近來回到小學，看見越來越多舊人，踏足在矮小的樓梯，都使她不斷想起過去。畢業後沒有再行過這種高度的樓梯，成年人而言頗為矮小的她可以一步踩兩級。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowEFMLjh0O
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所有事都湧現，直至她感到自己的頭腦已經滿溢，無法再裝載。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7eLvGBgqj
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7lMYfipPw
與第一次在學留守功課輔導班的拘緊不同——同學們的拘束，他們已見慣見熟林蓁，開始不守規矩——她倒是不介意他們有點不守規矩，畢竟，已上了全日學的學生，注意力有限，何況他們都在兒童期，「守規矩」如此需要後天約束的事，本就不易做到。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts0OFY5SYH
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebFmhqMPPz
她只是會悠悠地請學生們：就算聊天，手也不要停止寫作。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04f1TShOqh
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初時，他們如果遇到不懂的功課題目，只會坐在座位上發呆，或是問附近的同學；現在，他們會舉手，大聲叫喚：「Miss！」無論簡單或艱澀，通通發問。這也許代表她已不會令人感到陌生了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKgkhGuf5y
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漸漸，學生之間的聊天聲音越來越大，連她也可以加入對話。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwnlGSxLtd
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一個半小時過去，順利結束。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYY5KzAiel
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyj633EcSa
林蓁回家，便將洗手間的燈膽換上——498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI5ReBFIqj
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2RPIkdwCp
那是前天父親著她「明天去換」的燈膽，可是昨夜她在周立沖處留宿。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jvHnJuJ8g
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDJJgi6Q3n
應是是錯覺，換了新燈泡，便覺得家裡明亮了許多，比起以前用舊燈泡時更甚。因此，牆身的壁癌便被光襯得更清晰，霉霉綠綠，硬誇上些美感便說那是如雲如霧。也許是抽氣扇不夠強勁的緣故，所以無法及時將濕氣抽走，然後形成了一股無法散去的霉氣。然後，如影如形，一直存在牆壁上，成為家裡最大皮膚的一份子，班駁得很。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbPIYff9mC
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIEuDCoDOG
父親罵罵咧咧：「做咩琴晚唔返嚟？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikVjEXwY5Q
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kroVTXnbt
她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uYcjdGRGk
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZX4BW9D8X
「明明叫咗你琴日就買嚟換，而家先做！廁所無燈好危險㗎，你知唔知？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJBwIQpzSn
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她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKxpNOBqM9
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0seroDhCz
「喂！又唔出聲，叫你做少少嘢都唔得咩？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tjMA6CYE6
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinXdhkLZkd
她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrI9hO3GUl
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTUl3AXstb
「我係你老竇嚟！關心吓你琴日唔返嚟咋嘛！你唔高興咩？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31Av88pRYf
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8ytwDWnGe
她終於應：「我成日都唔返嚟㗎啦。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgUraeazRt
他沉默。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvzU8DZgKK
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnXtjoFRKU
家裡常常沉默，沉默確實也是林蓁心中家的常態。只是近年，父親說多了好多話，他會說話開口發問、要求、索取，然後，要求他人回應，如果不應他，便會說說說直至她覺得煩。要是以前，他只管一次過說好多話，完全不求他人應，反正他不介意別人怎看。近年是介意了，或是希望有人和他說話聊天交流了，不願再自說自話，才會不停說些問題或內容，直到人家回應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMFe8JZfGv
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc2DU9vZOu
林蓁通常是為了讓他不要再說，才開口回應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjrbOlc2Xh
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckDoagr6j7
父親說：「咁所以我而家咪一次過關心你囉，唔使原因㗎嘛。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkouasUqyv
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA226aiSf9T
「唔使原因，但你有，因為想我幫你換燈膽。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2Hur9sRpB
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUetof1WWn
她語氣平靜。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWD5fT0Lyk
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她太熟知這一套，很多想要向她傾訴心事的人，都會首先煞有介事地問她近況，然後再進入自身故事的正題，完成流暢的轉折。她不會拆穿，反而覺得這是一種禮貌，至少讓她好受一點——他們有考慮到她的感受呢，也怕突兀。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLHtwEzZeQ
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「衰女包！我生你養你，你咁樣諗我？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcVctJTiW8
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她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8guiz4HRD
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJWd3oEWlg
「又成日唔返屋企，係咪拍拖啦？唔使理老竇啦？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQhmYU7zxK
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她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlGBexVYH1
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQQcDfN9nS
「都唔知係咪喺出面識埋哂啲飛仔，教到你咁忤逆。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENBKG0Faeu
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxAS4Jz4Ba
她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu0htJGgQz
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoFfIIByyw
「出面啲男人邊度會真心鍾意你吖！你咪亂咁信人。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYIgv0Xvvo
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她不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO2LCiCO7l
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「而家有毛有翼識飛啦？出咗身又唔見你畀家用！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1QvqmRFWq
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZuICIslR2
她終於應：「我仲未畢業。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uOhfoSMW7
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGsGOsQgKH
語氣始終平靜。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHeutAFmKN
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7nVcW3nyV
林蓁時時自省，到底從什麼時候開始，這個家就剩下她和父親呢？母親找其他男人了，家姐和細佬相繼出國讀書，遺棄她一個。是不是她做錯了什麼，才落得今日呢。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJDkbveli6
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自從家姐離開，她便毫無預兆地代替了被打父親的角色。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpiO2tqWKt
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tyzJhljdN
林蓁不解，她又不像家姐，已不會頂嘴，平日有溫順臉容，斟茶遞水家務樣樣做齊，會替母親搥背，會照料弟弟的功課；作為一個二女兒，她已做得很多，那年，她才十三歲。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKSnZmX0t0
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q0EP2hC8c
「啫係就嚟畢業啦，覺得自己好大個啦嘛！」父親又說。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBFMjwaQWy
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她始終不應。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qA2CLg98Y
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