為了逃開那個處處充斥著向冬陽身影的城市,官玄默狠了心,雖然明明說好走的時候要和楚襄冉打聲招呼,可最後他卻只留了張字條,裝在白色信封裡,投進了楚襄冉家的信箱。70Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4GXXRzmcJ
70Please respect copyright.PENANAOof8UP7QUx
向冬陽留給兩人的記憶都太深刻,他不願意自己的離開帶給楚襄冉再一次的面對分離,所以才會選擇無聲的走。70Please respect copyright.PENANAOPP6szH0HZ
70Please respect copyright.PENANAV75Rc5RUns
但是他不知道,從他走出家門、投信、上車等等一連串的舉動,楚襄冉都站在那扇被淺藍色窗簾嚴嚴實實遮住了的窗戶背後,從窗簾的縫隙之中,看的一清二楚。70Please respect copyright.PENANA0gdKvUItWE
70Please respect copyright.PENANAN9KOPLnhS3
他也不會知道,楚襄冉那時扯住窗簾的手,抓的有多緊……70Please respect copyright.PENANA00lhNScB19
70Please respect copyright.PENANAtRnc2Ms0o1
為什麼要這麼一聲不響的走?70Please respect copyright.PENANAMEMbCQrApi
70Please respect copyright.PENANAGH5BVGlB88
不是約好了嗎?明明、約好了的。不要讓他連失去都沒有機會道別,所以那天,他特意懇求他的。70Please respect copyright.PENANAsQ29eapyqp
70Please respect copyright.PENANAXKJI5OMrHU
走的時候,請告訴他,這是他唯一能開口拜託官玄默替他做的事,他也只願意這麼做。70Please respect copyright.PENANAXR0GagM9hN
70Please respect copyright.PENANAzNLng3BZEv
但是……他還是被拋下了,連說再見的機會都沒有……70Please respect copyright.PENANAqGcCabtlYz
70Please respect copyright.PENANAmMlfCr0l2d
是因為向冬陽不在了嗎??如果不是他當初的安排,或許向冬陽不會從官玄默身邊離開,雖然留在這裡會遭到反對,但是他們見得到面,也能知道彼此都還好好的活著。70Please respect copyright.PENANAErji4jt262
70Please respect copyright.PENANAUDxGSUXIWX
不會有像現在這樣的生離死別。70Please respect copyright.PENANAXitlJxsDeH
70Please respect copyright.PENANAVYHbmRIPKf
所以……他恨他嗎?是恨他了吧?70Please respect copyright.PENANAfpQwpon442
70Please respect copyright.PENANAFRVnPjQpal
或許就算不恨,但是他也不想再看見他了。70Please respect copyright.PENANAceJOWRZy2g
70Please respect copyright.PENANAsHcAdarRtP
不然怎麼會連最後一句話都不願意跟他說,明明答應了、約定好了的事情,這是官玄默第一次對他失約。70Please respect copyright.PENANAqpQvJ6sgfs
70Please respect copyright.PENANAByItEPzxTv
除了恨或討厭,或是類似於此的負面情緒,楚襄冉想不出更好的理由,而這一切,都是他咎由自取,怪不得別人。70Please respect copyright.PENANAVkcx0MUe9r
70Please respect copyright.PENANAUBYaUo00L3
如果他沒有鼓勵兩人離開,或許,一切都不會發生……70Please respect copyright.PENANAX4W2AfT1tF
70Please respect copyright.PENANASYaMEwhWXj
直到載著一切的車子遠去,連揚起的塵埃都再看不清之後,楚襄冉才安靜的下了樓,走出大門打開信箱,把剛才自己看著對方投入的白色信封取了出來。70Please respect copyright.PENANA1F9ExDjkd8
70Please respect copyright.PENANAosakbl1PPT
沒有打開信封,因為他不想看見官玄默為了不告而別所找的藉口,只是來到了廚房,打開瓦斯爐,讓青白色的火燄爬上那封信,燃出豔麗的紅。70Please respect copyright.PENANAG0hiEG88nL
70Please respect copyright.PENANAK87qvCuAbm
藉著火光,楚襄冉在一片黑暗的空間裡,看著自己映在廚房窗上的倒影,面容平靜,什麼表情也沒有。70Please respect copyright.PENANALMkFyXGYJ3
70Please respect copyright.PENANAgSzhcdezcz
不是第一次被拋下了,但是難過或傷心的情緒都無法在胸口中醞釀,只是空蕩蕩的,什麼也沒留下。70Please respect copyright.PENANAGTla5gUm6q
70Please respect copyright.PENANA0rR6SfElSf
他該要難過,該要傷心,但是自從出事之後,他連眼眶都沒紅過,流不出眼淚。70Please respect copyright.PENANAK5HEbSQv76
70Please respect copyright.PENANAXvotU4BJTG
死了就是死了,向冬陽不會再感到痛苦,可是活著留下來的人,煎熬才正等著他們。70Please respect copyright.PENANAwRMT7Gk73i
70Please respect copyright.PENANARyuNbesn3B
閉上眼,楚襄冉放任幾乎燃上手的火焰飄落在水槽裡,碰到了潮濕之後發出細微聲響。70Please respect copyright.PENANAUG8qzSjm0T
70Please respect copyright.PENANA9g3WUWfP73
他很清楚的記得,自己是在什麼時候發現那種異樣的感情,也很清楚的記得,自己的目光是從什麼時候開始,總停留在那個人身上,久久無法轉移。70Please respect copyright.PENANAvtz4wjbZl4
70Please respect copyright.PENANAgG0fpMdyDp
可是他更清楚的記得,在他察覺有關於自身種種的同時,他也看到了那人眼中的影子是誰。70Please respect copyright.PENANACBXMLmEhWM
70Please respect copyright.PENANARGjGtZjAti
自己深深眷戀著的官玄默,目光卻總是追隨著和他們一起長大的人——向冬陽。70Please respect copyright.PENANAnP29vH1BI2
70Please respect copyright.PENANAGF7mXJ1jzQ
向冬陽就真的如同冬天的太陽一般,總是燦爛的笑著,把溫暖帶給他身邊所有的人。70Please respect copyright.PENANA5pn5WQ9WH9
70Please respect copyright.PENANA7CVnfRlvaq
充滿活力又擁有自信的人……70Please respect copyright.PENANAVyu8auqyVf
70Please respect copyright.PENANAlRKw7Ko8nS
楚襄冉完全能明白官玄默為什麼會喜歡上他。70Please respect copyright.PENANAIyKP0PipX4
70Please respect copyright.PENANALw3oFlWLf1
他和官玄默是同一類人,總是習慣性的會把擔子扛在肩上,只是官玄默是出於責任感,而楚襄冉則是因為不想讓別人失望。70Please respect copyright.PENANAiYWOPswPgl
70Please respect copyright.PENANA6HoQuZ7wp8
兩人同為壓抑自己又理智的個性,所以官玄默會被向冬陽那種跳脫活潑,總把別人的事當自己的事一樣的性子給吸引,他真的一點也不意外。70Please respect copyright.PENANAj5VbbolrN7
70Please respect copyright.PENANAjs197Tqa5g
早在一切發生之前,他就知道了他們兩人相愛的事情。70Please respect copyright.PENANA6NIuFNCoBb
70Please respect copyright.PENANA5luOeddsTZ
所以常常假藉各式名義留那兩個人單獨相處,楚襄冉從不曾把向冬陽視為情敵,而是很高興他能回應官玄默的感情。70Please respect copyright.PENANA4hByi2bXVm
70Please respect copyright.PENANALuKjVAaMdW
只是他現在很後悔,後悔自己沒能多保護那兩人的感情一點,如果他當時能守護好那兩人,那麼說不定什麼都不會發生。70Please respect copyright.PENANAJRiDnl2108
70Please respect copyright.PENANADp2Isn70K6
不過說這些都已經太遲,世界已經只剩下他一個人。70Please respect copyright.PENANADfyVrQYq5e
70Please respect copyright.PENANAsbf7HuxsUN
曾經得到的,都有一天會失去。70Please respect copyright.PENANA1fFXJ7FquK
70Please respect copyright.PENANAnPIYtOrjbx
70Please respect copyright.PENANAVkUmfdvUKU
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70Please respect copyright.PENANAaDeI2z70fL
70Please respect copyright.PENANAWVV0MzgsnE
時光荏苒,高二時的風波已經平靜到連漣漪都沒有剩下,這似乎該歸功於師長們的努力。70Please respect copyright.PENANASaVhg6n1KS
70Please respect copyright.PENANAcbDsoDOCZq
或許是害怕楚襄冉成了下一個意外,等他回到學校後,沒有人再對他提起那喧囂過許多日子的事件,事情的經過連同向冬陽和官玄默曾經存在過的事實一起被所有人抹煞,就連名字都不再被提起。70Please respect copyright.PENANAkwbxCAJLMJ
70Please respect copyright.PENANACzyOUOHPbH
楚襄冉冷冷的笑了。70Please respect copyright.PENANA5rM8foNgUt
70Please respect copyright.PENANASvQhGqhYFi
很久以前就嚐過人情冷暖的他,並不想去責備這些人的現實,只是像是懲罰自己般的隔絕整個世界。70Please respect copyright.PENANAugczS6sr8n
70Please respect copyright.PENANA41jASqOlAf
本來就習慣藏身於向冬陽和官玄默光芒下的陰影之中,楚襄冉回到學校後只有變得更沉默,更不願意與其他人交談。70Please respect copyright.PENANAaOm4WJ3EF0
70Please respect copyright.PENANAlZrCslty6R
原本還會帶著溫文爾雅的笑容回應其他人的話語,而現在彷彿失去了微笑的對象一般,總是冰冷的面無表情。70Please respect copyright.PENANAnrl8meGjTa
70Please respect copyright.PENANATm8mxbt0he
就算笑,也是冷冷的,嘲諷般的笑容。70Please respect copyright.PENANAxHOPCYU3wM
70Please respect copyright.PENANAkKULNOJ0kK
拒絕所有人的關心,也拒絕所有人的探問,他在熟悉的地方獨自過著生活。70Please respect copyright.PENANAnzHo9Aet5H
70Please respect copyright.PENANAGtuWnaXHAT
不看,不聽,不聞,他在意的已經失去,剩下來的他不在意。70Please respect copyright.PENANA4IC2Cjh3B6
70Please respect copyright.PENANAfhTLgcs8xC
世界依舊喧鬧,而楚襄冉生存在世界之外。70Please respect copyright.PENANAJknxLS3QuQ
70Please respect copyright.PENANAz5AF9o61D8
那裡是一片寂靜的空白。70Please respect copyright.PENANAuoy4QdCBhC
70Please respect copyright.PENANAfR8zgiJlK7
他不知道官玄默在搬了家之後是否忘了那些曾經發生過的一切,他只知道,他什麼也忘不掉。70Please respect copyright.PENANAWH8wr2lIwg
70Please respect copyright.PENANAQyABS2rRZl
總是睜眼到天亮,失眠已經成了習慣,他每天的睡眠不超過兩小時,藏在厚重制服下的身型已經瘦骨嶙峋。70Please respect copyright.PENANADeXw76Vh16
70Please respect copyright.PENANAtj4EgeJVcD
這一切,已經遠離了的官玄默都不知道,他不知道楚襄冉不再笑了,也不知道楚襄冉只能夜不成眠,然後每天再用數不清的黑咖啡來提振自己的精神,更不知道,雖然他在信中留下了聯絡的方法,告訴對方,雖然他現在因為不願意勾起傷心的記憶而離開,但是他希望能一直和他保持連絡。70Please respect copyright.PENANAATjoXpSn0e
70Please respect copyright.PENANAnWS0LIzPhj
只是,他從來沒接到過楚襄冉撥給他的電話。
ns216.73.216.32da2 70Please respect copyright.PENANAOof8UP7QUx
向冬陽留給兩人的記憶都太深刻,他不願意自己的離開帶給楚襄冉再一次的面對分離,所以才會選擇無聲的走。70Please respect copyright.PENANAOPP6szH0HZ
70Please respect copyright.PENANAV75Rc5RUns
但是他不知道,從他走出家門、投信、上車等等一連串的舉動,楚襄冉都站在那扇被淺藍色窗簾嚴嚴實實遮住了的窗戶背後,從窗簾的縫隙之中,看的一清二楚。70Please respect copyright.PENANA0gdKvUItWE
70Please respect copyright.PENANAN9KOPLnhS3
他也不會知道,楚襄冉那時扯住窗簾的手,抓的有多緊……70Please respect copyright.PENANA00lhNScB19
70Please respect copyright.PENANAtRnc2Ms0o1
為什麼要這麼一聲不響的走?70Please respect copyright.PENANAMEMbCQrApi
70Please respect copyright.PENANAGH5BVGlB88
不是約好了嗎?明明、約好了的。不要讓他連失去都沒有機會道別,所以那天,他特意懇求他的。70Please respect copyright.PENANAsQ29eapyqp
70Please respect copyright.PENANAXKJI5OMrHU
走的時候,請告訴他,這是他唯一能開口拜託官玄默替他做的事,他也只願意這麼做。70Please respect copyright.PENANAXR0GagM9hN
70Please respect copyright.PENANAzNLng3BZEv
但是……他還是被拋下了,連說再見的機會都沒有……70Please respect copyright.PENANAqGcCabtlYz
70Please respect copyright.PENANAmMlfCr0l2d
是因為向冬陽不在了嗎??如果不是他當初的安排,或許向冬陽不會從官玄默身邊離開,雖然留在這裡會遭到反對,但是他們見得到面,也能知道彼此都還好好的活著。70Please respect copyright.PENANAErji4jt262
70Please respect copyright.PENANAUDxGSUXIWX
不會有像現在這樣的生離死別。70Please respect copyright.PENANAXitlJxsDeH
70Please respect copyright.PENANAVYHbmRIPKf
所以……他恨他嗎?是恨他了吧?70Please respect copyright.PENANAfpQwpon442
70Please respect copyright.PENANAFRVnPjQpal
或許就算不恨,但是他也不想再看見他了。70Please respect copyright.PENANAceJOWRZy2g
70Please respect copyright.PENANAsHcAdarRtP
不然怎麼會連最後一句話都不願意跟他說,明明答應了、約定好了的事情,這是官玄默第一次對他失約。70Please respect copyright.PENANAqpQvJ6sgfs
70Please respect copyright.PENANAByItEPzxTv
除了恨或討厭,或是類似於此的負面情緒,楚襄冉想不出更好的理由,而這一切,都是他咎由自取,怪不得別人。70Please respect copyright.PENANAVkcx0MUe9r
70Please respect copyright.PENANAUBYaUo00L3
如果他沒有鼓勵兩人離開,或許,一切都不會發生……70Please respect copyright.PENANAX4W2AfT1tF
70Please respect copyright.PENANASYaMEwhWXj
直到載著一切的車子遠去,連揚起的塵埃都再看不清之後,楚襄冉才安靜的下了樓,走出大門打開信箱,把剛才自己看著對方投入的白色信封取了出來。70Please respect copyright.PENANA1F9ExDjkd8
70Please respect copyright.PENANAosakbl1PPT
沒有打開信封,因為他不想看見官玄默為了不告而別所找的藉口,只是來到了廚房,打開瓦斯爐,讓青白色的火燄爬上那封信,燃出豔麗的紅。70Please respect copyright.PENANAG0hiEG88nL
70Please respect copyright.PENANAK87qvCuAbm
藉著火光,楚襄冉在一片黑暗的空間裡,看著自己映在廚房窗上的倒影,面容平靜,什麼表情也沒有。70Please respect copyright.PENANALMkFyXGYJ3
70Please respect copyright.PENANAgSzhcdezcz
不是第一次被拋下了,但是難過或傷心的情緒都無法在胸口中醞釀,只是空蕩蕩的,什麼也沒留下。70Please respect copyright.PENANAGTla5gUm6q
70Please respect copyright.PENANA0rR6SfElSf
他該要難過,該要傷心,但是自從出事之後,他連眼眶都沒紅過,流不出眼淚。70Please respect copyright.PENANAK5HEbSQv76
70Please respect copyright.PENANAXvotU4BJTG
死了就是死了,向冬陽不會再感到痛苦,可是活著留下來的人,煎熬才正等著他們。70Please respect copyright.PENANAwRMT7Gk73i
70Please respect copyright.PENANARyuNbesn3B
閉上眼,楚襄冉放任幾乎燃上手的火焰飄落在水槽裡,碰到了潮濕之後發出細微聲響。70Please respect copyright.PENANAUG8qzSjm0T
70Please respect copyright.PENANA9g3WUWfP73
他很清楚的記得,自己是在什麼時候發現那種異樣的感情,也很清楚的記得,自己的目光是從什麼時候開始,總停留在那個人身上,久久無法轉移。70Please respect copyright.PENANAvtz4wjbZl4
70Please respect copyright.PENANAgG0fpMdyDp
可是他更清楚的記得,在他察覺有關於自身種種的同時,他也看到了那人眼中的影子是誰。70Please respect copyright.PENANACBXMLmEhWM
70Please respect copyright.PENANARGjGtZjAti
自己深深眷戀著的官玄默,目光卻總是追隨著和他們一起長大的人——向冬陽。70Please respect copyright.PENANAnP29vH1BI2
70Please respect copyright.PENANAGF7mXJ1jzQ
向冬陽就真的如同冬天的太陽一般,總是燦爛的笑著,把溫暖帶給他身邊所有的人。70Please respect copyright.PENANA5pn5WQ9WH9
70Please respect copyright.PENANA7CVnfRlvaq
充滿活力又擁有自信的人……70Please respect copyright.PENANAVyu8auqyVf
70Please respect copyright.PENANAlRKw7Ko8nS
楚襄冉完全能明白官玄默為什麼會喜歡上他。70Please respect copyright.PENANAIyKP0PipX4
70Please respect copyright.PENANALw3oFlWLf1
他和官玄默是同一類人,總是習慣性的會把擔子扛在肩上,只是官玄默是出於責任感,而楚襄冉則是因為不想讓別人失望。70Please respect copyright.PENANAiYWOPswPgl
70Please respect copyright.PENANA6HoQuZ7wp8
兩人同為壓抑自己又理智的個性,所以官玄默會被向冬陽那種跳脫活潑,總把別人的事當自己的事一樣的性子給吸引,他真的一點也不意外。70Please respect copyright.PENANAj5VbbolrN7
70Please respect copyright.PENANAjs197Tqa5g
早在一切發生之前,他就知道了他們兩人相愛的事情。70Please respect copyright.PENANA6NIuFNCoBb
70Please respect copyright.PENANA5luOeddsTZ
所以常常假藉各式名義留那兩個人單獨相處,楚襄冉從不曾把向冬陽視為情敵,而是很高興他能回應官玄默的感情。70Please respect copyright.PENANA4hByi2bXVm
70Please respect copyright.PENANALuKjVAaMdW
只是他現在很後悔,後悔自己沒能多保護那兩人的感情一點,如果他當時能守護好那兩人,那麼說不定什麼都不會發生。70Please respect copyright.PENANAJRiDnl2108
70Please respect copyright.PENANADp2Isn70K6
不過說這些都已經太遲,世界已經只剩下他一個人。70Please respect copyright.PENANADfyVrQYq5e
70Please respect copyright.PENANAsbf7HuxsUN
曾經得到的,都有一天會失去。70Please respect copyright.PENANA1fFXJ7FquK
70Please respect copyright.PENANAnPIYtOrjbx
70Please respect copyright.PENANAVkUmfdvUKU
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70Please respect copyright.PENANAWVV0MzgsnE
時光荏苒,高二時的風波已經平靜到連漣漪都沒有剩下,這似乎該歸功於師長們的努力。70Please respect copyright.PENANASaVhg6n1KS
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或許是害怕楚襄冉成了下一個意外,等他回到學校後,沒有人再對他提起那喧囂過許多日子的事件,事情的經過連同向冬陽和官玄默曾經存在過的事實一起被所有人抹煞,就連名字都不再被提起。70Please respect copyright.PENANAkwbxCAJLMJ
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楚襄冉冷冷的笑了。70Please respect copyright.PENANA5rM8foNgUt
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很久以前就嚐過人情冷暖的他,並不想去責備這些人的現實,只是像是懲罰自己般的隔絕整個世界。70Please respect copyright.PENANAugczS6sr8n
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本來就習慣藏身於向冬陽和官玄默光芒下的陰影之中,楚襄冉回到學校後只有變得更沉默,更不願意與其他人交談。70Please respect copyright.PENANAaOm4WJ3EF0
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原本還會帶著溫文爾雅的笑容回應其他人的話語,而現在彷彿失去了微笑的對象一般,總是冰冷的面無表情。70Please respect copyright.PENANAnrl8meGjTa
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就算笑,也是冷冷的,嘲諷般的笑容。70Please respect copyright.PENANAxHOPCYU3wM
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拒絕所有人的關心,也拒絕所有人的探問,他在熟悉的地方獨自過著生活。70Please respect copyright.PENANAnzHo9Aet5H
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不看,不聽,不聞,他在意的已經失去,剩下來的他不在意。70Please respect copyright.PENANA4IC2Cjh3B6
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世界依舊喧鬧,而楚襄冉生存在世界之外。70Please respect copyright.PENANAJknxLS3QuQ
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那裡是一片寂靜的空白。70Please respect copyright.PENANAuoy4QdCBhC
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他不知道官玄默在搬了家之後是否忘了那些曾經發生過的一切,他只知道,他什麼也忘不掉。70Please respect copyright.PENANAWH8wr2lIwg
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總是睜眼到天亮,失眠已經成了習慣,他每天的睡眠不超過兩小時,藏在厚重制服下的身型已經瘦骨嶙峋。70Please respect copyright.PENANADeXw76Vh16
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這一切,已經遠離了的官玄默都不知道,他不知道楚襄冉不再笑了,也不知道楚襄冉只能夜不成眠,然後每天再用數不清的黑咖啡來提振自己的精神,更不知道,雖然他在信中留下了聯絡的方法,告訴對方,雖然他現在因為不願意勾起傷心的記憶而離開,但是他希望能一直和他保持連絡。70Please respect copyright.PENANAATjoXpSn0e
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只是,他從來沒接到過楚襄冉撥給他的電話。