『IsLilac』的『Kay』。學姐妳很有名。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA1slNsmvbPO 維尼
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應該說是剛剛在教室才比較了解。8964 copyright protection38PENANAFVhollRlQC 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXJNAkQcvCJ
8964 copyright protection38PENANALMngoIkrTo 維尼
聽到我說出她的團名與藝名,學姐的眉頭皺了一下。8964 copyright protection38PENANADZtqYbKI4Q 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAX4iuOsvBiG
8964 copyright protection38PENANAoJXgw3rziI 維尼
「你是演員?演過什麼?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAoJSiLSZJRf 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAcsU1tT2FnY
8964 copyright protection38PENANAWY0TXSSARk 維尼
學姐將她的齊肩短髮撓自耳後,露出輪廓漂亮的耳朵和自信的脖子線條。8964 copyright protection38PENANAvZ43uU0xjP 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAPETpBRFXDI
8964 copyright protection38PENANA8VGSGsupiU 維尼
我向學姐說了部之前挺紅的電視劇,她狐疑地看著我。8964 copyright protection38PENANA4WkYmJkvft 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5PoChwJNzU
8964 copyright protection38PENANAGK5zyXhCq1 維尼
「那部你有演?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAUXLoFDCTNU 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhYxRru1xnu
8964 copyright protection38PENANAXY3OAEtwXf 維尼
看來學姐也看過呢,但好像對我沒印象。8964 copyright protection38PENANAAZcWtJxU1U 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlLQS29X2dR
8964 copyright protection38PENANAbqjxTwUxAU 維尼
「嗯。第一集有個女學生不是出車禍死掉嗎?我演她的男朋友。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAc1PMuHkhHL 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAvqAPkCv0W7
8964 copyright protection38PENANAZXGxrEbQx3 維尼
「……那不就是個跑龍套的角色嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAtLLUde2J4G 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAalIWjA4Pa6
8964 copyright protection38PENANAaCUxOpaBeP 維尼
「我自認為我的那場哭戲發揮得很出色。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAWOEgj2xzTV 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA87wrjqdwa4
8964 copyright protection38PENANAf20yIcrKfM 維尼
「沒人在意吧。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAI2BCv97dQq 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAPfglrbZuN8
8964 copyright protection38PENANAhowWcy9nZu 維尼
對於她說的這句話,我覺得真是過份。8964 copyright protection38PENANAnK3hf9c8Vi 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAebMap4hmib
8964 copyright protection38PENANAg1ZLgd3oBq 維尼
不過學姐說的也是事實。女朋友死掉的劇情,只是為了鋪成男主角是死神的橋段,也表達人世間的世事無常而已。基本上我的戲份就是在那裡哭,的確沒有人會注意到我。8964 copyright protection38PENANAd6PSzvcGZi 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIsWfEFZjK3
8964 copyright protection38PENANAiyuNpozsdW 維尼
「還有什麼嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAQzOEvFVL39 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2H5sDlN2mk
8964 copyright protection38PENANAuNu7l7ebJF 維尼
「偶而兼差當服裝模特兒。」8964 copyright protection38PENANACbGVADk2q5 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1q1ZDpMM7E
8964 copyright protection38PENANAKgXs6lXOhV 維尼
「那就是沒什麼知名度囉?」8964 copyright protection38PENANACrOBnNm9nF 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkj6YcT6EDJ
8964 copyright protection38PENANAvEUuOBDXvA 維尼
「拿我的名字去Google搜的話是跑不出任何東西的。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAB76vGdezGl 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAM9BuCdxVb2
8964 copyright protection38PENANAViVQLBLOFe 維尼
「作為藝人你挺失敗的。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAFnawhBMmPS 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJBBVeCu3T7
8964 copyright protection38PENANA4Kz78QYWKF 維尼
學姐露出輕視我的微笑。8964 copyright protection38PENANAsMzYsZCgk6 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAH8HsrFooYE
8964 copyright protection38PENANAZCckP0L6sG 維尼
我聳肩表示無可奈何,反正是事實。8964 copyright protection38PENANArONHg64OEx 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA7rV5wmL3Z8
8964 copyright protection38PENANAjQXyL2bEkm 維尼
「那學姐又如何呢?感覺妳不是很享受偶像這身份。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAoU4HhJv1HK 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAgGKp1cNtYX
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQx8RXv7mbl 維尼
聽到我這麼說,她臉一沉。直到我在常坐的那塊地板坐下,她才緩緩地張開嘴,吐出話語。8964 copyright protection38PENANAyunNUAq7qo 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkhZHVSvNue
8964 copyright protection38PENANASQzGzPMlGX 維尼
「……反正我本來就不想當偶像。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAuvaZ8EXHGw 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAavwB0ewGDW
8964 copyright protection38PENANAAe0VlfSguP 維尼
哇——知名偶像的驚人告白。8964 copyright protection38PENANAsumr7x7IEc 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAehQamW6MOP
8964 copyright protection38PENANAY2s0egHCEP 維尼
「妳這麼說。很多粉絲會傷心的,例如我。」8964 copyright protection38PENANACaAx28yVBw 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkbrEdrLIMx
8964 copyright protection38PENANARoKCJEYbhj 維尼
「喔——?原來你是我的粉絲?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAnbQUlcU7Wx 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXoJmZkRKPU
8964 copyright protection38PENANAGE1myqSXMV 維尼
學姐啞然失笑,一副「這世界上竟然有這種事」的表情。8964 copyright protection38PENANAxV0qWgyRMY 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA9IG9um0KTF
8964 copyright protection38PENANAhadJaZNgLX 維尼
「不,我比較喜歡Nana。」我據實以告。8964 copyright protection38PENANA74d7KHyjb8 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANATwoeFY4uml
8964 copyright protection38PENANASnCuKeaLrA 維尼
「嘖,男生果然都喜歡像Na姐那種胸大無腦的。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAlVeeh6eXsm 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1bUKyPgZ1C
8964 copyright protection38PENANALX1CiN4euE 維尼
對我的話咂嘴的學姐,一點都沒有自覺自己是個青春偶像。8964 copyright protection38PENANA4UiA00Fdi0 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXReFtbwmDu
8964 copyright protection38PENANA7dBkBe7eFO 維尼
「學姐說這話合適嗎?她可是妳的團員喔。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAzOiy2cr6sa 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzKgZhY1CEH
8964 copyright protection38PENANApavVGBflAY 維尼
「我只是說出事實而已。」學姐眼神中閃過冷漠。8964 copyright protection38PENANAmuzk63HI5O 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAB01KWTZLdW
8964 copyright protection38PENANAzjmDglC06k 維尼
「感覺學姐很討厭自己的偶像身份呢。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAIMsCWz8NQE 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlZcmHrP5E9
8964 copyright protection38PENANAWRqCS2ezqo 維尼
「不行嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANA711OtFe8EK 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA65xBU8BIzr
8964 copyright protection38PENANA5MyMSAx6nC 維尼
厭惡自己身份的偶像啊……我的腦子裡突然有些想法。8964 copyright protection38PENANAPOoKURlMuI 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3PnSTe9oUh
8964 copyright protection38PENANAfB2Fu4H7HW 維尼
思考了片刻後,我說——8964 copyright protection38PENANAvenDuB0r0n 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAuopkSsOHPT
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQ0YqlXiFYN 維尼
「學姐。可以讓我建議妳一件事嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAwPoYlxsHVW 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANADck77lUbMo
8964 copyright protection38PENANA9OiyVyzVR9 維尼
「什麼事?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAdlxfIpb9Ap 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAibVsIBsWKl
8964 copyright protection38PENANA8WnwxVqQ5I 維尼
學姐不以為然地看著我,看來是打算隨便聽聽不知名學弟的建議。8964 copyright protection38PENANAI5LFW9r31Z 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGwcgrc4KJt
8964 copyright protection38PENANAGdDrdEpDj3 維尼
「我覺得妳需要在這週末和願意陪同妳的學弟一起出去散散心。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAQZtNR5C6gG 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAG1V80t9ACO
8964 copyright protection38PENANAPud2AIc8ah 維尼
「你這是明目張膽地在約我?」8964 copyright protection38PENANASoSUFj9wGe 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAW3Grebh8Ri
8964 copyright protection38PENANApuWiKLCKk1 維尼
她挑釁地將嘴角勾起來。我發現她的每一個動作都在破壞我對她的印象。8964 copyright protection38PENANA6jaf44ySDR 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAweB9lu8eSo
8964 copyright protection38PENANAiakhgcaPek 維尼
「偶而拋棄一次偶像的身份做自己想做的事,也不錯吧?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAXIFOvl16Vq 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAG7saPcQubU
8964 copyright protection38PENANAXEqa2sdBsU 維尼
對於我的想法,學姐低頭沉思著。8964 copyright protection38PENANAep1RI9GLe9 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMopOvHFTKx
8964 copyright protection38PENANAhKFsgow4wt 維尼
我打算趁勝追擊。8964 copyright protection38PENANAYftO8jwjQm 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbhUKnVdkrV
8964 copyright protection38PENANAvt8MPXQM09 維尼
「學姐想去哪裡、想做什麼,都可以喔。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAnA8tQnoDU4 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAfXQBgpW1PM
8964 copyright protection38PENANA4t0iyfS8cU 維尼
「你的目的是什麼?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAKD34xw06Yf 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzmk4UtT129
8964 copyright protection38PENANAXiypGrdXlc 維尼
抬起頭的學姐帶著強烈的懷疑。8964 copyright protection38PENANAPTOPHyWbhj 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbN3Mfts43e
8964 copyright protection38PENANAVQXNkIasrl 維尼
「只是粉絲想跟偶像約會而已,我當然不敢對妳怎麼樣。如果當下學姐覺得有危險也可以馬上報警。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAbIuveLgTz4 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA9QZEBIFe1h
8964 copyright protection38PENANACuQcraKg7E 維尼
「……我真的能信你?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAJchYMnfqH0 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0UQ0bvYbFU
8964 copyright protection38PENANA2jKtY1zdwN 維尼
「不然學姐就請妳的團員陪妳吧。我只是提供辦法,順便毛遂自薦。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAOo5dY2BGwq 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAYqtNpVZxac
8964 copyright protection38PENANANwPDGI90Qu 維尼
「打歌期剛結束……她們應該會想回家休息。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAgPLI0g93M2 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJEXb0XTcFX
8964 copyright protection38PENANAV2fESY7oC4 維尼
學姐的表情像是被拋棄的孩子,但她隨即又恢復自己強硬的態度。8964 copyright protection38PENANAkdmAelMbTd 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAawTSexjJXi
8964 copyright protection38PENANAmw6EqkEKby 維尼
「我知道了。就陪你這不紅的學弟吧。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA7HuX7x4djz 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkDrTgXyb1r
8964 copyright protection38PENANAR8ZorAQBfQ 維尼
「不紅是多餘的啦。」我狀作無奈。8964 copyright protection38PENANAkE4mW9dxbL 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4dLOmGXENt
8964 copyright protection38PENANAFUnrUsxpoB 維尼
隨後,我們互相交換彼此的連絡方式。打算先回教室的我,離去前想到一件事。8964 copyright protection38PENANAzaiwABPo5C 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAcfgnUGSE0c
8964 copyright protection38PENANA9FVdJsdc61 維尼
「學姐。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAYOJD5Mqgcx 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANARfQKw6u6vZ
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQI85Z2MM8i 維尼
「幹嘛?」8964 copyright protection38PENANA08H9ZHakan 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAvrMx3PZiAw
8964 copyright protection38PENANA2Ttwfgv05z 維尼
趴在欄桿上的學姐不耐煩地轉頭看我。8964 copyright protection38PENANA1RUfJwC2bL 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAi7MPvAuz6d
8964 copyright protection38PENANAJSKw1TWZtP 維尼
「可以幫我跟Nana要簽名?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAazB5Jzihz1 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAglvU5tW0TA
8964 copyright protection38PENANAA0EpWl5xwn 維尼
「去死。」8964 copyright protection38PENANANWYqUi1Yv5 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdt1EP2qLEM
8964 copyright protection38PENANAzyYIPagBTm 維尼
感受到那看垃圾的眼神後,我轉身離開。8964 copyright protection38PENANAlwIvErwvfj 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFHoTmuTOZu
42Please respect copyright.PENANAoJozjA6yfs
8964 copyright protection38PENANAf1mcSdwYHi 維尼
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42Please respect copyright.PENANA7neH9JNSEU
42Please respect copyright.PENANABEb4vIBZSh
8964 copyright protection38PENANAoi7CmczeuE 維尼
在這所學校的每個人都有一個目標,就是在演藝圈立足。誰都想一窺夢想中的風景,但又有幾個人擁有資格?8964 copyright protection38PENANAf2XBb6Z2m1 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAsokA28FlWO
8964 copyright protection38PENANAenCeidLzas 維尼
有些人早已經是一流的偶像歌手,有些人則從六歲開始當練習生,卻還不一定能出道;有些已經能接到電視劇的配角或是電影裡的小角色,而有了好的開始;有些人則不斷在徵選中一次又一次地被刷下。8964 copyright protection38PENANAZ8yZoi1k5F 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqiex98iY4R
8964 copyright protection38PENANAa3SP6WEJX0 維尼
不過,在這講求機運和才能的世界裡,大家都有個共通點——捨棄了青春。8964 copyright protection38PENANAVeKy1lqnt5 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2SqZXWmO5F
8964 copyright protection38PENANAx9Nk8PtVfa 維尼
進入了這一行,幾乎等於提早踏入了社會。8964 copyright protection38PENANA3oQTkojtKy 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdoJr5iE8QO
8964 copyright protection38PENANAJ2BFs5rR98 維尼
到了放學,練習生就要馬上到經紀公司接受一連串的訓練課程。想當演員的人,只要有徵選就往哪裡跑,然後全力地揮灑累積無數失敗的自己,只盼一位伯樂。8964 copyright protection38PENANAw1pCPh0luF 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2aB2Qx2fMh
8964 copyright protection38PENANAsN3K74JQPY 維尼
想跟朋友們去逛街、看電影或是去卡拉OK是奢侈的,更不用說戀愛。大家都得學會規避心中那條叫你吃果子的蛇。尤其是偶像歌手,練習生時期耗費在夢想太多時間。順利出道後,公司也會下達三年左右的禁愛令。8964 copyright protection38PENANAOChamyPKzQ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANALQSVH5CEbG
8964 copyright protection38PENANAMwDBEAnrEX 維尼
要不就是溺死,不然就是上岸。在這裡的每個人都是「史崔蘭」,甘願做理想的奴隸。8964 copyright protection38PENANABP2RoF0WMQ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAk7CmO21sLc
8964 copyright protection38PENANASBDaCtX3lO 維尼
擁有堅定的目標,還是最樂觀的情況。當然還是有迷茫的人,也有跌落谷底的人。8964 copyright protection38PENANAD3G84twySi 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA32Fl8gZRs5
42Please respect copyright.PENANAONVJeTY6vi
8964 copyright protection38PENANAsdRj4NAbhH 維尼
我看向一旁的君賀,他正在看著報紙上的娛樂版。距離我在天台遇到學姐已經過去三天,女演員和男偶像的八卦也延燒了三天。8964 copyright protection38PENANAullkKvXVmY 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMo003cUeil
8964 copyright protection38PENANAPvUJy7HQaz 維尼
我將當作午餐的草莓麵包咬了一口後,說道:「君賀,我有事問你。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAGwgd6Vk6Tc 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAUkKFn2tNYL
8964 copyright protection38PENANAjnBJorcrAZ 維尼
「真稀奇,什麼事?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAgJeDJOwICK 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQz5dNt4eZV
8964 copyright protection38PENANArnN0H6QOPK 維尼
「有關IsLilac的事。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA82ehJD6AyM 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAuHRsY1mbbm
8964 copyright protection38PENANAz7Ut3USR8Z 維尼
「喔喔——!!你也想成為『Seed』!?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAlZtg8eVAeC 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQweA80Q8VP
8964 copyright protection38PENANA7Xn5ibe2Sw 維尼
君賀雙眼發亮地看著我,對我好像有什麼期待。8964 copyright protection38PENANAIviWqbfX8Q 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAsSCebaPAK
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQloHgWGLnp 維尼
「什麼『Seed』?鋼彈?」8964 copyright protection38PENANARWxz9aV64d 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAPZwzc1rjbU
8964 copyright protection38PENANAEGrV1tEgeB 維尼
「『Seed』是IsLilac的官方粉絲名稱啦!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAq1pCP6UAgF 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhqarhvYBu8
8964 copyright protection38PENANAxx7NGM0OwM 維尼
君賀一臉受不了地開始解釋IsLilac取這粉絲名稱的意義,然後開始扯到她們當初出道的各種狀況,一副像是看著自家小孩成長的家長。幸好,我不打算告訴君賀,我在天台遇到Kay的事,不然一定又會被他吵得沒完。8964 copyright protection38PENANAXvHWhuxTAk 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAi8F6mwC3Q3
8964 copyright protection38PENANAJ76hxEaUlB 維尼
似乎是講到一個段落,君賀喝口飲料喘口氣。我趁機問他想問的問題。8964 copyright protection38PENANABQuljjGzK3 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAwLAmi0Y95H
8964 copyright protection38PENANAYFXDjFwOER 維尼
「Kay,你覺得如何?」8964 copyright protection38PENANA8IuC36wIDa 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXd3z05HuiW
8964 copyright protection38PENANAkKE3Dlfws9 維尼
「胸部沒有Nana大,但也不錯,比例很好。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAOw9RfiVRqB 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAKwUoe30uJR
8964 copyright protection38PENANAm1iqFgcoeB 維尼
「我不是在問身材的事。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAekzCnlwEmL 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAvHJqVcLg8y
8964 copyright protection38PENANAESa2JHwddZ 維尼
「抱歉,不小心用你的角度思考了。」君賀故意做一個向我致意的動作,「不然你想問什麼?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAl03bIDYFzB 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHUkxYpMEhV
8964 copyright protection38PENANA7CaOHCTLZG 維尼
「就……粉絲之間都怎麼評價她的?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAwlInygEoCc 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAL7i06lvN9o
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQ2CBwgvKN0 維尼
聽到我的問題,君賀仰頭思考一會。8964 copyright protection38PENANAyeTzA6QOLu 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANApHfsRZBeIv
8964 copyright protection38PENANAZj1M3Ub5BA 維尼
「剛出道的時候,似乎很緊張,時常會放不開。但在正經的一面下,被團員調戲後臉紅生氣的樣子,Seed們還蠻喜歡的。而且總是給人凜然的可靠模樣,卻什麼都做不好,這點很可愛。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAQRI9uJtPuT 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJAQEebjLKH
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不知道是不是陽光刺眼的關係,君賀瞇起眼睛。我好像也在曬太陽的貓咪臉上,看過這表情。8964 copyright protection38PENANAbn9esMXST5 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZbML0LHWUM
8964 copyright protection38PENANAxOC69PNH4W 維尼
「有種……殘念系的感覺?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAfl3itDUvdU 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhb3EXt4faG
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQL7ACyQIuW 維尼
「嗯!可以這麼說。」8964 copyright protection38PENANARx8nTGW4n5 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHSzbnGNtSw
8964 copyright protection38PENANAoOW1LjLgB9 維尼
「什麼都做不好也太慘了吧。」8964 copyright protection38PENANABQveI8Unio 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANARjcVROItI5
8964 copyright protection38PENANARAbpTTR8dj 維尼
我在心裡感嘆著。行為殘念,內在無禮且毒舌。她到底怎麼當上偶像啊?8964 copyright protection38PENANAVeWBecxfvw 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkSf3PtkkuZ
8964 copyright protection38PENANAnN5FZPXXfb 維尼
「也不能這樣講啦。」君賀搖了搖頭,「你對IsLilac的編舞有什麼看法?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAsbtBTlQxki 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbQCpGFtdEH
8964 copyright protection38PENANAyR0ArGoaJ8 維尼
「就很難又很整齊的編舞啊。」我說出一個大眾對她們的既定印象。8964 copyright protection38PENANAUhv7Ty0GAz 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzp7hIunD84
8964 copyright protection38PENANAIkrqBwcnUx 維尼
「這就對了。那麼難的舞蹈,Kay都學會了喔。還能邊跳邊穩定發揮身為第二主唱的實力,代表她平常的體能訓練也不馬虎。而且——」8964 copyright protection38PENANABnE7pICoLp 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJW1PdYPb2p
8964 copyright protection38PENANAM8wBuwNwJA 維尼
君賀繼續說:「Kay還會鋼琴,算是個人才藝吧。上次她在粉絲簽名會上表演過。」8964 copyright protection38PENANADTvAS5helI 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA6WI133t6dC
8964 copyright protection38PENANA08rw2jZs7S 維尼
還真是聽到令人意外的情報。8964 copyright protection38PENANAP94iQgmYQo 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANABgwvwekxl5
8964 copyright protection38PENANAi6BESrCuvK 維尼
「那就是除了有關偶像和才藝以外都笨手笨腳,是這樣嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANA17WVYicGN3 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAOTgOsk1C7u
8964 copyright protection38PENANAlANPf7BKsw 維尼
「沒錯。這反差感就是她迷人的地方。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAkn1LfTMqDg 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAEXa7bdDDtB
8964 copyright protection38PENANAwySkBtWqkB 維尼
原來如此。換作是我,我寧願不要。8964 copyright protection38PENANAtT0fXvyvxX 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAtGObL5iR8X
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQy6oMKEXsx 維尼
「其實時常關注她們就知道了。至於綜藝這塊,她們在直播上都放得很開,相互碰撞出的火花都會讓Seed瞭解她們的個性。但……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAUTzUzRoNU3 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAimqv8m2tb6
8964 copyright protection38PENANAOwdbu5QHOh 維尼
君賀說到這,遲疑了一會。8964 copyright protection38PENANA0POeqmXeyl 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANARkQMyrF1Ox
8964 copyright protection38PENANARf51OvxdHf 維尼
「怎麼了嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAIPQBHtoive 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAP59bBBpyxd
8964 copyright protection38PENANA2HgAP41dm1 維尼
「沒事啦。只是想到最近IsLilac的直播中,Kay都很少出現。而且在前陣子的打歌期,Kay常常在活動中發愣,或許是感到疲憊了。當然這在偶像中是常有的事,畢竟宣傳期的行程通常都很緊湊。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAAeuO48UgPG 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0GOc4a64eB
8964 copyright protection38PENANASGv7MZueAp 維尼
突然想到前幾天在天台上,學姐對我說的話。8964 copyright protection38PENANAfSx2Ka07Ea 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2Yarpp0ZXk
8964 copyright protection38PENANAOMLNq2UvzO 維尼
「有沒有可能是她不想當偶像了?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAdGmEwULzzq 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAumY1FilaKo
8964 copyright protection38PENANAPAFTffD9Kc 維尼
我隨口說說,沒想到君賀驚恐地看著我。8964 copyright protection38PENANAl16w9YiJVx 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZnjWFrgWnq
8964 copyright protection38PENANAkxRSaqCDnA 維尼
「你、你在說什麼傻話啊?好不容易熬出頭又有成就,怎麼可能突然不想當偶像!?你自己也是在這個圈子的。應該知道演藝圈有多難混吧?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAmHbA9WMrNY 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAcfCeeQwhm9
8964 copyright protection38PENANAB4gppAmKiP 維尼
「…………」8964 copyright protection38PENANAnsOit7AUTi 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA63Y0Icv2Lu
8964 copyright protection38PENANATIgemRTumC 維尼
雖然我很想告訴君賀,是本人親口跟我說她不想當,但還是算了。8964 copyright protection38PENANAmmtHD4PA9u 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAnpx9s2TZXM
8964 copyright protection38PENANAPB0Z6Gl9ln 維尼
「其實……作為一個粉絲很開心看到她們,但偶而……就只是偶而……」君賀語氣突然變得真切——8964 copyright protection38PENANAxI29AjmtTJ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAsyNH7GKeBo
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzzljifW5ae
8964 copyright protection38PENANA5vSIHKm1ld 維尼
「我忌妒她們。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAmZSxW2QIVN 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAUNCIisWeSJ
42Please respect copyright.PENANAE06kz8Uqeb
8964 copyright protection38PENANAGEnRn97kcI 維尼
君賀冰冷的眼眸直視前方,穿過了時間與空間,就只是在看著過去。8964 copyright protection38PENANAt6Kr16dlax 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5NaiyNW8lm
8964 copyright protection38PENANAbEg7MUKfUt 維尼
過去那個沒能做到的自己。8964 copyright protection38PENANAERKHW66puu 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA60YBRpXGEy
8964 copyright protection38PENANAA112ltv9g0 維尼
君賀曾經跟我說過,他是作為偶像練習生進經紀公司的。但公司在這之後卻安排他當演員,要他放棄成為偶像。於是他不知道自己該不該繼續走這條路。8964 copyright protection38PENANA3HMg1Fnku6 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAiYXzTZPN0a
8964 copyright protection38PENANAYHIIO74qs9 維尼
看來「不想當偶像」這句話,對君賀來說是個天真的衝擊。8964 copyright protection38PENANARTPEGWsnKy 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1FpLnrP7nq
8964 copyright protection38PENANA7F8a5WifbE 維尼
此刻,面無表情的君賀和平常開朗的模樣相反,不笑的他倒有幾分憂鬱氣息。側臉看得出來擁有高挺的鼻樑,細長的單眼皮大眼也很吸引人。雖然這樣說很對不起他,但他的確也是塊演員的料。8964 copyright protection38PENANAUwLKYJaUmF 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAt5BUE83Tzd
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQ6HVADQRNM 維尼
「阿罌,你覺得我還能堅持多久?」8964 copyright protection38PENANA71ku1LT24Z 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANARHcxh0D4eX
8964 copyright protection38PENANAkES1AinfvO 維尼
「誰知道呢?我的狀況也沒有奢侈到能回答你這問題。」我嘆氣。8964 copyright protection38PENANAAUMpY6gopy 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAs3DPztUsko
8964 copyright protection38PENANAwO9OGVYk8d 維尼
「也是。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAAW6j2RidK3 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANApZu9E54bRx
8964 copyright protection38PENANArU1JK2C7FI 維尼
他又恢復笑容,瞇著眼看著太陽。8964 copyright protection38PENANAaAVpeYvd5N 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAp8kv2s4MZh
8964 copyright protection38PENANA1GMBYCeNTp 維尼
「對了,阿罌。你週末不是有場廣告面試嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANALq6Cf0Iv4j 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANANsrzPZlRit
8964 copyright protection38PENANAuTyiPYcIWJ 維尼
「我不去了。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA2Ry8nPb0iF 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAp7OizA3yz
8964 copyright protection38PENANAEmqAFcVwFs 維尼
「是喔。那就代表有其他更重要的面試囉?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAz2ALA7IgmA 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAjsNbpGW8y7
8964 copyright protection38PENANARduhOsOt7Q 維尼
「算是吧。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAWxXuGevDBu 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3luMFYKRMH
8964 copyright protection38PENANAjDAw3apQ4f 維尼
我將咬到一半的草莓麵包舉起來,紅色的餡料在陽光下閃閃發亮。8964 copyright protection38PENANASxcUdNb5cQ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA621gG1bufw
42Please respect copyright.PENANANaYRWNH7De
8964 copyright protection38PENANAdferH1vb8m 維尼
*****8964 copyright protection38PENANAb9i50WzS4q 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFoCaegjlL0
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAfV32XF51m
8964 copyright protection38PENANAuIiXh86r6Y 維尼
禮拜六。我正在人來人往的車站,看著手機備忘錄裡的行程。但上面只有一條項目——最後要去看藍色的繡球花。這是學姐指定的,其他都隨我安排。真沒想到她還有這種少女情懷。不對,她本來就是一般的少女,只是被知名偶像的光環給掩蓋。8964 copyright protection38PENANAfggqXMgDyp 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANADZYzLxfamC
8964 copyright protection38PENANAeQFUXTs6kQ 維尼
就在我胡思亂想的時候,突然有人拉了我的衣袖。8964 copyright protection38PENANAoNBreqrNhz 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAk3CJmyHgsz
8964 copyright protection38PENANAIuJuK4Hms7 維尼
是位戴著老帽和黑色口罩,身著寬鬆白上衣並把前方衣角塞進黑色運動長褲的女人。8964 copyright protection38PENANAtRiPbOiv56 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANATslrNVaip1
8964 copyright protection38PENANAYNDGlxNhdd 維尼
「搭訕嗎?不好意思,我在等人。」我對著矮我至少二十公分的她說道。雖然她的官方身高是寫一百六十五公分,在女生中也蠻高的。8964 copyright protection38PENANAKwaTlN2jX4 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAUDOy0k729s
8964 copyright protection38PENANAlmXTg6075y 維尼
「白癡。是我啦!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAsWSzpdFmsi 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAeHpufbQ0uV
8964 copyright protection38PENANAv0FAN3eBKa 維尼
學姐惱怒地拉下口罩。8964 copyright protection38PENANAAqKUqtMUy4 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXmugh0gSTh
8964 copyright protection38PENANAn7B1UfLr8D 維尼
「我知道。」8964 copyright protection38PENANADeGjLUN9ln 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAz9BYHFzbp9
8964 copyright protection38PENANANpsYNSPx52 維尼
「那你還——」8964 copyright protection38PENANAIId3nNlQJi 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlGt8A26ZpG
8964 copyright protection38PENANAxq1cb6fstv 維尼
「看漂亮的女孩子生氣是我的興趣。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA5v3znWLlzu 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA998U7zWJ0D
8964 copyright protection38PENANAJ8idS5nC0S 維尼
「……變態。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAp1bleRWw1a 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANADJSA26sVP8
8964 copyright protection38PENANAbukQBy36rs 維尼
踢了我小腿一腳的學姐,突然拉開和我的距離。8964 copyright protection38PENANAuS48lVoIyB 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXZRuaSSPYM
8964 copyright protection38PENANAO5jytzFIsQ 維尼
「要怪就怪學姐把自己的臉遮起來,太浪費了。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAUn1WBAqELO 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANANTgjppBojL
8964 copyright protection38PENANAw8JSAkgato 維尼
「我跟你不一樣,我會被認出來。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAqPtLxS49tc 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbOw3k2G1ce
8964 copyright protection38PENANA04jiY4wJaW 維尼
嗯?我是不是被說了很過份的話?8964 copyright protection38PENANAs8d7SRhsxK 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAa06L6NImDl
8964 copyright protection38PENANAxH0FjEUkHU 維尼
「對了。學弟,」重新走到我身旁的學姐突然拿出手機,「你騙了我吧?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAKRweJTzdNt 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAt9S72SOko7
8964 copyright protection38PENANAThAZIN30td 維尼
聽到她這麼說,我一時之間不知道該怎麼回應。8964 copyright protection38PENANAd0b67jAlvA 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAu3nT1b4qjB
8964 copyright protection38PENANAv364U3IbPh 維尼
「……向學姐示好,其實是要學姐幫我介紹Nana的計畫,被妳發現了?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAOgjedeI09E 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMtL5cKzdWd
8964 copyright protection38PENANA8IaOdKCrKy 維尼
「不是這個!話說,原來你是想要我幫你介紹Na姐!?」8964 copyright protection38PENANA4snhGi5ZvO 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAYdTe57nmoL
8964 copyright protection38PENANAsEYcFXs7YB 維尼
「不然學姐是指什麼……?」8964 copyright protection38PENANArr6bOEur7D 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANApOo1LDdzrV
8964 copyright protection38PENANAHrvFpP5GD0 維尼
「這個!」學姐指著她手機螢幕,「你說網路搜不到你是騙人的。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAuiuEi9ELe1 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAa2TyuMyvLd
8964 copyright protection38PENANAgaQG0zlMpZ 維尼
手機螢幕上頭的確是我的名字,還有以前出演過的作品。但——8964 copyright protection38PENANAOxUxhsY3Eg 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAaFqwcKgR3x
8964 copyright protection38PENANAJhCKfsooUT 維尼
「那些都是過去式了。」我苦笑,「如妳所見,我以前是個童星。」8964 copyright protection38PENANALivgEr8UGE 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGETiLLxGVC
8964 copyright protection38PENANASYp1xJ113w 維尼
「而且還挺紅的。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAIArJclpOit 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAxlnuE8uHi1
8964 copyright protection38PENANAahz8FOJdKE 維尼
學姐隨便點開幾部我有出演的電影和電視劇還有廣告。上頭的人物介紹是我八歲時的照片。8964 copyright protection38PENANAHB36SsRIUV 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAz85efbLp2u
8964 copyright protection38PENANAZwfWUK256F 維尼
「那些都是過去式了。」8964 copyright protection38PENANABMwBMO5uLs 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3xxjZtM75R
8964 copyright protection38PENANATwWGvub9Df 維尼
同樣的話,我又說了一次。8964 copyright protection38PENANA4rBKzcBxAF 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIpIPHyrnWb
8964 copyright protection38PENANAyHEPMCRcgn 維尼
「……你生氣了?」學姐不安地望著我。8964 copyright protection38PENANABBOz6z3fgu 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZDN46NxMJ0
8964 copyright protection38PENANAywQz33ouPa 維尼
「有點。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAwpMh9NxKv4 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAq5lzydEkiC
8964 copyright protection38PENANA222l84ETdp 維尼
「……對不——」8964 copyright protection38PENANADV8gotYq5d 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAr7ZlYOTPkY
8964 copyright protection38PENANAj6pZ1mJx2I 維尼
「噗——哈哈哈哈——」8964 copyright protection38PENANAiffN7KAwGu 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAgcqU1Xb8E0
8964 copyright protection38PENANA3LbDgUofVG 維尼
眼看學姐正要道歉,我放聲大笑。學姐露出呆愣的表情,俏麗的眼眸眨著,長得明顯的睫毛一顫一顫。8964 copyright protection38PENANAABWk8rcTrb 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANACcKn7RWb5K
8964 copyright protection38PENANADrXSYcnVm8 維尼
「騙妳的。我沒有生氣。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAQsnWFEPtOQ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAv5bll1V7vw
8964 copyright protection38PENANAIfb1s3JCfc 維尼
我用手指比了個「V」。8964 copyright protection38PENANAgxZnzPojl0 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAcVy9b2wq21
8964 copyright protection38PENANAvDpYY3i7yB 維尼
「那你剛剛的臉那麼難看是……」8964 copyright protection38PENANA94B1gVHnBi 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhhewChKo15
8964 copyright protection38PENANArVtyOC4qTG 維尼
「為了看學姐緊張不安的樣子,我充分發揮了我的演技。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAF97viyiStc 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAgLSshqgy8K
8964 copyright protection38PENANAs1O6RwDrcm 維尼
「……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAw5x8RLShMg 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAVrJ2IhFt34
8964 copyright protection38PENANAZODObdeDut 維尼
學姐面無表情地拉上口罩,徑自地向前邁出腳步,我馬上走到她身邊。8964 copyright protection38PENANAVEPuslfzgE 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAg7CsmiARuf
8964 copyright protection38PENANAfkLBhSbN5E 維尼
「學姐生氣了?」8964 copyright protection38PENANA1LGBrwmUmF 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHWVgicX2wk
8964 copyright protection38PENANAppnUpSKq1a 維尼
她瞪了我一眼,又將視線朝向前方。8964 copyright protection38PENANAX14Hh3GIci 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIp1Yg3EVcy
8964 copyright protection38PENANAWgzT2CRy19 維尼
「我知道了。就讓學姐牽手,表達我的歉意吧。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAZRBNM4GEbl 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANACGwN2XXl9C
8964 copyright protection38PENANA0Xe5RI6ZNp 維尼
「去死。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAIe2YZbKmYX 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2mtx6HCZ5G
8964 copyright protection38PENANAK63P36hOfN 維尼
在走往附近商圈的路上,因為我的一句好奇。學姐都在向我抱怨團員們的事。8964 copyright protection38PENANAoHK0RFknMq 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAK2pyzMKb9z
8964 copyright protection38PENANArDWcZ4MZMg 維尼
例如,Maya是個沒事都在看動畫的無幹勁宅女,或時常教訓人的Aya很煩。還有Alina總是會對學姐惡作劇。不知道是不是我的錯覺,Nana的部份說得最多。能證明Nana是個不折不扣的笨蛋這件事,就說了有十條案例以上。8964 copyright protection38PENANAOaAXc1GL9B 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAu7XH8qyLJN
8964 copyright protection38PENANAWjXkhZ3ScR 維尼
而且我發現大部分的內容,我都從君賀的嘴裡聽過。看來粉絲的確能在團員之間的互動中,瞭解她們的個性並喜愛著。8964 copyright protection38PENANAaI7tlwrlWg 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAwSedcaB0wu
8964 copyright protection38PENANAYzLABfeB3O 維尼
「學姐,我能問妳一個問題嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAV2pNGNJNlT 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9o5A7mHQi
8964 copyright protection38PENANAt85XY22M22 維尼
「如果是奇怪的問題,我就揍你。」8964 copyright protection38PENANARd2ko2scrl 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2dByEsi3wP
8964 copyright protection38PENANAEXpmW1v9Qe 維尼
「妳不討厭妳的團員吧?應該說妳不討厭當偶像吧?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAzd3ZFCJYKZ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIo82S8CfLB
8964 copyright protection38PENANACZAqgo8W7h 維尼
對於我的問題,學姐並沒有回答,就只是走著。戴著口罩和帽子的她,我也看不見表情。8964 copyright protection38PENANAQVbNXIogzF 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAsRqk2GuwCj
8964 copyright protection38PENANATXhi5Zokrh 維尼
雖然喜歡和討厭聽起來是兩種對立的情緒,但我認為其實是一體的。因為只有真正喜歡上的瞬間,才會知覺討厭的部份。8964 copyright protection38PENANADcWIjjIbGD 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANASoe1fWDotr
8964 copyright protection38PENANAejIP5xAazt 維尼
所以要說喜歡的對立面,我認為是——冷漠。那是一種帶有冰冷的恨意。8964 copyright protection38PENANAQWxhdpxljA 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANASzS2tKuhkl
8964 copyright protection38PENANA6zxKQx1DYZ 維尼
「啊,到了。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAeqGjzzgSak 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAwPJcolrf8U
8964 copyright protection38PENANAlKWpGd2AMs 維尼
我指著眼前的咖啡廳。店門口都被樹和花所包圍,是清新的風格。那是我昨晚上網查到的一間評價不錯的店。8964 copyright protection38PENANA31M7tFEmYE 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAu9RSTTy4jA
8964 copyright protection38PENANAbpXppDBFdr 維尼
真的要進去?學姐像是在這麼問般,視線在我和咖啡廳來回往返。8964 copyright protection38PENANAnplB3e55jo 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4itWOpQRkv
8964 copyright protection38PENANA6zxXofLMZ4 維尼
「這間店的甜點蠻不錯的。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAEHb59XcfdU 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHpQM8qksmV
8964 copyright protection38PENANAfnEhSzJxjP 維尼
我想起在這間咖啡廳的粉絲專業裡看到的各種甜點照片。8964 copyright protection38PENANAEwltYbWNWD 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANATzEQqDKfbw
8964 copyright protection38PENANAZmitvIIULU 維尼
「我才不信你的品味。」8964 copyright protection38PENANATU71oAXNYc 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAL1Qsi0sf7y
8964 copyright protection38PENANAoyVFRXBD4a 維尼
這麼說的學姐在十五分鐘後,完全被這家咖啡廳的甜點所征服。她為了拚命隱藏那少女般的眼神令我發笑。8964 copyright protection38PENANARGTuEmOY27 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAF02Ygfoc2y
8964 copyright protection38PENANAJW1klNNUUq 維尼
「學姐,不吃嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANALaK7IMxdNe 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAiaikMDVqqR
8964 copyright protection38PENANAnd3tPf6keK 維尼
我喝了一口咖啡。真香。8964 copyright protection38PENANAXa9yBcmtT0 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAay8jR7MzGt
8964 copyright protection38PENANAYA17oaFoKU 維尼
「……我怕燙。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAd7zJxXW6Ts 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA445bvFhCAF
8964 copyright protection38PENANAD23ulB0UHw 維尼
學姐倔強地把嘴巴閉成一直線。8964 copyright protection38PENANA0FNtDAURf9 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAVexOCZFSmq
8964 copyright protection38PENANAKZWKEy7BJe 維尼
「那是草莓塔欸。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAoZZhP5iHOa 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA6MbjcyqjFz
8964 copyright protection38PENANAIciOib1Jt4 維尼
我長這麼大還沒聽過有人被草莓塔燙傷。8964 copyright protection38PENANAb5sesqKm4G 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAevnVtw0iKf
8964 copyright protection38PENANAMpt8cDgbD1 維尼
我看著已經擺在桌上快十分鐘的草莓塔。在酥脆的塔底上方有著堆積成小山的草莓,上頭還有幾顆藍莓點綴著,奶油則從甜點的縫隙間流露出。在燈光下,糖粉也使得整個甜點更加鮮活,散發著女孩子的氣息。8964 copyright protection38PENANAdonMmJFnyj 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAEgEIFyOqTl
8964 copyright protection38PENANAhSZ01LJ4dy 維尼
學姐握著手機的手顫抖著。很明顯地,她想要拍照,卻很在意自己剛剛說不相信我的品味。8964 copyright protection38PENANASFj3dcy8ME 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3aMU4VvnPX
8964 copyright protection38PENANAHFyuuVMbfs 維尼
老實說,她這份無聊的矜持還挺可愛的。8964 copyright protection38PENANAU04s7ACeqC 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANASuyY3m6Asn
8964 copyright protection38PENANAHpk5Mq10wD 維尼
「學姐想拍照就拍啊,我又不會說什麼。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAULjAleRauP 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAclWxlKr09q
8964 copyright protection38PENANAASj9oeg1e7 維尼
「我、我又沒說我想拍!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAKFTY2QsbJU 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANACF5Y18D9QQ
8964 copyright protection38PENANAzGOdeLpKTM 維尼
「……別喊那麼大聲。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAw9pKX5a3fQ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAVh4UExZZDk
8964 copyright protection38PENANAVDPvs7jBaY 維尼
雖然我和店員要了裡頭最隱密的位置,但難保不會被人發現IsLilac的成員竟然在這裡。8964 copyright protection38PENANANWULaCoX6M 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAvczTEH9x55
8964 copyright protection38PENANANfh8mW42vx 維尼
看來這麼下去也不是辦法。我拿出手機,隨意地向草莓塔拍一張。8964 copyright protection38PENANAViIgQuNMET 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAM8DDkpvITK
8964 copyright protection38PENANA5aeacdJPv6 維尼
「你幹嘛?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAh3IJ6Ya7fq 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAPgljNKcDQN
8964 copyright protection38PENANAz66uw5IHiJ 維尼
學姐皺著眉頭看著我。8964 copyright protection38PENANAGNd5UUZ0X0 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANATn4ZXgwx0i
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQZGoZdLfpT 維尼
「我想拍啊。妳看——」8964 copyright protection38PENANAItBIEckTkW 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAO3J52GnZlf
8964 copyright protection38PENANA4fEZWEy40E 維尼
我將手機螢幕轉向學姐的方向。8964 copyright protection38PENANACFcod6meio 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAG7Rg8t8cRJ
8964 copyright protection38PENANATxIgTGGnXN 維尼
「拍得太爛了吧!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAgyXxzfIEx9 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAN0HQnWqfZS
8964 copyright protection38PENANALGazeRX2C4 維尼
「沒辦法,我又不擅長。不然學姐幫我拍好了,然後把照片傳給我。」8964 copyright protection38PENANARi7em6kx84 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhbi5W6ioEx
8964 copyright protection38PENANAUal8CZNdZC 維尼
聽到我這麼說,學姐低聲說了句:「你這學弟真沒用。」然後拿起自己的手機拍攝。8964 copyright protection38PENANATSs7zBH0Wu 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAi4sYBuDWzo
8964 copyright protection38PENANAu0xBOQNK5I 維尼
結果這一拍又花了五分鐘左右,學姐才開始享用她的草莓塔。8964 copyright protection38PENANA011wXDiq0B 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAzbG2jqimW
8964 copyright protection38PENANAHBno20FLsf 維尼
「好吃嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANA4jyrKFtsfu 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAgi8XpO3HSL
8964 copyright protection38PENANA4sVs7Ya2ve 維尼
我看著從剛才眼睛就閃閃發亮的學姐,然後又重新認知眼前這位在演藝圈打滾的女孩,只不過是大我一歲的少女而已。8964 copyright protection38PENANAMsqDzn9urp 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAfpCwdJqpg3
8964 copyright protection38PENANAhE3Zq2zJWL 維尼
「還……可以啦。」8964 copyright protection38PENANADISwJStKHs 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAfPGFytNTCG
8964 copyright protection38PENANAiftXfS3yrM 維尼
說出這句話的瞬間,她臉上染了一層紅暈。沒想到學姐嘴硬到我想笑。8964 copyright protection38PENANAwyTpEA4xjH 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA62mhTyZFzQ
8964 copyright protection38PENANAfJT7oKib9h 維尼
「學姐要再點份彩虹蛋糕嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAasbj8lCWGw 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAM6lihVJe1d
8964 copyright protection38PENANAzKjXnACMwu 維尼
聽到我這麼說,欲言又止的學姐一直拿著小湯匙刮著盤子。8964 copyright protection38PENANAfVuHy2MAib 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAOMkUBsntZF
8964 copyright protection38PENANA2sIuLy4kpe 維尼
「啊——怎麼辦。我突然想吃彩虹蛋糕耶——可是我又吃不下全部。」我斜眼偷看學姐,「願意幫我吃一半嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAEotnSXNWpK 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1rvETmW9s3
8964 copyright protection38PENANAz3V854X6gN 維尼
「也、也不是不可以……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAHhKAQIS2xv 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAtxXym9aDZG
8964 copyright protection38PENANA83xacAn0Y5 維尼
學姐聲音小到快被店內播放的音樂蓋過。8964 copyright protection38PENANANfBs5bjUzn 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0aeY0yp9dv
8964 copyright protection38PENANAFtMLYvUOgq 維尼
「還好妳答應了。不然我演這憋腳戲很傷演員自尊。」8964 copyright protection38PENANACJmgwzePxP 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1yhaKK79s6
8964 copyright protection38PENANAAzQzJBwAgj 維尼
啊,被惡狠狠地瞪了。8964 copyright protection38PENANAcHmHuiX2Mn 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAB93bWQbXQb
8964 copyright protection38PENANApamUnZrbiM 維尼
就在我準備去向店員點餐時,咖啡廳播放的音樂突然換成了最近聽慣的旋律。8964 copyright protection38PENANAolIMLbyCZ1 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANABLMEViVTON
8964 copyright protection38PENANAc4CfyuBslr 維尼
「這不是學姐妳們的新歌嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAdB8T3sHyV1 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4Qy0sY4u13
8964 copyright protection38PENANAWKyte1OZTO 維尼
我話音剛落,學姐就起身朝著店門口快步走去。8964 copyright protection38PENANA2y0wmGQesO 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJBxBFVc1h9
8964 copyright protection38PENANADOcFMako3x 維尼
「喂——」8964 copyright protection38PENANAtLi1XofoDi 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAvwG6Pp5kYF
8964 copyright protection38PENANAo2gANX724P 維尼
搞什麼啊?8964 copyright protection38PENANAVynrEOKLej 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA48pUPH6ypM
8964 copyright protection38PENANAdIDFB6eQJu 維尼
趕緊跟上的我到櫃檯結帳時,還被店員抱以同情的目光。8964 copyright protection38PENANAALzIdO11rV 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGBgk7D9Dpw
8964 copyright protection38PENANA9QrON6yzEm 維尼
帶著尷尬的心情走出店外,我發現學姐就在前面等我而已。發現我後,學姐又徑自地向前走。8964 copyright protection38PENANAtbcbNWfWc4 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAoB0uI05PmK
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQCMtwZRzEz 維尼
明明就不知道要去哪裡,真是……8964 copyright protection38PENANAel34Ur8Eau 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANArddXtJtZm7
8964 copyright protection38PENANAdBxattGbqF 維尼
最後,我們來到附近的一座公園。似乎是走累了,學姐擅自坐在公園裡的階梯上看著前方的河流。在河流對岸,有一群孩子正放著風箏。8964 copyright protection38PENANAEim8vTYsYc 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAYHl82WFlkH
8964 copyright protection38PENANAbZkbMJWQ6w 維尼
從剛剛開始,一路上她都沉默著。我向學姐說了句「我馬上回來。」便走到附近向攤販買了兩支冰淇淋。8964 copyright protection38PENANAtLz3O0k4D9 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMH7Woi7xfa
8964 copyright protection38PENANAP8FrrUxaep 維尼
回到學姐身旁時,她還是動也不動地望著前方的風景。我將手上的冰淇淋遞給她。8964 copyright protection38PENANA0hnSvfM5gE 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAR0UUFGuiuo
8964 copyright protection38PENANAcXyk84LDNW 維尼
「……謝謝。」8964 copyright protection38PENANALuHlCM87D6 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANADW7EhY5FJh
8964 copyright protection38PENANA4hDElc5o1x 維尼
她拉下口罩,咬了一口香草冰淇淋後,終於露出笑容。8964 copyright protection38PENANAD3anRMXnxK 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAnQufVXSHOJ
8964 copyright protection38PENANAJR6mfaS4d9 維尼
過了片刻,學姐忽然說道。8964 copyright protection38PENANAMmAiW5XT20 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIhfIqH1hmP
8964 copyright protection38PENANAcyKbb40W2L 維尼
「我記得有部電影好像也是像這樣坐在樓梯吃冰淇淋。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAA8HrnhxRA7 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAvAJWzRaIae
8964 copyright protection38PENANA7qM1SCmbqk 維尼
「學姐是說《羅馬假期》吧。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAzlt1aBg3Ly 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAq3XGj1cNNe
8964 copyright protection38PENANARMeD4vdlwa 維尼
那部電影我可是看了不下數十次。8964 copyright protection38PENANA29yV4iwvXJ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA9GSCRB8EtG
8964 copyright protection38PENANAtHPOHotdZT 維尼
「欸——沒想到你竟然知道。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAebtUUaElYE 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANApx4tGEZNGR
8964 copyright protection38PENANACo9aGgxzru 維尼
「我也沒想到學姐會自戀到把自己當奧黛麗.赫本。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAmLxvYPC2bK 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAXGtzFLSIAP
8964 copyright protection38PENANAMepQryTm89 維尼
「踩你哦。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA1jQ9UrrPL6 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANApFfIC4gSy8
8964 copyright protection38PENANAWZALXbDYDg 維尼
「……妳都踩了才講。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAQQNJQgdX5l 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWEnne9iuUK
8964 copyright protection38PENANArqsty28saD 維尼
我們就在附近街頭藝人的鋼琴聲中,享用各自的冰淇淋。然後,隨著最後一口冰淇淋被我吃掉,我也逐漸想起以前的回憶。8964 copyright protection38PENANAcLfKtoNpih 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAtePK4xU4j4
8964 copyright protection38PENANA7DuoNd4wUH 維尼
「以前我還是童星時……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAZ0f0yfjEGj 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQSLIYrsAwE
8964 copyright protection38PENANAujBqumj9nI 維尼
回過神來,我就開口了。8964 copyright protection38PENANAiBgII77G6S 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHpmNzGoiJP
8964 copyright protection38PENANA28qzwUui1u 維尼
「然後呢?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAmZnTNIuPT0 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA51vvDQtnJ4
8964 copyright protection38PENANAqsiQopH7FG 維尼
她的眉頭透露出不耐煩,於是我繼續說。8964 copyright protection38PENANAmiFovX7o9i 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAm4nhTaNuK6
8964 copyright protection38PENANAEZKqeOXLDO 維尼
「那時,還是孩子的我只要覺得拍戲累了,我媽就會買冰淇淋給我吃,藉此來安撫我。她怕我會大吵大鬧拖累劇組。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAOniM3rD6N8 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAnTvqxcRHui
8964 copyright protection38PENANAGoDcw0Ea13 維尼
「原來從以前開始你就是個麻煩的孩子。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAHk4UFjVU3e 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1jSFC5na98
8964 copyright protection38PENANA3yGITGGFFd 維尼
「學姐沒資格這麼說吧。」8964 copyright protection38PENANARTd1qhtgYb 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA6cCAGGARRD
8964 copyright protection38PENANAlnb7kRA1Hr 維尼
她皺著眉頭盯著我,我假裝沒看到。8964 copyright protection38PENANAoThv7ANmWi 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAfMUgn7413K
8964 copyright protection38PENANAClinAILUVU 維尼
「如妳所聽到的,那時我還只是個幼稚的孩子。但也是從那時開始,我就瞭解了……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAUDmgfWXTfW 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhYKKFVvfzl
8964 copyright protection38PENANAyAjkM6v7Zl 維尼
我停頓了一下,接著說出那份我憧憬許久的感受。8964 copyright protection38PENANA5c8vOqWmFa 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANALmMja53aPK
8964 copyright protection38PENANAwPOFamxSfN 維尼
「在鏡頭裡被大眾目光追隨的魔力。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA31KApAYIxS 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGzMe67Yy2L
8964 copyright protection38PENANAdyh3nAKYS1 維尼
我看向學姐,她表情迷茫地望著我。8964 copyright protection38PENANAIugLrv4Z4x 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMxJfbfS44G
8964 copyright protection38PENANA7pSbBYp02A 維尼
「所以,我必須回去。回到那裡……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAx91i15NdGq 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAcYPNUQuUKH
8964 copyright protection38PENANAbADKLh7QFh 維尼
8964 copyright protection38PENANAwTu0k0Wta4 維尼
——不擇手段。8964 copyright protection38PENANABNAMNW50Ru 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqL3Tq9pjsy
8964 copyright protection38PENANAWr9cu6EPmA 維尼
8964 copyright protection38PENANAbWUCbQ1fMV 維尼
與學姐四目相交,過了半晌,她忽然轉頭,將臉埋進膝蓋。8964 copyright protection38PENANAByDZMOIAvE 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2RmVDpCnAS
8964 copyright protection38PENANAIoliuUB5cf 維尼
「為什麼要和我說這些?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAgQsnvSE8w3 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIQUV5u4sBf
8964 copyright protection38PENANAddElecLgva 維尼
學姐微微將臉撇向我,像是在躲避著什麼。8964 copyright protection38PENANA0b96ILqdR6 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAB0f9NWb9b1
8964 copyright protection38PENANAHk8mLGoKnf 維尼
「因為我想知道學姐為什麼不想當偶像。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA4RUVXAd3IQ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAv7OEaY0bxp
8964 copyright protection38PENANAuVkF02654E 維尼
「你以為先透露自己的事,我就會跟你講嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANA2J650177q4 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAvptJu6QSYp
8964 copyright protection38PENANAPmgVXcsJYh 維尼
「冰淇淋吐出來。」8964 copyright protection38PENANADgABYJb4qh 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzjxwbfSjUL
8964 copyright protection38PENANAFodsHERI9R 維尼
「……卑鄙。」從她的膝蓋傳來忿忿不平的聲音。8964 copyright protection38PENANACulBFiunK4 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAokUOsVn5lM
8964 copyright protection38PENANA4KzPWtiGuO 維尼
我們就這樣眺望了各自眼裡的景物一陣子,直到鋼琴換了兩首曲子,學姐才抬起頭說:「本來……我以為我會以獨立創作歌手的身份出道……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAEgDnJ0TXbC 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANACfQlk5o9ax
8964 copyright protection38PENANA9HMWFrU7RB 維尼
「結果沒有嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAo5e01ncz0T 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhbb7ricuus
8964 copyright protection38PENANAEqVftlQ8By 維尼
我好像問了一個多餘的問題。如果有的話,現在我面前的就是「歌手Kay」而不是「偶像Kay」。不,應該說,如果學姐是以歌手出道的話,她也不會出現在我面前,甚至那天我不會在天台遇見她。8964 copyright protection38PENANA6kpLHRDhN5 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFAX1QLsSju
8964 copyright protection38PENANAFVxk6nz9R2 維尼
她輕輕地點頭,「……嗯。某天突然就被公司告知,我要和另外四人組成偶像團體。」8964 copyright protection38PENANABbvot8VhWD 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAsT2VSrXmDU
8964 copyright protection38PENANAd08MzyyGHB 維尼
「原來如此。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA5rrXTI6Ayq 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAyVf1mtYGjc
8964 copyright protection38PENANALVZH0Scd8u 維尼
學姐也和君賀一樣,都是在公司的策略安排下放棄自己原本追求的目標。 8964 copyright protection38PENANA5XlmTSg8K2 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2VJbAaO7MU
8964 copyright protection38PENANAPTnMUouahN 維尼
「可惡!叫我開始練舞的那天我就該想到了。我想唱自己寫的歌啊——!現在……現在卻只能唱著那些……為團體包裝的歌曲……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAdTqUOJyjzp 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANABsiaWmwKvl
8964 copyright protection38PENANAtoaRwPxKyX 維尼
不知道是悲傷還是憤怒,亦或是兩者都有,學姐肩膀顫抖著。8964 copyright protection38PENANAkS92Lc3NY6 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8HUOnXqSeM
8964 copyright protection38PENANA6EVWWJBn9Y 維尼
「當初不是看上我的才能而培養我的嗎?明明答應了我啊!!為什麼……如今要背叛我的夢想……」8964 copyright protection38PENANAVnXsxWfvol 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbE6jKnmJrk
8964 copyright protection38PENANAFVzc7JioRy 維尼
學姐以沉痛的眼眸尋求著我的認同,但這問題我無力回答她。8964 copyright protection38PENANAhp2rwz63WA 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFF9fChLXOR
8964 copyright protection38PENANAb5lyLlXPtq 維尼
她難受地用手將臉蓋住。8964 copyright protection38PENANAO7Ncf1m2Aj 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANASSzZweORGO
8964 copyright protection38PENANAndu9Mfbnau 維尼
「為什麼……」8964 copyright protection38PENANA3hTyTew0VA 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAPZATsy8lXH
8964 copyright protection38PENANAbXSLE5dUV2 維尼
隱忍許久的憤慨轉為示弱般的呢喃細語。8964 copyright protection38PENANAXtNx45hcWt 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFAO1LAxf9k
8964 copyright protection38PENANAHAmufW22P8 維尼
在得知了學姐的不甘與脆弱,我們任由自己曝曬在明媚的陽光下,感覺周遭的一切都與我們格格不入似的。我們就像吸盡了這美好世界的所有灰暗。8964 copyright protection38PENANAQVxRTkyquh 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANANRGnbQGaUh
8964 copyright protection38PENANAxkodUAG4bi 維尼
「學姐。」8964 copyright protection38PENANANRR6uXcPKA 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAA8xIz7K8Gz
8964 copyright protection38PENANASXIZUhDcFl 維尼
「嗯?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAdpy0KxY5aA 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA83vaciHa6x
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQ1n3MktVEP 維尼
從剛剛就一直將臉藏在膝蓋的學姐抬起頭。她水潤的眼眶泛紅,表情像剛睡醒般困惑。8964 copyright protection38PENANAErEl51hhpb 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAksoa2Sw3Ii
8964 copyright protection38PENANAiTSVLSqJ5m 維尼
「聽說妳會彈鋼琴。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAAC81dsPVct 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANANEl9sICatI
8964 copyright protection38PENANADe8QxEkIcT 維尼
「會啊。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAYlXg3MW7Gw 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAV5tptvPo69
8964 copyright protection38PENANAGPCqZ0FzyL 維尼
「我也會喔。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAKbL6g6gYeB 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAcwGv79SeVH
8964 copyright protection38PENANAOYeVPddZIf 維尼
「……騙人。眼見為憑。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAB4JZU56t0F 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAqMNIi0RRw
8964 copyright protection38PENANAYCNGjNPpol 維尼
「看那邊。」8964 copyright protection38PENANApXV5T7YKCb 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAwzWpilDI5L
8964 copyright protection38PENANA13trkLyJqy 維尼
我指向正在彈鋼琴的街頭藝人。學姐隨著我的手指方向看過去,又將視線轉回來。8964 copyright protection38PENANAT4gf7V2leF 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2Kxv0f522g
8964 copyright protection38PENANASG5djz6899 維尼
「怎麼了嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAtKpKMZwNHh 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAV2MrE5eWF9
8964 copyright protection38PENANAqS7GspmXE3 維尼
「妳說的。眼見為憑。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAJJcOizdMNJ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdJexUQOC8R
8964 copyright protection38PENANAVkrhzH3m2b 維尼
我起身,朝著街頭藝人走去。8964 copyright protection38PENANA9ole7PEUCW 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAaZITKcKeY2
8964 copyright protection38PENANAriRVqcWigd 維尼
彈鋼琴的是位蓄著白鬍,看起來慈眉善目的六十幾歲老伯。我向他說為了討人歡心,可以借我鋼琴一下嗎?他二話不說就答應了,還主動幫我招攬些我認為不必要的人潮。8964 copyright protection38PENANAliGDMOfPke 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGol0Pb0jVc
8964 copyright protection38PENANAa8q3eGN8gt 維尼
在老伯善意地邀請下,我坐在鋼琴前,思索著要彈什麼。8964 copyright protection38PENANAVEagbX8fuQ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAx7zOot21NP
8964 copyright protection38PENANAJ3ydKoF26Y 維尼
——就來首從容的《月光》吧。8964 copyright protection38PENANAF43Nobijcb 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqsyBTI5usO
8964 copyright protection38PENANAXpYPaRckdP 維尼
決定好曲目,我讓手指隨著記憶的軌跡敲打琴鍵。8964 copyright protection38PENANAEGx1mB1Tf3 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8pRYGa3Qjq
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMW2InYYvN1
8964 copyright protection38PENANAgTWpABujO4 維尼
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42Please respect copyright.PENANALa8MLo3x0V
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWPB13Uza1S
8964 copyright protection38PENANAp1YhiElLQK 維尼
「好爛。」8964 copyright protection38PENANALoLPuz4KgW 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANApXonoWnoW6
8964 copyright protection38PENANAaoeY582Bso 維尼
剛彈完琴的我回到學姐身邊,她馬上給我下了嚴厲的評語。8964 copyright protection38PENANAvIhfeaPPwh 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAiMI1q4o3gR
8964 copyright protection38PENANA78MaNBDX0V 維尼
「別為難演員啊。我又不是專業的。」8964 copyright protection38PENANANmqgvxW8kX 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0CL4SR9KM6
8964 copyright protection38PENANAJygXcrlMnw 維尼
而且還不錯吧?結束後,群眾們都有給些掌聲。8964 copyright protection38PENANANPO8SuV0Ql 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWjxl8U2viC
8964 copyright protection38PENANAhWoZCnueKp 維尼
「虧你還那麼有自信!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAU4whNkHkwT 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANABcKso6Cp5E
8964 copyright protection38PENANAZxZo11ayav 維尼
學姐毫不留情地戳著我的臉頰。希望她能小力點,我也算靠臉吃飯的。8964 copyright protection38PENANA9MxMcQ37Bc 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1O8AShSw1D
8964 copyright protection38PENANAhF5BiruXr0 維尼
「第一首《月光》彈到忘記了吧?還硬是接到其他曲子。」學姐不屑地「哼」了一聲,「你耍小聰明也只能騙騙觀眾而已。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAUyTrEISmdg 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAeKtqYkupUF
8964 copyright protection38PENANAgLvPLn6BXa 維尼
我無話可說。8964 copyright protection38PENANAZvmD0oM8Oi 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAcD2CuCnoIA
8964 copyright protection38PENANAuFR6VbW0V0 維尼
「不過……你是哪裡學的?」學姐好奇地問我。8964 copyright protection38PENANAsMA1PYIgIi 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAE41vUIUi76
8964 copyright protection38PENANAxBWpDCLFDi 維尼
「這是我爸爸在夏威夷教我的。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAYZLpghOsdU 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1u6IW4Udkp
8964 copyright protection38PENANAhuNYYB9u1w 維尼
「揍你喔。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAiNAvaP0bmr 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAK4QzRm5GLC
8964 copyright protection38PENANAKRl9QEkroV 維尼
「……之前本來要出演會彈鋼琴的角色。那時有練一下。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAi3o2kqOV81 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdvOvfe1s5z
8964 copyright protection38PENANAF3y6LREKeD 維尼
「本來?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAnqNrwWUnV6 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAa5CHfbALrP
8964 copyright protection38PENANAvLjkxncIxQ 維尼
話剛說出口的學姐從疑惑的表情轉為同情,我想她大概是猜到了。8964 copyright protection38PENANATJ57rUz6MW 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAyMwzPVUqNq
8964 copyright protection38PENANArCw7FS4V1h 維尼
「就是學姐所想的那樣,機會突然消失了。據說取代我的人是製片的姪子。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA2iY5EmZZpm 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1344cXy7HC
8964 copyright protection38PENANAW41AdesfLy 維尼
「是、是喔。」學姐尷尬地瞄了我一眼。8964 copyright protection38PENANAelbeWAeNap 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzocspDxh4l
8964 copyright protection38PENANAwCTio3pkDk 維尼
因為學姐往上偷看我的狼狽表情有點可愛,所以我暫時不打算告訴她,我早已釋懷。8964 copyright protection38PENANA0lzC4njQvy 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAUHfN27jycn
8964 copyright protection38PENANA9LaqSsbIJE 維尼
而且這社會就是這麼一回事。總想著要公正是不行的,而是想辦法訓練自己接受這不公正。8964 copyright protection38PENANAGx9Qv4ASdN 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAs8mnAtEuwC
8964 copyright protection38PENANAYHFgMPaahr 維尼
「……第二首。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAoNqPpaEttO 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlDLoIOn0kh
8964 copyright protection38PENANAnZ7Mxdz6fM 維尼
「嗯?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAfOPlD2l5VP 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA9wrbadKqLn
8964 copyright protection38PENANAGHpWrw1WsH 維尼
「第二首……是什麼曲子?」 8964 copyright protection38PENANA6DoYlUaFta 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAyHcMqOYahN
8964 copyright protection38PENANAsXIqQ12q3m 維尼
學姐語氣有些戰戰兢兢,我想她在努力不去觸碰我那慘痛的經驗吧。或許是她心思意外細膩這點,所以吸引了不少粉絲。8964 copyright protection38PENANADpRDU7hJIs 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJtQske2rYi
8964 copyright protection38PENANAThapOfZSbh 維尼
「喔。那首是當時我要出演的電視劇中的原創曲。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAuF90NLbq7D 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzDErBk4ala
8964 copyright protection38PENANA4oqAOkf4qD 維尼
我將嘴角往上升高些。當對方緊張時,通常微笑是很好的溝通方式。8964 copyright protection38PENANAhAFGK5nk6t 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHUJW7FXFU5
8964 copyright protection38PENANAGrvi6JcsAI 維尼
「我覺得……很好聽。」學姐難得說了句誇讚的話。8964 copyright protection38PENANAXzARRN4Cta 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAfjm9IgdsBF
8964 copyright protection38PENANArhcatTfo2U 維尼
這是當然的,畢竟當時我為了這個角色,幾乎付出了所有心力。但我沒必要和學姐說這些,我只需要點頭說聲「謝謝」就好。8964 copyright protection38PENANAiuFafDKLwM 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMpD8FjNNH6
8964 copyright protection38PENANA91avcz320r 維尼
之後我們在公園逛了一圈,然後在一塊無人的草皮上坐下。8964 copyright protection38PENANAZvCttbe09s 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAiK4zCVpHDs
8964 copyright protection38PENANAEFct58ySsD 維尼
心血來潮的我好奇地在YouTube上搜尋有關學姐的影片,結果發現了有趣的東西。8964 copyright protection38PENANAnFKZn9HNev 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4PkBlrRF8T
8964 copyright protection38PENANAx43zPYekYr 維尼
「學姐這邊的笑容雖然挺專業的,但還是太假了。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA2wsJV7s0uJ 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGzhRcXeLaf
8964 copyright protection38PENANAQK7CJ3R0Ji 維尼
我正在看著有關IsLilac直播或是節目上的有趣片段。這些片段都是她們的粉絲所整理出來的,並剪輯成影片上傳。8964 copyright protection38PENANAQ47ig2B3x9 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAs0nouDzbGk
8964 copyright protection38PENANAhtFWyOLtQk 維尼
「你、你怎麼看得出來!?」學姐一臉逞強。8964 copyright protection38PENANAKATxL4FP4z 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANASnJfECWZdZ
8964 copyright protection38PENANAEkedyea4ct 維尼
「因為我是演員啊。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAwKSeT5P6oX 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJFvmtDBdFA
8964 copyright protection38PENANAVqTGPTHKWe 維尼
其實明眼人都看得出來學姐這段的笑容略微僵硬。8964 copyright protection38PENANAM7f8kRM1ot 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhYA35eBUhG
8964 copyright protection38PENANAI3UaNNPw19 維尼
這時畫面終於跳到我想看的東西。8964 copyright protection38PENANAtB88CcmE6v 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAjnCvUzs77J
8964 copyright protection38PENANAMm8EoBkDKs 維尼
「喔喔——!是撒嬌比賽呢!」我故意興奮地大喊。8964 copyright protection38PENANAzApRbDbZ4f 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA7905ARwKBI
8964 copyright protection38PENANAemcmrBJAN3 維尼
「咦!?別、別看啊!!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAtFuH2l9PT8 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3QXxbP5TyJ
8964 copyright protection38PENANANgIziANkma 維尼
「這不是表現得很好嗎?學姐惱羞的表情。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA8xo3KBgOdf 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIoOYDc5Kcs
8964 copyright protection38PENANAbql9W2QCgQ 維尼
影片上是學姐撒嬌到一半,結果無法繼續做下去的害羞模樣。畫面中的她正處於身為偶像的專業與理性上感到害臊的夾縫中。沒想到在這縫隙中掙扎的學姐挺受大家喜愛的。看到IsLilac的團員們和主持人笑瘋的模樣,就知道這片段效果足夠。8964 copyright protection38PENANABmAS5nej1H 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMzPzkjEvXX
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學姐在一旁緊抓著自己的頭髮,我覺得羞恥心讓她快把自己的頭皮給扯下。她眼眶潤濕,氣忿地看著我說道。8964 copyright protection38PENANAQkZlUG3Kmk 維尼
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「你不是Nana的粉絲嗎!?注意她就好了啊!」8964 copyright protection38PENANASs4UOwNQ6B 維尼
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8g19PphtAO
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「這代表我眼裡只有學姐啊。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAOoHB4gwwjk 維尼
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「你、你去死!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAWSlojEer4J 維尼
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其實Nana的片段早就看過了。我也沒想到在舞台上帥氣又帶點性感的Nana,私底下就是個擁有柔軟形象與溫順個性的天然笨蛋。這樣的Nana撒起嬌來,破壞力也是十足。8964 copyright protection38PENANAuU1opJNSbI 維尼
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我記得之前聽君賀說過,Kay和Nana是團裡最常被捉弄的兩個人,因為兩個人的反應都非常有趣。我多少開始能理解了。8964 copyright protection38PENANAKBQCPFMW34 維尼
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「哇——是性感舞比賽!」8964 copyright protection38PENANA4j86cfMPUz 維尼
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影片中的學姐一聽到主持人宣布下個環節是性感舞比賽,表情馬上浮現出壓力。沒放過這一絲細節的主持人,壞心地叫學姐先上來表演。這節目和主持人真是深得我心。8964 copyright protection38PENANANdYRgp8lvl 維尼
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坐在我身旁的學姐似乎已經受不了,她腦羞成怒地朝我這撲來。8964 copyright protection38PENANA49DJGQ21wB 維尼
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「——別看了啦!!」8964 copyright protection38PENANAwLJvbxWKZh 維尼
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試圖搶走我手機的她,手腳並用地一直朝著我的左手進攻。被學姐壓倒在地的我,只能拚命將拿著手機的左手伸長並閃躲著。這不算太激烈的攻防,直到學姐意識到跨坐在我身上很羞恥才結束。8964 copyright protection38PENANAvQpZmPZgOU 維尼
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「都怪學姐害我沒看到。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAFaI19MZxlL 維尼
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我嘆了一口氣。性感舞蹈已經結束了,主持人正在頒發小獎品給Nana。8964 copyright protection38PENANA6bEX2PuSBO 維尼
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「早就說過別看了!死變態!」學姐咬牙切齒地看著我。8964 copyright protection38PENANARk1p2vBhca 維尼
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這時,手機裡傳來混雜著哽咽的說話聲。原來剛剛的影片結束了,YouTube已經自動播放下一部影片。8964 copyright protection38PENANAB0XQNzDXVg 維尼
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影片中是五名女孩站在一座舞台上。站在中央的女孩忍著淚水正對著麥克風說話。我看了一下影片標題——「IsLilac年度歌曲獎得獎感言」,是去年的影片。8964 copyright protection38PENANAmG8HubbKBE 維尼
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在鏡頭前頻頻拭淚的她們,和台下為她們歡呼的群眾。這畫面帶有種「值得」的感覺。影片裡還出現她們個人的單獨鏡頭。有掩蓋著臉的Maya,也有大力擦拭臉頰的Alina,還有什麼都不做,就只是一個勁地哭的Nana。而學姐就只是在一旁默默流淚。最後,在隊長Aya和粉絲們再次說聲道謝,影片就此結束。8964 copyright protection38PENANAiLY9quNkfC 維尼
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我關上手機螢幕,看著一旁抱著膝蓋的學姐。8964 copyright protection38PENANAaPWzcNQMfs 維尼
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「學姐,妳真的討厭當偶像嗎?」8964 copyright protection38PENANAKcx51yZrGB 維尼
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我又問了一次。8964 copyright protection38PENANAtYUQVjWJOy 維尼
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拜託,這次只要妳搖頭就好……8964 copyright protection38PENANA3jupzFxrt7 維尼
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但學姐就只是沉默著。8964 copyright protection38PENANAXJB1pZf04G 維尼
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過了片刻,她緩緩地說:「……藍色繡球花。」8964 copyright protection38PENANAoq4Js0yCdu 維尼
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學姐的表情像是迷路的孩子。8964 copyright protection38PENANARMrEHnr1tE 維尼
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「帶我去看。」8964 copyright protection38PENANA9BmI4JXz6W 維尼
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她緊咬著下唇,眼神帶著落寞。我遲疑了一下,點頭答應她。8964 copyright protection38PENANAzd719mTm2w 維尼
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