他幾乎是從小就認識楚襄冉,知道他的父母根本不會在乎他,只要沒惹出大麻煩,基本上就不會來過問他的事。58Please respect copyright.PENANA7pe8qO9uFH
58Please respect copyright.PENANAStVfdWz4Cc
他以前問過楚襄冉,為什麼不學壞以求得父母的注意?58Please respect copyright.PENANAtsHMPAZRNM
58Please respect copyright.PENANAK9tkUh6N3X
那時候的楚襄冉笑了笑,說他的人生是他自己的,不是他父母也不是別人的,學壞了要負責的人也只有自己,所以沒必要做那種吃力不討好的事情。58Please respect copyright.PENANA4fiAtmo3Wu
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnsBTlkXROZ
『況且,會關心你的人不用說也會主動來關心你,不關心你的人做了再多也不會理會你。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA8H60U51nCc
58Please respect copyright.PENANArzG1aIfLBe
那是那次對談最後的結論,楚襄冉臉上浮現的笑容不是他們那個年紀該出現的,但是因為是楚襄冉,所以他覺得他絕對不會有問題。58Please respect copyright.PENANAP3wUVbqeB1
58Please respect copyright.PENANA9FuNCZgQ5v
那年,他們國一。58Please respect copyright.PENANAtbgA2PcTmB
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdrfSxd1WJP
在大多數的同學都還理所當然的依賴著父母的同時,楚襄冉卻是早就已經失去了可以依靠的對象。58Please respect copyright.PENANAGMtzZBQP6h
58Please respect copyright.PENANA2pTVjPDKol
這樣堅強的人,怎麼可能放棄自己已經規劃好的人生,放棄進入大學,能幫助更多人的機會?58Please respect copyright.PENANAQgbHgrwOlw
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOwjtprNv8z
『吶,玄默,我以後想念社工,想念心理,想幫助更多像我這樣的孩子……或是大人。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAIfhSUTwKIT
58Please respect copyright.PENANAjWM4XEwwxA
那個時候說這句話的楚襄冉,難得露出燦爛耀眼,對未來充滿了期許的笑容,不同於平常總是勾著淺淡弧度的模樣,是終於找到了自己未來的快樂。58Please respect copyright.PENANAR67sGC7zHA
58Please respect copyright.PENANAp9rvOL7TcM
那樣鮮明的模樣,現在官玄默幾乎還能清楚看見,所以,他沒辦法相信楚襄冉會放棄那一切。58Please respect copyright.PENANAvmbgWPxF7A
58Please respect copyright.PENANAw0BbCP2HoU
「我覺得你該出個遠門放鬆一下,不要再想著找人的事。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAYZGpgn5VOv
58Please respect copyright.PENANAe0y4lZVsNO
駱少凡看著明顯又開始回憶過往的人,嘆了口氣。58Please respect copyright.PENANAoOkWGvtrHL
58Please respect copyright.PENANAmfzvKfxLuH
就算是感情再怎麼好的朋友,找了兩年,也應該夠了吧。58Please respect copyright.PENANA4J1TcL81Sw
58Please respect copyright.PENANAskFkVYzZ7S
打從他入學和官玄默分到同一間寢室之後,幾乎只要是有兩天以上的連假,官玄默就會把時間花在找那個行蹤不明的人上頭。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5bW50kx3rp
58Please respect copyright.PENANARJWSkrsfvG
說不定對方只是去了國外留學,更說不定只是搬了家,現在根本不知道官玄默在找他,也不知道自己已經把對方的生活攪得大亂。58Please respect copyright.PENANA4YF504Ecoo
58Please respect copyright.PENANAliIfjm8aWQ
就算官玄默是個重感情的人,但是已經花費了這麼久的時間,也夠了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQm79IOSNXJ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnyOYCLPtqr
「下次的連假我們幾個朋友說好了要去爬山,不是很難的山,一般遊客也會上去,不過我們爬得會比他們高一點點……上頭的風景很美,怎麼樣,一起去吧?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAPHLVCSxGIU
58Please respect copyright.PENANA9eUNVfA5DM
駱少凡提出了邀約。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5NHwaN4F89
58Please respect copyright.PENANAWWZPCQVCfo
人家說看到山的壯闊美景會讓人改變觀念,如果是真的,他倒是希望官玄默能放棄繼續尋找那個人。58Please respect copyright.PENANAAxauswJ9b0
58Please respect copyright.PENANArnhIjXcuEH
反正有緣自然會再見面,又何必賠上自己的生活,花費這麼多時間在一件他看起來絲毫沒有意義的事情上?58Please respect copyright.PENANAeR0qfaseLw
58Please respect copyright.PENANA8yQIOyHEjp
看著明顯正在擔心自己的朋友,雖然不是很情願,但是官玄默還是答應了。58Please respect copyright.PENANA0k3AURM5Gb
58Please respect copyright.PENANA7TrkNJOnKw
「我會考慮。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAEb9Z9f9yeT
58Please respect copyright.PENANApI4Wv6NHzp
其實他不是不明白駱少凡的想法,的確,他已經找了兩年,幾乎所有他認識的,或者是有點陌生的地方都找過了,甚至只要楚襄冉提過說想去看看但是卻一直沒能去的地方,他都去過了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAjJveXGyue4
58Please respect copyright.PENANANZmh4rnM0X
但是他從來沒有找到過楚襄冉留下的蛛絲馬跡,到過的地方,也沒有人記得是不是有這樣一個少年曾經駐足過。58Please respect copyright.PENANA98wPAczop1
58Please respect copyright.PENANATCvcFwVzPp
兩年多的時間,他幾乎把他們三個人曾經一起生活過十六年的回憶全部重新複習了一遍。58Please respect copyright.PENANAGYJ7fQqn9s
58Please respect copyright.PENANAtiTBwBSxIm
任何一個理智的人,都會放棄繼續這種無意義的行為。58Please respect copyright.PENANAm9OAV1I2Tp
58Please respect copyright.PENANAeWDlkzz9AY
可是……目光又轉回了那張泛黃的紙張,官玄默知道自己不可能放棄尋找。58Please respect copyright.PENANATcQ7tPAnSO
58Please respect copyright.PENANAHG1QGscY9M
最起碼,現在的他不可能……58Please respect copyright.PENANAbIJb82t8ML
58Please respect copyright.PENANA1htwgVtpAg
58Please respect copyright.PENANAJaoj0Rj7J0
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇58Please respect copyright.PENANAdSf1F10XwP
58Please respect copyright.PENANAiPOI8QAPXt
58Please respect copyright.PENANAKuBqGc7QJV
時間很快過去,假期結束之後緊接而來的是忙碌的課業壓力,等到好不容易能再喘口氣時,不知不覺已經接近了和駱少凡約好要一起去爬山的日子。58Please respect copyright.PENANAjHMxj1WaO4
58Please respect copyright.PENANACZA8BUoaZv
這是官玄默上大學之後第一次,連續好幾天的假期沒有計畫要去哪裡尋找楚襄冉。58Please respect copyright.PENANAgX6SLbokhq
58Please respect copyright.PENANA5XwbSExvBf
「人既然都來了,拜託你就不要那麼浮躁好不好?」58Please respect copyright.PENANADoY83XTu4L
58Please respect copyright.PENANACHTKeNztWH
看著雖然揹著行李跟隨他們不停往上走,卻有點心不在焉的人,駱少凡在一次大家停下腳步休息的時候忍不住開口提醒。58Please respect copyright.PENANAfvapFxu3Ar
58Please respect copyright.PENANAfh9lzlurvg
雖然是一般遊客也會上來的地方,但是今天的山況比想像中的差,大概是凌晨飄過小雨的天氣讓整個登山的步道顯得濕滑,一不留神摔倒了雖然不至於有太大的危險,但是萬一扭傷了什麼地方也不會太好過。58Please respect copyright.PENANAqlYxYOgFhu
58Please respect copyright.PENANAXTTJhCiTwt
山畢竟是山,大自然不是能隨意輕忽的地方。58Please respect copyright.PENANASWep9O9juo
58Please respect copyright.PENANAIC1raAL4q4
「我知道,抱歉,只是不太習慣……」58Please respect copyright.PENANA39Zb3lfn2I
58Please respect copyright.PENANAYWn1NQ8rsL
不習慣在假期時完全將那個人拋諸腦後的和同伴出來遊玩……58Please respect copyright.PENANAwQNsX1n1J9
58Please respect copyright.PENANA025hoI44KC
翻了個白眼,駱少凡壓抑下罵人的衝動,重重哼了聲後就轉過去和其他人交談,留下帶著苦笑的官玄默。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5B2BF9xTQE
58Please respect copyright.PENANAY63R82eoTe
真的,很不習慣。58Please respect copyright.PENANAoksDCjX6fT
58Please respect copyright.PENANAPiSAwaTxWi
陌生的地方,陌生的人們,現在想想,自從他進了大學之後,除了從一開始就同寢室的駱少凡,他幾乎沒有熟識的人,就連同系同班的人,也都只是見了面會點頭招呼的交情,從來也沒和誰感情特別好過。58Please respect copyright.PENANAz7z62jn9hy
58Please respect copyright.PENANAAVdwYNZXJB
「你是第一次爬山?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAXzZ2EzHfz5
58Please respect copyright.PENANA3xvTKn9Pg7
帶著好奇的聲音在旁邊響起,拉回了官玄默的注意力。58Please respect copyright.PENANABVVj4QH81c
58Please respect copyright.PENANA2twPc3yaVy
「不是,但是我很久沒有爬了。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAUzsAwdpbyI
58Please respect copyright.PENANAGCBvlctPAl
看著眼前女孩一臉好奇的模樣,官玄默有禮的微笑。58Please respect copyright.PENANALMEZONDPg5
58Please respect copyright.PENANAAFXAmseUco
出發前駱少凡對他介紹過,這個女孩是他們這群登山好友中唯一的女性,別看她個子小,能走的路能背的行李都和他們幾個大男人沒兩樣。58Please respect copyright.PENANA9wnxZ8YLx0
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOXLxXEWwdj
「喔,我看駱一路上都在擔心你,還以為你是第一次。」58Please respect copyright.PENANARKEzyHpQ1D
58Please respect copyright.PENANAyA8FaDNZaO
甩甩馬尾,女孩笑了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAqbDrt6Pzww
58Please respect copyright.PENANAtM6uLBbHQo
「今天天氣不是很好,有點可惜,不過要是等等有出太陽的話,你可以看見全世界最獨特的風景。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAr3k6Bf8ZqW
58Please respect copyright.PENANAieVgb3m3R6
「最獨特?」58Please respect copyright.PENANA98Jz07D5rr
58Please respect copyright.PENANA3xraWgbnch
或許是被女孩那種誇張的表情和聲音引起了好奇心,官玄默接著女孩的話尾反問。58Please respect copyright.PENANA3ulAQkrbVg
58Please respect copyright.PENANAZKFMf4cO4Z
「對啊,因為昨天晚上下過雨,所以如果等等出太陽,陽光會反射還留在山林間樹葉上的雨水,只要被照射到的地方都會閃閃發光,比夜晚的星空還美。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAM1bHuymqAc
58Please respect copyright.PENANAENPoL6spon
眨眨眼,女孩淘氣的朝著官玄默笑。
ns216.73.216.224da258Please respect copyright.PENANAStVfdWz4Cc
他以前問過楚襄冉,為什麼不學壞以求得父母的注意?58Please respect copyright.PENANAtsHMPAZRNM
58Please respect copyright.PENANAK9tkUh6N3X
那時候的楚襄冉笑了笑,說他的人生是他自己的,不是他父母也不是別人的,學壞了要負責的人也只有自己,所以沒必要做那種吃力不討好的事情。58Please respect copyright.PENANA4fiAtmo3Wu
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnsBTlkXROZ
『況且,會關心你的人不用說也會主動來關心你,不關心你的人做了再多也不會理會你。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA8H60U51nCc
58Please respect copyright.PENANArzG1aIfLBe
那是那次對談最後的結論,楚襄冉臉上浮現的笑容不是他們那個年紀該出現的,但是因為是楚襄冉,所以他覺得他絕對不會有問題。58Please respect copyright.PENANAP3wUVbqeB1
58Please respect copyright.PENANA9FuNCZgQ5v
那年,他們國一。58Please respect copyright.PENANAtbgA2PcTmB
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdrfSxd1WJP
在大多數的同學都還理所當然的依賴著父母的同時,楚襄冉卻是早就已經失去了可以依靠的對象。58Please respect copyright.PENANAGMtzZBQP6h
58Please respect copyright.PENANA2pTVjPDKol
這樣堅強的人,怎麼可能放棄自己已經規劃好的人生,放棄進入大學,能幫助更多人的機會?58Please respect copyright.PENANAQgbHgrwOlw
58Please respect copyright.PENANAOwjtprNv8z
『吶,玄默,我以後想念社工,想念心理,想幫助更多像我這樣的孩子……或是大人。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAIfhSUTwKIT
58Please respect copyright.PENANAjWM4XEwwxA
那個時候說這句話的楚襄冉,難得露出燦爛耀眼,對未來充滿了期許的笑容,不同於平常總是勾著淺淡弧度的模樣,是終於找到了自己未來的快樂。58Please respect copyright.PENANAR67sGC7zHA
58Please respect copyright.PENANAp9rvOL7TcM
那樣鮮明的模樣,現在官玄默幾乎還能清楚看見,所以,他沒辦法相信楚襄冉會放棄那一切。58Please respect copyright.PENANAvmbgWPxF7A
58Please respect copyright.PENANAw0BbCP2HoU
「我覺得你該出個遠門放鬆一下,不要再想著找人的事。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAYZGpgn5VOv
58Please respect copyright.PENANAe0y4lZVsNO
駱少凡看著明顯又開始回憶過往的人,嘆了口氣。58Please respect copyright.PENANAoOkWGvtrHL
58Please respect copyright.PENANAmfzvKfxLuH
就算是感情再怎麼好的朋友,找了兩年,也應該夠了吧。58Please respect copyright.PENANA4J1TcL81Sw
58Please respect copyright.PENANAskFkVYzZ7S
打從他入學和官玄默分到同一間寢室之後,幾乎只要是有兩天以上的連假,官玄默就會把時間花在找那個行蹤不明的人上頭。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5bW50kx3rp
58Please respect copyright.PENANARJWSkrsfvG
說不定對方只是去了國外留學,更說不定只是搬了家,現在根本不知道官玄默在找他,也不知道自己已經把對方的生活攪得大亂。58Please respect copyright.PENANA4YF504Ecoo
58Please respect copyright.PENANAliIfjm8aWQ
就算官玄默是個重感情的人,但是已經花費了這麼久的時間,也夠了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQm79IOSNXJ
58Please respect copyright.PENANAnyOYCLPtqr
「下次的連假我們幾個朋友說好了要去爬山,不是很難的山,一般遊客也會上去,不過我們爬得會比他們高一點點……上頭的風景很美,怎麼樣,一起去吧?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAPHLVCSxGIU
58Please respect copyright.PENANA9eUNVfA5DM
駱少凡提出了邀約。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5NHwaN4F89
58Please respect copyright.PENANAWWZPCQVCfo
人家說看到山的壯闊美景會讓人改變觀念,如果是真的,他倒是希望官玄默能放棄繼續尋找那個人。58Please respect copyright.PENANAAxauswJ9b0
58Please respect copyright.PENANArnhIjXcuEH
反正有緣自然會再見面,又何必賠上自己的生活,花費這麼多時間在一件他看起來絲毫沒有意義的事情上?58Please respect copyright.PENANAeR0qfaseLw
58Please respect copyright.PENANA8yQIOyHEjp
看著明顯正在擔心自己的朋友,雖然不是很情願,但是官玄默還是答應了。58Please respect copyright.PENANA0k3AURM5Gb
58Please respect copyright.PENANA7TrkNJOnKw
「我會考慮。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAEb9Z9f9yeT
58Please respect copyright.PENANApI4Wv6NHzp
其實他不是不明白駱少凡的想法,的確,他已經找了兩年,幾乎所有他認識的,或者是有點陌生的地方都找過了,甚至只要楚襄冉提過說想去看看但是卻一直沒能去的地方,他都去過了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAjJveXGyue4
58Please respect copyright.PENANANZmh4rnM0X
但是他從來沒有找到過楚襄冉留下的蛛絲馬跡,到過的地方,也沒有人記得是不是有這樣一個少年曾經駐足過。58Please respect copyright.PENANA98wPAczop1
58Please respect copyright.PENANATCvcFwVzPp
兩年多的時間,他幾乎把他們三個人曾經一起生活過十六年的回憶全部重新複習了一遍。58Please respect copyright.PENANAGYJ7fQqn9s
58Please respect copyright.PENANAtiTBwBSxIm
任何一個理智的人,都會放棄繼續這種無意義的行為。58Please respect copyright.PENANAm9OAV1I2Tp
58Please respect copyright.PENANAeWDlkzz9AY
可是……目光又轉回了那張泛黃的紙張,官玄默知道自己不可能放棄尋找。58Please respect copyright.PENANATcQ7tPAnSO
58Please respect copyright.PENANAHG1QGscY9M
最起碼,現在的他不可能……58Please respect copyright.PENANAbIJb82t8ML
58Please respect copyright.PENANA1htwgVtpAg
58Please respect copyright.PENANAJaoj0Rj7J0
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇58Please respect copyright.PENANAdSf1F10XwP
58Please respect copyright.PENANAiPOI8QAPXt
58Please respect copyright.PENANAKuBqGc7QJV
時間很快過去,假期結束之後緊接而來的是忙碌的課業壓力,等到好不容易能再喘口氣時,不知不覺已經接近了和駱少凡約好要一起去爬山的日子。58Please respect copyright.PENANAjHMxj1WaO4
58Please respect copyright.PENANACZA8BUoaZv
這是官玄默上大學之後第一次,連續好幾天的假期沒有計畫要去哪裡尋找楚襄冉。58Please respect copyright.PENANAgX6SLbokhq
58Please respect copyright.PENANA5XwbSExvBf
「人既然都來了,拜託你就不要那麼浮躁好不好?」58Please respect copyright.PENANADoY83XTu4L
58Please respect copyright.PENANACHTKeNztWH
看著雖然揹著行李跟隨他們不停往上走,卻有點心不在焉的人,駱少凡在一次大家停下腳步休息的時候忍不住開口提醒。58Please respect copyright.PENANAfvapFxu3Ar
58Please respect copyright.PENANAfh9lzlurvg
雖然是一般遊客也會上來的地方,但是今天的山況比想像中的差,大概是凌晨飄過小雨的天氣讓整個登山的步道顯得濕滑,一不留神摔倒了雖然不至於有太大的危險,但是萬一扭傷了什麼地方也不會太好過。58Please respect copyright.PENANAqlYxYOgFhu
58Please respect copyright.PENANAXTTJhCiTwt
山畢竟是山,大自然不是能隨意輕忽的地方。58Please respect copyright.PENANASWep9O9juo
58Please respect copyright.PENANAIC1raAL4q4
「我知道,抱歉,只是不太習慣……」58Please respect copyright.PENANA39Zb3lfn2I
58Please respect copyright.PENANAYWn1NQ8rsL
不習慣在假期時完全將那個人拋諸腦後的和同伴出來遊玩……58Please respect copyright.PENANAwQNsX1n1J9
58Please respect copyright.PENANA025hoI44KC
翻了個白眼,駱少凡壓抑下罵人的衝動,重重哼了聲後就轉過去和其他人交談,留下帶著苦笑的官玄默。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5B2BF9xTQE
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真的,很不習慣。58Please respect copyright.PENANAoksDCjX6fT
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陌生的地方,陌生的人們,現在想想,自從他進了大學之後,除了從一開始就同寢室的駱少凡,他幾乎沒有熟識的人,就連同系同班的人,也都只是見了面會點頭招呼的交情,從來也沒和誰感情特別好過。58Please respect copyright.PENANAz7z62jn9hy
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「你是第一次爬山?」58Please respect copyright.PENANAXzZ2EzHfz5
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帶著好奇的聲音在旁邊響起,拉回了官玄默的注意力。58Please respect copyright.PENANABVVj4QH81c
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「不是,但是我很久沒有爬了。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAUzsAwdpbyI
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看著眼前女孩一臉好奇的模樣,官玄默有禮的微笑。58Please respect copyright.PENANALMEZONDPg5
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出發前駱少凡對他介紹過,這個女孩是他們這群登山好友中唯一的女性,別看她個子小,能走的路能背的行李都和他們幾個大男人沒兩樣。58Please respect copyright.PENANA9wnxZ8YLx0
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「喔,我看駱一路上都在擔心你,還以為你是第一次。」58Please respect copyright.PENANARKEzyHpQ1D
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甩甩馬尾,女孩笑了。58Please respect copyright.PENANAqbDrt6Pzww
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「今天天氣不是很好,有點可惜,不過要是等等有出太陽的話,你可以看見全世界最獨特的風景。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAr3k6Bf8ZqW
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「最獨特?」58Please respect copyright.PENANA98Jz07D5rr
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或許是被女孩那種誇張的表情和聲音引起了好奇心,官玄默接著女孩的話尾反問。58Please respect copyright.PENANA3ulAQkrbVg
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「對啊,因為昨天晚上下過雨,所以如果等等出太陽,陽光會反射還留在山林間樹葉上的雨水,只要被照射到的地方都會閃閃發光,比夜晚的星空還美。」58Please respect copyright.PENANAM1bHuymqAc
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眨眨眼,女孩淘氣的朝著官玄默笑。