他幾乎是從小就認識楚襄冉,知道他的父母根本不會在乎他,只要沒惹出大麻煩,基本上就不會來過問他的事。66Please respect copyright.PENANAd1A7L0q42X
66Please respect copyright.PENANAwpnXReS47T
他以前問過楚襄冉,為什麼不學壞以求得父母的注意?66Please respect copyright.PENANAs0X3HF88Yg
66Please respect copyright.PENANAa1MsLFEpRV
那時候的楚襄冉笑了笑,說他的人生是他自己的,不是他父母也不是別人的,學壞了要負責的人也只有自己,所以沒必要做那種吃力不討好的事情。66Please respect copyright.PENANAkYDKaoCqlt
66Please respect copyright.PENANADG2awRDwN3
『況且,會關心你的人不用說也會主動來關心你,不關心你的人做了再多也不會理會你。』66Please respect copyright.PENANA7r9CsZhJhC
66Please respect copyright.PENANAQdXPqAbO0O
那是那次對談最後的結論,楚襄冉臉上浮現的笑容不是他們那個年紀該出現的,但是因為是楚襄冉,所以他覺得他絕對不會有問題。66Please respect copyright.PENANAwzkHwC1vuf
66Please respect copyright.PENANAKwGHwtoRZb
那年,他們國一。66Please respect copyright.PENANAhml1ZTR08S
66Please respect copyright.PENANAzeuyzmlXEl
在大多數的同學都還理所當然的依賴著父母的同時,楚襄冉卻是早就已經失去了可以依靠的對象。66Please respect copyright.PENANAzjjAXvfGlg
66Please respect copyright.PENANAu4qoNlSqpl
這樣堅強的人,怎麼可能放棄自己已經規劃好的人生,放棄進入大學,能幫助更多人的機會?66Please respect copyright.PENANAxD2jCoO3Fb
66Please respect copyright.PENANApatUoHuygG
『吶,玄默,我以後想念社工,想念心理,想幫助更多像我這樣的孩子……或是大人。』66Please respect copyright.PENANAbf8AOSRStg
66Please respect copyright.PENANABxSTqK5yLi
那個時候說這句話的楚襄冉,難得露出燦爛耀眼,對未來充滿了期許的笑容,不同於平常總是勾著淺淡弧度的模樣,是終於找到了自己未來的快樂。66Please respect copyright.PENANARt4W3Pb3e6
66Please respect copyright.PENANAPi4h05cloy
那樣鮮明的模樣,現在官玄默幾乎還能清楚看見,所以,他沒辦法相信楚襄冉會放棄那一切。66Please respect copyright.PENANAyI7SWIPBBN
66Please respect copyright.PENANAZD0WeItuil
「我覺得你該出個遠門放鬆一下,不要再想著找人的事。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAqb252Lvm9r
66Please respect copyright.PENANA1XRfwwUcGS
駱少凡看著明顯又開始回憶過往的人,嘆了口氣。66Please respect copyright.PENANAOOWVYrcQXQ
66Please respect copyright.PENANAuYbur4iadp
就算是感情再怎麼好的朋友,找了兩年,也應該夠了吧。66Please respect copyright.PENANAZrWUmWTrEW
66Please respect copyright.PENANAB5GutyIp4h
打從他入學和官玄默分到同一間寢室之後,幾乎只要是有兩天以上的連假,官玄默就會把時間花在找那個行蹤不明的人上頭。66Please respect copyright.PENANAzuixAtA3hV
66Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ly7iGJi51
說不定對方只是去了國外留學,更說不定只是搬了家,現在根本不知道官玄默在找他,也不知道自己已經把對方的生活攪得大亂。66Please respect copyright.PENANAw4QL9hz36m
66Please respect copyright.PENANAgS0RynrEmb
就算官玄默是個重感情的人,但是已經花費了這麼久的時間,也夠了。66Please respect copyright.PENANA8wjiN3peD8
66Please respect copyright.PENANAY33J27R18h
「下次的連假我們幾個朋友說好了要去爬山,不是很難的山,一般遊客也會上去,不過我們爬得會比他們高一點點……上頭的風景很美,怎麼樣,一起去吧?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAcaf7ZktlGU
66Please respect copyright.PENANACksK3gWE5N
駱少凡提出了邀約。66Please respect copyright.PENANARlqc4wWaQL
66Please respect copyright.PENANAkjGBDhRAOB
人家說看到山的壯闊美景會讓人改變觀念,如果是真的,他倒是希望官玄默能放棄繼續尋找那個人。66Please respect copyright.PENANAXjG7coqtHW
66Please respect copyright.PENANAVYHAb3iwWw
反正有緣自然會再見面,又何必賠上自己的生活,花費這麼多時間在一件他看起來絲毫沒有意義的事情上?66Please respect copyright.PENANAQuyxVA9xxB
66Please respect copyright.PENANAwNJnopRxLZ
看著明顯正在擔心自己的朋友,雖然不是很情願,但是官玄默還是答應了。66Please respect copyright.PENANA7wm7TgHNC1
66Please respect copyright.PENANA1RXYx6loMr
「我會考慮。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAvVas70J0u9
66Please respect copyright.PENANA9kHjmJvyJy
其實他不是不明白駱少凡的想法,的確,他已經找了兩年,幾乎所有他認識的,或者是有點陌生的地方都找過了,甚至只要楚襄冉提過說想去看看但是卻一直沒能去的地方,他都去過了。66Please respect copyright.PENANAMWWB5xeZ7W
66Please respect copyright.PENANAtqpeSstVS4
但是他從來沒有找到過楚襄冉留下的蛛絲馬跡,到過的地方,也沒有人記得是不是有這樣一個少年曾經駐足過。66Please respect copyright.PENANAaKmftXKtFa
66Please respect copyright.PENANAL8ZaJPKTBE
兩年多的時間,他幾乎把他們三個人曾經一起生活過十六年的回憶全部重新複習了一遍。66Please respect copyright.PENANAwmIhtr5iDA
66Please respect copyright.PENANA5asrAS4WbY
任何一個理智的人,都會放棄繼續這種無意義的行為。66Please respect copyright.PENANAGChZdVZQvD
66Please respect copyright.PENANALKJEUTJ5oK
可是……目光又轉回了那張泛黃的紙張,官玄默知道自己不可能放棄尋找。66Please respect copyright.PENANAzFFbR64BHc
66Please respect copyright.PENANAZwctCVZ4Eg
最起碼,現在的他不可能……66Please respect copyright.PENANAEh7MvnANSF
66Please respect copyright.PENANAholEoMoFUw
66Please respect copyright.PENANA6gBfCL6Ixf
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇66Please respect copyright.PENANAjOEmJHl7k1
66Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0c7T7nluH
66Please respect copyright.PENANA66CjurxZ7G
時間很快過去,假期結束之後緊接而來的是忙碌的課業壓力,等到好不容易能再喘口氣時,不知不覺已經接近了和駱少凡約好要一起去爬山的日子。66Please respect copyright.PENANAzcwdVGFOvy
66Please respect copyright.PENANA0Jvbwa8Trp
這是官玄默上大學之後第一次,連續好幾天的假期沒有計畫要去哪裡尋找楚襄冉。66Please respect copyright.PENANAX8JoSuFSEL
66Please respect copyright.PENANAzn6mBuA4Rn
「人既然都來了,拜託你就不要那麼浮躁好不好?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAU05vQIQNCs
66Please respect copyright.PENANAJFXlnEtWWI
看著雖然揹著行李跟隨他們不停往上走,卻有點心不在焉的人,駱少凡在一次大家停下腳步休息的時候忍不住開口提醒。66Please respect copyright.PENANAlWvlFc0Vj4
66Please respect copyright.PENANAhQobLtlXrh
雖然是一般遊客也會上來的地方,但是今天的山況比想像中的差,大概是凌晨飄過小雨的天氣讓整個登山的步道顯得濕滑,一不留神摔倒了雖然不至於有太大的危險,但是萬一扭傷了什麼地方也不會太好過。66Please respect copyright.PENANA82XhPrpM2d
66Please respect copyright.PENANA66IsJ03YmG
山畢竟是山,大自然不是能隨意輕忽的地方。66Please respect copyright.PENANA22omVNVHpm
66Please respect copyright.PENANAOa3wOLCIUz
「我知道,抱歉,只是不太習慣……」66Please respect copyright.PENANA72eLbSnbjk
66Please respect copyright.PENANAkHPq8S0b3q
不習慣在假期時完全將那個人拋諸腦後的和同伴出來遊玩……66Please respect copyright.PENANA2nIl5OA0DH
66Please respect copyright.PENANAlrceuAqnLO
翻了個白眼,駱少凡壓抑下罵人的衝動,重重哼了聲後就轉過去和其他人交談,留下帶著苦笑的官玄默。66Please respect copyright.PENANAIitIQWWxQH
66Please respect copyright.PENANAgk81vtseq5
真的,很不習慣。66Please respect copyright.PENANAByGIo3XhMt
66Please respect copyright.PENANAWpvXbFP4tl
陌生的地方,陌生的人們,現在想想,自從他進了大學之後,除了從一開始就同寢室的駱少凡,他幾乎沒有熟識的人,就連同系同班的人,也都只是見了面會點頭招呼的交情,從來也沒和誰感情特別好過。66Please respect copyright.PENANAfKQqY7dzLB
66Please respect copyright.PENANAxsfB29ulUz
「你是第一次爬山?」66Please respect copyright.PENANACHQhDXrMjP
66Please respect copyright.PENANAvQ6GGYhcRF
帶著好奇的聲音在旁邊響起,拉回了官玄默的注意力。66Please respect copyright.PENANACu4hIaetEN
66Please respect copyright.PENANAA96eemIQjI
「不是,但是我很久沒有爬了。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAR64ineHg8s
66Please respect copyright.PENANAlCBE2Vj0pU
看著眼前女孩一臉好奇的模樣,官玄默有禮的微笑。66Please respect copyright.PENANANWTTnLeOMC
66Please respect copyright.PENANAaP7M0Ia6cY
出發前駱少凡對他介紹過,這個女孩是他們這群登山好友中唯一的女性,別看她個子小,能走的路能背的行李都和他們幾個大男人沒兩樣。66Please respect copyright.PENANAqobmCEM7bm
66Please respect copyright.PENANAB2byoF51UO
「喔,我看駱一路上都在擔心你,還以為你是第一次。」66Please respect copyright.PENANADAguKJvF0g
66Please respect copyright.PENANA5WloiqKqA3
甩甩馬尾,女孩笑了。66Please respect copyright.PENANAWXvpeODiSP
66Please respect copyright.PENANAUzWMJzzHe0
「今天天氣不是很好,有點可惜,不過要是等等有出太陽的話,你可以看見全世界最獨特的風景。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAqaJPLAAGDK
66Please respect copyright.PENANAIeLZwwtX2C
「最獨特?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAoHORmm05AU
66Please respect copyright.PENANAd0guIAhERF
或許是被女孩那種誇張的表情和聲音引起了好奇心,官玄默接著女孩的話尾反問。66Please respect copyright.PENANAdKMvr6rLFV
66Please respect copyright.PENANAvAw8v3cnnh
「對啊,因為昨天晚上下過雨,所以如果等等出太陽,陽光會反射還留在山林間樹葉上的雨水,只要被照射到的地方都會閃閃發光,比夜晚的星空還美。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAEyrrkS7yGk
66Please respect copyright.PENANA5ddGj3ynWj
眨眨眼,女孩淘氣的朝著官玄默笑。
ns216.73.216.237da2 66Please respect copyright.PENANAwpnXReS47T
他以前問過楚襄冉,為什麼不學壞以求得父母的注意?66Please respect copyright.PENANAs0X3HF88Yg
66Please respect copyright.PENANAa1MsLFEpRV
那時候的楚襄冉笑了笑,說他的人生是他自己的,不是他父母也不是別人的,學壞了要負責的人也只有自己,所以沒必要做那種吃力不討好的事情。66Please respect copyright.PENANAkYDKaoCqlt
66Please respect copyright.PENANADG2awRDwN3
『況且,會關心你的人不用說也會主動來關心你,不關心你的人做了再多也不會理會你。』66Please respect copyright.PENANA7r9CsZhJhC
66Please respect copyright.PENANAQdXPqAbO0O
那是那次對談最後的結論,楚襄冉臉上浮現的笑容不是他們那個年紀該出現的,但是因為是楚襄冉,所以他覺得他絕對不會有問題。66Please respect copyright.PENANAwzkHwC1vuf
66Please respect copyright.PENANAKwGHwtoRZb
那年,他們國一。66Please respect copyright.PENANAhml1ZTR08S
66Please respect copyright.PENANAzeuyzmlXEl
在大多數的同學都還理所當然的依賴著父母的同時,楚襄冉卻是早就已經失去了可以依靠的對象。66Please respect copyright.PENANAzjjAXvfGlg
66Please respect copyright.PENANAu4qoNlSqpl
這樣堅強的人,怎麼可能放棄自己已經規劃好的人生,放棄進入大學,能幫助更多人的機會?66Please respect copyright.PENANAxD2jCoO3Fb
66Please respect copyright.PENANApatUoHuygG
『吶,玄默,我以後想念社工,想念心理,想幫助更多像我這樣的孩子……或是大人。』66Please respect copyright.PENANAbf8AOSRStg
66Please respect copyright.PENANABxSTqK5yLi
那個時候說這句話的楚襄冉,難得露出燦爛耀眼,對未來充滿了期許的笑容,不同於平常總是勾著淺淡弧度的模樣,是終於找到了自己未來的快樂。66Please respect copyright.PENANARt4W3Pb3e6
66Please respect copyright.PENANAPi4h05cloy
那樣鮮明的模樣,現在官玄默幾乎還能清楚看見,所以,他沒辦法相信楚襄冉會放棄那一切。66Please respect copyright.PENANAyI7SWIPBBN
66Please respect copyright.PENANAZD0WeItuil
「我覺得你該出個遠門放鬆一下,不要再想著找人的事。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAqb252Lvm9r
66Please respect copyright.PENANA1XRfwwUcGS
駱少凡看著明顯又開始回憶過往的人,嘆了口氣。66Please respect copyright.PENANAOOWVYrcQXQ
66Please respect copyright.PENANAuYbur4iadp
就算是感情再怎麼好的朋友,找了兩年,也應該夠了吧。66Please respect copyright.PENANAZrWUmWTrEW
66Please respect copyright.PENANAB5GutyIp4h
打從他入學和官玄默分到同一間寢室之後,幾乎只要是有兩天以上的連假,官玄默就會把時間花在找那個行蹤不明的人上頭。66Please respect copyright.PENANAzuixAtA3hV
66Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ly7iGJi51
說不定對方只是去了國外留學,更說不定只是搬了家,現在根本不知道官玄默在找他,也不知道自己已經把對方的生活攪得大亂。66Please respect copyright.PENANAw4QL9hz36m
66Please respect copyright.PENANAgS0RynrEmb
就算官玄默是個重感情的人,但是已經花費了這麼久的時間,也夠了。66Please respect copyright.PENANA8wjiN3peD8
66Please respect copyright.PENANAY33J27R18h
「下次的連假我們幾個朋友說好了要去爬山,不是很難的山,一般遊客也會上去,不過我們爬得會比他們高一點點……上頭的風景很美,怎麼樣,一起去吧?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAcaf7ZktlGU
66Please respect copyright.PENANACksK3gWE5N
駱少凡提出了邀約。66Please respect copyright.PENANARlqc4wWaQL
66Please respect copyright.PENANAkjGBDhRAOB
人家說看到山的壯闊美景會讓人改變觀念,如果是真的,他倒是希望官玄默能放棄繼續尋找那個人。66Please respect copyright.PENANAXjG7coqtHW
66Please respect copyright.PENANAVYHAb3iwWw
反正有緣自然會再見面,又何必賠上自己的生活,花費這麼多時間在一件他看起來絲毫沒有意義的事情上?66Please respect copyright.PENANAQuyxVA9xxB
66Please respect copyright.PENANAwNJnopRxLZ
看著明顯正在擔心自己的朋友,雖然不是很情願,但是官玄默還是答應了。66Please respect copyright.PENANA7wm7TgHNC1
66Please respect copyright.PENANA1RXYx6loMr
「我會考慮。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAvVas70J0u9
66Please respect copyright.PENANA9kHjmJvyJy
其實他不是不明白駱少凡的想法,的確,他已經找了兩年,幾乎所有他認識的,或者是有點陌生的地方都找過了,甚至只要楚襄冉提過說想去看看但是卻一直沒能去的地方,他都去過了。66Please respect copyright.PENANAMWWB5xeZ7W
66Please respect copyright.PENANAtqpeSstVS4
但是他從來沒有找到過楚襄冉留下的蛛絲馬跡,到過的地方,也沒有人記得是不是有這樣一個少年曾經駐足過。66Please respect copyright.PENANAaKmftXKtFa
66Please respect copyright.PENANAL8ZaJPKTBE
兩年多的時間,他幾乎把他們三個人曾經一起生活過十六年的回憶全部重新複習了一遍。66Please respect copyright.PENANAwmIhtr5iDA
66Please respect copyright.PENANA5asrAS4WbY
任何一個理智的人,都會放棄繼續這種無意義的行為。66Please respect copyright.PENANAGChZdVZQvD
66Please respect copyright.PENANALKJEUTJ5oK
可是……目光又轉回了那張泛黃的紙張,官玄默知道自己不可能放棄尋找。66Please respect copyright.PENANAzFFbR64BHc
66Please respect copyright.PENANAZwctCVZ4Eg
最起碼,現在的他不可能……66Please respect copyright.PENANAEh7MvnANSF
66Please respect copyright.PENANAholEoMoFUw
66Please respect copyright.PENANA6gBfCL6Ixf
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇66Please respect copyright.PENANAjOEmJHl7k1
66Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0c7T7nluH
66Please respect copyright.PENANA66CjurxZ7G
時間很快過去,假期結束之後緊接而來的是忙碌的課業壓力,等到好不容易能再喘口氣時,不知不覺已經接近了和駱少凡約好要一起去爬山的日子。66Please respect copyright.PENANAzcwdVGFOvy
66Please respect copyright.PENANA0Jvbwa8Trp
這是官玄默上大學之後第一次,連續好幾天的假期沒有計畫要去哪裡尋找楚襄冉。66Please respect copyright.PENANAX8JoSuFSEL
66Please respect copyright.PENANAzn6mBuA4Rn
「人既然都來了,拜託你就不要那麼浮躁好不好?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAU05vQIQNCs
66Please respect copyright.PENANAJFXlnEtWWI
看著雖然揹著行李跟隨他們不停往上走,卻有點心不在焉的人,駱少凡在一次大家停下腳步休息的時候忍不住開口提醒。66Please respect copyright.PENANAlWvlFc0Vj4
66Please respect copyright.PENANAhQobLtlXrh
雖然是一般遊客也會上來的地方,但是今天的山況比想像中的差,大概是凌晨飄過小雨的天氣讓整個登山的步道顯得濕滑,一不留神摔倒了雖然不至於有太大的危險,但是萬一扭傷了什麼地方也不會太好過。66Please respect copyright.PENANA82XhPrpM2d
66Please respect copyright.PENANA66IsJ03YmG
山畢竟是山,大自然不是能隨意輕忽的地方。66Please respect copyright.PENANA22omVNVHpm
66Please respect copyright.PENANAOa3wOLCIUz
「我知道,抱歉,只是不太習慣……」66Please respect copyright.PENANA72eLbSnbjk
66Please respect copyright.PENANAkHPq8S0b3q
不習慣在假期時完全將那個人拋諸腦後的和同伴出來遊玩……66Please respect copyright.PENANA2nIl5OA0DH
66Please respect copyright.PENANAlrceuAqnLO
翻了個白眼,駱少凡壓抑下罵人的衝動,重重哼了聲後就轉過去和其他人交談,留下帶著苦笑的官玄默。66Please respect copyright.PENANAIitIQWWxQH
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真的,很不習慣。66Please respect copyright.PENANAByGIo3XhMt
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陌生的地方,陌生的人們,現在想想,自從他進了大學之後,除了從一開始就同寢室的駱少凡,他幾乎沒有熟識的人,就連同系同班的人,也都只是見了面會點頭招呼的交情,從來也沒和誰感情特別好過。66Please respect copyright.PENANAfKQqY7dzLB
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「你是第一次爬山?」66Please respect copyright.PENANACHQhDXrMjP
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帶著好奇的聲音在旁邊響起,拉回了官玄默的注意力。66Please respect copyright.PENANACu4hIaetEN
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「不是,但是我很久沒有爬了。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAR64ineHg8s
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看著眼前女孩一臉好奇的模樣,官玄默有禮的微笑。66Please respect copyright.PENANANWTTnLeOMC
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出發前駱少凡對他介紹過,這個女孩是他們這群登山好友中唯一的女性,別看她個子小,能走的路能背的行李都和他們幾個大男人沒兩樣。66Please respect copyright.PENANAqobmCEM7bm
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「喔,我看駱一路上都在擔心你,還以為你是第一次。」66Please respect copyright.PENANADAguKJvF0g
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甩甩馬尾,女孩笑了。66Please respect copyright.PENANAWXvpeODiSP
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「今天天氣不是很好,有點可惜,不過要是等等有出太陽的話,你可以看見全世界最獨特的風景。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAqaJPLAAGDK
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「最獨特?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAoHORmm05AU
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或許是被女孩那種誇張的表情和聲音引起了好奇心,官玄默接著女孩的話尾反問。66Please respect copyright.PENANAdKMvr6rLFV
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「對啊,因為昨天晚上下過雨,所以如果等等出太陽,陽光會反射還留在山林間樹葉上的雨水,只要被照射到的地方都會閃閃發光,比夜晚的星空還美。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAEyrrkS7yGk
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眨眨眼,女孩淘氣的朝著官玄默笑。