這一個離島上的露營地點最不方便的地方就是在於取水處,因為沒有供水,營友們要自備樽裝水,或是到稍遠處的山水喉處載水。253Please respect copyright.PENANAS1cnO5vSTd
不過設備雖不完善,但這也有好處:安靜。253Please respect copyright.PENANAVdt2doK9qA
放眼過去,只有一兩個營在營地的角落安靜地駐紮,沒有嬰兒會在半夜大哭的家庭客,沒有喝酒到半夜還在高歌的年輕男女,當然也沒有隨處便溺的旅客。253Please respect copyright.PENANAPSAZwmJPzP
風聲,樹濤,海風的氣味滲透於月光之中,這樣的大自然美景…253Please respect copyright.PENANA8HwpLbUJXT
「鄧鄧凳燈燈凳鄧燈凳~~鄧燈燈凳鄧燈凳~」253Please respect copyright.PENANApf26j3j07V
這樣的大自然美景就這樣被電話鈴聲打斷了。253Please respect copyright.PENANA71EEi58QgL
「嘁…喂?」253Please respect copyright.PENANA2tgBxHN5sD
「早晨~!」253Please respect copyright.PENANAIvEiNr0DT6
「Erica,我呢邊係夜晚…」253Please respect copyright.PENANADqcOyNzVcU
「咁晚安~!」253Please respect copyright.PENANABDKnHFEeRF
「唔係…我地咪分左手囉,唉。」253Please respect copyright.PENANACY1lElf8gH
「咁係因為我去英國啫,你個日係機場話你仲鐘意我架嘛。」Erica問。253Please respect copyright.PENANAEUvRejDPy6
「係就係…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAOTkulwu7LT
「咁我仲鐘意你喎,咁即係我地仲愛對方啦!」253Please respect copyright.PENANAI78HsHI7Sf
「係…但我唔想LONG D,我阿媽有長期病我唔會去英國,你亦唔會返黎,我地唔好浪費對方人生好唔好?」我第不知幾百萬次解釋給Erica,「我地到此為止啦好唔好?乖。」253Please respect copyright.PENANAYOrMGElkvq
難得我想遠離那一切。253Please respect copyright.PENANAt76KYOsod6
難得我想忘記那一切。253Please respect copyright.PENANAe0AUopoYOU
為何就是不放過我?253Please respect copyright.PENANAx7UUe4cUwl
「唔好!我唔制!」Erica在電話另一邊說。253Please respect copyright.PENANAc4tk3mFm9f
「唉…」我放棄和她爭辯,但我卻同時沒有掛斷她的電話。別說掛斷她的電話,更別說我去封鎖她的社交帳號,我更加想看到她的每一個動態,每一次更新,每張相片,每條訊息!253Please respect copyright.PENANAhK52dnQCIc
對,她當日還問過我,她問我…253Please respect copyright.PENANAyA01ns8uDQ
她問我如果我想的話,她可以為了我留下。253Please respect copyright.PENANA8S8TRETLfv
但我不會拖累她。
結果當然就是現在的這情況。253Please respect copyright.PENANAfeMTnHaVpR
「你又去左露營啊?」電話對面傳來一些水聲,她在梳洗。253Please respect copyright.PENANAoXa3IbA9Iw
「嗯。」253Please respect copyright.PENANAX7Wm0IjWot
「幾多人去?!有無女仔?!我識唔識架?!靚唔靚女?!」253Please respect copyright.PENANAzufxhDMfyW
「你冷靜D先,我自己一個去啫。」253Please respect copyright.PENANAQYktaZXy3G
「哦咁都好D…算你啦。」253Please respect copyright.PENANA5jr3UIQMhY
不對,我們是分了手的對吧。253Please respect copyright.PENANAkUrlb7QE1f
「呢個營無水,要去拎山水。」253Please respect copyright.PENANA41uAhhx5Hw
「記得煲過先好飲。」Erica說。253Please respect copyright.PENANA05eb5l4rFq
「知啦。」我拿著兩個大水桶步向海邊,沿著海邊的步道走幾分鐘就是山水的取水處,有心人設了導水管使山水聚於一個小水池中,相當清澈乾淨。253Please respect copyright.PENANAAqJoI94HMN
「今日我地又去食唐餐呀,但係都係無香港個D咁好食。」253Please respect copyright.PENANAzZjLghS7JP
「你唔係鐘意食西餐既咩?難得去到英國反而要食唐餐?」253Please respect copyright.PENANAkEJ3vlyoFS
放下水桶,山水嘩啦嘩啦地流進水樽之中,每樽有兩升,應該夠今晚和明天用吧。253Please respect copyright.PENANAPkXLmxcbnt
「呃~唔知呢,掛住香港掛,可能!」253Please respect copyright.PENANAXD8wwJRSYX
「哦…」253Please respect copyright.PENANALHvz4LrJrm
「特別係掛住你!」253Please respect copyright.PENANArhaM1W5myL
「Erica…」我沒好氣地說,但這樣下去會影響她發展的。253Please respect copyright.PENANA5FG678Jwzf
看樣子,山水還要大概還要個十分鐘才載滿吧。我轉身扶著海邊小徑的欄杆,於漆黑的海面對面是不知那個海邊的高級屋宛,但當中的人當然不知道我正在遠眺著他們。253Please respect copyright.PENANAfC4BEGeHTk
浪濤拍岸,萬賴俱寂。253Please respect copyright.PENANAAmXgYARikD
在香港,有這樣的良辰美景,安靜夜空,也不枉我這樣長途拔涉。253Please respect copyright.PENANAsfDYjbBv56
「阿友,你望下個天。」Erica突然說。253Please respect copyright.PENANAX2Q7ilpbu7
「嗯?做咩?」253Please respect copyright.PENANAgi1OqSXJ2A
「我睇返日厝,今日香港應該有月光。」253Please respect copyright.PENANArOuDPiZBeB
「有啊。」正因為一輪明月在天,我出來取水也沒有帶頭燈,路面樹頂通通一片銀白,甚至地上已經出現了我自己的影子。253Please respect copyright.PENANAJGho5rgsoc
「我呢邊雖然係日頭,係咪?」253Please respect copyright.PENANAsDce6lfhnN
「係?」253Please respect copyright.PENANAI4ARLccYiz
「但係月光,其實都係陽光黎,所以我地係望緊同一個太陽架!」253Please respect copyright.PENANAnSdXdkcuqG
「乜鳩…」我失笑地說,這女生一如以往地愛胡思亂想。253Please respect copyright.PENANAhGC2k5LeAS
「咩喎!你唔覺得好浪漫既咩!」Erica於耳機中向我說。253Please respect copyright.PENANA84jsYZZRqh
「係~係~好浪漫~哈哈哈…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAWaYHgfdTNm
山水流到水樽內的聲音漸漸變得又高又急,水樽已經接近滿溢。253Please respect copyright.PENANALvk2qg0Pm6
「你眼訓未?」她問。253Please respect copyright.PENANAOaQi5QzzLb
「下?有排…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAotXJNTMtGI
「但我要出門口返學啦。」253Please respect copyright.PENANAFofhcUDXRs
「哦,路上小心D啦。」我說。253Please respect copyright.PENANAfvPlAuAOIR
「但我唔想CUT線。」她鬧別扭。253Please respect copyright.PENANAYMyfdvprNC
「乖啦,返學要緊。」我說,「我起身你應該落堂,我到時再打俾你好無?」253Please respect copyright.PENANAnYpEqWbnH5
「拿!你話架!」Erica高興地說,「咁我出去啦,拜拜~」253Please respect copyright.PENANAdi2My74MbQ
「拜拜。」253Please respect copyright.PENANACOvZqUdgQz
這樣下去真的會沒完沒了。
但我希望可以沒完沒了。
Erica把電話掛斷,我收好耳機,兩手剛自提起一個水樽,靜靜地享受著海風走回營地。253Please respect copyright.PENANAyvNhY8CaWs
海邊就只有一個空無一人的碼頭在那兒看著海,這島在假日也是一天只有早,午,晚三班船,這也是這樣安靜的原因,而島上唯一的補給點就是碼頭旁邊的那間士多,也沒甚麼景點,所以來這島的人實在不多。253Please respect copyright.PENANAx4zgFYySj4
我喜歡。253Please respect copyright.PENANA7fLPSqrsyS
「阿友…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAtAtgB3KGiE
…咦?253Please respect copyright.PENANAttbWv112C5
耳邊只有風聲,我不知道剛剛是不是我自己的幻聽。253Please respect copyright.PENANAALf7rNXvrr
但馬上—253Please respect copyright.PENANAte2Yca8YWT
「…阿友…」253Please respect copyright.PENANA2FzvUmTyl5
風中,有人聲。253Please respect copyright.PENANAIAqVyT6sBC
風中,有Erica的聲音。253Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3VLt9Y2HX
「Erica?做咩又打返返黎…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAgf2xJlsR4B
但我把手摸向耳珠,那時卻空無一物。當然了,幾十秒前的剛剛,我才親手把耳機收回放到衣袋中。253Please respect copyright.PENANAAA4XBvwp6Z
咦那麼…253Please respect copyright.PENANAuymtm5d52U
「阿友,呢邊呀…呢邊呀…」253Please respect copyright.PENANABJw0bhfDj1
身後,清晰的,傳來Erica的聲音。253Please respect copyright.PENANANRogxY8uG5
這…253Please respect copyright.PENANA8vcU7rfp88
我把頭往側轉了個九十度,馬上找到了聲音的來源:Erica。253Please respect copyright.PENANAO7QPzilqC3
「Erica…?」253Please respect copyright.PENANA9E93aCNOk3
不,不,不,這這這…這不可能呀!我剛剛才和Erica,她,她不是在英國嗎?這,這…為甚麼…253Please respect copyright.PENANAYmFxrec1W7
Erica就在那兒,面露痛苦表情的半跪於地上,那是一條通往另一個僻靜石灘的掘頭小徑,她就穿著那天我在機場和她分別的那套衣服,坐在海岬其中一塊石頭上痛苦地看著我,似乎不知那兒受了傷。253Please respect copyright.PENANAUehW6JbLdi
「阿友,我…我好痛…」253Please respect copyright.PENANA51nzI321c3
我頭腦好像被炸開一樣,這到底是怎麼一回事?!我完全沒法動彈,但是眼前的無疑就是Erica,打扮,舉止,面貌,身材,完全一模一樣,這到底是…253Please respect copyright.PENANAsGzL6YbSsT
「你,你係乜野,依加乜乜乜乜事先!!」253Please respect copyright.PENANAw5ZucdB5Q6
她只是望向我,我已經嚇至猛然往後縮,因為我心知肚明:Erica現在在英國!!再說了,Erica不喜歡郊外,她喜歡行博物館,行商場,而非這種荒郊野外!這個絕不可能是Erica,她絕不是…253Please respect copyright.PENANAon5mIj0USg
「你媽媽最近病情點樣?」253Please respect copyright.PENANApqEmHzggKF
嗡——253Please respect copyright.PENANAIUEozd0OEg
一點也不誇張,我耳邊直接耳鳴了。253Please respect copyright.PENANAUumQzL1Pv4
因為我沒有向太多人說我媽的事,主要都是不希望其他人擔心。但Erica身為我的女朋友…前度,所以她自然知道這件事。除了她外,就只有我的家人知道這件事,這…253Please respect copyright.PENANASQrZiMtYFO
這個…這個只能是Erica吧?253Please respect copyright.PENANA1GvgKgiGQy
那麼剛剛和我在電話中聊天的人是誰?!想到這兒,我連忙把手上的水扔下,山水嘩啦地撒了一地,但管它啊?!我掏出電話解鎖,即使Erica出了門去上學,在路上也應該能聽電話的吧!雖然說她說過不喜歡在路上等公眾地方聊電話,但是現在管不了這麼多了!253Please respect copyright.PENANAmiWm0fVxB7
電話撥出。253Please respect copyright.PENANAkUsDGKOY9S
「鄧鄧凳燈燈凳鄧燈凳~~鄧燈燈凳鄧燈凳~」253Please respect copyright.PENANApD8tNXmVwS
我卻聽到了電話鈴聲,還是Erica專登設定和我一樣的電話鈴聲。253Please respect copyright.PENANAIkR0diFrcy
鈴聲,從眼前的Erica身上發出。253Please respect copyright.PENANAvTj3yRLgW7
「阿友,雖然我講過話我唔鐘意公眾地方講電話…但依加我整親隻腳行唔到,可唔可以過黎扶我?」眼前的Erica接通電話,聲音聽起來也是一模一樣,就是那個Erica。253Please respect copyright.PENANAIU2vxIQdbn
「你,你唔係!你你你痴撚線架!!你咩咩怪物呀?!你痴撚柒線架!」253Please respect copyright.PENANAhTWwde9hhn
不對勁!!跑!!253Please respect copyright.PENANAB2Jf1jQaGt
我水也不管了,馬上轉身拔腿就跑!秋日的晚風這時卻帶著酷寒,我全身雞皮疙瘩,毛骨悚然,那傢伙,為甚麼會知道我媽的事?!為甚麼會知道Erica不喜歡公眾地方說電話?!為甚麼我打電話給Erica她的手機會響?!253Please respect copyright.PENANAEGLw8jvaSU
這…可能性只有一個吧:她就是Erica。253Please respect copyright.PENANA13erGHPfxH
所以這是惡作劇?以為人在外國,卻靜悄悄地回來再出現在我面前的那種無聊惡作劇!那個真的是Erica?253Please respect copyright.PENANAxwufyc3sEL
不可能吧!剛剛才說過昨天去了吃唐餐!253Please respect copyright.PENANAaBFmS4gTy4
咦但也只是片面之詞,說不定…253Please respect copyright.PENANAQY4imA5kC0
「阿友,你唔想見我?」253Please respect copyright.PENANAcAHEVbVhgS
即使我跑了多少步,聲音卻緊緊追在我身後,我鼓起勇氣地回首看,Erica還是坐在那兒,但按道理這距離下除非她用盡全力大吼,否則我根本沒可能聽到她的聲音。253Please respect copyright.PENANA0OBKunSmgf
她的聲音卻好像直接在腦中響起似的。253Please respect copyright.PENANAzlmf1D8PoU
「阿友,你明明就想我留係度唔去英國,依加我就係度,點解你要咁對我?」Erica神色黯然地說。253Please respect copyright.PENANAk7AqZfouMo
「……我…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAg1JMtf744N
「你係咪已經唔鐘意我?」253Please respect copyright.PENANAiyq6VSac7P
不是。253Please respect copyright.PENANAzku0upuRKa
我怎會不喜歡她。253Please respect copyright.PENANAD3jcds3dv2
我喜歡她到不得了。253Please respect copyright.PENANA0i5FG76JcO
「……你明明就仲鐘意我。」Erica說,「點解要呃自己?」253Please respect copyright.PENANA4hz48jj8SS
「我…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAf99hMll39r
腳尖不知不覺間向著Erica的方向前進。253Please respect copyright.PENANA5vbQRfofUy
「我真係好想見你,阿友,所以我先專登黎搵你,阿友,我地已經半年無見過對方喇。」253Please respect copyright.PENANAzVyiCLiETz
不可能的。253Please respect copyright.PENANAu2FaJhW3rT
這是錯的地方。253Please respect copyright.PENANAvbTJN2yMRL
這是錯的人。253Please respect copyright.PENANAXwtlQeHqBe
Erica這個人,絕不可能在這時間,出現在這地點。253Please respect copyright.PENANAw5nmumvQ5a
但是—253Please respect copyright.PENANA0FMCFQ3Pvt
腳還是不自覺地往Erica的方向走去。253Please respect copyright.PENANAHa9EQ0o1yT
「Erica,但係你明明…」253Please respect copyright.PENANA3fcss5HOZV
嘴上雖然這樣說,但我還是走向她。253Please respect copyright.PENANAQA7BhBajNt
我們都想看到自己所相信的事。253Please respect copyright.PENANAAxTqpDY19e
即使明知那不可能,明知那是未知的危險怪異,但還是被自己的夢幻泡影蒙蔽理智。253Please respect copyright.PENANAweshY85Ty7
一步又一步,我漸漸走向Erica。253Please respect copyright.PENANASzQWqVG0Iw
那是一塊在海邊的礁石,就在海灘盡頭的小海岬處,由於海流的問題,海岬下的沙床往往會被離岸流淘空,導致變成突然深水的陷阱,加上半夜正在漲潮,那礁石所在無疑是最危險的。253Please respect copyright.PENANAqP8NO5Jvzs
那又怎樣。253Please respect copyright.PENANAnho9wXooD6
Erica就在我眼前。253Please respect copyright.PENANA9MlPjafBSW
熟悉的她,一如以往動人的她,就在我眼前。253Please respect copyright.PENANALrtPTZtVPw
呵呵呵呵…Erica…終於回來了……253Please respect copyright.PENANAtjy2hC4R1C
「阿友…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAriMEJj4NEf
「Erica…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAHQpNOMVrzh
「醒喇,柒頭。」253Please respect copyright.PENANAqwaKNp4mdF
「砰!」253Please respect copyright.PENANAKqXSFBnpyX
「哎呀!」253Please respect copyright.PENANAgWApDvkt6c
後腦被叩了一記,我回一看,一個叼著香煙的大姐正拿著一支那種游水的浮棒,看樣子剛剛就是用這玩意來打我。253Please respect copyright.PENANAxg8NFk9ArC
「邊撚個啊?!」253Please respect copyright.PENANAicy9nluBVV
不知不覺間,水深已及膝。253Please respect copyright.PENANA7ULfq18cIJ
「你救命恩人,今日我先係小賣亭賣過燒賣俾你咁快就唔記得?」她說,「個塊石頭上面,你望到有人係唔係?」253Please respect copyright.PENANA0vI5r3oFeM
「佢係Erica,我既…前度…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAjGkoRljFIU
「海面倒影入面有無佢?」253Please respect copyright.PENANA4DXQln9B0q
「咩無佢,倒影入面點會…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAIDXGOh5X9l
沒有。253Please respect copyright.PENANANFGsiFIhe4
「咦…?」253Please respect copyright.PENANAszo0sGlI7J
在海水的倒映中,那只是一塊空空如也的礁石,但把視線從海面往上掃視,Erica卻好好的坐在那兒凝視著我。253Please respect copyright.PENANABIgu7b00Wx
「已知體,賽蓮。」253Please respect copyright.PENANA9pkyAXvjAS
「咩已知體…」253Please respect copyright.PENANAidcKD6T9lV
「你眼中你既女朋友,身上所有情報都係舊既係唔係?雖然我睇唔到,但佢應該著住你見過衫,髮型,咩都好,全部都係你見過野,完全無新野係咪?咁就係所謂既已知體,佢係基於你回憶中既人而投影出黎既幻影,基於所有你已知既事實。」253Please respect copyright.PENANA3I5U15Y2OZ
的確。253Please respect copyright.PENANABRo4RRBmyj
Erica穿著和我於機場分手時的衣服,連手機鈴聲也是當日我為她設定的那一首,已知體,基於我的回憶而成立的幻影嗎?253Please respect copyright.PENANARGbmidmPsM
「佢唔係你前度,佢叫賽蓮,係呢個島既自然現象。」老板娘說,「跟我黎啦,唔好再行過去,佢就係想引你過去,今晚會好漫長。」253Please respect copyright.PENANA8Y94ojakJB
Erica的臉色變得很差,但還是坐在那礁石上。253Please respect copyright.PENANARjmQZTgpnd
看腳下的水流,只出幾步我就會墜入那被離岸流掏空的水下空穴被捲走吧。253Please respect copyright.PENANAhm6uSiu07D
「佢…佢係鬼?」我回頭涉水跟著老板娘往岸上走去。253Please respect copyright.PENANAbf158loJU8
但Erica沒死,我不可能見到她的鬼魂才對。
「嗯,可以咁講,賽蓮佢…算係呢個島上既獨有自然現象,但係講到尾,佢係你既心魔。」老板娘說,「你啊,你應該都唔係咩好人,哼。」253Please respect copyright.PENANARTmde72xsg
如果現身的是我的心魔—那麼我們可能完蛋了。
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