39Please respect copyright.PENANAa4r9uUoQmK
39Please respect copyright.PENANAeQnrevUVA9
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇39Please respect copyright.PENANAP0pFRVOQGA
39Please respect copyright.PENANAZuZz2706RG
39Please respect copyright.PENANARYtD4XTdUY
聯絡,一斷就是幾年。39Please respect copyright.PENANAu2tHwvsKGj
39Please respect copyright.PENANA7iBHCqNbgH
當官玄默在新的地方安頓好之後,頭一件事,就是打電話給楚襄冉,想向對方說聲抱歉,他沒有遵守約定,也想告訴對方現在自己的情況。39Please respect copyright.PENANA8G4IcMj4BP
39Please respect copyright.PENANAzJ850Kmk60
可是那個早已經背到熟爛的電話號碼,卻總是沒有人接聽。39Please respect copyright.PENANAzPerbPDSQR
39Please respect copyright.PENANAQSPOirohJe
一次、兩次,說不擔心是騙人的,只是官玄默始終相信,楚襄冉能把自己照顧得很好,他們兩個人都是考生,面對即將來臨的大考,忙碌自然不在話下,所以,應該只是剛好錯過了電話。39Please respect copyright.PENANALypkMZ6yYx
39Please respect copyright.PENANAC7kTvmsSVn
於是官玄默沒有再打電話給楚襄冉,而失去的痛,也讓他沒有想過要回去看看,直到大考放榜,他想問問楚襄冉考上了什麼學校,再一次撥出了那個號碼之後,話筒中傳來機械般生冷僵硬的聲音,官玄默才開始覺得不對。39Please respect copyright.PENANAm2S1VwXFXG
39Please respect copyright.PENANAwgg2nQYVtk
楚襄冉沒有手機,說是不喜歡那種隨時被人盯著的感覺,於是,家裡電話是唯一的,而且也總是會有人接聽。39Please respect copyright.PENANASFmnIV9ek5
39Please respect copyright.PENANAoZbTD3Ds2J
起碼,他的電話,楚襄冉從來沒有漏接過。39Please respect copyright.PENANACsP4Q2gVab
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfa6JwUGSdB
「您撥的號碼已經停止使用,請查明後再撥。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAdltFx1gIYi
39Please respect copyright.PENANAa1NWKLDj1q
話筒中的聲音一遍遍重複,聽得官玄默越來越心慌。39Please respect copyright.PENANAOWXCK0t3Iq
39Please respect copyright.PENANAUndZNzzJiw
放下電話,官玄默不想再聽到那個聲音。39Please respect copyright.PENANAbjwuPY2I8f
39Please respect copyright.PENANAEYGfQb55q1
明天吧,明天再打一次電話,不要打給襄冉,打給附近的鄰居問問看,說不定只是襄冉換了家裡電話沒告訴他而已。39Please respect copyright.PENANAE1ek6bvFII
39Please respect copyright.PENANAPsl0fhHgFY
看了看牆上掛的壁鐘,重合在數字12的指針讓官玄默放棄了要立刻找到楚襄冉的念頭。39Please respect copyright.PENANAD18SjBxsQi
39Please respect copyright.PENANAiyACXY2cmu
只是他沒想到,這一拖,就拖過了幾個月,明明該是最清閒的假期,卻讓父母一通電話召了去國外,找人的事情就這樣一延再延……直到開學前不久人才終於回到國內。39Please respect copyright.PENANANbDoPxhLVU
39Please respect copyright.PENANAb3Xlx1EgMP
那段時間他不是沒想過再試著聯繫,只是始終聯絡不上,而當官玄默終於能回去自己從小生長的地方時,看到的景象卻讓他皺緊了眉,什麼話也說不出來,也麼想法也沒辦法有。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3vmcLg3Fpu
39Please respect copyright.PENANAAmi8U4mshi
曾經讓楚襄冉打掃得乾乾淨淨的庭院門廊現在雜草叢生,布滿了灰塵,問過了附近鄰居,沒有人知道楚襄冉上哪去了,甚至一些新搬來的住戶,根本不知道那棟房子裏頭曾經住過人,打從他們搬來時候,房子就一直是這樣空蕩蕩的,沒有人生活的痕跡。39Please respect copyright.PENANAzVKL4TCfoL
39Please respect copyright.PENANAEIJB4QDYv8
而相熟的鄰居,則是在聽聞他詢問的話之後,要偏著頭想很久,才會像是驚醒一樣,不知道自己從什麼時候開始,就沒有看見那個楚家的少年了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAGS5MWedwoI
39Please respect copyright.PENANAECcHF0cW1r
第一次的尋找未果,官玄默只能隔著生了鏽的鐵柵門,看著漆黑一片的屋子,而第二次,他帶上了鑰匙。39Please respect copyright.PENANA9NwxwyNRVb
39Please respect copyright.PENANAex9raxJUIt
過去,因為方便他們三個人進出楚家,楚襄冉給他們的鑰匙。39Please respect copyright.PENANATwGLsLgOry
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfmIHBE57A8
可是就算轉開了鏽得幾乎轉不動的門把,終於進入了那個自己也曾經熟悉的地方,官玄默發現,他還是找不著楚襄冉。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3EjZKpBEBi
39Please respect copyright.PENANAED8nIi9KWE
或許是因為窗戶緊閉的緣故,屋子裡頭的灰比上外頭少了很多,也沒有外面那副紊亂景象,什麼東西都好好的收在該在的地方,幾乎看不出來其實早就沒有人住在裡面。39Please respect copyright.PENANAFp0AaL8YlQ
39Please respect copyright.PENANA876RHJN00I
一樓的客廳,二樓的書房,都跟他記憶中的一樣,什麼擺設也沒動過,遙控器安置在專門放置的盒子裡,書也一本本整齊的擺放在書架上。39Please respect copyright.PENANA0zENIZWQMt
39Please respect copyright.PENANA3wBtpWSYii
然後,是楚襄冉的臥房。39Please respect copyright.PENANA5fcW7anOez
39Please respect copyright.PENANAlSsCx5eMyp
掛在牆壁上,那天曾經為了保護他跟向冬陽,被汙水潑得亂七八糟的制服已經洗乾淨,整整齊齊的掛在了牆壁上的老位子,只是白色襯衫已經被太陽曬得發了黃。39Please respect copyright.PENANAhWnAy1oyGV
39Please respect copyright.PENANAksEX4ecihI
官玄默看著那套制服,第一次,心中有某種名為懊悔的情緒在發酵。39Please respect copyright.PENANAH0iZlcGRT7
39Please respect copyright.PENANAleFEH2XRni
走向沒有拉上窗簾的大面落地玻璃窗前,然後發覺,站在那裏,他可以清楚看見庭院外的大門。39Please respect copyright.PENANAP31WLbT5o5
39Please respect copyright.PENANAtAHhS8M26E
他突然想起來,自己在離開的時候,沒有注意過樓上的這扇窗,窗簾是拉起抑或是打開的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJjPBAMH0XU
39Please respect copyright.PENANALlwyexSQka
然後,他也想起了自己和楚襄冉之間最後交談的那段話。39Please respect copyright.PENANAdom13Kjc6w
39Please respect copyright.PENANAClL5mCJyqC
『哪,走的時候要記得打聲招呼?』39Please respect copyright.PENANAZQm8BK458A
39Please respect copyright.PENANAY7p4NgCbN4
那時候的自己滿心都是失去戀人的痛楚,再加上父母安排的轉學,然後是隨之而來的搬遷,種種事情擾得他心煩意亂,也就沒有去在意楚襄冉話裡頭的意思。39Please respect copyright.PENANAXm7Fy0QYWC
39Please respect copyright.PENANAPOgkjbjwHF
那會不會是一向不曾要求別人替自己做些什麼的楚襄冉,第一次……或許也是最後一次的請求?39Please respect copyright.PENANAV2L0aqdrZk
39Please respect copyright.PENANAByWSc9ZbJ8
39Please respect copyright.PENANA6fz56Us5EG
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇39Please respect copyright.PENANAdIuB0hptjw
39Please respect copyright.PENANAcE7EXmJzcw
39Please respect copyright.PENANASpW5Qqwzdk
「還是沒有找到人嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAhm3NQpSLqg
39Please respect copyright.PENANAlbzrtJjguz
一個星期的春假結束,官玄默現在的同學也是室友,駱少凡看著顯然已經回宿舍好一陣子的人問。39Please respect copyright.PENANAoUsFrdmLtf
39Please respect copyright.PENANANoYgko8vb5
打從入學,兩個人被分到同一間寢室開始,他就知道官玄默一直在找一個人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAQmgkfPO0jC
39Please respect copyright.PENANA9IqqPYRhuQ
一個從小一起長大的好朋友,莫名其妙的失去了下落,怎麼也找不到。39Please respect copyright.PENANA6wQj2Z3hoX
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfYkbx4EP0B
「上次不是找到了他的准考證?考大學那張?沒有去查查看他上了哪所大學?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAjWL3cr2ily
39Please respect copyright.PENANA1yMK0mQgcW
「查了,查不到。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAHlS8owwPgj
39Please respect copyright.PENANABkWLX6KW0L
目光移向了自己的桌前備忘板,貼在上頭的紙張是有些泛黃的顏色,而原本應該是鮮紅色的數字也螁成了磚紅。39Please respect copyright.PENANAbUAF51jsw7
39Please respect copyright.PENANA3U21mzSh7G
自從那天在楚襄冉的房間抽屜中發現了這張准考證之後,官玄默立刻打電話到負責考試的機構,想詢問那一年,這張准考證代表著的人考上了哪裡。39Please respect copyright.PENANA9UrkaBtNhQ
39Please respect copyright.PENANAy5Dxxu3dSo
對方原本不願意告訴他,說是私人隱私不方便告知,可是在他告知來意之後,接電話的小姐雖然感覺有些為難,但還是替他偷偷查了。39Please respect copyright.PENANA9Gp10rezju
39Please respect copyright.PENANAlzAsyFNz1I
得到的答案卻是那張准考證的主人雖然有去考試,成績還不低,但是卻沒有參加分發,也就是說,楚襄冉並沒有選填志願。39Please respect copyright.PENANARCxfoBmhSv
39Please respect copyright.PENANAWQbRRvPRFT
可是,他不相信楚襄冉會放棄念大學。
ns18.219.23.38da239Please respect copyright.PENANAeQnrevUVA9
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇39Please respect copyright.PENANAP0pFRVOQGA
39Please respect copyright.PENANAZuZz2706RG
39Please respect copyright.PENANARYtD4XTdUY
聯絡,一斷就是幾年。39Please respect copyright.PENANAu2tHwvsKGj
39Please respect copyright.PENANA7iBHCqNbgH
當官玄默在新的地方安頓好之後,頭一件事,就是打電話給楚襄冉,想向對方說聲抱歉,他沒有遵守約定,也想告訴對方現在自己的情況。39Please respect copyright.PENANA8G4IcMj4BP
39Please respect copyright.PENANAzJ850Kmk60
可是那個早已經背到熟爛的電話號碼,卻總是沒有人接聽。39Please respect copyright.PENANAzPerbPDSQR
39Please respect copyright.PENANAQSPOirohJe
一次、兩次,說不擔心是騙人的,只是官玄默始終相信,楚襄冉能把自己照顧得很好,他們兩個人都是考生,面對即將來臨的大考,忙碌自然不在話下,所以,應該只是剛好錯過了電話。39Please respect copyright.PENANALypkMZ6yYx
39Please respect copyright.PENANAC7kTvmsSVn
於是官玄默沒有再打電話給楚襄冉,而失去的痛,也讓他沒有想過要回去看看,直到大考放榜,他想問問楚襄冉考上了什麼學校,再一次撥出了那個號碼之後,話筒中傳來機械般生冷僵硬的聲音,官玄默才開始覺得不對。39Please respect copyright.PENANAm2S1VwXFXG
39Please respect copyright.PENANAwgg2nQYVtk
楚襄冉沒有手機,說是不喜歡那種隨時被人盯著的感覺,於是,家裡電話是唯一的,而且也總是會有人接聽。39Please respect copyright.PENANASFmnIV9ek5
39Please respect copyright.PENANAoZbTD3Ds2J
起碼,他的電話,楚襄冉從來沒有漏接過。39Please respect copyright.PENANACsP4Q2gVab
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfa6JwUGSdB
「您撥的號碼已經停止使用,請查明後再撥。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAdltFx1gIYi
39Please respect copyright.PENANAa1NWKLDj1q
話筒中的聲音一遍遍重複,聽得官玄默越來越心慌。39Please respect copyright.PENANAOWXCK0t3Iq
39Please respect copyright.PENANAUndZNzzJiw
放下電話,官玄默不想再聽到那個聲音。39Please respect copyright.PENANAbjwuPY2I8f
39Please respect copyright.PENANAEYGfQb55q1
明天吧,明天再打一次電話,不要打給襄冉,打給附近的鄰居問問看,說不定只是襄冉換了家裡電話沒告訴他而已。39Please respect copyright.PENANAE1ek6bvFII
39Please respect copyright.PENANAPsl0fhHgFY
看了看牆上掛的壁鐘,重合在數字12的指針讓官玄默放棄了要立刻找到楚襄冉的念頭。39Please respect copyright.PENANAD18SjBxsQi
39Please respect copyright.PENANAiyACXY2cmu
只是他沒想到,這一拖,就拖過了幾個月,明明該是最清閒的假期,卻讓父母一通電話召了去國外,找人的事情就這樣一延再延……直到開學前不久人才終於回到國內。39Please respect copyright.PENANANbDoPxhLVU
39Please respect copyright.PENANAb3Xlx1EgMP
那段時間他不是沒想過再試著聯繫,只是始終聯絡不上,而當官玄默終於能回去自己從小生長的地方時,看到的景象卻讓他皺緊了眉,什麼話也說不出來,也麼想法也沒辦法有。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3vmcLg3Fpu
39Please respect copyright.PENANAAmi8U4mshi
曾經讓楚襄冉打掃得乾乾淨淨的庭院門廊現在雜草叢生,布滿了灰塵,問過了附近鄰居,沒有人知道楚襄冉上哪去了,甚至一些新搬來的住戶,根本不知道那棟房子裏頭曾經住過人,打從他們搬來時候,房子就一直是這樣空蕩蕩的,沒有人生活的痕跡。39Please respect copyright.PENANAzVKL4TCfoL
39Please respect copyright.PENANAEIJB4QDYv8
而相熟的鄰居,則是在聽聞他詢問的話之後,要偏著頭想很久,才會像是驚醒一樣,不知道自己從什麼時候開始,就沒有看見那個楚家的少年了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAGS5MWedwoI
39Please respect copyright.PENANAECcHF0cW1r
第一次的尋找未果,官玄默只能隔著生了鏽的鐵柵門,看著漆黑一片的屋子,而第二次,他帶上了鑰匙。39Please respect copyright.PENANA9NwxwyNRVb
39Please respect copyright.PENANAex9raxJUIt
過去,因為方便他們三個人進出楚家,楚襄冉給他們的鑰匙。39Please respect copyright.PENANATwGLsLgOry
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfmIHBE57A8
可是就算轉開了鏽得幾乎轉不動的門把,終於進入了那個自己也曾經熟悉的地方,官玄默發現,他還是找不著楚襄冉。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3EjZKpBEBi
39Please respect copyright.PENANAED8nIi9KWE
或許是因為窗戶緊閉的緣故,屋子裡頭的灰比上外頭少了很多,也沒有外面那副紊亂景象,什麼東西都好好的收在該在的地方,幾乎看不出來其實早就沒有人住在裡面。39Please respect copyright.PENANAFp0AaL8YlQ
39Please respect copyright.PENANA876RHJN00I
一樓的客廳,二樓的書房,都跟他記憶中的一樣,什麼擺設也沒動過,遙控器安置在專門放置的盒子裡,書也一本本整齊的擺放在書架上。39Please respect copyright.PENANA0zENIZWQMt
39Please respect copyright.PENANA3wBtpWSYii
然後,是楚襄冉的臥房。39Please respect copyright.PENANA5fcW7anOez
39Please respect copyright.PENANAlSsCx5eMyp
掛在牆壁上,那天曾經為了保護他跟向冬陽,被汙水潑得亂七八糟的制服已經洗乾淨,整整齊齊的掛在了牆壁上的老位子,只是白色襯衫已經被太陽曬得發了黃。39Please respect copyright.PENANAhWnAy1oyGV
39Please respect copyright.PENANAksEX4ecihI
官玄默看著那套制服,第一次,心中有某種名為懊悔的情緒在發酵。39Please respect copyright.PENANAH0iZlcGRT7
39Please respect copyright.PENANAleFEH2XRni
走向沒有拉上窗簾的大面落地玻璃窗前,然後發覺,站在那裏,他可以清楚看見庭院外的大門。39Please respect copyright.PENANAP31WLbT5o5
39Please respect copyright.PENANAtAHhS8M26E
他突然想起來,自己在離開的時候,沒有注意過樓上的這扇窗,窗簾是拉起抑或是打開的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJjPBAMH0XU
39Please respect copyright.PENANALlwyexSQka
然後,他也想起了自己和楚襄冉之間最後交談的那段話。39Please respect copyright.PENANAdom13Kjc6w
39Please respect copyright.PENANAClL5mCJyqC
『哪,走的時候要記得打聲招呼?』39Please respect copyright.PENANAZQm8BK458A
39Please respect copyright.PENANAY7p4NgCbN4
那時候的自己滿心都是失去戀人的痛楚,再加上父母安排的轉學,然後是隨之而來的搬遷,種種事情擾得他心煩意亂,也就沒有去在意楚襄冉話裡頭的意思。39Please respect copyright.PENANAXm7Fy0QYWC
39Please respect copyright.PENANAPOgkjbjwHF
那會不會是一向不曾要求別人替自己做些什麼的楚襄冉,第一次……或許也是最後一次的請求?39Please respect copyright.PENANAV2L0aqdrZk
39Please respect copyright.PENANAByWSc9ZbJ8
39Please respect copyright.PENANA6fz56Us5EG
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇39Please respect copyright.PENANAdIuB0hptjw
39Please respect copyright.PENANAcE7EXmJzcw
39Please respect copyright.PENANASpW5Qqwzdk
「還是沒有找到人嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAhm3NQpSLqg
39Please respect copyright.PENANAlbzrtJjguz
一個星期的春假結束,官玄默現在的同學也是室友,駱少凡看著顯然已經回宿舍好一陣子的人問。39Please respect copyright.PENANAoUsFrdmLtf
39Please respect copyright.PENANANoYgko8vb5
打從入學,兩個人被分到同一間寢室開始,他就知道官玄默一直在找一個人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAQmgkfPO0jC
39Please respect copyright.PENANA9IqqPYRhuQ
一個從小一起長大的好朋友,莫名其妙的失去了下落,怎麼也找不到。39Please respect copyright.PENANA6wQj2Z3hoX
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「上次不是找到了他的准考證?考大學那張?沒有去查查看他上了哪所大學?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAjWL3cr2ily
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「查了,查不到。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAHlS8owwPgj
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目光移向了自己的桌前備忘板,貼在上頭的紙張是有些泛黃的顏色,而原本應該是鮮紅色的數字也螁成了磚紅。39Please respect copyright.PENANAbUAF51jsw7
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自從那天在楚襄冉的房間抽屜中發現了這張准考證之後,官玄默立刻打電話到負責考試的機構,想詢問那一年,這張准考證代表著的人考上了哪裡。39Please respect copyright.PENANA9UrkaBtNhQ
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對方原本不願意告訴他,說是私人隱私不方便告知,可是在他告知來意之後,接電話的小姐雖然感覺有些為難,但還是替他偷偷查了。39Please respect copyright.PENANA9Gp10rezju
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得到的答案卻是那張准考證的主人雖然有去考試,成績還不低,但是卻沒有參加分發,也就是說,楚襄冉並沒有選填志願。39Please respect copyright.PENANARCxfoBmhSv
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可是,他不相信楚襄冉會放棄念大學。