這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
傳送門:
歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢334Please respect copyright.PENANA4iSFN0sZZZ
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰334Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8d1Tuo2eG
太難回頭只能一直走不停334Please respect copyright.PENANAJy2dXt5uyH
曾經兩個人流失人海之中334Please respect copyright.PENANAYq4K3IR46q
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明明不甘心 明明還在等334Please respect copyright.PENANAFraZWfRZtu
卻偏要假装 早就不痛334Please respect copyright.PENANAdl4dzRLAXv
明明奢望著 你也再次心動334Please respect copyright.PENANAnAHzOBRuIo
越美好期待 越容易落空334Please respect copyright.PENANAW0a6UIzFYp
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆334Please respect copyright.PENANA0jfnMumOCt
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂334Please respect copyright.PENANA8ktTh7wY0Y
334Please respect copyright.PENANAdhojFDjyki
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小334Please respect copyright.PENANAVc2SPhDtcq
一放手就消散掉334Please respect copyright.PENANA2CLM4I0msc
我也想灑脱一笑334Please respect copyright.PENANAFoNoiYSwyK
說一生那麼長334Please respect copyright.PENANAheNhuKP2T9
爱與你都不重要334Please respect copyright.PENANAraMLL0aAzs
也許還會遇到另一個人334Please respect copyright.PENANAypS76wv7od
許下相似的諾言334Please respect copyright.PENANAWL9MtQJHEU
我知道我難以做到334Please respect copyright.PENANAc0fZ5s9fPS
334Please respect copyright.PENANAcK2yUuabTi
明明不甘心 明明還在等334Please respect copyright.PENANAi9xxOMipxX
卻偏要假装 早就不痛334Please respect copyright.PENANAoUa7cXZyxJ
明明奢望著 你也再次心動334Please respect copyright.PENANAGy24e3QYb6
越美好期待 越容易落空334Please respect copyright.PENANACkCQCMzLDr
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆334Please respect copyright.PENANAHeRwvTiEDB
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂334Please respect copyright.PENANAgTWi4gceLI
334Please respect copyright.PENANA1hSidNu2gF
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小334Please respect copyright.PENANAiu9mRpPSGt
一放手就消散掉334Please respect copyright.PENANAuwX7KP3LXI
我也想灑脱一笑334Please respect copyright.PENANAO42MgWyXrI
說一生那麼長334Please respect copyright.PENANA3JOWehfdn8
愛與你都不重要334Please respect copyright.PENANAJBP1L7W0yb
也許還會遇到另一個人334Please respect copyright.PENANAnrUz394QgA
許下相似的諾言334Please respect copyright.PENANAaTkR7GwgKE
我知道我難以做到334Please respect copyright.PENANAKzptBRjlnU
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小334Please respect copyright.PENANAvLP5rqrjJA
一放手就消散掉334Please respect copyright.PENANAoIAXizNoA8
你的心飘向遠方334Please respect copyright.PENANAI7XQc2YCsb
我留不住也好334Please respect copyright.PENANA5zoTs5gDGl
酸與苦比恨要好334Please respect copyright.PENANAqfLQj1ipMO
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐334Please respect copyright.PENANA4pJJMkHTFm
天亮就繼續微笑334Please respect copyright.PENANAQGWMvCjWGX
我知道我可以做到334Please respect copyright.PENANASaCKbqJub5
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?334Please respect copyright.PENANAA8QOZXtenn
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。334Please respect copyright.PENANAzE2zRcgEay
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,334Please respect copyright.PENANAy3APM4n4mW
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,334Please respect copyright.PENANA8AHoeFE4mB
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。334Please respect copyright.PENANAXnFldFn2Ap
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」334Please respect copyright.PENANA2SZ6opLyE9
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......334Please respect copyright.PENANAzxRMV3oFIl
如果當初,沒有推開你,334Please respect copyright.PENANAjftj7rNq0P
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,334Please respect copyright.PENANAg1YJaTt3T1
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。334Please respect copyright.PENANALK8Aw5Sq2j
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。334Please respect copyright.PENANArBa8mucAkx
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,334Please respect copyright.PENANAPDyglVMVV2
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,334Please respect copyright.PENANA1havkCuQVD
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。334Please respect copyright.PENANA6ntdGfLqP6
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。334Please respect copyright.PENANAMGQDhQC7hG
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?334Please respect copyright.PENANAHMZiRdMMqx
滄海桑田,人事已空,334Please respect copyright.PENANAfLWXCPbLl1
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。334Please respect copyright.PENANAOZWIM0cJti
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。334Please respect copyright.PENANAlFphblzKak
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,334Please respect copyright.PENANAK3gW4uBQi3
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。334Please respect copyright.PENANAzZellTv7tl
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。334Please respect copyright.PENANAK2tKH9inLZ
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,334Please respect copyright.PENANAauEHHJXWUi
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。334Please respect copyright.PENANAvUvqrPOLCU
但我卻害怕了,334Please respect copyright.PENANApTDrVKq9zJ
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,334Please respect copyright.PENANA03O7ziQ3hh
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我334Please respect copyright.PENANAJW3vx2k1Mj
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。334Please respect copyright.PENANAzH9UKOpuey
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。334Please respect copyright.PENANAYpfxOQmYjw
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。334Please respect copyright.PENANAJLrO6DLjOg
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。334Please respect copyright.PENANAMWicnAbmua
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,334Please respect copyright.PENANAFEXPDugEKJ
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。334Please respect copyright.PENANALxvSQRhEtH
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。334Please respect copyright.PENANAw2vrsT0zSl
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,334Please respect copyright.PENANAyhoctLSZNH
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,334Please respect copyright.PENANAUZbxmGBLYR
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。334Please respect copyright.PENANAGbGilfYLLg
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。334Please respect copyright.PENANAsv3Yz1wtQ2
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。334Please respect copyright.PENANAWbzAnDOpjp
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,334Please respect copyright.PENANAqQ8Y23xqcq
在這場時光洪流之中,334Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0w9cyi65U
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?334Please respect copyright.PENANAt0W46oE2cl
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,334Please respect copyright.PENANAP2wwQhQMPr
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。334Please respect copyright.PENANAoTqOs382JY
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......334Please respect copyright.PENANAEuGet3v9jV
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,334Please respect copyright.PENANAId6wA8jtKh
我希望你不要恨我,334Please respect copyright.PENANAl0V0aBdxvS
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。334Please respect copyright.PENANAeaXOMfv2DB
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。334Please respect copyright.PENANAE7gzuNJ0nB
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。334Please respect copyright.PENANAPG74WhVtid
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?334Please respect copyright.PENANAzaTNpDgP7A
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,334Please respect copyright.PENANAGP6Y4vebbR
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,334Please respect copyright.PENANAxoB4R6bmOl
我都想真心的,向你道歉。334Please respect copyright.PENANArCXEXezBOR
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。334Please respect copyright.PENANAc5fiiKFNh0
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?334Please respect copyright.PENANAGLHGmjaJuQ
明明想要灑脫一笑的......334Please respect copyright.PENANAShNQNWnInd
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......334Please respect copyright.PENANA8ebnuvaYez
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。334Please respect copyright.PENANAzZuSgpa48z
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?334Please respect copyright.PENANAkai35pRcxs
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,334Please respect copyright.PENANAkvY1zNlxqd
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?