這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
傳送門:
歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢56Please respect copyright.PENANA5opWtukXnw
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰56Please respect copyright.PENANAgqxT0lCh1Z
太難回頭只能一直走不停56Please respect copyright.PENANAz6TAgZejRG
曾經兩個人流失人海之中56Please respect copyright.PENANAFNPbULgdOa
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明明不甘心 明明還在等56Please respect copyright.PENANAhOvST5YElS
卻偏要假装 早就不痛56Please respect copyright.PENANAWlAIakEOXH
明明奢望著 你也再次心動56Please respect copyright.PENANAYGzY3yBEal
越美好期待 越容易落空56Please respect copyright.PENANAnnS1Kfeqos
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆56Please respect copyright.PENANATDiGUxQRg4
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂56Please respect copyright.PENANA3pJcIgVE3v
56Please respect copyright.PENANAQqJC7jGvQt
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小56Please respect copyright.PENANAdEeUu4ZFev
一放手就消散掉56Please respect copyright.PENANASATvjLadoS
我也想灑脱一笑56Please respect copyright.PENANAy6BGTCKxM4
說一生那麼長56Please respect copyright.PENANADt9AH0NYZ8
爱與你都不重要56Please respect copyright.PENANAVjAJgyQH2C
也許還會遇到另一個人56Please respect copyright.PENANAE2Iy9yvCaW
許下相似的諾言56Please respect copyright.PENANAa0RGdfTmNb
我知道我難以做到56Please respect copyright.PENANAaX0GGw8O6E
56Please respect copyright.PENANADWxI99SDQo
明明不甘心 明明還在等56Please respect copyright.PENANA8kzp0qjU6N
卻偏要假装 早就不痛56Please respect copyright.PENANAlvFXA4ejG6
明明奢望著 你也再次心動56Please respect copyright.PENANA0iv3STRGYh
越美好期待 越容易落空56Please respect copyright.PENANARkQJt5htn0
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆56Please respect copyright.PENANAa0fH50WDUX
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂56Please respect copyright.PENANAfdwtymm74V
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小56Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7SIpC7r1L
一放手就消散掉56Please respect copyright.PENANAFUx0TCFoKc
我也想灑脱一笑56Please respect copyright.PENANAyAebvsEZ74
說一生那麼長56Please respect copyright.PENANAM9D8MfsmST
愛與你都不重要56Please respect copyright.PENANAldCDBM9zxV
也許還會遇到另一個人56Please respect copyright.PENANAm2BGbIJujU
許下相似的諾言56Please respect copyright.PENANAhYYskgkVML
我知道我難以做到56Please respect copyright.PENANAnatatuj9HP
56Please respect copyright.PENANAvsMD8RWYvK
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小56Please respect copyright.PENANAmHxUyuj8JT
一放手就消散掉56Please respect copyright.PENANAcE5h00mIZK
你的心飘向遠方56Please respect copyright.PENANAitQ37JzlsN
我留不住也好56Please respect copyright.PENANA3L0iIx0heS
酸與苦比恨要好56Please respect copyright.PENANAEEyTx0kzpo
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐56Please respect copyright.PENANAHlSz5guwYV
天亮就繼續微笑56Please respect copyright.PENANA4PhQPupwX0
我知道我可以做到56Please respect copyright.PENANA2qnospyM5W
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?56Please respect copyright.PENANAOTXEeZZhYw
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。56Please respect copyright.PENANASoEa1pElRl
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,56Please respect copyright.PENANA0HxOFhn2Qy
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,56Please respect copyright.PENANAgGyAAMXIUr
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。56Please respect copyright.PENANAmBFeog1sHc
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」56Please respect copyright.PENANAX7s94Yg1MW
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......56Please respect copyright.PENANANdo9fB4MoJ
如果當初,沒有推開你,56Please respect copyright.PENANA7gmxdhfSba
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,56Please respect copyright.PENANAZPOKgve99Q
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。56Please respect copyright.PENANA8Haghv32M4
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。56Please respect copyright.PENANAQMhF3OZ77m
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,56Please respect copyright.PENANAIl14tY9IN7
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,56Please respect copyright.PENANAkFww1mRHeW
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。56Please respect copyright.PENANAbVePy0w8PQ
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。56Please respect copyright.PENANA78Tdj2H8BY
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?56Please respect copyright.PENANAPE4iJUBzcP
滄海桑田,人事已空,56Please respect copyright.PENANAQpJw532mDu
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。56Please respect copyright.PENANALThg4lxeA9
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。56Please respect copyright.PENANABrMtsJkU7Y
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,56Please respect copyright.PENANAgj3WsgII1N
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。56Please respect copyright.PENANAuHZ7KLz2eh
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。56Please respect copyright.PENANAoIpPjjs7Vh
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,56Please respect copyright.PENANAB0YusULimO
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。56Please respect copyright.PENANAvRX98am2KV
但我卻害怕了,56Please respect copyright.PENANAMLfj2SCztm
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,56Please respect copyright.PENANA1Hykok1IWe
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我56Please respect copyright.PENANAFGRyjDZhFE
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。56Please respect copyright.PENANAgwSfOrtI0K
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。56Please respect copyright.PENANAuLZEazeHFC
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。56Please respect copyright.PENANA0TkDL72EGp
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。56Please respect copyright.PENANAjIJ5kpGk42
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,56Please respect copyright.PENANAR812MAvwNf
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。56Please respect copyright.PENANA8clDAonHom
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。56Please respect copyright.PENANAdIpaVSLrJ7
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,56Please respect copyright.PENANA0lSALEAzBg
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,56Please respect copyright.PENANAPNX7Dszt01
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。56Please respect copyright.PENANADweQYg6PMY
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。56Please respect copyright.PENANAgNulbu9nJJ
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。56Please respect copyright.PENANAZm2aoFrjKI
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,56Please respect copyright.PENANAA2eGsjowGU
在這場時光洪流之中,56Please respect copyright.PENANADmAjlEPK3s
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?56Please respect copyright.PENANAXJlfUG2704
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,56Please respect copyright.PENANAjQMY6p4FwX
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。56Please respect copyright.PENANAKDFVaS2nIk
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......56Please respect copyright.PENANA3G5ZRpQTVs
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,56Please respect copyright.PENANAgl9ay2zsRd
我希望你不要恨我,56Please respect copyright.PENANAIGJ8RF08Mx
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。56Please respect copyright.PENANAEGUljqwHfV
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。56Please respect copyright.PENANATRv1dYycvZ
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。56Please respect copyright.PENANAXVozwoTWHx
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?56Please respect copyright.PENANAvhQAFr9Yti
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,56Please respect copyright.PENANAqJyCfHsKoY
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,56Please respect copyright.PENANARcZbvvrB1i
我都想真心的,向你道歉。56Please respect copyright.PENANAachVDGMRp7
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。56Please respect copyright.PENANA6XhLnOljSg
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?56Please respect copyright.PENANARAWH5Yl44l
明明想要灑脫一笑的......56Please respect copyright.PENANA5FNPQkmtMM
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......56Please respect copyright.PENANAs4WsYCDGTt
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。56Please respect copyright.PENANAurye1yXd0S
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?56Please respect copyright.PENANAyXPAH848lx
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,56Please respect copyright.PENANA2XHvvIjDLZ
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?