I wish I could understand why I feel this way282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6XJwiY60d
Why flying doesn't feel the same 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNPsETe8FL
And the lows don't seem to fade282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpBBTc74Ft
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRCrqiIw7l
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeE0M15Z81
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHoRTfFCmJ
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvratk8REVh
I'll convert this pain into something that works 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjpjwYRhPy
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eBvnEOf9U
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxne6xQLnNk
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k3w2S1xru
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11QW2jGIhF
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDLbg11tz4
The breathing turns to drowning 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo44KlRSJyQ
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyty2M6YD6
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4tOom3bwn
But no one welcomes me with open arms282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRJKQ9sGEc
Their love is fictitious 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSCIr9DXmX
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZxJIYBuWS
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PCIykcyIX
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs62khOvth7
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZehY41GVBY
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94OZ1ZiAFK
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8rCzTVR8u
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl58SKWjpn
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhz55bcQPyd
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zGT2fITmq
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNXPj93aDL
They get their way, nothing remains the same282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lLQEx4zbd
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6lhAnyRFg
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87HnG3zjXg
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoj9Kok5ak
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTZfydEIql
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTXbQxZvqh
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbY2QzP1yz
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lv5SViAjl
But full of myself and always on time 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdGVswUlta
I admit that the crime is mine 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeQHjpycaD
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHS3ADOIWh
The devil will lose his incentive 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgB1IAwICn
The weak little girl, poisoned 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8ypJBoCYj
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU2JLchpTt
Brick by brick 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZI6oHmo9v
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2V1tCIyAX
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRlpqLtmFt
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp144JqsHDI
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3fiW7dxyy
It's still right there 282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBhpJIwmWT
The devil on my shoulder
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