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I like the moon
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When you find your own person you don't have to force the conversation
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Crystal Valerie Beck
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We are all back at the house and I'm pretty beat up so are the others, I know idol's life was hectic I just didn't expect it to be this hectic and yes there is no more privacy there is camera at every angle, I wanted to freshen up a little but I am waiting for instructions from anybody, am i still going to be staying in moon's room since they are already back
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"You guys should go and freshen up" thank god, I was waiting for them to stand up but nobody did, well this is not how it is supposed to go
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"Are you not going?" Alex asked and I nod my head, I am going but I didn't know where I was supposed to go "unni?" I called after Rina and went to meet her "am I still staying in moon's room" she nodded
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I was about walking away "don't be so tense crystal, be comfortable around them they all like you" that is comforting in many ways so I smile at her warmly
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Am I noticeably tense "when you're done we should play uno" I immediately remembered the uno game Alex hyung and sae won hyung played
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I can't help but smile "I don't know how to" I was never interested in playing it since my friend and brother were so good at cheating, the rules changes everytime I was winning
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So I just ignored the game all together "we'll teach you" sae won hyung yelled from the lounge
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I nod and continue my ascent on the stairs as carefully as I could, the last thing I want is tumbling down the stairs with everyone there
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I won't consider my self a clumsy person, I I'm not clumsy but every stair case has a thing against me, I have banged my foot twice on this one too
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I fell face first on the bed, hmm comfy
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Thirty minutes and I still haven't stand up to shower, I fell in an extremely comfortable position and I want to stay like this forever
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I sluggishly stand up from the bed, whining as I went toward the bathroom, I wanna sleep and it is just six pm
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Today has been exhausting
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I can't imagine having to experience this practically everyday and still look un bothered on screen, I would be biting off people's head if I get sleep deprived for a week straight
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I went to the door quickly, opening it while rubbing the sleep out of my eyes "you fell asleep" Rina unni said in disbelief and I smiled awkwardly "I'm sorry" I walk past her "you have to do your make up, you guys would be recorded "I don't need to, I just washed my face" I countered nobody is getting anything on my skin anymore, at least not for today
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"You should at least..." I quickly cut her off by holding her hand and walking towards the stairs "she slept off" Rina unni announced immediately we got down the stairs and she let go of my hand, she couldn't have kept that information to her self
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"Sorry" I said bowing a little and smiling awkwardly, I don't like this at all
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Seconds pass before moon started laughing "just like that" moon is always there to take out the awkwardness for me even if we just met today, I feel comfortable around him and I bet I wouldn't be so tense if it was only him Alex and hyunjoon
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I feel like they accept me
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"Noona sit beside me" they mostly spoke in hangul whenever I'm not there or really paying attention to them
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But I love the fact that they tried their best to make sure we all could communicate without me thinking someone was going to murder me because I didn't understand the language properly
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I'm going to make sure to learn it though, they were all chatting when I was coming down and I could make out most of the thing they were saying but I tried my best to make them think I don't understand any single thing they are saying
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"No" hyunjoon hyung said dragging moon away and telling sae won hyung to sit beside me, I got to try not to laugh throughout because I would keep remembering their last game
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Sae won hyung explained the rules of the game to me which was basically what my brother did before the rules kept changing
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I nod even though I was understanding nothing much
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By some kind of miracle, I won the game and it is totally unbelievable, maybe I could have won if my brother wasn't so good at cheating
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I'm that type of person that doesn't know something and end up being praised for doing well, what people don't know is that I won by pure luck
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"You said you didn't know how to play" sae won is still whining over loosing
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I'm sure he doesn't want to eat cold ramen "maybe the thoughts of eating cold ramen made me win" I said making a face of disgust just to rub my winning on his face "not cool" he said before standing up to retrieve the ramen that had been placed in the fridge at the beginning of the game
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I couldn't help but laugh when hyunjoon hyung started laughing at him, soon they all joined in and we watched him with content on our faces as he goes through the despair of eating cold ramen
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Not he mukbang we wanted but we'll take anything
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You know why I'm enjoying this, he has been the one teasing me throughout today so I am going to enjoy this little victory while it last
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This was not the kind of interaction I expected with them I never knew we would click like this
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I watched sae won hyung eat the food in utter disgust, he was so sure that he would win the game that he made us bet we would eat the whole cold cup noodles
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The thought of how soggy it would be is even more disgusting than trying it
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"I'm enjoying this" Alex taunts him and he glared at no one in particular "I'll get back at you" he wouldn't, he wasn't exactly good at planning revenge and his mischievous faces would always make everybody figure out he was up to something
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"He is not good at planning revenge but we would not say it to his face" Alex whispered
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Hyunjoon and I laughed "the whole fandom knows, how doesn't he know he is good at everything but that" we were all snickering at this point, like how the hell does he not know
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"he is so clueless about that and he always thinks he is this master revenge planner" I chuckled at this remembering all his failed attempts at getting revenge and he still thinks he can do it
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Never give up people
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Surprisingly he finished it without throwing up and yes he earned more respect from me
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I would have been puking my guts out on the first bite, that is how disgusting I think it is
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"A round of applaud for sae won hyung" I said before I realized it and yes the anxiety kicks in
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It would be awkward if they don't clap, I think I'm going to start biting my finger nails off now...
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Well they clapped "that was grossgusting" I said under my breath and Alex just kept laughing while clapping
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It is already 10 pm and those that are in love with sleeping are already asleep
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I am also feeling sleepy but chatting with moon is keeping me awake, he is talking about his friend in school and I am totally engrossed, this are things you couldn't just search on the internet and find
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And I wonder why he trust me enough to start telling me this things, when I could easily go ahead and post them on social media, not that I would but imagine I would
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"So her name was Nara and she is my first girlfriend" my eyes widened, big surprise they haven't fallen out yet
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Did he just say first girlfriend, I am not one of those people that believes idol are pure human that doesn't date but still
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Moon already had a girlfriend at sixteen when I haven't even had my first kiss
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"She is pretty" he nods "I make good choices" I laughed "we broke up recently" he was giving too much information "you are telling me all this?" He hummed "are you not supposed to be confidential" he laughs, I wasn't saying I would tell anybody, I am saying, what if he told somebody else because he think he can trust and they were blabber mouths
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Petty things can ruin their reputation "I trust you noona" that is not supposed to happen this quickly or maybe that is perfectly normal and my anxiety and paranoia won't just let me be normal but I feel so warm inside right now
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"Have you had a boyfriend before" I wasn't going to admit I haven't had a boyfriend but he was being totally honest with me and I wanted to be honest with him too "no" what the fuck? I wanted to say yes
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"Wow, why?" He looked genuinely curious and not just asking to keep the conversation going "maybe because watching Korean movies and kpop media has ruined my mind and I'm just high standard as fuck now" I quickly covered my mouth realizing I just cursed "I actually curse a lot too" more information, write that down
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"They all call me the sailor" I have finally found my person
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We kept talking about random things till about two in the morning, "we have to go to bed" moon nods "I want to keep talking to you" oddly enough we have a lot of things in common, a lot
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"We are going to wake up looking tired as shit tomorrow" it is still so odd listening to him curse and it sounded heavenly, "Look at hyung" he was just changing his position on the sofa and he happened to fall down but imagine this he did not wake up
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What the hell
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We finally decided to go to the room to sleep, it is like meeting my spirit animal
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I hope the person knocking on the door could just go away "Valerie" that is Alex
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Everyone of them calls me Crystal apart from him, he said he likes that name, I crawled out of bed rubbing sleep out of my eyes as I was going
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I won't want him to see me look like an ogre but I still made little to no effort, I was still asleep, I wouldn't ever wake up and meet my idol like this if I wasn't half asleep
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"Sorry" I apologized for letting him knock for long "good morning" oh my effing god, did you hear that voice, that morning hoarse voice it is like a bonus point to his already impossibly deep voice "good morning" he was about to say something when moon interrupted
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"I don't know why you and saewon hyung are going around waking everybody" he bumped his shoulder while walking towards the door "good morning noona" he smiled at me briefly before turning to frown at Alex and saewon hyung who is now blessing me with his presence
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I feel like fainting because none of this seems real, are you kidding me, we are all waking up in the same house even if we are surrounded by camera
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I greeted them all carefully making sure not to stare at them
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When we got downstairs Rina's voice was the first thing we heard
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She started frantically making hand gestures for us to go back upstairs
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"You guys can't come down here until you get ready, the cameras are working twenty four seven and you can't look bad on it, although you strangely look good Khrystal" I touched my cheek, do I look good? Or was she saying that to make me feel good
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I heard chorus of agreement before Rina unni continued her criticism and boy was she good at it "sae won you look bloated" he rolled his eyes before looking pointedly at me and I shrugged innocently
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It is like been corrected by a teacher
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"Alex, I bet you haven't brushed" I haven't either is that some kind of issue, I think the only issue here is successfully evading everybody so I don't kill them with my morning breath and I don't really need to do much of that because they are not really trying to stay close to me in the first place
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"Everybody back to their rooms to freshen up" most of them saluted and I did too "she's so bossy" yeah moon she complains about you too but I wasn't no snitch
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"Moon" and she heard, time to make my grand escape, I walked as fast as I could to the room
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Well saved
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I freshened up and did what I do at home, brush my eyebrow, use some highlights here and there and my reddish lipstick, I've actually been told I look Asian a lot but I don't see it actually
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You know how they compare people to celebrities but they can't really see it "Mr bang wants everybody in the other living room" I groaned as loud as I could but not so loud they would hear it outside the door
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The other living room is smaller than the one we use and it is the only place downstairs without cameras sticking out from every angle
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"It seems like you don't really like Mr bang" I giggled and we heard him clear his throat so we stopped talking
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"This is why I'm here" he pointed to me I was standing between Alex and moon "me?" I asked while pointing at my self "yes" he said he was talking to me but he faced Alex and moon instead "I like that you are bonding with her" yeah I think we really are bonding.
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Every thing that has happened is unlike anything I've imagined
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"You guys should try to keep a distance have you seen the media" that really reminded me of the fact that I've only watched Ga heul hyung once since I came here
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that's three weeks and that is long as fuck
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"What is happening on the media that is new" Alex asked , yeah what was new
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"It says you are seducing them" I scoffed "that's crazy but if I could seduce all eight of them, the fandom should call me master or mummy" I was still smiling at my little joke to my self before I realise they all turned to watch me especially Mr bang
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Alex hyung was snickering, moon's eyes was the size of a saucer Sae won hyung was smirking, tae mu hyung was looking at me but his face was neutral
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While the rest were literally just laughing out loud
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I said that out, what the hell that only happens in movies
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Quick dig the ground and cover me up with the sand of shame "무엇?" {What} Mr bang asked again looking pointedly at me
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Am I dead or what
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"I mean, how could I do that" I put my hand on my chest dramatically looking at him, I should become an actress "we only started one week ago" hyun joon is so amused by my acting "and I'm already seducing them?" and the most dramatic gasp should follow and that is how to win the heart of the audience
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