他幾乎是從小就認識楚襄冉,知道他的父母根本不會在乎他,只要沒惹出大麻煩,基本上就不會來過問他的事。68Please respect copyright.PENANAMjf9MRm4tW
68Please respect copyright.PENANAtOFY10GVmo
他以前問過楚襄冉,為什麼不學壞以求得父母的注意?68Please respect copyright.PENANAOMhadRIavk
68Please respect copyright.PENANAEdOlVA0eZR
那時候的楚襄冉笑了笑,說他的人生是他自己的,不是他父母也不是別人的,學壞了要負責的人也只有自己,所以沒必要做那種吃力不討好的事情。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvLlr4DgUK3
68Please respect copyright.PENANAn4hZ9Rx8dP
『況且,會關心你的人不用說也會主動來關心你,不關心你的人做了再多也不會理會你。』68Please respect copyright.PENANAMZdAZxUtp6
68Please respect copyright.PENANA53KBl4A5qC
那是那次對談最後的結論,楚襄冉臉上浮現的笑容不是他們那個年紀該出現的,但是因為是楚襄冉,所以他覺得他絕對不會有問題。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvvjb9js7Sz
68Please respect copyright.PENANAkiTtWCb3h2
那年,他們國一。68Please respect copyright.PENANA3DkLvZuMTt
68Please respect copyright.PENANAmXoWtpl3CZ
在大多數的同學都還理所當然的依賴著父母的同時,楚襄冉卻是早就已經失去了可以依靠的對象。68Please respect copyright.PENANAkPV71n4Pg3
68Please respect copyright.PENANAJrX5ki1lJX
這樣堅強的人,怎麼可能放棄自己已經規劃好的人生,放棄進入大學,能幫助更多人的機會?68Please respect copyright.PENANA4cv0Dho9bd
68Please respect copyright.PENANAunYSeuhcBp
『吶,玄默,我以後想念社工,想念心理,想幫助更多像我這樣的孩子……或是大人。』68Please respect copyright.PENANAKHrSp1zySe
68Please respect copyright.PENANAbf002sWZS1
那個時候說這句話的楚襄冉,難得露出燦爛耀眼,對未來充滿了期許的笑容,不同於平常總是勾著淺淡弧度的模樣,是終於找到了自己未來的快樂。68Please respect copyright.PENANATeA6G5W4iH
68Please respect copyright.PENANAQCgFoVEykh
那樣鮮明的模樣,現在官玄默幾乎還能清楚看見,所以,他沒辦法相信楚襄冉會放棄那一切。68Please respect copyright.PENANAJNbw2vTNFl
68Please respect copyright.PENANAtjtcD6GYsB
「我覺得你該出個遠門放鬆一下,不要再想著找人的事。」68Please respect copyright.PENANABOgawa0JNQ
68Please respect copyright.PENANAWwotAC9XxY
駱少凡看著明顯又開始回憶過往的人,嘆了口氣。68Please respect copyright.PENANAXRoau49uDC
68Please respect copyright.PENANAyLy86lobV6
就算是感情再怎麼好的朋友,找了兩年,也應該夠了吧。68Please respect copyright.PENANAODa2kGGk3K
68Please respect copyright.PENANAS4fBhWYaVl
打從他入學和官玄默分到同一間寢室之後,幾乎只要是有兩天以上的連假,官玄默就會把時間花在找那個行蹤不明的人上頭。68Please respect copyright.PENANAFpU0ZAfoej
68Please respect copyright.PENANA0CRAAASuxg
說不定對方只是去了國外留學,更說不定只是搬了家,現在根本不知道官玄默在找他,也不知道自己已經把對方的生活攪得大亂。68Please respect copyright.PENANATIolorTr3x
68Please respect copyright.PENANAujovlI2HVc
就算官玄默是個重感情的人,但是已經花費了這麼久的時間,也夠了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAixqoL30zI3
68Please respect copyright.PENANADQNNbZn94C
「下次的連假我們幾個朋友說好了要去爬山,不是很難的山,一般遊客也會上去,不過我們爬得會比他們高一點點……上頭的風景很美,怎麼樣,一起去吧?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAyLSR3Vsduc
68Please respect copyright.PENANAG9bvgMlqRT
駱少凡提出了邀約。68Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q0PJW3eE6
68Please respect copyright.PENANAWCLusY9EfR
人家說看到山的壯闊美景會讓人改變觀念,如果是真的,他倒是希望官玄默能放棄繼續尋找那個人。68Please respect copyright.PENANAKYw5ACOp8u
68Please respect copyright.PENANAR32PHQDiul
反正有緣自然會再見面,又何必賠上自己的生活,花費這麼多時間在一件他看起來絲毫沒有意義的事情上?68Please respect copyright.PENANASM3XTidIze
68Please respect copyright.PENANAdpvt9MF3ax
看著明顯正在擔心自己的朋友,雖然不是很情願,但是官玄默還是答應了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAPfNr56hYZc
68Please respect copyright.PENANAdlgpPXNipg
「我會考慮。」68Please respect copyright.PENANADojfeKtUX6
68Please respect copyright.PENANAO37K2Jz0ic
其實他不是不明白駱少凡的想法,的確,他已經找了兩年,幾乎所有他認識的,或者是有點陌生的地方都找過了,甚至只要楚襄冉提過說想去看看但是卻一直沒能去的地方,他都去過了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAC1SObxxOj9
68Please respect copyright.PENANA6UmOUrxk07
但是他從來沒有找到過楚襄冉留下的蛛絲馬跡,到過的地方,也沒有人記得是不是有這樣一個少年曾經駐足過。68Please respect copyright.PENANAEvNI8FTMHf
68Please respect copyright.PENANAV6d52SoIXw
兩年多的時間,他幾乎把他們三個人曾經一起生活過十六年的回憶全部重新複習了一遍。68Please respect copyright.PENANA5OYpXR2xmG
68Please respect copyright.PENANAnFRRcOEi9x
任何一個理智的人,都會放棄繼續這種無意義的行為。68Please respect copyright.PENANAeysIEMqMLB
68Please respect copyright.PENANAGgJI7GvYZR
可是……目光又轉回了那張泛黃的紙張,官玄默知道自己不可能放棄尋找。68Please respect copyright.PENANAPS5qIhAcQL
68Please respect copyright.PENANA3jPVlcBwbx
最起碼,現在的他不可能……68Please respect copyright.PENANA71VMmupBsv
68Please respect copyright.PENANAMw9oqkQknY
68Please respect copyright.PENANAP2ThKyMHpI
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇68Please respect copyright.PENANA6kX3f6Zpnj
68Please respect copyright.PENANAHEiMifWgIy
68Please respect copyright.PENANAn1LenqkXxU
時間很快過去,假期結束之後緊接而來的是忙碌的課業壓力,等到好不容易能再喘口氣時,不知不覺已經接近了和駱少凡約好要一起去爬山的日子。68Please respect copyright.PENANAE83JBiOfeR
68Please respect copyright.PENANAwnkI7UsNCc
這是官玄默上大學之後第一次,連續好幾天的假期沒有計畫要去哪裡尋找楚襄冉。68Please respect copyright.PENANAjqkpZ5eEMu
68Please respect copyright.PENANARaYMZ73kKl
「人既然都來了,拜託你就不要那麼浮躁好不好?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAOcuReSNiCU
68Please respect copyright.PENANAdw4B97TAKJ
看著雖然揹著行李跟隨他們不停往上走,卻有點心不在焉的人,駱少凡在一次大家停下腳步休息的時候忍不住開口提醒。68Please respect copyright.PENANAnmNt8LNfPH
68Please respect copyright.PENANA9xJ0g39I1y
雖然是一般遊客也會上來的地方,但是今天的山況比想像中的差,大概是凌晨飄過小雨的天氣讓整個登山的步道顯得濕滑,一不留神摔倒了雖然不至於有太大的危險,但是萬一扭傷了什麼地方也不會太好過。68Please respect copyright.PENANAipBT7VCfCJ
68Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0HNC2FFOi
山畢竟是山,大自然不是能隨意輕忽的地方。68Please respect copyright.PENANAThgEmtf1dy
68Please respect copyright.PENANAO94YuJnaXR
「我知道,抱歉,只是不太習慣……」68Please respect copyright.PENANALSatwzuAOT
68Please respect copyright.PENANAa9HDQ7YerG
不習慣在假期時完全將那個人拋諸腦後的和同伴出來遊玩……68Please respect copyright.PENANAiZdE4E1zZe
68Please respect copyright.PENANAdxluSEOYGz
翻了個白眼,駱少凡壓抑下罵人的衝動,重重哼了聲後就轉過去和其他人交談,留下帶著苦笑的官玄默。68Please respect copyright.PENANA3VBoc6u8Cn
68Please respect copyright.PENANAxSWJTYjoEJ
真的,很不習慣。68Please respect copyright.PENANAmaeL09qZZi
68Please respect copyright.PENANAPFXGEkhRTR
陌生的地方,陌生的人們,現在想想,自從他進了大學之後,除了從一開始就同寢室的駱少凡,他幾乎沒有熟識的人,就連同系同班的人,也都只是見了面會點頭招呼的交情,從來也沒和誰感情特別好過。68Please respect copyright.PENANA6JtvMT3q4z
68Please respect copyright.PENANAYSootCGb7a
「你是第一次爬山?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAqfVY0TRdIP
68Please respect copyright.PENANAr4WhDREqae
帶著好奇的聲音在旁邊響起,拉回了官玄默的注意力。68Please respect copyright.PENANAbRjNmyAt6D
68Please respect copyright.PENANAtGkUDXEbDb
「不是,但是我很久沒有爬了。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAYOzIfU63oP
68Please respect copyright.PENANAx4dzxFUZxu
看著眼前女孩一臉好奇的模樣,官玄默有禮的微笑。68Please respect copyright.PENANAGyQFk5s9XL
68Please respect copyright.PENANAXjrU7IW8mu
出發前駱少凡對他介紹過,這個女孩是他們這群登山好友中唯一的女性,別看她個子小,能走的路能背的行李都和他們幾個大男人沒兩樣。68Please respect copyright.PENANARjGih7fDD8
68Please respect copyright.PENANAEWIUeWLvMc
「喔,我看駱一路上都在擔心你,還以為你是第一次。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAht9jQxpaiX
68Please respect copyright.PENANAGo4LeuUmnk
甩甩馬尾,女孩笑了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAArGLiefLuc
68Please respect copyright.PENANAomjsEWWotT
「今天天氣不是很好,有點可惜,不過要是等等有出太陽的話,你可以看見全世界最獨特的風景。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAN9NvxXkKb4
68Please respect copyright.PENANAM0jCkNoZBE
「最獨特?」68Please respect copyright.PENANA8GszUyGJEa
68Please respect copyright.PENANAOzoBgOVuyF
或許是被女孩那種誇張的表情和聲音引起了好奇心,官玄默接著女孩的話尾反問。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvkygiaY21g
68Please respect copyright.PENANA1fJwbTbkiI
「對啊,因為昨天晚上下過雨,所以如果等等出太陽,陽光會反射還留在山林間樹葉上的雨水,只要被照射到的地方都會閃閃發光,比夜晚的星空還美。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAXwaqF9TMS4
68Please respect copyright.PENANAGIbjmJTwN7
眨眨眼,女孩淘氣的朝著官玄默笑。
ns216.73.216.190da2 68Please respect copyright.PENANAtOFY10GVmo
他以前問過楚襄冉,為什麼不學壞以求得父母的注意?68Please respect copyright.PENANAOMhadRIavk
68Please respect copyright.PENANAEdOlVA0eZR
那時候的楚襄冉笑了笑,說他的人生是他自己的,不是他父母也不是別人的,學壞了要負責的人也只有自己,所以沒必要做那種吃力不討好的事情。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvLlr4DgUK3
68Please respect copyright.PENANAn4hZ9Rx8dP
『況且,會關心你的人不用說也會主動來關心你,不關心你的人做了再多也不會理會你。』68Please respect copyright.PENANAMZdAZxUtp6
68Please respect copyright.PENANA53KBl4A5qC
那是那次對談最後的結論,楚襄冉臉上浮現的笑容不是他們那個年紀該出現的,但是因為是楚襄冉,所以他覺得他絕對不會有問題。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvvjb9js7Sz
68Please respect copyright.PENANAkiTtWCb3h2
那年,他們國一。68Please respect copyright.PENANA3DkLvZuMTt
68Please respect copyright.PENANAmXoWtpl3CZ
在大多數的同學都還理所當然的依賴著父母的同時,楚襄冉卻是早就已經失去了可以依靠的對象。68Please respect copyright.PENANAkPV71n4Pg3
68Please respect copyright.PENANAJrX5ki1lJX
這樣堅強的人,怎麼可能放棄自己已經規劃好的人生,放棄進入大學,能幫助更多人的機會?68Please respect copyright.PENANA4cv0Dho9bd
68Please respect copyright.PENANAunYSeuhcBp
『吶,玄默,我以後想念社工,想念心理,想幫助更多像我這樣的孩子……或是大人。』68Please respect copyright.PENANAKHrSp1zySe
68Please respect copyright.PENANAbf002sWZS1
那個時候說這句話的楚襄冉,難得露出燦爛耀眼,對未來充滿了期許的笑容,不同於平常總是勾著淺淡弧度的模樣,是終於找到了自己未來的快樂。68Please respect copyright.PENANATeA6G5W4iH
68Please respect copyright.PENANAQCgFoVEykh
那樣鮮明的模樣,現在官玄默幾乎還能清楚看見,所以,他沒辦法相信楚襄冉會放棄那一切。68Please respect copyright.PENANAJNbw2vTNFl
68Please respect copyright.PENANAtjtcD6GYsB
「我覺得你該出個遠門放鬆一下,不要再想著找人的事。」68Please respect copyright.PENANABOgawa0JNQ
68Please respect copyright.PENANAWwotAC9XxY
駱少凡看著明顯又開始回憶過往的人,嘆了口氣。68Please respect copyright.PENANAXRoau49uDC
68Please respect copyright.PENANAyLy86lobV6
就算是感情再怎麼好的朋友,找了兩年,也應該夠了吧。68Please respect copyright.PENANAODa2kGGk3K
68Please respect copyright.PENANAS4fBhWYaVl
打從他入學和官玄默分到同一間寢室之後,幾乎只要是有兩天以上的連假,官玄默就會把時間花在找那個行蹤不明的人上頭。68Please respect copyright.PENANAFpU0ZAfoej
68Please respect copyright.PENANA0CRAAASuxg
說不定對方只是去了國外留學,更說不定只是搬了家,現在根本不知道官玄默在找他,也不知道自己已經把對方的生活攪得大亂。68Please respect copyright.PENANATIolorTr3x
68Please respect copyright.PENANAujovlI2HVc
就算官玄默是個重感情的人,但是已經花費了這麼久的時間,也夠了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAixqoL30zI3
68Please respect copyright.PENANADQNNbZn94C
「下次的連假我們幾個朋友說好了要去爬山,不是很難的山,一般遊客也會上去,不過我們爬得會比他們高一點點……上頭的風景很美,怎麼樣,一起去吧?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAyLSR3Vsduc
68Please respect copyright.PENANAG9bvgMlqRT
駱少凡提出了邀約。68Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q0PJW3eE6
68Please respect copyright.PENANAWCLusY9EfR
人家說看到山的壯闊美景會讓人改變觀念,如果是真的,他倒是希望官玄默能放棄繼續尋找那個人。68Please respect copyright.PENANAKYw5ACOp8u
68Please respect copyright.PENANAR32PHQDiul
反正有緣自然會再見面,又何必賠上自己的生活,花費這麼多時間在一件他看起來絲毫沒有意義的事情上?68Please respect copyright.PENANASM3XTidIze
68Please respect copyright.PENANAdpvt9MF3ax
看著明顯正在擔心自己的朋友,雖然不是很情願,但是官玄默還是答應了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAPfNr56hYZc
68Please respect copyright.PENANAdlgpPXNipg
「我會考慮。」68Please respect copyright.PENANADojfeKtUX6
68Please respect copyright.PENANAO37K2Jz0ic
其實他不是不明白駱少凡的想法,的確,他已經找了兩年,幾乎所有他認識的,或者是有點陌生的地方都找過了,甚至只要楚襄冉提過說想去看看但是卻一直沒能去的地方,他都去過了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAC1SObxxOj9
68Please respect copyright.PENANA6UmOUrxk07
但是他從來沒有找到過楚襄冉留下的蛛絲馬跡,到過的地方,也沒有人記得是不是有這樣一個少年曾經駐足過。68Please respect copyright.PENANAEvNI8FTMHf
68Please respect copyright.PENANAV6d52SoIXw
兩年多的時間,他幾乎把他們三個人曾經一起生活過十六年的回憶全部重新複習了一遍。68Please respect copyright.PENANA5OYpXR2xmG
68Please respect copyright.PENANAnFRRcOEi9x
任何一個理智的人,都會放棄繼續這種無意義的行為。68Please respect copyright.PENANAeysIEMqMLB
68Please respect copyright.PENANAGgJI7GvYZR
可是……目光又轉回了那張泛黃的紙張,官玄默知道自己不可能放棄尋找。68Please respect copyright.PENANAPS5qIhAcQL
68Please respect copyright.PENANA3jPVlcBwbx
最起碼,現在的他不可能……68Please respect copyright.PENANA71VMmupBsv
68Please respect copyright.PENANAMw9oqkQknY
68Please respect copyright.PENANAP2ThKyMHpI
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇68Please respect copyright.PENANA6kX3f6Zpnj
68Please respect copyright.PENANAHEiMifWgIy
68Please respect copyright.PENANAn1LenqkXxU
時間很快過去,假期結束之後緊接而來的是忙碌的課業壓力,等到好不容易能再喘口氣時,不知不覺已經接近了和駱少凡約好要一起去爬山的日子。68Please respect copyright.PENANAE83JBiOfeR
68Please respect copyright.PENANAwnkI7UsNCc
這是官玄默上大學之後第一次,連續好幾天的假期沒有計畫要去哪裡尋找楚襄冉。68Please respect copyright.PENANAjqkpZ5eEMu
68Please respect copyright.PENANARaYMZ73kKl
「人既然都來了,拜託你就不要那麼浮躁好不好?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAOcuReSNiCU
68Please respect copyright.PENANAdw4B97TAKJ
看著雖然揹著行李跟隨他們不停往上走,卻有點心不在焉的人,駱少凡在一次大家停下腳步休息的時候忍不住開口提醒。68Please respect copyright.PENANAnmNt8LNfPH
68Please respect copyright.PENANA9xJ0g39I1y
雖然是一般遊客也會上來的地方,但是今天的山況比想像中的差,大概是凌晨飄過小雨的天氣讓整個登山的步道顯得濕滑,一不留神摔倒了雖然不至於有太大的危險,但是萬一扭傷了什麼地方也不會太好過。68Please respect copyright.PENANAipBT7VCfCJ
68Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0HNC2FFOi
山畢竟是山,大自然不是能隨意輕忽的地方。68Please respect copyright.PENANAThgEmtf1dy
68Please respect copyright.PENANAO94YuJnaXR
「我知道,抱歉,只是不太習慣……」68Please respect copyright.PENANALSatwzuAOT
68Please respect copyright.PENANAa9HDQ7YerG
不習慣在假期時完全將那個人拋諸腦後的和同伴出來遊玩……68Please respect copyright.PENANAiZdE4E1zZe
68Please respect copyright.PENANAdxluSEOYGz
翻了個白眼,駱少凡壓抑下罵人的衝動,重重哼了聲後就轉過去和其他人交談,留下帶著苦笑的官玄默。68Please respect copyright.PENANA3VBoc6u8Cn
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真的,很不習慣。68Please respect copyright.PENANAmaeL09qZZi
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陌生的地方,陌生的人們,現在想想,自從他進了大學之後,除了從一開始就同寢室的駱少凡,他幾乎沒有熟識的人,就連同系同班的人,也都只是見了面會點頭招呼的交情,從來也沒和誰感情特別好過。68Please respect copyright.PENANA6JtvMT3q4z
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「你是第一次爬山?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAqfVY0TRdIP
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帶著好奇的聲音在旁邊響起,拉回了官玄默的注意力。68Please respect copyright.PENANAbRjNmyAt6D
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「不是,但是我很久沒有爬了。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAYOzIfU63oP
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看著眼前女孩一臉好奇的模樣,官玄默有禮的微笑。68Please respect copyright.PENANAGyQFk5s9XL
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出發前駱少凡對他介紹過,這個女孩是他們這群登山好友中唯一的女性,別看她個子小,能走的路能背的行李都和他們幾個大男人沒兩樣。68Please respect copyright.PENANARjGih7fDD8
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「喔,我看駱一路上都在擔心你,還以為你是第一次。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAht9jQxpaiX
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甩甩馬尾,女孩笑了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAArGLiefLuc
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「今天天氣不是很好,有點可惜,不過要是等等有出太陽的話,你可以看見全世界最獨特的風景。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAN9NvxXkKb4
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「最獨特?」68Please respect copyright.PENANA8GszUyGJEa
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或許是被女孩那種誇張的表情和聲音引起了好奇心,官玄默接著女孩的話尾反問。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvkygiaY21g
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「對啊,因為昨天晚上下過雨,所以如果等等出太陽,陽光會反射還留在山林間樹葉上的雨水,只要被照射到的地方都會閃閃發光,比夜晚的星空還美。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAXwaqF9TMS4
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眨眨眼,女孩淘氣的朝著官玄默笑。