I wish I could understand why I feel this way280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweMGYD1OCC
Why flying doesn't feel the same 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLLIjFoox2
And the lows don't seem to fade280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0apizwkJFI
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszC580Gfxa
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykNl3uCBTz
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg56kpsnjBi
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEQIfRl6tR
I'll convert this pain into something that works 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcmLzYSLi9
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuNxj1kVLs
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVawDKcQ7G
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUmALS95mL
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD0NGBdhxh
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrRI6qzSVS
The breathing turns to drowning 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqHEpuW5Lw
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHShmNvEnG
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX8Jlhd2Tb
But no one welcomes me with open arms280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrgJdGguwZ
Their love is fictitious 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB0b0XamCn
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymWv49jxYN
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBy7Kz00CM
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmQXfN5GKz
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVsLDbdRO6
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5dalKH673
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHSi7rBxIY
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2olm16BdDx
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnVLA9zReO
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mBpNZ6Efg
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqWR639jfp
They get their way, nothing remains the same280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIngF1na0kq
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbEL7Yw77g
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOSyqVVzK3
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkllfiTn81S
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHFOiBlrIZ
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ6Fc4Ovfk
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ljwihu7Kb
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2cL6ZEGuN
But full of myself and always on time 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItpftfujUj
I admit that the crime is mine 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS1YJtnNyi
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBvGmgLJz7
The devil will lose his incentive 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbiNl6rmr1
The weak little girl, poisoned 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ60O9M6Uq7
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkFTMt3cLj
Brick by brick 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtSkCiQO1g
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkDFfJICXj
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I8vwHIfL4
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnzBzzta7X
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP183sW8iYJ
It's still right there 280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZA6YraTmu
The devil on my shoulder
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