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The final week of University.198Please respect copyright.PENANA2INgVE0p3d
I've been swamped with assignments, several overlapping assignments per course.
Now that I've finished most of them apart from two, it feels strange. I've been putting off applying for jobs... 198Please respect copyright.PENANAORc6oLqWa9
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Strange to think I'll probably never set foot in university as a student again.198Please respect copyright.PENANAnaECD6RRDQ
Looking back these years, I didn't do anything. I went to several events, but they were all talks for me to get free food. All the parties took place in peak assignment time, so I never went to any. Clubbing, drinking with the faculty, nothing like that happened.198Please respect copyright.PENANAWVkrOy7gBW
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All I did was stress and procrastinate.198Please respect copyright.PENANAnceavJLLsC
Sure, I did make quite a few friends, but we're not close or anything. I spend most of my time alone.
A sense of numbness dawned on me today. Maybe because I've been stressing the past few weeks, and now I'm left with nothing to do. 198Please respect copyright.PENANAq4tpA4Y3xv
I reflected on what I've been working for all these years... and in the end, if you asked me, "what's the best thing about uni?" 198Please respect copyright.PENANA0rIApNhK96
I can't think of anything.198Please respect copyright.PENANAwTMLpKglY3
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I wasn't a president or executive of any club. I didn't make any lifetime friendships.198Please respect copyright.PENANAQVF1AFhmcs
...well. Whatever. It's all over now. I can't get back that time.
When I was young, I thought I would have achieved a lot by now; written my own book, get scholarships, lots of job offers...198Please respect copyright.PENANAPedIuKQXUs
I thought you would just get offered jobs without applying, haha. 198Please respect copyright.PENANAB7DFBqAid2
Instead, I've achieved nothing.198Please respect copyright.PENANAI4c8919YKt
And I didn't even have fun.198Please respect copyright.PENANA8hJH31O2Vr
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Not that I didn't have any fun at ALL, but in general, I definitely experienced more stress than happiness. 198Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZVvYd57Vn
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Thanks again for reading my depressing ramblings. Hopefully, you'll have fun when you go to uni. Or you had fun when you went to uni.