No Plagiarism!QdSPwOUMhTk0RImRItinposted on PENANA 陳老師笑著打圓場,溫和道:「沒事,姜老師,你和羅伊肯定有許多事要說吧?」但話落,她眉宇間仍有顧慮。8964 copyright protection55PENANAGalNrtBDKu 維尼
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我知道她在顧慮什麼。我輕笑,掩蓋住眼皮下的嘲諷,又裝模作樣地嘆了口氣,然後拿起袋裡的草莓,道:「放心交給我吧。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAfFcISE2X8P 維尼
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陳老師看向羅伊的目光裡有著依依不捨,「那好吧,我還有事,就不多留了。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAIaaOxiNEa7 維尼
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她燦爛又溫暖的模樣,如太陽下的向日葵閃著亮眼的光。8964 copyright protection55PENANArbJu5Uuy8G 維尼
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這讓我想起了某個人。8964 copyright protection55PENANAJY7k1ID6Nn 維尼
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看來她也是抱著真性情在做著這樣工作的人,還真是辛苦。8964 copyright protection55PENANAeZ11eNwOkd 維尼
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跟令人厭煩至極。8964 copyright protection55PENANAKxxBsdCKXJ 維尼
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就跟我想起的某個人一樣。8964 copyright protection55PENANA2uxlT0pJC5 維尼
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為什麼她們都要如此麻煩呢?這明明就只是一個工作而已啊。8964 copyright protection55PENANA1E4rMOoPjN 維尼
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陳老師走後,羅依終於得到了她虎視眈眈許久的草莓,我有些嫌棄似的遞給她,雖然這些草莓確實是買給她的沒錯,她能一口就吃掉一個大草莓,隨後立即露出幸福的表情,喊著什麼「真好吃--真好吃--草莓世界賽高」這樣的傻話。8964 copyright protection55PENANAYMfU1H6cNR 維尼
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我垂眸淡淡道:「看來對妳,我根本就是白擔心。」8964 copyright protection55PENANALuzBaD8g2s 維尼
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我說著客套話,羅伊顯然也沒有傻到會相信我如此假惺惺的關心,她哼笑道:「沒有的喔,老師,這世上會擔心、顧及我安危的人,只有我自己而已。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAVhEEh5D0dC 維尼
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我愣愣盯著她嘴角的弧度,竟然諷刺的覺得哪裡相似,卻又覺得好像有哪裡不太一樣。8964 copyright protection55PENANAQ0Uc5CUdgS 維尼
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雖然這點我也是一樣的。8964 copyright protection55PENANAxlbjmzhtOf 維尼
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我琢磨著該如何回應她這句話時,她又率先開口:「啊!那剛才的陳老師算嗎?」說完,羅依就一臉憂愁的思考,像是真的很煩腦一樣。8964 copyright protection55PENANAbSLorBijGN 維尼
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我沉默看著她,知道這句話的答案是否定的。8964 copyright protection55PENANAGmoojmZAUP 維尼
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因為羅依根本就不信任她。 8964 copyright protection55PENANAmbxakhKHnS 維尼
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儘管看得出陳老師是位認真工作的老師,也是真心關心她,可是她們之間到底除了師生間的關係外,又存在著什麼樣的羈絆呢?8964 copyright protection55PENANAI205Oj5FSy 維尼
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如果連這點人情都要記著,那她的人生中那點微不足道的真心。8964 copyright protection55PENANA8EHBnTl4GY 維尼
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真的給得完嗎?8964 copyright protection55PENANAtRkOecewGl 維尼
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得不到又要無時無刻記著,那又該多痛苦呀。8964 copyright protection55PENANAvvdg2eO2Hx 維尼
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我輕輕笑了下,既不是嘲笑也不是輕視的笑,只是在笑。8964 copyright protection55PENANAvjNB1dXsO5 維尼
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有些難過的笑。8964 copyright protection55PENANAyNNixl9g5a 維尼
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「還想再吃一顆草莓嗎?羅依。」8964 copyright protection55PENANA5KwSkkuJYp 維尼
「老師有吃牛奶糖嗎?」8964 copyright protection55PENANAwVIPl5wmYX 維尼
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「······」同時說出口的我們皆是一愣。8964 copyright protection55PENANAU1KaRwVust 維尼
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「噗!哈哈哈哈哈好啊!老師,再來一顆吧。」羅依邊笑邊伸出手。8964 copyright protection55PENANAwDzS1hXLmM 維尼
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我有些難為情,抿著唇將牙籤刺入鮮紅的草莓裡,向她遞了過去,她卻沒有第一時間拿過,而是直勾勾用她深邃的眼眸盯著我,忽然喃喃道:8964 copyright protection55PENANAKUzvqv6KLa 維尼
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「姜晨裕,你知道嗎?我剛醒來的時候呀······就看見我身邊好多儀器,我拔針,才跑去看窗外的天空沒多久,就有一群醫生、護士跑了進來,把我嚇了我大一跳!」8964 copyright protection55PENANAmiLepqXgmK 維尼
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我聽著她任性地叫我本名,又說著似乎在她看來很滑稽、很搞笑的事,不禁也跟著覺得好笑,儘管我根本就不清楚自己在笑什麼。8964 copyright protection55PENANA2PO3FCd12d 維尼
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雖然很不想承認,但我確實和她有一點很像,那就是被這社會傷得有多深,就越是喜歡站在自私的最高點上,去嘲笑人類的愚蠢。8964 copyright protection55PENANAR36rou4pAJ 維尼
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明明被傷害的是我們,可是我們卻自私的欺騙自己完好無初,慫恿著自己要當那世間紅塵的人上人,並且要洗腦自己和別人不一樣,我的想法才是對的,絕不能被那群愚笨的東西們給同化。8964 copyright protection55PENANAcKM5ajLHm9 維尼
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多可笑的自尊,多可笑的自我保護。8964 copyright protection55PENANAj35t7dFHPl 維尼
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但其實內在既醜陋又殘缺。8964 copyright protection55PENANAWIbjgO8jRw 維尼
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我還沒來得及回應,就又聽她輕聲說道:8964 copyright protection55PENANAnYM0U0bsO6 維尼
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「真稀奇呢······老師,竟然會買鮮紅色的草莓。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAS43a5Oxjrz 維尼
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聞言,我心中倏地劃過一絲悶痛,不禁忍著冷汗喘了一口氣。8964 copyright protection55PENANAo1pX8nQ3zi 維尼
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「什······?」什麼意思?8964 copyright protection55PENANAfDMPUvj2Nk 維尼
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話尚未落,某人趁我不注意,「阿姆--」一聲傾身咬過我手中的草莓,病服些微寬鬆,隨著滑落的角度,我能看見她纖細的脖頸上的青色血管襯的她格外蒼白,而上面有我不曾注意到的勒痕。8964 copyright protection55PENANAehGRR7ZEJW 維尼
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我慍怒道:「羅依!」8964 copyright protection55PENANAFvU1gRZrH8 維尼
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她看起來對方才戲弄我的事絲毫不在乎,她口中還嚼著草莓,不以為然道:「換老師回答我的問題了。」 這時候又知道喊老師了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAHNpPgPR4L5 維尼
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我略感疲憊地答道:「哎······吃了。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAThAj6TyIR7 維尼
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她恍然大悟,「原來沒吃啊!」8964 copyright protection55PENANAfQDKLi4L8o 維尼
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我有些不耐煩了,說道:「既然妳都知道我不會吃了,還送那個給我做什麼?」8964 copyright protection55PENANAS7n7FZs2OQ 維尼
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「老師不喜歡,我就不能送了嗎?」8964 copyright protection55PENANA1HFvTLcgyY 維尼
「妳這麼做很沒意義。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAWM8DldwB68 維尼
「但老師不是一直都在強加一些我不喜歡的事給我嗎?那樣就有意義嗎?」8964 copyright protection55PENANA4HyHxRqNH2 維尼
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「······」她在報復我。8964 copyright protection55PENANAP6oxjIHAd4 維尼
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我知道她一直都在恨我,恨我恨她。8964 copyright protection55PENANAjiEIs9M0z8 維尼
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因為她的存在不無時無刻提醒著我「那個人」的存在,提醒著我好不容易重啟的人生,後方還有一個血淋淋的血緣牢籠,而我不管多努力,我永遠都比不上「那個人」。8964 copyright protection55PENANAyeLzxPkVCw 維尼
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比不上她。8964 copyright protection55PENANAT2dCLYSHvn 維尼
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我手心的汗隨著唇線緊緊繃著,心臟好似被一雙大手勒住,得不到一點掙扎與釋放,我猛然捂住腹部,無止境的反胃與厭惡像是駭浪一般襲來,明明四周空氣充足,我卻漸漸感到窒息。8964 copyright protection55PENANA6of8eDJuKV 維尼
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我想,這就是「那個人」給我的懲罰吧。8964 copyright protection55PENANAGIEk5m2I1O 維尼
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但我什麼也不能做,我甚至此時此刻連對著羅依一句話都說不出來。8964 copyright protection55PENANAbymlYHJ435 維尼
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而她正冷眼看著我。8964 copyright protection55PENANAHsO4t065wi 維尼
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我內心不由自主地冷笑,看來一切都只不過是我下手不夠狠罷了,什麼帶頭霸凌、找人去堵她、學期成績動手腳、污衊她作弊,這些幼稚的舉動都還不夠。8964 copyright protection55PENANABTDXjVb53O 維尼
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原本只是想讓她意識到,投靠我是沒有用的,因為我恨她、我討厭她,所以但凡有點腦子了話,就快點從我眼前消失。8964 copyright protection55PENANA3HYjU7OVSD 維尼
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只不過現在的我,終於瞭解到了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAv69Y7h3hg4 維尼
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她就該去死才對。8964 copyright protection55PENANAqTFPQr1n38 維尼
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我忍著冷汗和腹部那密密麻麻的疼,從齒縫中擠出了一聲冷笑。羅依見狀,因為我的隱忍,眼中閃過一絲戲謔,她說:「老師,你不信我嗎?你還曾對我說過,身為老師的你···不對學生撒謊的。」8964 copyright protection55PENANA6KTp8I1sHf 維尼
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不對,身為教育者,本身就多處是謊言,因為不掩飾,就無法讓人信服。8964 copyright protection55PENANA9b8kF1Kv20 維尼
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但她質問我的態度,就好似非常肯定我接下來的回答會是個「是」,可是我一但說出這個答案,那我就確確實實撒謊了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAHqP4nyre6T 維尼
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「妳······想死嗎?」我感覺到我的眼眶似乎有熱度。8964 copyright protection55PENANA7m5AOgF6S6 維尼
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結果羅依竟然笑著道:「放心啦,我目前還不會想死!」8964 copyright protection55PENANA3MuFzvFsFg 維尼
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「至少···再讓我多看看窗外的天空也好,我也想再多活一秒,雖然未來不確定就是了。」她一邊說一邊將目光移向一旁的窗。8964 copyright protection55PENANAoEN5o6RNWk 維尼
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這時,接近黃昏的時間,已有些許橙黃的光能緩緩透進窗來,天空上稀落飄浮的白雲令人不自覺心曠神怡。8964 copyright protection55PENANAlrOwPYzzY4 維尼
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我們難得沉默。8964 copyright protection55PENANAXMToCGRhV2 維尼
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但我卻覺得天空正嘲弄著我,妄想像它一樣純淨,有時湛藍、有時溫暖。8964 copyright protection55PENANAiN5DKBSTpG 維尼
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我們誰也沒有看誰,只是羅依緩緩開口:「醫生說我得強迫住院,說什麼精神與身體分離,我全都聽不懂呀······」8964 copyright protection55PENANAwHd2L79Qs7 維尼
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我閉上眼。8964 copyright protection55PENANAEwz7y54AXu 維尼
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「難不成我這一切想死的舉動都是來自感性,而不完全理性嗎?這一些我全都不想搞懂的呀······我也沒有想過解脫是件好事,可偏偏我沒有家人···我什麼也沒有,光是這樣······」8964 copyright protection55PENANALizVIe7f0x 維尼
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「我活著就已經竭盡全力了。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAqFLVsH5tEk 維尼
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我睜開眼就見羅伊說著這話時,唇瓣正在顫抖,她微微瞇起眼,與窗外的風光格外不相符,甚至有些排斥感,就好像那些本該就不屬於她,但是她卻偏偏要抓住一樣。8964 copyright protection55PENANAZZmhktMzQ6 維尼
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羅依將髮絲撥到耳後,又輕聲說:「我只是···想是著休息一下而已。」8964 copyright protection55PENANATqnT7BVUm3 維尼
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在她說出這話後,我發現我竟然不知不覺情緒平靜了下來,我啞聲道:8964 copyright protection55PENANAB9IXQsYX9E 維尼
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「別增加我的工作量啊······」8964 copyright protection55PENANAK5sekjVJYL 維尼
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羅依露出很輕的笑,扭頭說:「但老師···你還是來看我了,不是嗎?」8964 copyright protection55PENANAWyniNrAmYf 維尼
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但再平靜,我還是忍不住地摘下眼鏡,揉著眉心,說:「那妳知道,妳喜歡的『青空』在日文裡的另一個含義是『毫無價值的』的意思嗎?」8964 copyright protection55PENANANZi9BlWVgi 維尼
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她微微嘟起嘴,神色卻不變,嘟噥道:8964 copyright protection55PENANA07ZG9l0vln 維尼
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「無論是以何種姿態,青空就是青空。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAUEyYaM9JKa 維尼
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我低下頭,諷刺笑了下,低聲道:「無論以何種姿態······是嗎?」8964 copyright protection55PENANAnrcnvNz5GD 維尼
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「可惜我們都搞錯重點了,現在是黃昏,天空並不是藍色的。」我一說出口,羅依就噗笑了一聲,似乎也沒想到我會開玩笑,說了句:「原來啊。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAAaR0Z1ECUO 維尼
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不知不覺,草莓被羅依吃得精光。羅依一臉滿足,其實草莓量不大,我不吃草莓,羅依胃口也不大,她很輕易就被幾顆草莓轉移了情緒的注意力,要不是她有憂鬱症,那在世人看來,這樣的孩子本該多無憂無慮啊。8964 copyright protection55PENANAFv0Ry2K3PT 維尼
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敏感又天真的面容下滿是瘡痍。 8964 copyright protection55PENANA9NDRHUVV7J 維尼
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「老師······你,已經遺忘了嗎?」8964 copyright protection55PENANAdeSRNlEMeP 維尼
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她的語氣有些傷心,而我隱約好像知道她要問什麼。8964 copyright protection55PENANAjcWJcQmkBa 維尼
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我哼笑一聲,故作輕鬆,實際胸口又疼了起來,我問道:「什麼?」8964 copyright protection55PENANADPIBBOUT1T 維尼
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「就是『師姐』啊······」她閉上眼道。8964 copyright protection55PENANA8h62nwkK6G 維尼
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我壓抑著那股洶湧而來的那股情緒。因為,我是老師。8964 copyright protection55PENANATdZRpknLUE 維尼
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過了會兒,我緩緩吐出一口氣,說:「早忘了······提她做什麼?」8964 copyright protection55PENANA6YZNfE2wsK 維尼
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對······我忘了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAdSDLOHw2ca 維尼
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「是嗎······我看老師今天買了草莓,鮮紅色的,我······」8964 copyright protection55PENANANv4SXtbVVx 維尼
「妳是想說···我還沒對她釋懷嗎?」8964 copyright protection55PENANATUZIm7cJlI 維尼
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我將手掌握緊,似乎泌出的不再是冷汗,而是某些東西······正在塌陷。8964 copyright protection55PENANAqVUnXWDWrx 維尼
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我毫不在乎的嗤笑,止不住的顫抖著唇瓣,「為什麼要提她?」8964 copyright protection55PENANA88fhLdYy9T 維尼
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羅依沒有回答,而我的心也漸漸找不到節奏似的變得茫然。我抬眼對上她的眸子,暗淡而無光的眼神好似正在控訴我。8964 copyright protection55PENANAKJiQgma6FN 維尼
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她怎麼會知道呢?8964 copyright protection55PENANAaST0gIIXPY 維尼
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我只想活得比那個人好而已。我心想。8964 copyright protection55PENANAgKKDl3SYQE 維尼
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我只是想證明,我用了另一種方式活了下來,而且我過得很好,一點也不需要她那樣辛苦又充滿偽善的活著。8964 copyright protection55PENANAi6KOCIwDNj 維尼
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我用那我微不足道又惡劣的比較心態,構成了我活下去的理由。8964 copyright protection55PENANAHHjmWi7jaK 維尼
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羅依意識到我不對勁的視線,嘴角幅度勾了起來,但那個笑是硬拉扯起來的,她像是察覺到我的想法,不禁冷笑一聲出來,儘管仍掛著笑,卻一點也不高興。8964 copyright protection55PENANASehzba9qmT 維尼
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我也沒有好到哪去,我心中湧上一股不知名的憤怒與錯愕,質疑自己到底為何今天要來到這?懷疑人生嗎?但是我這二十幾年來的人生,甚至再幾年就要步入三十的我,一直都是這樣過來的啊······?8964 copyright protection55PENANAMw8Q1anO0H 維尼
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而我現在竟然因為一個黃毛丫頭的一句問話,想要否定自己一路以來好不容易撐過來的路。8964 copyright protection55PENANA5URbKPitCL 維尼
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我恨她,也恨動搖的自己。8964 copyright protection55PENANAo06IGmEyWu 維尼
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「老師······」8964 copyright protection55PENANAZgWwpGc3W3 維尼
「夠了--!」我憤而起身的打斷她。8964 copyright protection55PENANAnxBzRk2m8K 維尼
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她僵硬的笑瞬間從臉上消失,取而代之的是犀利的眼神。8964 copyright protection55PENANAlGC18pzAoC 維尼
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是啊,我就是討厭鮮紅色,就跟血一樣令人作嘔。尤其就像那個人輕易死在我面前一樣,喜歡鮮紅色、喜歡吃著糖葫蘆之類的甜食,喜歡鮮紅欲滴的紅玫瑰,卻倒在充滿鮮紅的血泊裡支離破碎。8964 copyright protection55PENANAoPOSs27LRI 維尼
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用那沾滿鮮血的手撫摸我的臉龐,說什麼「要好好活下去」、「不要哭」這種話,無視我的哀嚎和撕心裂肺,丟下我死去。8964 copyright protection55PENANA787Fdf7sVa 維尼
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她憑什麼。8964 copyright protection55PENANAD5j6TdtzYx 維尼
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羅依又憑什麼用那似曾相似,和她很像的眼神看我。8964 copyright protection55PENANA1UTc1MKKVu 維尼
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我早已下定決心不再為誰流眼淚了。徒勞罷了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAj0pnJF9s32 維尼
作者的話:完蛋,好長,我發現如果不分中下了話,會超過五千字。我是真的沒想過我當初寫那麼長······。8964 copyright protection55PENANAp67AUS9SQJ 維尼
然後說明一下,羅依跟姜晨裕都不是正常人,以三觀來說。再來,羅依的狀態其實是有生病的,不過一些言論或行為部分,可以歸類於她本性如此或是迫於環境使然,導致性格異於常人。有些地方希望讀著可以釐清,而不是簡單覺得因為她生病,她才這樣。8964 copyright protection55PENANAfg0zwr3KoG 維尼
至於姜晨裕就是純粹的壞,偏執又自私,社會化下隱藏的惡劣,雖然他也有病,但是他比較偏向天性如此,雖然他也有正常人該有的情緒與憐憫,但是都很微弱,大部分來說,他會優先考慮自己,儘管那個人對他來說很重要。8964 copyright protection55PENANAwTxOSKAqXJ 維尼
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