他幾乎是從小就認識楚襄冉,知道他的父母根本不會在乎他,只要沒惹出大麻煩,基本上就不會來過問他的事。54Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6RhfVfexO
54Please respect copyright.PENANA6l2S1EfWpr
他以前問過楚襄冉,為什麼不學壞以求得父母的注意?54Please respect copyright.PENANA4juKwjulaF
54Please respect copyright.PENANAxjiHWuTn7H
那時候的楚襄冉笑了笑,說他的人生是他自己的,不是他父母也不是別人的,學壞了要負責的人也只有自己,所以沒必要做那種吃力不討好的事情。54Please respect copyright.PENANAxuhAqDWU6Q
54Please respect copyright.PENANAoiVD47gebh
『況且,會關心你的人不用說也會主動來關心你,不關心你的人做了再多也不會理會你。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAwvtzhY95vC
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqMBHPkaOig
那是那次對談最後的結論,楚襄冉臉上浮現的笑容不是他們那個年紀該出現的,但是因為是楚襄冉,所以他覺得他絕對不會有問題。54Please respect copyright.PENANAF1v0ydqPJB
54Please respect copyright.PENANAkFThVQJMZi
那年,他們國一。54Please respect copyright.PENANAOCzjBYk2KR
54Please respect copyright.PENANAUB2yzp0gIV
在大多數的同學都還理所當然的依賴著父母的同時,楚襄冉卻是早就已經失去了可以依靠的對象。54Please respect copyright.PENANADSIJtSMcOi
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7rzEQ8jkmD
這樣堅強的人,怎麼可能放棄自己已經規劃好的人生,放棄進入大學,能幫助更多人的機會?54Please respect copyright.PENANAguBJf0LZ6Q
54Please respect copyright.PENANATOi8p37ffv
『吶,玄默,我以後想念社工,想念心理,想幫助更多像我這樣的孩子……或是大人。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAwxTLJ36aE8
54Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZAoRkBhCa
那個時候說這句話的楚襄冉,難得露出燦爛耀眼,對未來充滿了期許的笑容,不同於平常總是勾著淺淡弧度的模樣,是終於找到了自己未來的快樂。54Please respect copyright.PENANAUrl96Shqt7
54Please respect copyright.PENANALEeMxt10Up
那樣鮮明的模樣,現在官玄默幾乎還能清楚看見,所以,他沒辦法相信楚襄冉會放棄那一切。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvCIzc2M8fB
54Please respect copyright.PENANAUYBSQuMWVG
「我覺得你該出個遠門放鬆一下,不要再想著找人的事。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAZd3hEbYKMB
54Please respect copyright.PENANANYB70RrilX
駱少凡看著明顯又開始回憶過往的人,嘆了口氣。54Please respect copyright.PENANAKgvON5fuuI
54Please respect copyright.PENANAzn7Dydtjj5
就算是感情再怎麼好的朋友,找了兩年,也應該夠了吧。54Please respect copyright.PENANAiv6U8ghmuT
54Please respect copyright.PENANAFyHIz80l5b
打從他入學和官玄默分到同一間寢室之後,幾乎只要是有兩天以上的連假,官玄默就會把時間花在找那個行蹤不明的人上頭。54Please respect copyright.PENANA3M9tiGXBos
54Please respect copyright.PENANAmOkEE1OXkq
說不定對方只是去了國外留學,更說不定只是搬了家,現在根本不知道官玄默在找他,也不知道自己已經把對方的生活攪得大亂。54Please respect copyright.PENANA807kAATiKZ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqfZDwJcR0K
就算官玄默是個重感情的人,但是已經花費了這麼久的時間,也夠了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAPNdvVb6QGe
54Please respect copyright.PENANAjKYIdnVc1B
「下次的連假我們幾個朋友說好了要去爬山,不是很難的山,一般遊客也會上去,不過我們爬得會比他們高一點點……上頭的風景很美,怎麼樣,一起去吧?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAx2KGAdJRgT
54Please respect copyright.PENANA2x4LEems6F
駱少凡提出了邀約。54Please respect copyright.PENANAm2StiQKkZJ
54Please respect copyright.PENANASqrMPNXP3J
人家說看到山的壯闊美景會讓人改變觀念,如果是真的,他倒是希望官玄默能放棄繼續尋找那個人。54Please respect copyright.PENANAKbhM076Ehv
54Please respect copyright.PENANA3M2yD6tWcY
反正有緣自然會再見面,又何必賠上自己的生活,花費這麼多時間在一件他看起來絲毫沒有意義的事情上?54Please respect copyright.PENANAYGVOYUjbyw
54Please respect copyright.PENANAbcvjVy0PXe
看著明顯正在擔心自己的朋友,雖然不是很情願,但是官玄默還是答應了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAqkzSMKGA00
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7c6knSRYYe
「我會考慮。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAJHs3t2Ez3e
54Please respect copyright.PENANAnQGMm9QlIB
其實他不是不明白駱少凡的想法,的確,他已經找了兩年,幾乎所有他認識的,或者是有點陌生的地方都找過了,甚至只要楚襄冉提過說想去看看但是卻一直沒能去的地方,他都去過了。54Please respect copyright.PENANATudup1Uqjd
54Please respect copyright.PENANAtaYPy5bg9A
但是他從來沒有找到過楚襄冉留下的蛛絲馬跡,到過的地方,也沒有人記得是不是有這樣一個少年曾經駐足過。54Please respect copyright.PENANAI9ABWuXCmk
54Please respect copyright.PENANA8nwqvIe5hm
兩年多的時間,他幾乎把他們三個人曾經一起生活過十六年的回憶全部重新複習了一遍。54Please respect copyright.PENANA6hYyhOfwBd
54Please respect copyright.PENANAgXT3ov6O6q
任何一個理智的人,都會放棄繼續這種無意義的行為。54Please respect copyright.PENANA99aIjKMajW
54Please respect copyright.PENANAgtD2OnCznm
可是……目光又轉回了那張泛黃的紙張,官玄默知道自己不可能放棄尋找。54Please respect copyright.PENANAVb053RwLf6
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqJyrVtWPAT
最起碼,現在的他不可能……54Please respect copyright.PENANA7FXW1vBYC1
54Please respect copyright.PENANAJdRO1wHWYw
54Please respect copyright.PENANAkwfRIxIkOf
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇54Please respect copyright.PENANAMCEuGASgEA
54Please respect copyright.PENANAgUiN7Vuc8F
54Please respect copyright.PENANAeaXPFFcJKC
時間很快過去,假期結束之後緊接而來的是忙碌的課業壓力,等到好不容易能再喘口氣時,不知不覺已經接近了和駱少凡約好要一起去爬山的日子。54Please respect copyright.PENANAxpmUaQbaLI
54Please respect copyright.PENANAQBDwuid2lb
這是官玄默上大學之後第一次,連續好幾天的假期沒有計畫要去哪裡尋找楚襄冉。54Please respect copyright.PENANAJAxnhh0tIK
54Please respect copyright.PENANAKPgtYksvDu
「人既然都來了,拜託你就不要那麼浮躁好不好?」54Please respect copyright.PENANApRSbC6hBsg
54Please respect copyright.PENANAIEnjN9MerX
看著雖然揹著行李跟隨他們不停往上走,卻有點心不在焉的人,駱少凡在一次大家停下腳步休息的時候忍不住開口提醒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAYl65Pg6VUy
54Please respect copyright.PENANAMOyEFfmjkt
雖然是一般遊客也會上來的地方,但是今天的山況比想像中的差,大概是凌晨飄過小雨的天氣讓整個登山的步道顯得濕滑,一不留神摔倒了雖然不至於有太大的危險,但是萬一扭傷了什麼地方也不會太好過。54Please respect copyright.PENANANTTKFYPSNX
54Please respect copyright.PENANAH1XmCQgkPG
山畢竟是山,大自然不是能隨意輕忽的地方。54Please respect copyright.PENANAsC48hVvERE
54Please respect copyright.PENANA0k8nMRY5uI
「我知道,抱歉,只是不太習慣……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAMJOfVgOg0g
54Please respect copyright.PENANAOgriT0ehFu
不習慣在假期時完全將那個人拋諸腦後的和同伴出來遊玩……54Please respect copyright.PENANACQDXdqxdwf
54Please respect copyright.PENANAiSsbJizN64
翻了個白眼,駱少凡壓抑下罵人的衝動,重重哼了聲後就轉過去和其他人交談,留下帶著苦笑的官玄默。54Please respect copyright.PENANAWOWehGQOYV
54Please respect copyright.PENANAOXlUEN1359
真的,很不習慣。54Please respect copyright.PENANAMjQ4LVxPGO
54Please respect copyright.PENANAiXyQJ2qWwt
陌生的地方,陌生的人們,現在想想,自從他進了大學之後,除了從一開始就同寢室的駱少凡,他幾乎沒有熟識的人,就連同系同班的人,也都只是見了面會點頭招呼的交情,從來也沒和誰感情特別好過。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvDkWBCLcxj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAgwBHvSKmOa
「你是第一次爬山?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ve2bc3Prk
54Please respect copyright.PENANAjaJBu4RjC4
帶著好奇的聲音在旁邊響起,拉回了官玄默的注意力。54Please respect copyright.PENANAFBNsUyYuFU
54Please respect copyright.PENANAmAst9Muic4
「不是,但是我很久沒有爬了。」54Please respect copyright.PENANA4J4Pg1pRwl
54Please respect copyright.PENANAAZIOCbqxEZ
看著眼前女孩一臉好奇的模樣,官玄默有禮的微笑。54Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3wofkccDU
54Please respect copyright.PENANADSU5JIDZRi
出發前駱少凡對他介紹過,這個女孩是他們這群登山好友中唯一的女性,別看她個子小,能走的路能背的行李都和他們幾個大男人沒兩樣。54Please respect copyright.PENANAa6l9YrS6Ua
54Please respect copyright.PENANAl6DgpMlgAt
「喔,我看駱一路上都在擔心你,還以為你是第一次。」54Please respect copyright.PENANALFV4sYMSoD
54Please respect copyright.PENANAA4rDqitXdl
甩甩馬尾,女孩笑了。54Please respect copyright.PENANA04HKa4ZMxu
54Please respect copyright.PENANAC69ANjzSbV
「今天天氣不是很好,有點可惜,不過要是等等有出太陽的話,你可以看見全世界最獨特的風景。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5xJpCnYHV
54Please respect copyright.PENANA6pvV7S1wsN
「最獨特?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAoprFo8e2ue
54Please respect copyright.PENANAl8rgfF2tAy
或許是被女孩那種誇張的表情和聲音引起了好奇心,官玄默接著女孩的話尾反問。54Please respect copyright.PENANAAXx13Qy54R
54Please respect copyright.PENANAReDoBAOPF3
「對啊,因為昨天晚上下過雨,所以如果等等出太陽,陽光會反射還留在山林間樹葉上的雨水,只要被照射到的地方都會閃閃發光,比夜晚的星空還美。」54Please respect copyright.PENANACbogEhch9x
54Please respect copyright.PENANA5zCtexYR56
眨眨眼,女孩淘氣的朝著官玄默笑。
ns216.73.216.163da254Please respect copyright.PENANA6l2S1EfWpr
他以前問過楚襄冉,為什麼不學壞以求得父母的注意?54Please respect copyright.PENANA4juKwjulaF
54Please respect copyright.PENANAxjiHWuTn7H
那時候的楚襄冉笑了笑,說他的人生是他自己的,不是他父母也不是別人的,學壞了要負責的人也只有自己,所以沒必要做那種吃力不討好的事情。54Please respect copyright.PENANAxuhAqDWU6Q
54Please respect copyright.PENANAoiVD47gebh
『況且,會關心你的人不用說也會主動來關心你,不關心你的人做了再多也不會理會你。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAwvtzhY95vC
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqMBHPkaOig
那是那次對談最後的結論,楚襄冉臉上浮現的笑容不是他們那個年紀該出現的,但是因為是楚襄冉,所以他覺得他絕對不會有問題。54Please respect copyright.PENANAF1v0ydqPJB
54Please respect copyright.PENANAkFThVQJMZi
那年,他們國一。54Please respect copyright.PENANAOCzjBYk2KR
54Please respect copyright.PENANAUB2yzp0gIV
在大多數的同學都還理所當然的依賴著父母的同時,楚襄冉卻是早就已經失去了可以依靠的對象。54Please respect copyright.PENANADSIJtSMcOi
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7rzEQ8jkmD
這樣堅強的人,怎麼可能放棄自己已經規劃好的人生,放棄進入大學,能幫助更多人的機會?54Please respect copyright.PENANAguBJf0LZ6Q
54Please respect copyright.PENANATOi8p37ffv
『吶,玄默,我以後想念社工,想念心理,想幫助更多像我這樣的孩子……或是大人。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAwxTLJ36aE8
54Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZAoRkBhCa
那個時候說這句話的楚襄冉,難得露出燦爛耀眼,對未來充滿了期許的笑容,不同於平常總是勾著淺淡弧度的模樣,是終於找到了自己未來的快樂。54Please respect copyright.PENANAUrl96Shqt7
54Please respect copyright.PENANALEeMxt10Up
那樣鮮明的模樣,現在官玄默幾乎還能清楚看見,所以,他沒辦法相信楚襄冉會放棄那一切。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvCIzc2M8fB
54Please respect copyright.PENANAUYBSQuMWVG
「我覺得你該出個遠門放鬆一下,不要再想著找人的事。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAZd3hEbYKMB
54Please respect copyright.PENANANYB70RrilX
駱少凡看著明顯又開始回憶過往的人,嘆了口氣。54Please respect copyright.PENANAKgvON5fuuI
54Please respect copyright.PENANAzn7Dydtjj5
就算是感情再怎麼好的朋友,找了兩年,也應該夠了吧。54Please respect copyright.PENANAiv6U8ghmuT
54Please respect copyright.PENANAFyHIz80l5b
打從他入學和官玄默分到同一間寢室之後,幾乎只要是有兩天以上的連假,官玄默就會把時間花在找那個行蹤不明的人上頭。54Please respect copyright.PENANA3M9tiGXBos
54Please respect copyright.PENANAmOkEE1OXkq
說不定對方只是去了國外留學,更說不定只是搬了家,現在根本不知道官玄默在找他,也不知道自己已經把對方的生活攪得大亂。54Please respect copyright.PENANA807kAATiKZ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqfZDwJcR0K
就算官玄默是個重感情的人,但是已經花費了這麼久的時間,也夠了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAPNdvVb6QGe
54Please respect copyright.PENANAjKYIdnVc1B
「下次的連假我們幾個朋友說好了要去爬山,不是很難的山,一般遊客也會上去,不過我們爬得會比他們高一點點……上頭的風景很美,怎麼樣,一起去吧?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAx2KGAdJRgT
54Please respect copyright.PENANA2x4LEems6F
駱少凡提出了邀約。54Please respect copyright.PENANAm2StiQKkZJ
54Please respect copyright.PENANASqrMPNXP3J
人家說看到山的壯闊美景會讓人改變觀念,如果是真的,他倒是希望官玄默能放棄繼續尋找那個人。54Please respect copyright.PENANAKbhM076Ehv
54Please respect copyright.PENANA3M2yD6tWcY
反正有緣自然會再見面,又何必賠上自己的生活,花費這麼多時間在一件他看起來絲毫沒有意義的事情上?54Please respect copyright.PENANAYGVOYUjbyw
54Please respect copyright.PENANAbcvjVy0PXe
看著明顯正在擔心自己的朋友,雖然不是很情願,但是官玄默還是答應了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAqkzSMKGA00
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7c6knSRYYe
「我會考慮。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAJHs3t2Ez3e
54Please respect copyright.PENANAnQGMm9QlIB
其實他不是不明白駱少凡的想法,的確,他已經找了兩年,幾乎所有他認識的,或者是有點陌生的地方都找過了,甚至只要楚襄冉提過說想去看看但是卻一直沒能去的地方,他都去過了。54Please respect copyright.PENANATudup1Uqjd
54Please respect copyright.PENANAtaYPy5bg9A
但是他從來沒有找到過楚襄冉留下的蛛絲馬跡,到過的地方,也沒有人記得是不是有這樣一個少年曾經駐足過。54Please respect copyright.PENANAI9ABWuXCmk
54Please respect copyright.PENANA8nwqvIe5hm
兩年多的時間,他幾乎把他們三個人曾經一起生活過十六年的回憶全部重新複習了一遍。54Please respect copyright.PENANA6hYyhOfwBd
54Please respect copyright.PENANAgXT3ov6O6q
任何一個理智的人,都會放棄繼續這種無意義的行為。54Please respect copyright.PENANA99aIjKMajW
54Please respect copyright.PENANAgtD2OnCznm
可是……目光又轉回了那張泛黃的紙張,官玄默知道自己不可能放棄尋找。54Please respect copyright.PENANAVb053RwLf6
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqJyrVtWPAT
最起碼,現在的他不可能……54Please respect copyright.PENANA7FXW1vBYC1
54Please respect copyright.PENANAJdRO1wHWYw
54Please respect copyright.PENANAkwfRIxIkOf
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇54Please respect copyright.PENANAMCEuGASgEA
54Please respect copyright.PENANAgUiN7Vuc8F
54Please respect copyright.PENANAeaXPFFcJKC
時間很快過去,假期結束之後緊接而來的是忙碌的課業壓力,等到好不容易能再喘口氣時,不知不覺已經接近了和駱少凡約好要一起去爬山的日子。54Please respect copyright.PENANAxpmUaQbaLI
54Please respect copyright.PENANAQBDwuid2lb
這是官玄默上大學之後第一次,連續好幾天的假期沒有計畫要去哪裡尋找楚襄冉。54Please respect copyright.PENANAJAxnhh0tIK
54Please respect copyright.PENANAKPgtYksvDu
「人既然都來了,拜託你就不要那麼浮躁好不好?」54Please respect copyright.PENANApRSbC6hBsg
54Please respect copyright.PENANAIEnjN9MerX
看著雖然揹著行李跟隨他們不停往上走,卻有點心不在焉的人,駱少凡在一次大家停下腳步休息的時候忍不住開口提醒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAYl65Pg6VUy
54Please respect copyright.PENANAMOyEFfmjkt
雖然是一般遊客也會上來的地方,但是今天的山況比想像中的差,大概是凌晨飄過小雨的天氣讓整個登山的步道顯得濕滑,一不留神摔倒了雖然不至於有太大的危險,但是萬一扭傷了什麼地方也不會太好過。54Please respect copyright.PENANANTTKFYPSNX
54Please respect copyright.PENANAH1XmCQgkPG
山畢竟是山,大自然不是能隨意輕忽的地方。54Please respect copyright.PENANAsC48hVvERE
54Please respect copyright.PENANA0k8nMRY5uI
「我知道,抱歉,只是不太習慣……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAMJOfVgOg0g
54Please respect copyright.PENANAOgriT0ehFu
不習慣在假期時完全將那個人拋諸腦後的和同伴出來遊玩……54Please respect copyright.PENANACQDXdqxdwf
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翻了個白眼,駱少凡壓抑下罵人的衝動,重重哼了聲後就轉過去和其他人交談,留下帶著苦笑的官玄默。54Please respect copyright.PENANAWOWehGQOYV
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真的,很不習慣。54Please respect copyright.PENANAMjQ4LVxPGO
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陌生的地方,陌生的人們,現在想想,自從他進了大學之後,除了從一開始就同寢室的駱少凡,他幾乎沒有熟識的人,就連同系同班的人,也都只是見了面會點頭招呼的交情,從來也沒和誰感情特別好過。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvDkWBCLcxj
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「你是第一次爬山?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ve2bc3Prk
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帶著好奇的聲音在旁邊響起,拉回了官玄默的注意力。54Please respect copyright.PENANAFBNsUyYuFU
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「不是,但是我很久沒有爬了。」54Please respect copyright.PENANA4J4Pg1pRwl
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看著眼前女孩一臉好奇的模樣,官玄默有禮的微笑。54Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3wofkccDU
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出發前駱少凡對他介紹過,這個女孩是他們這群登山好友中唯一的女性,別看她個子小,能走的路能背的行李都和他們幾個大男人沒兩樣。54Please respect copyright.PENANAa6l9YrS6Ua
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「喔,我看駱一路上都在擔心你,還以為你是第一次。」54Please respect copyright.PENANALFV4sYMSoD
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甩甩馬尾,女孩笑了。54Please respect copyright.PENANA04HKa4ZMxu
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「今天天氣不是很好,有點可惜,不過要是等等有出太陽的話,你可以看見全世界最獨特的風景。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5xJpCnYHV
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「最獨特?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAoprFo8e2ue
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或許是被女孩那種誇張的表情和聲音引起了好奇心,官玄默接著女孩的話尾反問。54Please respect copyright.PENANAAXx13Qy54R
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「對啊,因為昨天晚上下過雨,所以如果等等出太陽,陽光會反射還留在山林間樹葉上的雨水,只要被照射到的地方都會閃閃發光,比夜晚的星空還美。」54Please respect copyright.PENANACbogEhch9x
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眨眨眼,女孩淘氣的朝著官玄默笑。