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直到被帶回自己房間裡,楚襄冉還是沒弄清楚到底是怎麼回事。74Please respect copyright.PENANAIxTepUq0p6
74Please respect copyright.PENANAGjqEFCv3Bs
沒有得到預想中會有的排斥或是拒絕,官玄默對他的態度甚至更溫柔了些,讓楚襄冉就像是個明明覺得自己做錯了事,卻沒有得到大人責罵的孩子般,一樣的徬徨。74Please respect copyright.PENANAWlsqFdGVLn
74Please respect copyright.PENANAisrlIdeYNI
不……不止沒有得到責備,現在他所得到的,對他而言幾乎等同是獎勵……74Please respect copyright.PENANAVr0BIGl3Qn
74Please respect copyright.PENANApUUelfZzee
光是官玄默沒有直接推開他這件事,就讓他幾乎激動到想哭,而現在,官玄默甚至還在扶他躺下之後,替他蓋上被子,把被角整好,然後把書桌前的椅子拖到床邊,擺明了就是要留下來陪他的模樣。74Please respect copyright.PENANAF0IPVf79Te
74Please respect copyright.PENANAxHrzCcdIdG
窗外朦朧的光照進房間裡,讓他們的表情在彼此眼中清晰著。74Please respect copyright.PENANASGX0OB7P2l
74Please respect copyright.PENANAyqvwQYBC6Y
為什麼?74Please respect copyright.PENANALSdxiy8hbQ
74Please respect copyright.PENANAO0UrORJxDA
疑問的話問不出口,楚襄冉害怕自己一張口就破壞了所有,只好看著官玄默,眼睛一瞬都不敢離開對方。74Please respect copyright.PENANAwsVZRaeivK
74Please respect copyright.PENANABnlgBbv7QN
然後,剛剛緊緊抓住了他不讓他離開的手,帶著溫度輕輕覆蓋在他的眼睛上頭。74Please respect copyright.PENANAjeUHKR52l8
74Please respect copyright.PENANAOWLjd6Ohm6
「好好休息,不要想那麼多。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAV6jpYbfppi
74Please respect copyright.PENANAy4Kk4Og2J3
幾乎是朝夕相處了好幾個星期,又有人刻意提醒過,官玄默現在已經多少能了解楚襄冉在沉默的背後,有多少沒說出口的話語或情緒,更何況,楚襄冉現在明明白白的把自己的心情寫在了眼中,不安又不知所措的神情讓人心裡泛起一陣一陣的疼。74Please respect copyright.PENANA7IIfGuTh1k
74Please respect copyright.PENANAjX8lVazfMQ
「累了就睡,我會陪著你,不會離開。」74Please respect copyright.PENANANLDv5Y7lOB
74Please respect copyright.PENANAqjT0UMMv6B
知道楚襄冉現在擔心的是什麼,官玄默勾起微笑,給予承諾。74Please respect copyright.PENANAWYpKq24jDy
74Please respect copyright.PENANAgtzhA9yeAz
這一次,他會好好遵守約定。74Please respect copyright.PENANAEXRemLTZhh
74Please respect copyright.PENANAbBHD1H5C4q
手掌散發出的溫度太過溫暖,官玄默低沉的聲音反覆著令人安心的話語,不停低聲勸哄,一下一下,安撫著楚襄冉,直到他終於鬆下緊繃著的神經。74Please respect copyright.PENANAZPDtw3PsJX
74Please respect copyright.PENANAQxLNVNWVpS
楚襄冉這才發覺自己真的累了。74Please respect copyright.PENANAU1XFipofCc
74Please respect copyright.PENANAjhhstFQINC
原本在官玄默掌心之下,閉上的眼瞼一開始還不斷輕微的顫動,讓本來就比一般男孩子略長的睫毛不停地在對方手心不停刷動,造成微微刺癢的感覺。只是隨著官玄默的安撫,他的呼吸逐漸平穩,睫毛也不再顫抖,然後,官玄默才拿開手,不意外的看見楚襄冉已經沉沉睡著。74Please respect copyright.PENANAzKbIyLC0d6
74Please respect copyright.PENANAOqGDDupdPi
知道襄冉對他的感情原來並不只是單純友情的那個瞬間,他的確是驚訝的,所以一時之間,他只能愣著。74Please respect copyright.PENANAFT15hWZFjS
74Please respect copyright.PENANAMtPu3CWwxS
但是在驚訝的情緒過去之後,官玄默卻發現自己並不討厭那個吻……也不討厭楚襄冉對他的感情。74Please respect copyright.PENANAzzSrpFaqDK
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只是,不討厭,是否就是喜歡?74Please respect copyright.PENANAp9B52QZyuC
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他無法判斷。74Please respect copyright.PENANAXQB8x5pmbD
74Please respect copyright.PENANAy5ykjhEBFK
他有過朋友,知道什麼是友情,被愛過也愛過人,所以知道什麼是愛情。74Please respect copyright.PENANAHYYhOwg5KC
74Please respect copyright.PENANAxKJONUyakV
而襄冉對於他的意義,比一般朋友更重要,但是卻不像他當初愛戀上向冬陽那時候一樣,滿心的注意力都只被那個人吸引。74Please respect copyright.PENANArxv8S9wAgj
74Please respect copyright.PENANAY4tpPvBG0L
向冬陽會帶領著他往前走……而楚襄冉則是讓他大步向前的同時,清楚知道只要回過頭,他隨時都會在那裏等著的,毫無後顧之憂的存在。74Please respect copyright.PENANA4pSNSpKthz
74Please respect copyright.PENANAEkCPw0BVh3
楚襄冉過去給他的,就是這樣讓人安心的感覺,每次他回頭,總是能看見他的笑,雖然站在他們身後,但是卻從來沒有遲疑過,自信而又溫和。74Please respect copyright.PENANAwL6CaHeEjr
74Please respect copyright.PENANALDQPfXtsWx
但是重逢後,那種讓人安心的氣質已經消失了,取而代之的是總是擔憂的神情,每次和他接觸時總是小心翼翼的模樣,像是在控制著什麼……又或者是在害怕什麼的神情,總是讓他心疼不已。74Please respect copyright.PENANASdVFODXIxc
74Please respect copyright.PENANAdgsiEwxC6y
現在他終於知道了原因,但是他卻沒有辦法直接回答對方。74Please respect copyright.PENANAaFNxm3O3TZ
74Please respect copyright.PENANAahzBXh4ZCF
他害怕自己對於楚襄冉的感情只是同情,如果錯認成愛情,對兩個人都是傷害。74Please respect copyright.PENANArDclsXq3Ru
74Please respect copyright.PENANAEfL3iBCjga
而他現在唯一不想做的,就是傷害他。74Please respect copyright.PENANAqxnkjsn2GV
74Please respect copyright.PENANACDSf1p5Bm0
雖然看起來很自私,但是他仍然不願意正面的回應楚襄冉,無論是接受或是拒絕。74Please respect copyright.PENANAlXewVKMUKU
74Please respect copyright.PENANAmrXUecACUH
所以……74Please respect copyright.PENANA5iYTqMxkyg
74Please respect copyright.PENANAzKZwNXtamW
「對不起,請再等我一下……」74Please respect copyright.PENANA8tYQ7G5mL5
74Please respect copyright.PENANAYjkk8rka0Q
輕輕撥開散落在楚襄冉額前的髮,露出了光潔的額頭,官玄默在上面印下了吻。74Please respect copyright.PENANANqUrOJoOUu
74Please respect copyright.PENANAHiWRUw454W
襄冉對他來說是很重要……很重要的人。74Please respect copyright.PENANA1IKob4BQDb
74Please respect copyright.PENANAGDcrANpdG4
他不想再一次的失去,所以必須更加慎重。74Please respect copyright.PENANA7VUVXyKM2w
74Please respect copyright.PENANAI17gIQaNPi
「小冉睡了?」74Please respect copyright.PENANAf5dC0zS24r
74Please respect copyright.PENANAEk5iWXEsWf
看著從楚襄冉房裡出來,小心翼翼關上門的人,黎法恩的話與其說是提問,反而更像是在確認什麼似的。74Please respect copyright.PENANAAXkFzkBLvF
74Please respect copyright.PENANAPHy2pVdrD0
聚會已經結束了很久,他上來卻沒看到人,雖然猜得到楚襄冉應該是帶被回房裡頭休息了,但是楚襄冉竟然肯讓官玄默留在房間裡照顧他,這才是令人吃驚的事。74Please respect copyright.PENANA6w1Q7NutF2
74Please respect copyright.PENANAtEuIdUAGvy
楚襄冉可是就連生病發燒到三十九度半,都還堅持著只要他每隔幾個小時進去看一次就好,說不需要有人一直待在自己身邊照顧……74Please respect copyright.PENANA81ibnGnHC1
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這樣的他,竟然會如此依賴官玄默。74Please respect copyright.PENANAU5X8cv6Xus
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這也算是一種進步吧……?他們兩人的關係……74Please respect copyright.PENANAnh4ZxSohGz
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「嗯,我答應他會一直陪著他,所以能不能借床毛毯?我要去他房裡打地鋪。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAknHrOnAZxm
74Please respect copyright.PENANARntqGxbmSz
知道對方喜歡自己,而自己還睡在同一張床上的話,就太殘忍了,可是他也不想讓楚襄冉在醒來後的第一眼看不到他,所以想了半天,還是只能想到這個辦法。74Please respect copyright.PENANA7CkzcyoH3P
74Please respect copyright.PENANARt1FhPoCPO
夏天的夜晚雖然不至於冷,但是他也不想因為這樣感冒而讓楚襄冉自責。74Please respect copyright.PENANAaAnTgvskCK
74Please respect copyright.PENANAjUiB7D7XRN
楚襄冉這個人對自己的要求有多高,又有多不願意造成別人的麻煩,這陣子的相處,已經足以讓他充分了解。74Please respect copyright.PENANAuZn8oX4t5Z
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想起楚襄冉一直堅持不讓自己成為其他人的困擾,又總是把自己想要的放在最後才來思考的自虐個性,官玄默微微露出苦笑。74Please respect copyright.PENANAoHNbTvxHHm
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或許是一直壓抑著的情緒全都交付了出去,即使沒有得到回應,卻也沒有遭到直接的拒絕,於是一直沒有好好休息過的精神與身體同時放鬆了許多,長久以來累積的疲勞也用生病的形式爆發了開。74Please respect copyright.PENANAORgprTAecA
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展覽才剛開始,黎法恩是這次展覽的主角不好缺席,照顧病人的責任自然落到了官玄默肩上。74Please respect copyright.PENANAx5UNL8qKBR
74Please respect copyright.PENANAR46zTFE9XL
上吐下瀉的症狀和持續不斷的低燒,讓楚襄冉好幾天都昏昏沉沉的,不要說下床,連坐起來的力氣都沒有,可是某種熟悉的氣味卻一直停留在他身邊,讓他覺得安心。
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直到被帶回自己房間裡,楚襄冉還是沒弄清楚到底是怎麼回事。74Please respect copyright.PENANAIxTepUq0p6
74Please respect copyright.PENANAGjqEFCv3Bs
沒有得到預想中會有的排斥或是拒絕,官玄默對他的態度甚至更溫柔了些,讓楚襄冉就像是個明明覺得自己做錯了事,卻沒有得到大人責罵的孩子般,一樣的徬徨。74Please respect copyright.PENANAWlsqFdGVLn
74Please respect copyright.PENANAisrlIdeYNI
不……不止沒有得到責備,現在他所得到的,對他而言幾乎等同是獎勵……74Please respect copyright.PENANAVr0BIGl3Qn
74Please respect copyright.PENANApUUelfZzee
光是官玄默沒有直接推開他這件事,就讓他幾乎激動到想哭,而現在,官玄默甚至還在扶他躺下之後,替他蓋上被子,把被角整好,然後把書桌前的椅子拖到床邊,擺明了就是要留下來陪他的模樣。74Please respect copyright.PENANAF0IPVf79Te
74Please respect copyright.PENANAxHrzCcdIdG
窗外朦朧的光照進房間裡,讓他們的表情在彼此眼中清晰著。74Please respect copyright.PENANASGX0OB7P2l
74Please respect copyright.PENANAyqvwQYBC6Y
為什麼?74Please respect copyright.PENANALSdxiy8hbQ
74Please respect copyright.PENANAO0UrORJxDA
疑問的話問不出口,楚襄冉害怕自己一張口就破壞了所有,只好看著官玄默,眼睛一瞬都不敢離開對方。74Please respect copyright.PENANAwsVZRaeivK
74Please respect copyright.PENANABnlgBbv7QN
然後,剛剛緊緊抓住了他不讓他離開的手,帶著溫度輕輕覆蓋在他的眼睛上頭。74Please respect copyright.PENANAjeUHKR52l8
74Please respect copyright.PENANAOWLjd6Ohm6
「好好休息,不要想那麼多。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAV6jpYbfppi
74Please respect copyright.PENANAy4Kk4Og2J3
幾乎是朝夕相處了好幾個星期,又有人刻意提醒過,官玄默現在已經多少能了解楚襄冉在沉默的背後,有多少沒說出口的話語或情緒,更何況,楚襄冉現在明明白白的把自己的心情寫在了眼中,不安又不知所措的神情讓人心裡泛起一陣一陣的疼。74Please respect copyright.PENANA7IIfGuTh1k
74Please respect copyright.PENANAjX8lVazfMQ
「累了就睡,我會陪著你,不會離開。」74Please respect copyright.PENANANLDv5Y7lOB
74Please respect copyright.PENANAqjT0UMMv6B
知道楚襄冉現在擔心的是什麼,官玄默勾起微笑,給予承諾。74Please respect copyright.PENANAWYpKq24jDy
74Please respect copyright.PENANAgtzhA9yeAz
這一次,他會好好遵守約定。74Please respect copyright.PENANAEXRemLTZhh
74Please respect copyright.PENANAbBHD1H5C4q
手掌散發出的溫度太過溫暖,官玄默低沉的聲音反覆著令人安心的話語,不停低聲勸哄,一下一下,安撫著楚襄冉,直到他終於鬆下緊繃著的神經。74Please respect copyright.PENANAZPDtw3PsJX
74Please respect copyright.PENANAQxLNVNWVpS
楚襄冉這才發覺自己真的累了。74Please respect copyright.PENANAU1XFipofCc
74Please respect copyright.PENANAjhhstFQINC
原本在官玄默掌心之下,閉上的眼瞼一開始還不斷輕微的顫動,讓本來就比一般男孩子略長的睫毛不停地在對方手心不停刷動,造成微微刺癢的感覺。只是隨著官玄默的安撫,他的呼吸逐漸平穩,睫毛也不再顫抖,然後,官玄默才拿開手,不意外的看見楚襄冉已經沉沉睡著。74Please respect copyright.PENANAzKbIyLC0d6
74Please respect copyright.PENANAOqGDDupdPi
知道襄冉對他的感情原來並不只是單純友情的那個瞬間,他的確是驚訝的,所以一時之間,他只能愣著。74Please respect copyright.PENANAFT15hWZFjS
74Please respect copyright.PENANAMtPu3CWwxS
但是在驚訝的情緒過去之後,官玄默卻發現自己並不討厭那個吻……也不討厭楚襄冉對他的感情。74Please respect copyright.PENANAzzSrpFaqDK
74Please respect copyright.PENANALolaXiQTHu
只是,不討厭,是否就是喜歡?74Please respect copyright.PENANAp9B52QZyuC
74Please respect copyright.PENANAC6kqbQ0ZwS
他無法判斷。74Please respect copyright.PENANAXQB8x5pmbD
74Please respect copyright.PENANAy5ykjhEBFK
他有過朋友,知道什麼是友情,被愛過也愛過人,所以知道什麼是愛情。74Please respect copyright.PENANAHYYhOwg5KC
74Please respect copyright.PENANAxKJONUyakV
而襄冉對於他的意義,比一般朋友更重要,但是卻不像他當初愛戀上向冬陽那時候一樣,滿心的注意力都只被那個人吸引。74Please respect copyright.PENANArxv8S9wAgj
74Please respect copyright.PENANAY4tpPvBG0L
向冬陽會帶領著他往前走……而楚襄冉則是讓他大步向前的同時,清楚知道只要回過頭,他隨時都會在那裏等著的,毫無後顧之憂的存在。74Please respect copyright.PENANA4pSNSpKthz
74Please respect copyright.PENANAEkCPw0BVh3
楚襄冉過去給他的,就是這樣讓人安心的感覺,每次他回頭,總是能看見他的笑,雖然站在他們身後,但是卻從來沒有遲疑過,自信而又溫和。74Please respect copyright.PENANAwL6CaHeEjr
74Please respect copyright.PENANALDQPfXtsWx
但是重逢後,那種讓人安心的氣質已經消失了,取而代之的是總是擔憂的神情,每次和他接觸時總是小心翼翼的模樣,像是在控制著什麼……又或者是在害怕什麼的神情,總是讓他心疼不已。74Please respect copyright.PENANASdVFODXIxc
74Please respect copyright.PENANAdgsiEwxC6y
現在他終於知道了原因,但是他卻沒有辦法直接回答對方。74Please respect copyright.PENANAaFNxm3O3TZ
74Please respect copyright.PENANAahzBXh4ZCF
他害怕自己對於楚襄冉的感情只是同情,如果錯認成愛情,對兩個人都是傷害。74Please respect copyright.PENANArDclsXq3Ru
74Please respect copyright.PENANAEfL3iBCjga
而他現在唯一不想做的,就是傷害他。74Please respect copyright.PENANAqxnkjsn2GV
74Please respect copyright.PENANACDSf1p5Bm0
雖然看起來很自私,但是他仍然不願意正面的回應楚襄冉,無論是接受或是拒絕。74Please respect copyright.PENANAlXewVKMUKU
74Please respect copyright.PENANAmrXUecACUH
所以……74Please respect copyright.PENANA5iYTqMxkyg
74Please respect copyright.PENANAzKZwNXtamW
「對不起,請再等我一下……」74Please respect copyright.PENANA8tYQ7G5mL5
74Please respect copyright.PENANAYjkk8rka0Q
輕輕撥開散落在楚襄冉額前的髮,露出了光潔的額頭,官玄默在上面印下了吻。74Please respect copyright.PENANANqUrOJoOUu
74Please respect copyright.PENANAHiWRUw454W
襄冉對他來說是很重要……很重要的人。74Please respect copyright.PENANA1IKob4BQDb
74Please respect copyright.PENANAGDcrANpdG4
他不想再一次的失去,所以必須更加慎重。74Please respect copyright.PENANA7VUVXyKM2w
74Please respect copyright.PENANAI17gIQaNPi
「小冉睡了?」74Please respect copyright.PENANAf5dC0zS24r
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看著從楚襄冉房裡出來,小心翼翼關上門的人,黎法恩的話與其說是提問,反而更像是在確認什麼似的。74Please respect copyright.PENANAAXkFzkBLvF
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聚會已經結束了很久,他上來卻沒看到人,雖然猜得到楚襄冉應該是帶被回房裡頭休息了,但是楚襄冉竟然肯讓官玄默留在房間裡照顧他,這才是令人吃驚的事。74Please respect copyright.PENANA6w1Q7NutF2
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楚襄冉可是就連生病發燒到三十九度半,都還堅持著只要他每隔幾個小時進去看一次就好,說不需要有人一直待在自己身邊照顧……74Please respect copyright.PENANA81ibnGnHC1
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這樣的他,竟然會如此依賴官玄默。74Please respect copyright.PENANAU5X8cv6Xus
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這也算是一種進步吧……?他們兩人的關係……74Please respect copyright.PENANAnh4ZxSohGz
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「嗯,我答應他會一直陪著他,所以能不能借床毛毯?我要去他房裡打地鋪。」74Please respect copyright.PENANAknHrOnAZxm
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知道對方喜歡自己,而自己還睡在同一張床上的話,就太殘忍了,可是他也不想讓楚襄冉在醒來後的第一眼看不到他,所以想了半天,還是只能想到這個辦法。74Please respect copyright.PENANA7CkzcyoH3P
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夏天的夜晚雖然不至於冷,但是他也不想因為這樣感冒而讓楚襄冉自責。74Please respect copyright.PENANAaAnTgvskCK
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楚襄冉這個人對自己的要求有多高,又有多不願意造成別人的麻煩,這陣子的相處,已經足以讓他充分了解。74Please respect copyright.PENANAuZn8oX4t5Z
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想起楚襄冉一直堅持不讓自己成為其他人的困擾,又總是把自己想要的放在最後才來思考的自虐個性,官玄默微微露出苦笑。74Please respect copyright.PENANAoHNbTvxHHm
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或許是一直壓抑著的情緒全都交付了出去,即使沒有得到回應,卻也沒有遭到直接的拒絕,於是一直沒有好好休息過的精神與身體同時放鬆了許多,長久以來累積的疲勞也用生病的形式爆發了開。74Please respect copyright.PENANAORgprTAecA
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展覽才剛開始,黎法恩是這次展覽的主角不好缺席,照顧病人的責任自然落到了官玄默肩上。74Please respect copyright.PENANAx5UNL8qKBR
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上吐下瀉的症狀和持續不斷的低燒,讓楚襄冉好幾天都昏昏沉沉的,不要說下床,連坐起來的力氣都沒有,可是某種熟悉的氣味卻一直停留在他身邊,讓他覺得安心。