近來回到小學，看見越來越多舊人，踏足在矮小的樓梯，都使她不斷想起過去。畢業後沒有再行過這種高度的樓梯，成年人而言頗為矮小的她可以一步踩兩級。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURIrThKFW6
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所有事都湧現，直至她感到自己的頭腦已經滿溢，無法再裝載。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kZGgvbke2
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ejR9Jam6e
與第一次在學留守功課輔導班的拘緊不同——同學們的拘束，他們已見慣見熟林蓁，開始不守規矩——她倒是不介意他們有點不守規矩，畢竟，已上了全日學的學生，注意力有限，何況他們都在兒童期，「守規矩」如此需要後天約束的事，本就不易做到。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDfMvsRBLk
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p2D330moF
她只是會悠悠地請學生們：就算聊天，手也不要停止寫作。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0LgBSWSlS
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLfAawbILz
初時，他們如果遇到不懂的功課題目，只會坐在座位上發呆，或是問附近的同學；現在，他們會舉手，大聲叫喚：「Miss！」無論簡單或艱澀，通通發問。這也許代表她已不會令人感到陌生了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcq6Z9KzZe
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc3WNa6zPO
漸漸，學生之間的聊天聲音越來越大，連她也可以加入對話。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDnpRlcyR4
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一個半小時過去，順利結束。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKky4vmOrC
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9ogWVpPjw
林蓁回家，便將洗手間的燈膽換上——498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUXNpzDUpZ
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurSK3qJJjP
那是前天父親著她「明天去換」的燈膽，可是昨夜她在周立沖處留宿。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ7QcxIrkq
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9F99llHJU
應是是錯覺，換了新燈泡，便覺得家裡明亮了許多，比起以前用舊燈泡時更甚。因此，牆身的壁癌便被光襯得更清晰，霉霉綠綠，硬誇上些美感便說那是如雲如霧。也許是抽氣扇不夠強勁的緣故，所以無法及時將濕氣抽走，然後形成了一股無法散去的霉氣。然後，如影如形，一直存在牆壁上，成為家裡最大皮膚的一份子，班駁得很。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXbjhWBu5z
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmQ33acBr5
父親罵罵咧咧：「做咩琴晚唔返嚟？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7cj6WJUb5
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWfaGmgEN8
她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68QDi2EV6Y
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASZTZoi4Kg
「明明叫咗你琴日就買嚟換，而家先做！廁所無燈好危險㗎，你知唔知？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXff929pOEP
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBHRZoOlYb
她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDBvto78B6
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZGfUpqV7u
「喂！又唔出聲，叫你做少少嘢都唔得咩？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzfdE9reCV
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnCkUaMlqD
她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7WFRfBAVo
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyE0qoVHAo
「我係你老竇嚟！關心吓你琴日唔返嚟咋嘛！你唔高興咩？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkehd7oOwp
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIiYCvHPz0
她終於應：「我成日都唔返嚟㗎啦。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewXf9fWPWs
他沉默。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXYwLEDiYV
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh0tq3hON1
家裡常常沉默，沉默確實也是林蓁心中家的常態。只是近年，父親說多了好多話，他會說話開口發問、要求、索取，然後，要求他人回應，如果不應他，便會說說說直至她覺得煩。要是以前，他只管一次過說好多話，完全不求他人應，反正他不介意別人怎看。近年是介意了，或是希望有人和他說話聊天交流了，不願再自說自話，才會不停說些問題或內容，直到人家回應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDVao0Pw7q
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRWQMUz5cz
林蓁通常是為了讓他不要再說，才開口回應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvKtVibzkO
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqcBhBwZyM
父親說：「咁所以我而家咪一次過關心你囉，唔使原因㗎嘛。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCQZdfX7pF
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeEeRdY7Gu
「唔使原因，但你有，因為想我幫你換燈膽。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CmGA2M8ZP
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8OfIEUypP
她語氣平靜。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLMRpzaYT4
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她太熟知這一套，很多想要向她傾訴心事的人，都會首先煞有介事地問她近況，然後再進入自身故事的正題，完成流暢的轉折。她不會拆穿，反而覺得這是一種禮貌，至少讓她好受一點——他們有考慮到她的感受呢，也怕突兀。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpZjfakmAX
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnleXf6BTU
「衰女包！我生你養你，你咁樣諗我？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7skz8Ufhu
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她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUOUmd0uI1
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TYmeQERJR
「又成日唔返屋企，係咪拍拖啦？唔使理老竇啦？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoromAhTHd
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她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kGoYUjSsr
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvrbkcafHt
「都唔知係咪喺出面識埋哂啲飛仔，教到你咁忤逆。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBDjcwgMss
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她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRblpn6R3Kf
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHmWwIY5Jp
「出面啲男人邊度會真心鍾意你吖！你咪亂咁信人。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw26tkepgr
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她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk2Zd98yet
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC3uZITQuN
「而家有毛有翼識飛啦？出咗身又唔見你畀家用！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkSXd3Hg1r
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxO8hPGI3T
她終於應：「我仲未畢業。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mo1FlGcXv
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5igzdvSYs
語氣始終平靜。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLx7YbWTAYq
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1OPKlLnBC
林蓁時時自省，到底從什麼時候開始，這個家就剩下她和父親呢？母親找其他男人了，家姐和細佬相繼出國讀書，遺棄她一個。是不是她做錯了什麼，才落得今日呢。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpX0R3Lex2
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiQoEDyz8o
自從家姐離開，她便毫無預兆地代替了被打父親的角色。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICwiDdGrT8
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDfp1IIm6I
林蓁不解，她又不像家姐，已不會頂嘴，平日有溫順臉容，斟茶遞水家務樣樣做齊，會替母親搥背，會照料弟弟的功課；作為一個二女兒，她已做得很多，那年，她才十三歲。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxbKlAC6WQ
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBPLDAsROe
「啫係就嚟畢業啦，覺得自己好大個啦嘛！」父親又說。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1cepO7haM
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她始終不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkR7A4jB4E
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