White sheets stained red in a hotel bed225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7YRlxcj3K
Skin, ice cold, lying on the bathroom floor alone225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdNCnCwHth
Brains blown out in the shed, stone cold, dead
The basement where I cut off my breathing225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ePKMHXE39
My bedroom where I died while I'm sleeping225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5CeM1C6u3
Empty pill bottles scattered around my room 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOUCQPfAMl
Maybe a noose, don't make it loose 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCz2PJCcUy
Maybe even a death I didn't choose
I'm stuck with these thoughts in my head225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeUJ21LaAs
Vivid visions invading my rest 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGFxvz9RGH
I can't sleep because all I see is death225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8th9p7J95S
I can't stay alive because I'm stuck in my head
I'm digging myself an early grave 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlweu74IIl
Thinking about death at such an early age225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHUj2BCYwP
Part of me strives for the moment when the earth lies above my head 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq4WEuC78H
The moment I'm dead is the day I'll rest225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlCl3fH36Y
No more fighting an uphill battle that never seems to end 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1mJl1QsyE
But another part of me doesn't want to let go, doesn't want this to end225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdwyHtNccP
I want to fight to stay alive, I want to fight to "live, laugh, love" again225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAapAnvdF3p
As corny as that is
I've tried so hard to stay alive, to stop crying225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0COSjKl3of
To cut off the memories that I live out in daily reveries225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNbf2mOPqe
The dread that they dismiss as being "all in my head"225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBZ1lcbFXM
I'm honestly tired of trying to be heard, to be lead in the right direction 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkSRX2JZS0
Because, so far, it's all dead-ends and "mental health awareness" trends225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIt8AAU401
Nobody actually cares until you're dead225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbESYGyVp2X
Until you're another headline in the news225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSMojoEBG4
All the attention directed on you, and your grieving family who never even knew 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezYvjnHvHL
Because they never tried to listen to you
Now they post on your page, they age and you stay the same 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoNI0Vfaiv
"I miss you today" 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp61zcpLnJa
But they couldn't seem to feel that way when you were around225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1RRxbJwO8
But they care now, 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh20oQzJvif
Now that your life met an abrupt end
And my "friends", 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OlMMp7nmI
Mixed signals is all they send225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqx3qwwMPR
One day I matter to them 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXS5lc42DkH
And the next I'm condemned
A few months ago, I was fine225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ9N3Hq2OO
A few months ago, I felt like flying 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yu7tAautr
A few months ago, I truly felt alive225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe7p2Qeh4D
And a few months ago, nothing hurt...
But now, everything hurts 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaO4dE0Qzu
It's hard to explain with words,225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxxi4bfhxa
How the silence kills 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h2PsF7RH9
How the pain I'm in rips me to shreds 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RKI3OdvNS
How my mind's convinced me that I'm better off dead
It's impossible to count on both hands, 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEFqv5mrHS
How many people I've cut off or let go of because I convinced myself that they deserved better 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdzNTGUupg
And look at them now, better off without me anyhow225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21usoBnx9y
I guess I didn't matter as much as they tried to make me believe 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAhzIJsULe
But even their "reassurance" were pretty little lies that they weaved like tapestries 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHq0imAzH2
The grief from all the casualties of all of my fantasies, my wildest dreams
There's a theme within all of it225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD7l2qJ35C
The little voice in my head, it screams it225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7OJhBqnCg
"This was their choice"225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmcXf94OCk
And to be lonely all the time is mine225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTUgOnujT5
All of my feelings are voiced, published publicly225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGdIB3HMah
But they're overlooked, dismissed as fiction, a phase, lucky me...
So now my eyes, once open windows into my mind, close their curtains225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ00bWopTK
The words on all of the pages of my open book erase as the pages are burned225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWvAaZxDH1
This is exactly what I deserve, everything I've earned after the bridges I've burned 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dSdBzjwgV
It was never on purpose, never my intention, but I never had your attention from the start
All my wishes, sent to the stars, missed them all 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVSmHfwcch
Their light flickered and died as I spent nights in my room crying225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwkw52tPin
I wish somebody would call225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryYAv5MO0b
But there's no denying that there's no point in trying
So I pour it out in my writing, daily and nightly 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FZJjq2Of1
But when I post these on the internet, I feel like I'm oversharing 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmj90tt5qe
And when I vent to my friends, even though they reassure me that it's fine, I feel like a burden225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG4anmLMPO
A buzzkill, a thrill-killer 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAcO6lRfBk
So I lie, saying that I'm fine 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzekrTjsbeh
So that nobody asks questions, and nobody cries 225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovqGjn077t
I wanted to feel heard but nobody cared enough, nobody tried
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