I wish I could understand why I feel this way358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml5Orawi1X
Why flying doesn't feel the same 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE6aIjh63n
And the lows don't seem to fade358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwWKvG2i3j
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzZLGPXanp
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil6MQYpT8l
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv47KtcIqJ
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsGLRRsm4u
I'll convert this pain into something that works 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GBbI6A3Z6
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfA7QyDbtQ
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2hSBfQwDE
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7jzsgfFV5
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTfReDaGEs
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ16A1m3vR
The breathing turns to drowning 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR00nSgmqt
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv1o5yqTOu
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphYx1nJPQj
But no one welcomes me with open arms358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcsBZpzbi3
Their love is fictitious 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGPZR8PzrO
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOufibJXmtS
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweHkhWDezs
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUeg7rD8AW
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVtJ6IVJdh
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmjIYsyCCq
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yl7mJXV0C
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCn7fq7tQA
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5ZMqL0gux
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqM4WTKQhx
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpolWfb3941
They get their way, nothing remains the same358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTDWqPp1TG
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4GsU07iL1
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCin8MARrh3
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUZ5zWeO0y
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ8OSg1VvT
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxsM6KNGpS
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIMrXPzPQ4
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IdIJ7ntbP
But full of myself and always on time 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLjWhhdC6p
I admit that the crime is mine 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rqITuL3q5
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqHqXbldfc
The devil will lose his incentive 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WQuerJsny
The weak little girl, poisoned 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX7hVYLUQA
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C0U74Vycd
Brick by brick 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2VRnPOfRt
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fx8pBhSl5
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ485vCIOCd
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFR4kj8CjR
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLBXkFNw78
It's still right there 358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx68Da6eZgd
The devil on my shoulder
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