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Pick me girl
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People we call idols behave like humans too?
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Crystal Valerie beck
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We finally took a well deserved break, and I finally have a chance to be free with them and not the 'who can whisper best' game we were playing
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I already talked to most of them and true to Rina's word Moon is mischievous, let's not talk about the comments he's been making or the faces he pulls
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I always wished I had a younger sibling and he was the one I wished for "noona" he came to sit beside me "hi" I said again waving a little this time around "don't disturb her" I hear Alex say and the next thing I heard was totally uncalled for "are you jealous?" what the hell, he knew what he had done and he just stand up and started running around the room
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Alex wasn't giving up and he just kept on chasing after him "boys" Rina yelled immediately she entered the room, they stopped like clock works and took their sit
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Alex at the far end of the table and moon next to me, again "you asked for hamburger" I nodded and took it from her, she had a double caramel machiatto and jeez it taste good "I didn't know you would want to eat something so simple" roowon said and I couldn't agree more, I wanted to taste jajangmyeon but I am wearing white, and I've only ever eaten in front of Alex so I didn't want to make a fool out of my self
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"I would eat all those things later where we can disgrace ourselves privately" some of them didn't catch on, they didn't understand
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It is as if a light bulb flickered in their brain and they all made the face of realization and started laughing "especially with the spicy chicken wings" they were nodding in agreement and this is when I realized it
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They liked me and they weren't forced like I thought
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They already started filming and I've been informed I would hardly have any privacy from now on, I know what I signed up for
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We took a lot of pictures, the one I like most was where moon crossed his eyes and my eyes was widened because of what sae won hyung said
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"Yes" I answered the man who keep on asking me if I am comfortable
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We are all sitting on the floor and getting to know each other most things they were saying I knew them all because I watched almost all of their YouTube videos and I watch everyone's lives
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They were mostly throwing questions at me "what is your favourite food?" Roowon hyung asked and I started deliberating, there are just too many delicious food that I can't choose one out of it "I think she doesn't know her favourite food" saewon hyung said as he chuckles, I like his personality more than I should "I'm sorry I just like food so much I can't choose between my babies and everything I eat is delicious" I quickly said when I saw that I was being quiet for too long "she likes food" hyun joon hyung quickly stand up and came to sit next to me
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We all know he likes food too much that every time he is recorded in the dorm there is always food in his mouth and there is also min woo hyung who likes to keep food in his cheek "why are you smiling" hyunjoon asked out of nowhere, I got to learn to control myself when I'm outside "I just remembered a video I watched" I said looking at him "what was the video" from what i have gathered hyun joon hyung was quite shy around females infact three of them should be very shy around me
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But here he is comfortably asking me questions, if they didn't like me they are extremely good actors "min woo hyung keeping food in his cheek" they all started laughing and I joined in
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"He is a squirrel" yes he is a freaking squirrel and he was so proud of himself "a man has to eat" he said "can you see this muscle it is because I eat like a man" so not only my brother does this thing "is that what you call muscle" the ever silent Jae joon hyung spoke up
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He is the most feared person in the group, you know those quiet but deadly type, he went in front of him to flex his non existing muscle and I couldn't stop my laughter at this point
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It was one thing watching them being rowdy online, it is also another kind of experience seeing them be themselves right in front of you
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"What is your favourite colour" sae won asked "white" I answered without missing a beat, I'm indecisive when it comes to food but I know my best colour
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"What do you like to do in your free time" I'm not going to tell them I stalk them on the internet during my free time so I just shrugged "sleep?" I answered more like a question
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"Do you sleep?" The sarcastic bitch in me has another answer right now, but let's not make them hate me just yet "yes infact sleep is my second favourite thing" I said confidently
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Tae mu moved to sit down beside me
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I don't know why they are changing seats whenever I say I like something they like
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"What do you enjoy most about your tours" I am the one to ask that question, because I genuinely want to know what it feels like to be going on tours and how their body could catch up with all the shit they go through "tired mostly" Alex hyung answered truthfully "exciting" moon said "he is still so young everything is exciting for him" hyunjoon hyung said, he is just two years older than him and he already feels old, that's me right there
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I'm only a year older than moon but I'm sure I won't be excited to be working
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so they were mostly tired
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"We are all always pumped up for every tour" sae won hyung said "especially moon and tae mu they don't sleep" I chuckled at that, they both are big balls of energy
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"how many of our concerts have you been to?" Min woo hyung asked "one?" though I am a die hard fan I didn't have money to splurge "I thought you went to all our concert" moon whined, I wasn't going to tell them I was poor and that is the reason why i couldn't go it their concerts
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"I am a busy bee but I never miss watching it online though" I explained and they all nod as if they understand that I didn't have the money, they had that look
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"How did you become our fan" I smiled immediately "I don't know actually, I think I listened to one of your songs and the next thing I know, I watch you guys every night and downloaded every single song" it was so funny how kpop get to you, you are there like I can't listen to their music because I can hardly understand what they are saying and the next thing you are already translating their words and recommending them to your friends
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"My friends always ignore me on outings most time" moon looked curious "because I take that time to catch up on whatever I've missed with you guys" talking about friends is making miss Ari so much I wonder what the progress with my brother is
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The last time we talked, that scared little boy hasn't asked her out yet
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He said something about wanting to be romantic and a proposal that will never be forgotten
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We took turn in asking each other questions and I just asked them things I was most curious about, I was supposed to follow a script that was given to me but I didn't for most part, they were mostly basic questions that I already know the answer to
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And most things i skipped were just too cringe for me to act out
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I really love them but I wasn't going to look back at the videos and get embarrassed, I have promised to put on my best act and never and I mean never to be a pick me girl
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"You're hungry" hyun joon hyung held his tummy and rubbed it "wanna sneak out to buy something" we weren't doing anything important at the moment
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They were just talking to each other or chasing each other around the room, it is pure chaos the type that I like
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"They won't notice us gone" hyun joon hyung added when I looked around the room skeptical, fans are outside and I don't want to be stoned to death
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I wasn't here to steal any of their oppas and I don't want to have pictures of me walking around with one of their oppas again
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We are on our way through the back entrance, how and why did I agree you ask
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It was that darned puppy eyes and the fact that it was food we were going to get "use your mask now" and I obeyed immediately, I used the black mask to cover practically all my face
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We didn't need to go through the fans outside there was a tiny back door that leads outside the building
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We walked through it and started walking faster towards a car "is it yours" I asked immediately he stopped in front of it
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Rhetorical question, crystal be fucking smart
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The clicking of the car lock answered the question, did they come here individually why does he have his car here
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"Are you trying to kidnap me" I asked when he locked the door, I was getting comfortable even though I am asking him that question "you're buckling your seatbelt even though you think I want to kidnap you" I shrugged "I won't shout since it is you" if I ever get kidnapped and it was one of the guys, I would just obediently follow them, why do I need to shout
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We got to a food stand "I've always wanted to try this" i told him feeling excited that I am going to be eating from a food stand
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One of the list of things I had on my list
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"you'll like it" i wanted to ask if I could eat it there but I thought against it
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The quicker we get back the better
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I brought out my money, it isn't mine per say but Rina gave it to me, she said I may need to get something and she might not be around
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"You want to pay?" Hyun joon asked and I quickly nodded, his thick Asian accent sounding through his English, extremely cute
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"You can not pay" the woman is already collecting the money from me "I like to buy my food myself actually" that is a big fat lie, I've always liked free food "no, you look like you like free food" I blinked once, twice then the third time
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I need to stop being an open book "I've paid for this one" I said collecting the food containers from the woman and bidding her good bye
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Unlike what he seemed like on the internet, hyunjoon hyung is actually a manly man, like he was so much matured than I thought he would be
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"What a gentle man" that was a slip of tongue and I quickly covered my mouth with my hand, he chuckled before walking around the car to the drivers seat
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I should have kept my mouth shut, now the silent is going to be so awkward, I'm such a fan girl
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But it is a dream come through having one of your oppas open the car door for you
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"You can say anything around me, be comfortable" that was how my heart melted
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I nodded a little, I knew I wasn't going to be talking around him like I do with my friends but I still want to be comfortable around them, they are my idols for crying out loud
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Well they noticed us gone, they are all standing in a straight formation, like they have been waiting for us for long
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In order to ease the tension "we brought food" I said faking excitement "ha thanks noona, I was actually starving" moon quickly came and collected the snacks from me
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I think he also did that to ease the awkwardness
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I swear I feel like they are all judging me right now, with the way their eyes was following me,
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Can I get used to this
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