White sheets stained red in a hotel bed325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe56fXcSwXf
Skin, ice cold, lying on the bathroom floor alone325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBf6vFlpxF
Brains blown out in the shed, stone cold, dead
The basement where I cut off my breathing325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOIwhaqgNO
My bedroom where I died while I'm sleeping325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4qTMxEO21
Empty pill bottles scattered around my room 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pek9ZyvMx
Maybe a noose, don't make it loose 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5yhwkQvN9
Maybe even a death I didn't choose
I'm stuck with these thoughts in my head325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHHMaBgUAb
Vivid visions invading my rest 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnsAoIQKGi
I can't sleep because all I see is death325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWh8mEgDzu
I can't stay alive because I'm stuck in my head
I'm digging myself an early grave 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N3hyJCgiG
Thinking about death at such an early age325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIlMEz4zMP
Part of me strives for the moment when the earth lies above my head 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i8UlQ6aWn
The moment I'm dead is the day I'll rest325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJe1bKHXCe
No more fighting an uphill battle that never seems to end 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFiVLxGJrm
But another part of me doesn't want to let go, doesn't want this to end325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKZaP9XOgZ
I want to fight to stay alive, I want to fight to "live, laugh, love" again325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTpUx6shCy
As corny as that is
I've tried so hard to stay alive, to stop crying325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjBEquyDNF
To cut off the memories that I live out in daily reveries325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8YVWTT0L4
The dread that they dismiss as being "all in my head"325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD0s90lyBY
I'm honestly tired of trying to be heard, to be lead in the right direction 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCwTvs6gnO
Because, so far, it's all dead-ends and "mental health awareness" trends325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc0oWP73MW
Nobody actually cares until you're dead325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8pzQmUh4u
Until you're another headline in the news325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZkm1VEaNM
All the attention directed on you, and your grieving family who never even knew 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi36RQMB2h
Because they never tried to listen to you
Now they post on your page, they age and you stay the same 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDkVTIiHDt
"I miss you today" 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOTZ9bvfdJ
But they couldn't seem to feel that way when you were around325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1O5wdnt5d
But they care now, 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF727s41V0
Now that your life met an abrupt end
And my "friends", 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0Bt5xPmCW
Mixed signals is all they send325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeZ6E7TA8F
One day I matter to them 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7qhB1Y4uv
And the next I'm condemned
A few months ago, I was fine325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKHOJq4B4c
A few months ago, I felt like flying 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYvPTvrajy
A few months ago, I truly felt alive325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXF0Jx0xXL
And a few months ago, nothing hurt...
But now, everything hurts 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytAZcK9vLV
It's hard to explain with words,325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ErWztRNlc
How the silence kills 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcdHjByuHT
How the pain I'm in rips me to shreds 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWqF0ONBXU
How my mind's convinced me that I'm better off dead
It's impossible to count on both hands, 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qMXDFuDKe
How many people I've cut off or let go of because I convinced myself that they deserved better 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJMM2cMFVA
And look at them now, better off without me anyhow325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUMxgYQJre
I guess I didn't matter as much as they tried to make me believe 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ5nn2pFg4
But even their "reassurance" were pretty little lies that they weaved like tapestries 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1sXC3YU92
The grief from all the casualties of all of my fantasies, my wildest dreams
There's a theme within all of it325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsyejUCCXA
The little voice in my head, it screams it325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY3wZH3rZp
"This was their choice"325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM3dQnWyLc
And to be lonely all the time is mine325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP1faj6BRj
All of my feelings are voiced, published publicly325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMLMH7DcXs
But they're overlooked, dismissed as fiction, a phase, lucky me...
So now my eyes, once open windows into my mind, close their curtains325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsiwghO8Rr
The words on all of the pages of my open book erase as the pages are burned325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQFbEqReHu
This is exactly what I deserve, everything I've earned after the bridges I've burned 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdFD9bMX7w
It was never on purpose, never my intention, but I never had your attention from the start
All my wishes, sent to the stars, missed them all 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbs0WEbsLt
Their light flickered and died as I spent nights in my room crying325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv0uggobWY
I wish somebody would call325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTfuZVvwA9
But there's no denying that there's no point in trying
So I pour it out in my writing, daily and nightly 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJQNQ24geY
But when I post these on the internet, I feel like I'm oversharing 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLzjW5LHOY
And when I vent to my friends, even though they reassure me that it's fine, I feel like a burden325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAAG3X2CSp
A buzzkill, a thrill-killer 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv80nWRXsho
So I lie, saying that I'm fine 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwp5DZ8jjO
So that nobody asks questions, and nobody cries 325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRltAhrcAY
I wanted to feel heard but nobody cared enough, nobody tried
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