可是,這樣的做法,卻似乎只造成了讓兩個人都痛苦的局面。69Please respect copyright.PENANAiLQ5BGaua3
69Please respect copyright.PENANAj6MIDqtUWX
那麼……如果他告訴官玄默,他喜歡他,而且喜歡了很久很久,甚至一直到現在,那樣子的心情都沒有變過,是不是就可以嚇走他了?69Please respect copyright.PENANAKUGhdwzfRZ
69Please respect copyright.PENANAGWNVs2AS9u
他就再也不用總是壓抑著自己,然後告訴自己不能依賴、不能眷戀、不能沉溺……69Please respect copyright.PENANAD7AsmRK4fd
69Please respect copyright.PENANA9yitV4ZsZA
身負罪惡的他沒資格得到那些溫暖,即使官玄默對他的好總是讓他幾乎遺忘自己的身分。69Please respect copyright.PENANAVEgV6ulGyf
69Please respect copyright.PENANA0x6nVJZzAL
他是奪走了向冬陽,毀滅一個充滿溫暖的家庭,帶走官玄默愛情的人。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6Zw1zcGThn
69Please respect copyright.PENANA2WN1AnpE1a
楚襄冉看著眼神柔和地望著自己,然後張開口似乎想說些什麼的官玄默。69Please respect copyright.PENANAs93X8YpZKp
69Please respect copyright.PENANAeSyRWzisxz
他勾起了微笑,而近乎自我毀滅般的情緒,藏在了笑容裡。69Please respect copyright.PENANAb2zBi3tLV3
69Please respect copyright.PENANA5RWAWHBFQc
不知道是從哪裡來的力氣,楚襄冉朝著官玄默伸出了手,然後勾住對方的頸子,在官玄默還來不及反應的同時拉低他的身體,然後將自己的唇送了上去。69Please respect copyright.PENANAcfTpfrbuwG
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPlQhihLHnZ
不是蜻蜓點水般的吻,而是濃烈,夾雜著瘋狂崩潰般的情緒,楚襄冉舔咬著官玄默,心中卻悲傷的只想哭泣。69Please respect copyright.PENANAgREGTYv2IG
69Please respect copyright.PENANAXD21KYi3L7
官玄默會推開他,然後會用看著怪物般的眼神看他,接著,應該就會頭也不回的離開吧。69Please respect copyright.PENANAp01pSPB7ro
69Please respect copyright.PENANAIEAgSMrdhL
從小一起長大的朋友,幫著他和向冬陽一起離開的朋友,竟然,對他抱持著這樣的心思。69Please respect copyright.PENANAeyEYxpKwzD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAEkKsyAmAjR
噁心!69Please respect copyright.PENANAvPienLIS1z
69Please respect copyright.PENANAETyUYLihzm
連他自己都忍不住這樣的想法,官玄默又怎麼可能接受?69Please respect copyright.PENANAZsTjCFw3ee
69Please respect copyright.PENANA0tbsMDSdFo
所以……這是最後一次了吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANAB2AvcahjFb
69Please respect copyright.PENANA7VjaPrImdT
最後一次的交談,最後一次被自己所愛的人,捧在手心般的照顧……69Please respect copyright.PENANA56bfXkWG24
69Please respect copyright.PENANAu74Yl58W7L
69Please respect copyright.PENANAKx373OuZpJ
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69Please respect copyright.PENANAQQ9nnDr1Ze
69Please respect copyright.PENANAwh0gchHKpc
帶著涼意的手臂環住了官玄默的頸子,他瞠大了眼,驚訝的看著楚襄冉精緻的臉在自己眼前放大,然後冰涼顫抖的唇貼上了他的,接著吸吮舔咬。69Please respect copyright.PENANABM8vpOf8Zi
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPVkSv58ERY
楚襄冉吻了他!69Please respect copyright.PENANAk0jCP1ZuQe
69Please respect copyright.PENANA3yckJcVax5
令人震驚的情況讓官玄默的腦中一片空白,他沒有推開楚襄冉,卻記得用手撐住自己的身體,以免因為重心不穩而倒在不舒服的人身上,。69Please respect copyright.PENANAqf7f75Gydh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAS1y6O2btOq
直到楚襄冉主動結束了這個吻,鬆開環抱住官玄默的手,倒回了沙發上低笑出聲。69Please respect copyright.PENANAwvFXz6zebI
69Please respect copyright.PENANAwECWXyn0Um
暗啞的笑聲,傳入官玄默耳中,聽起來卻像是在哭泣。69Please respect copyright.PENANARZ5BWFnhOw
69Please respect copyright.PENANA23mGmLl9cj
「襄冉……」69Please respect copyright.PENANAgIdZGDrm5M
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPoOdYIRKVD
「所以你知道,為什麼我一直躲著你了嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAW7otYoEKhm
69Please respect copyright.PENANA8QNMExJmmk
燦亮的眼中帶著瘋狂,楚襄冉嘴角帶著笑,表情卻沒有絲毫笑意,仰躺在沙發上看著還用手撐著自己身體,覆蓋在他上方的官玄默。69Please respect copyright.PENANAGmEnuud39h
69Please respect copyright.PENANA1ynADCUoeC
「我喜歡你,不是朋友的那種,我對你的感情,如同你和向冬陽之間的感情,而且,我比他還要早就喜歡上你了。而這些,我本來並不打算告訴你的……」69Please respect copyright.PENANALJrIvR32QE
69Please respect copyright.PENANAcCJmuwBfwG
楚襄冉的笑容不減,神情卻越來越冰冷,一句一句告白般的話語不曾停止,卻堆疊著絕望。69Please respect copyright.PENANA7FMCaWYWbg
69Please respect copyright.PENANArpB93iSYqS
「官玄默,我愛你,這是我為什麼躲著你、避開你的原因,現在你知道了,所以滿意了嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANANjVVyYq3nQ
69Please respect copyright.PENANArvzFefzZOb
為什麼要這樣逼迫他?69Please respect copyright.PENANA17zo7zkkGB
69Please respect copyright.PENANAl4AdaLlrkK
他用了很多力氣,每天每天說服著自己,才終於能把對方當作一個只是認識的人來往,才終於壓抑下自己的心情,然後每天被歉疚和回憶以及渴望不停磨纏……69Please respect copyright.PENANAnEuFXfVkIa
69Please respect copyright.PENANA2vcZrDAhlD
可是官玄默始終不懂得適可而止,總是他退一步,他進一步,甚至,還對自己說出那樣親暱,幾乎只有情人之間才會有的話語。69Please respect copyright.PENANAU0SfRKADjr
69Please respect copyright.PENANARBtRzzXAam
而他們明明什麼都不是。69Please respect copyright.PENANAG9BZCFMPH8
69Please respect copyright.PENANAzQf1H4Is1M
楚襄冉看著仍然俯視著自己,除了呆愣之外一點表情反應都沒有的官玄默,加深了笑。69Please respect copyright.PENANAEsDjJS872L
69Please respect copyright.PENANADyXbA12AB6
看吧……他早就知道了會是這種結果,他不意外,真的,一點也不意外……69Please respect copyright.PENANAgXwe9TfACE
69Please respect copyright.PENANAWrxLdO731a
「你走吧……剛才的事情不要告訴法恩,我不想讓他擔心。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA4PalgP0YoG
69Please respect copyright.PENANAc71NwbwUWm
說完最後一句話,楚襄冉輕輕推開仍然沒有反應的官玄默,然後坐起來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAoRLeslCc7c
69Please respect copyright.PENANA4qjHwJchQw
帶著溫度的被子掀了開,一下子讓他覺得有點冷,如同他心裡頭此刻的溫度。69Please respect copyright.PENANALeUYZlUNcS
69Please respect copyright.PENANAJrB7gcnjH4
冰冰冷冷的,沒有一點希望。69Please respect copyright.PENANALy9mSpAAQY
69Please respect copyright.PENANAfWnxpXFd6e
沒有帶上官玄默找給他的棉被,楚襄冉撐著虛軟的雙腿努力站直,想繞過還坐在沙發上的官玄默,回去自己的房間。69Please respect copyright.PENANABAndwLDxKD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAmTGmNi9WEm
上一次,他看著官玄默離開,卻無法開口阻止,所以這一次……起碼讓他當先走的那一個。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKo5Nm6sydw
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbTmcjYcKWw
用力的閉了閉眼,楚襄冉催促著自己離開,可是從腹部傳來的燒灼和痛楚讓他幾乎沒辦法往前走,冷汗不停地順著精緻五官滑落,浸濕了他的襯衫,就算不停的深呼吸也沒辦法平復身體上的不適和絕望的情緒。69Please respect copyright.PENANA3VkLvJyzP9
69Please respect copyright.PENANAMu25I1vYCX
然後在他有體力離開之前,一陣溫暖圈住了他的手腕。69Please respect copyright.PENANA3dwGWZv55n
69Please respect copyright.PENANAXLHobtLMAd
「你要去哪裡?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAyzFyREnz8m
69Please respect copyright.PENANAAvD0Z9FTAl
以往低沉好聽的聲音充滿了關心,若是從前,楚襄冉一定會因此而覺得幸福,可是現在,卻讓他只想逃。69Please respect copyright.PENANARm5ari1Zj1
69Please respect copyright.PENANA6VNxDm0DlG
不要再給他希望……太多的溫柔,只會讓他在失去它們時也同時失去自己。69Please respect copyright.PENANAbuMxf8WyQS
69Please respect copyright.PENANAUZHhqZnt65
可是……69Please respect copyright.PENANART3ZWBgfCF
69Please respect copyright.PENANAd4oEp2J83f
「你要去哪裡?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAxxi5pZpzq0
69Please respect copyright.PENANAXy0ZsCat3K
又重複了一次問句,就算官玄默先前再怎麼不明白楚襄冉的想法,在看見對方絕望又瘋狂的眼神,臉上卻始終噙著笑之後,也知道現在絕對不能讓他一個人離開。69Please respect copyright.PENANALSfDEPaLch
69Please respect copyright.PENANAx3fUTyUyMB
哪怕就算楚襄冉現在只是想回去自己的房間。69Please respect copyright.PENANA9GCbUmNpbm
69Please respect copyright.PENANAvr4N3P2NIj
「身體還很不舒服不是嗎?逞強也不該選這時候,如果想回房間的話我可以扶你回去。」69Please respect copyright.PENANALgAwmr7oqg
69Please respect copyright.PENANAvv3Ak9JvVc
沒有把楚襄冉扯回來,官玄默只是跟著站起身,抓住了楚襄冉的手溫柔卻堅定,聲音中是滿滿的擔心。69Please respect copyright.PENANA0miTR8aDDd
69Please respect copyright.PENANAQcZJnZDkG2
楚襄冉愣怔的回頭,然後看見官玄默充滿了關心和擔憂的臉,裡面沒有他以為會出現的鄙夷或是憤怒,像是剛才的那一切不曾發生過一樣……69Please respect copyright.PENANAFXGvVGBiTm
69Please respect copyright.PENANAIgfsKhMd61
「怎麼了?其實你回房間休息也好,沙發再怎麼舒服也比不上床……」69Please respect copyright.PENANAifbNlEH1U9
69Please respect copyright.PENANAT0Nh5Arm3Q
官玄默很快的用一隻手撈起被子捲好,雖然行動不太方便,但是握住楚襄冉手腕的那隻手卻始終沒鬆開,甚至還得寸進尺的往上挪移,緊緊握住了楚襄冉一邊的肩膀,然後就這麼一手抱著剛才才被他自己從對方房裡拿出來的棉被,一手環緊了楚襄冉,慢慢的扶著人往房間走去。
ns216.73.216.32da2 69Please respect copyright.PENANAj6MIDqtUWX
那麼……如果他告訴官玄默,他喜歡他,而且喜歡了很久很久,甚至一直到現在,那樣子的心情都沒有變過,是不是就可以嚇走他了?69Please respect copyright.PENANAKUGhdwzfRZ
69Please respect copyright.PENANAGWNVs2AS9u
他就再也不用總是壓抑著自己,然後告訴自己不能依賴、不能眷戀、不能沉溺……69Please respect copyright.PENANAD7AsmRK4fd
69Please respect copyright.PENANA9yitV4ZsZA
身負罪惡的他沒資格得到那些溫暖,即使官玄默對他的好總是讓他幾乎遺忘自己的身分。69Please respect copyright.PENANAVEgV6ulGyf
69Please respect copyright.PENANA0x6nVJZzAL
他是奪走了向冬陽,毀滅一個充滿溫暖的家庭,帶走官玄默愛情的人。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6Zw1zcGThn
69Please respect copyright.PENANA2WN1AnpE1a
楚襄冉看著眼神柔和地望著自己,然後張開口似乎想說些什麼的官玄默。69Please respect copyright.PENANAs93X8YpZKp
69Please respect copyright.PENANAeSyRWzisxz
他勾起了微笑,而近乎自我毀滅般的情緒,藏在了笑容裡。69Please respect copyright.PENANAb2zBi3tLV3
69Please respect copyright.PENANA5RWAWHBFQc
不知道是從哪裡來的力氣,楚襄冉朝著官玄默伸出了手,然後勾住對方的頸子,在官玄默還來不及反應的同時拉低他的身體,然後將自己的唇送了上去。69Please respect copyright.PENANAcfTpfrbuwG
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPlQhihLHnZ
不是蜻蜓點水般的吻,而是濃烈,夾雜著瘋狂崩潰般的情緒,楚襄冉舔咬著官玄默,心中卻悲傷的只想哭泣。69Please respect copyright.PENANAgREGTYv2IG
69Please respect copyright.PENANAXD21KYi3L7
官玄默會推開他,然後會用看著怪物般的眼神看他,接著,應該就會頭也不回的離開吧。69Please respect copyright.PENANAp01pSPB7ro
69Please respect copyright.PENANAIEAgSMrdhL
從小一起長大的朋友,幫著他和向冬陽一起離開的朋友,竟然,對他抱持著這樣的心思。69Please respect copyright.PENANAeyEYxpKwzD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAEkKsyAmAjR
噁心!69Please respect copyright.PENANAvPienLIS1z
69Please respect copyright.PENANAETyUYLihzm
連他自己都忍不住這樣的想法,官玄默又怎麼可能接受?69Please respect copyright.PENANAZsTjCFw3ee
69Please respect copyright.PENANA0tbsMDSdFo
所以……這是最後一次了吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANAB2AvcahjFb
69Please respect copyright.PENANA7VjaPrImdT
最後一次的交談,最後一次被自己所愛的人,捧在手心般的照顧……69Please respect copyright.PENANA56bfXkWG24
69Please respect copyright.PENANAu74Yl58W7L
69Please respect copyright.PENANAKx373OuZpJ
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69Please respect copyright.PENANAQQ9nnDr1Ze
69Please respect copyright.PENANAwh0gchHKpc
帶著涼意的手臂環住了官玄默的頸子,他瞠大了眼,驚訝的看著楚襄冉精緻的臉在自己眼前放大,然後冰涼顫抖的唇貼上了他的,接著吸吮舔咬。69Please respect copyright.PENANABM8vpOf8Zi
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPVkSv58ERY
楚襄冉吻了他!69Please respect copyright.PENANAk0jCP1ZuQe
69Please respect copyright.PENANA3yckJcVax5
令人震驚的情況讓官玄默的腦中一片空白,他沒有推開楚襄冉,卻記得用手撐住自己的身體,以免因為重心不穩而倒在不舒服的人身上,。69Please respect copyright.PENANAqf7f75Gydh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAS1y6O2btOq
直到楚襄冉主動結束了這個吻,鬆開環抱住官玄默的手,倒回了沙發上低笑出聲。69Please respect copyright.PENANAwvFXz6zebI
69Please respect copyright.PENANAwECWXyn0Um
暗啞的笑聲,傳入官玄默耳中,聽起來卻像是在哭泣。69Please respect copyright.PENANARZ5BWFnhOw
69Please respect copyright.PENANA23mGmLl9cj
「襄冉……」69Please respect copyright.PENANAgIdZGDrm5M
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPoOdYIRKVD
「所以你知道,為什麼我一直躲著你了嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAW7otYoEKhm
69Please respect copyright.PENANA8QNMExJmmk
燦亮的眼中帶著瘋狂,楚襄冉嘴角帶著笑,表情卻沒有絲毫笑意,仰躺在沙發上看著還用手撐著自己身體,覆蓋在他上方的官玄默。69Please respect copyright.PENANAGmEnuud39h
69Please respect copyright.PENANA1ynADCUoeC
「我喜歡你,不是朋友的那種,我對你的感情,如同你和向冬陽之間的感情,而且,我比他還要早就喜歡上你了。而這些,我本來並不打算告訴你的……」69Please respect copyright.PENANALJrIvR32QE
69Please respect copyright.PENANAcCJmuwBfwG
楚襄冉的笑容不減,神情卻越來越冰冷,一句一句告白般的話語不曾停止,卻堆疊著絕望。69Please respect copyright.PENANA7FMCaWYWbg
69Please respect copyright.PENANArpB93iSYqS
「官玄默,我愛你,這是我為什麼躲著你、避開你的原因,現在你知道了,所以滿意了嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANANjVVyYq3nQ
69Please respect copyright.PENANArvzFefzZOb
為什麼要這樣逼迫他?69Please respect copyright.PENANA17zo7zkkGB
69Please respect copyright.PENANAl4AdaLlrkK
他用了很多力氣,每天每天說服著自己,才終於能把對方當作一個只是認識的人來往,才終於壓抑下自己的心情,然後每天被歉疚和回憶以及渴望不停磨纏……69Please respect copyright.PENANAnEuFXfVkIa
69Please respect copyright.PENANA2vcZrDAhlD
可是官玄默始終不懂得適可而止,總是他退一步,他進一步,甚至,還對自己說出那樣親暱,幾乎只有情人之間才會有的話語。69Please respect copyright.PENANAU0SfRKADjr
69Please respect copyright.PENANARBtRzzXAam
而他們明明什麼都不是。69Please respect copyright.PENANAG9BZCFMPH8
69Please respect copyright.PENANAzQf1H4Is1M
楚襄冉看著仍然俯視著自己,除了呆愣之外一點表情反應都沒有的官玄默,加深了笑。69Please respect copyright.PENANAEsDjJS872L
69Please respect copyright.PENANADyXbA12AB6
看吧……他早就知道了會是這種結果,他不意外,真的,一點也不意外……69Please respect copyright.PENANAgXwe9TfACE
69Please respect copyright.PENANAWrxLdO731a
「你走吧……剛才的事情不要告訴法恩,我不想讓他擔心。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA4PalgP0YoG
69Please respect copyright.PENANAc71NwbwUWm
說完最後一句話,楚襄冉輕輕推開仍然沒有反應的官玄默,然後坐起來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAoRLeslCc7c
69Please respect copyright.PENANA4qjHwJchQw
帶著溫度的被子掀了開,一下子讓他覺得有點冷,如同他心裡頭此刻的溫度。69Please respect copyright.PENANALeUYZlUNcS
69Please respect copyright.PENANAJrB7gcnjH4
冰冰冷冷的,沒有一點希望。69Please respect copyright.PENANALy9mSpAAQY
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沒有帶上官玄默找給他的棉被,楚襄冉撐著虛軟的雙腿努力站直,想繞過還坐在沙發上的官玄默,回去自己的房間。69Please respect copyright.PENANABAndwLDxKD
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上一次,他看著官玄默離開,卻無法開口阻止,所以這一次……起碼讓他當先走的那一個。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKo5Nm6sydw
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用力的閉了閉眼,楚襄冉催促著自己離開,可是從腹部傳來的燒灼和痛楚讓他幾乎沒辦法往前走,冷汗不停地順著精緻五官滑落,浸濕了他的襯衫,就算不停的深呼吸也沒辦法平復身體上的不適和絕望的情緒。69Please respect copyright.PENANA3VkLvJyzP9
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然後在他有體力離開之前,一陣溫暖圈住了他的手腕。69Please respect copyright.PENANA3dwGWZv55n
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「你要去哪裡?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAyzFyREnz8m
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以往低沉好聽的聲音充滿了關心,若是從前,楚襄冉一定會因此而覺得幸福,可是現在,卻讓他只想逃。69Please respect copyright.PENANARm5ari1Zj1
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不要再給他希望……太多的溫柔,只會讓他在失去它們時也同時失去自己。69Please respect copyright.PENANAbuMxf8WyQS
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可是……69Please respect copyright.PENANART3ZWBgfCF
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「你要去哪裡?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAxxi5pZpzq0
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又重複了一次問句,就算官玄默先前再怎麼不明白楚襄冉的想法,在看見對方絕望又瘋狂的眼神,臉上卻始終噙著笑之後,也知道現在絕對不能讓他一個人離開。69Please respect copyright.PENANALSfDEPaLch
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哪怕就算楚襄冉現在只是想回去自己的房間。69Please respect copyright.PENANA9GCbUmNpbm
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「身體還很不舒服不是嗎?逞強也不該選這時候,如果想回房間的話我可以扶你回去。」69Please respect copyright.PENANALgAwmr7oqg
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沒有把楚襄冉扯回來,官玄默只是跟著站起身,抓住了楚襄冉的手溫柔卻堅定,聲音中是滿滿的擔心。69Please respect copyright.PENANA0miTR8aDDd
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楚襄冉愣怔的回頭,然後看見官玄默充滿了關心和擔憂的臉,裡面沒有他以為會出現的鄙夷或是憤怒,像是剛才的那一切不曾發生過一樣……69Please respect copyright.PENANAFXGvVGBiTm
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「怎麼了?其實你回房間休息也好,沙發再怎麼舒服也比不上床……」69Please respect copyright.PENANAifbNlEH1U9
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官玄默很快的用一隻手撈起被子捲好,雖然行動不太方便,但是握住楚襄冉手腕的那隻手卻始終沒鬆開,甚至還得寸進尺的往上挪移,緊緊握住了楚襄冉一邊的肩膀,然後就這麼一手抱著剛才才被他自己從對方房裡拿出來的棉被,一手環緊了楚襄冉,慢慢的扶著人往房間走去。