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好冷。8964 copyright protection83PENANAoFqqh7XvHu 維尼
脊椎是神經聚集的位置,平時除了衣領啊碎髮的,根本不常接觸到,完全不會去想,那是感知多麽敏銳的所在。8964 copyright protection83PENANACRe1WuC6ro 維尼
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「你這個呆蜥蜴!放手!這叫玉石俱焚你啊你一隻冷血動物以為逃得過嗎?不!我們會一起變成冰棒!醒醒啊啊!」8964 copyright protection83PENANAUlzZME5BZo 維尼
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後頸的皮膚,疼痛感集中成數點尖銳的壓力,以一種放慢了的無可逆轉的絕望,穿透皮膚,插入裡層的肌底。8964 copyright protection83PENANADSZexQOjVJ 維尼
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我甚至不能掙扎,不能拍打櫃門, 溪川的⋯⋯蜥蜴的兩爪牢牢的箝制住了我,四肢不斷往內擠壓,就像是殼裡的烏龜,子宮裡的胚胎。8964 copyright protection83PENANA2C0Rs0VTTt 維尼
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「好痛、好痛!啊啊,溪川!」8964 copyright protection83PENANApGM0VZledt 維尼
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層層鱗片的手,和石頭一樣的堅硬。8964 copyright protection83PENANATO59gRMht9 維尼
溫熱的涎水滴進我的後領子,又很快變得刺骨冰涼,搔癢似的,向下歪斜延伸,滑落背部;耳邊只有機械運轉聲音,還有粗重到聽來相當痛苦的喘息,可怕的是,我仍然認得出那是溪川的聲音。8964 copyright protection83PENANA2XrEZbPjvI 維尼
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如此肌膚相貼,我再也無法將蜥蜴和溪川區別開來。8964 copyright protection83PENANAcufCvANhmn 維尼
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『想要作為人而死。』8964 copyright protection83PENANAyEqNT2Eynt 維尼
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腦中閃過了溪川早先的話語,我一時哽住了,慌亂之下大喊的話語,從腦中飛去。8964 copyright protection83PENANAZGGXGzQIsR 維尼
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低沈滾動的哼聲,沾染了血腥臭氣的肥皂香,刺刺的頭髮,全都是他,即使我看不見臉,即使他的牙齒還鑿在我的後頸裡頭,或許正打算置我於死地。8964 copyright protection83PENANASm9AWclWvg 維尼
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「喂,你就這樣咬著,該不會是存心折磨獵物吧?蜥蜴有這種習性嗎?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAOybhHCd24o 維尼
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我鼓起了所有的勇氣,試探的說了,沒抱任何獲得回應的希望,而也確實如此,後背之物不曾挪動、也不曾回應。8964 copyright protection83PENANAyqS9SIYSb9 維尼
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「喂,你說,如果今天是世界末日,」8964 copyright protection83PENANAf9NlJaQfn4 維尼
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只使勁,像是要把牙齒給嵌在我的脖子裡頭,我連說話都痛得發抖,冰涼的空氣一下子嗆進氣管裡,害我半途說不出話了,直咳嗽。8964 copyright protection83PENANAQ7Cs2Fub0J 維尼
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「你說,世界末日了,咳咳!我們倆就這樣算了,是不是,也等於一起過上最後一天啊?好基啊,哈哈哈。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAVk4QlOH88C 維尼
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我在有限的空間內,動了動手指, 整條手臂則像是暴龍的小小雞爪手那般姿態,擠壓在胸前,溪川的力氣竟然加大了,「還、來?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAp5eN4rUN6P 維尼
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再勒緊一點兒,我連呼吸都要有困難了,密閉的冰箱並無什麼循環空氣可言,高濃度的二氧化碳,已經開始讓我的腦子發暈,流失的血只是加重那樣的迷茫感。8964 copyright protection83PENANAkmGil7BMre 維尼
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後頸撕咬處的左側、後頸的右側,冰涼的什麼無聲舔拭,而我瞬間回神,那是分岔的舌尖。8964 copyright protection83PENANAgTKFZWNCvL 維尼
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「哈哈、如果是,還真是個、不怎樣的一天,你看,只有我在說。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAwd2FuL49N1 維尼
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雖然,平常好像也是這樣就是了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAyVuj9ArzOo 維尼
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「不、不對,今天還、還被你給騷擾著呢。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAaubS1Y6hlq 維尼
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齒根打顫,話都說不清,為什麼冰櫃剛才都翻滾了,還沒能把插頭扯掉呢?8964 copyright protection83PENANAHFBnZKrmAD 維尼
我後知後覺的反省,溪川降智,我不該跟著也一起降才是,剛才,應該拼一把挑戰個甩紅布鬥牛之類的,把他趕進冰箱單獨隔離的,雖然,我實在沒有把握他是不是會氣瘋一爪子就撕爛跳出來,但至少該努力一下。8964 copyright protection83PENANAehUsueJtBl 維尼
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⋯⋯我看,還是不吧。我怕把他給關死,溪川和差點煮成湯的龜龜畢竟不同,沒有失敗的餘地。8964 copyright protection83PENANAxFocZ7a7S4 維尼
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「你的命貴,知道嗎。害慘我了。孽緣,真是、損友!」8964 copyright protection83PENANAa4H10aUGdM 維尼
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誰叫,這世界就是這麼不公平呢。8964 copyright protection83PENANAmhJFm0TcK3 維尼
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「你就、繼續聽我說好了。我啊,我可是打定主意,世界末日那天,要暢快的說到盡興,然後,」8964 copyright protection83PENANAC0LFxg8aQ9 維尼
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然後,腿一瞪,眼一翻。圓滿。8964 copyright protection83PENANAHNNQLQKTLG 維尼
這點,今天看來也不是做不到。8964 copyright protection83PENANAFB11sadSdM 維尼
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「我說過了,我不怕死。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAkATEoxJWEz 維尼
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我只怕痛。8964 copyright protection83PENANA5s2Z18wSpc 維尼
我只怕我自己捨不得這個操蛋的世界,一時之間,忘了它可惡的一面,只記得它的好。8964 copyright protection83PENANA2ygcy0qoWF 維尼
畢竟,都說人之將死、人之已逝,一些事情便不忍苛究了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAwCNZmSw8Oz 維尼
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「你也是。牙齒、感覺、磕到我骨頭了,沒戳爛哪條神經算我命大,是不是?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAZLCiQ4cs8i 維尼
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耳邊只有粗重到了痛苦的呼吸,我卻想起,音樂課考試上,有一小段,他哼歌就是用這般低沈的聲音,也說真的,不難聽。8964 copyright protection83PENANAwn33C4kNlb 維尼
他跟人打架了,我事後才知道,問了啥也不說,撇頭悶聲不吭,班上女同學還整天背後誇他神秘成熟呢,其實根本幼稚的要死,以為我不知道是為了啥,廢話,看打的對象就知道了,那不就是把我推去撞櫃子的同學嗎?哈,我還沒長眼睛呢。8964 copyright protection83PENANAuLovwKFnNE 維尼
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⋯⋯那時,我拿了保健室的冰袋拍在溪川臉上,他也是發出這麼個聲。8964 copyright protection83PENANABcBeSd2bgg 維尼
低沈、隱忍,啥也不說,出個聲都金貴了似的。8964 copyright protection83PENANAV6dvf2B7rG 維尼
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零零碎碎的,腦子裡跑馬燈而過,全是無關緊要的事,關於溪川的。8964 copyright protection83PENANACsUWX7Fo5Q 維尼
只記得好的事情,是不是很傻呢。8964 copyright protection83PENANA2lBC0dfxhj 維尼
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「不,你也傻,你才傻。」為什麼選冰櫃?「你這麼愛美愛打扮的人,死在這、跟個瘦皮猴抱在一起,咬在一起,多彆扭,不體面。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAFoNEsqmZIU 維尼
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牙齒不打顫了,說話一下子流利了起來,腦子卻沒有變俐落。8964 copyright protection83PENANAVedpK9Zueq 維尼
生物老師說,雪山登山客的屍體,常常是脫了衣服的,人在失溫時,到最後,反而還覺得熱,似乎是痛覺神經毀損了,身體在燃燒能量什麼的,我也不是很清楚。8964 copyright protection83PENANABLc2dn7dVk 維尼
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道理我不懂,但是,感覺上,現在我好像懂了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAvJUdQ0oyXh 維尼
現在,究竟是真的溫暖,還是我的身體內部開始燃燒了呢? 8964 copyright protection83PENANAs2ZgaZLS6H 維尼
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還有,原來,擁抱是這種感覺嗎。8964 copyright protection83PENANADqqOXJT4je 維尼
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或許嬰兒時期也被誰這麼抱過吧?不過,那自然是沒印象了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAlVZ0LJevJo 維尼
挺奇怪的,「第一次」的擁抱,竟然是這樣一個場景,這麼一個對象。8964 copyright protection83PENANAmxK9j1mdB0 維尼
雖然仔細想想,好像也沒有別的可能。8964 copyright protection83PENANAXyIUQYw4fG 維尼
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畢竟,回想起來⋯⋯8964 copyright protection83PENANAZ1WQwVZxoq 維尼
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溪川是我在這世界上,唯一有所牽絆的人。8964 copyright protection83PENANAoiXhZEM5Kb 維尼
想不出比較不肉麻的講法,就這麼直說吧。8964 copyright protection83PENANAYCQXojN2yh 維尼
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「欸,如果說你是蜥蜴,有時跟人格格不入,好像挺有道理,但我是怎麼回事啊。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAMdHvdwuZu7 維尼
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小時候,我總歸咎於是因為寄養院窮又破,可是愈長大便看的愈清楚,公費養育保障了基礎水準的生存線,我的生活,有時甚至比清寒家境的同學好的多。8964 copyright protection83PENANAxPIgfk4jvx 維尼
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即使如此,我卻總覺得缺乏了某種東西,我總和溪川笑說我這是反社會啊,我是大爺老奶奶整天罵年輕人的「中二」,但心底,我知道不是這樣。8964 copyright protection83PENANA8dgYNvHkxK 維尼
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這糟糕的世界美麗的一面,我是知道的,例如燕子的叫聲,例如難得溫柔的陽光,例如心存僥倖地脫下防護,讓溪水浸透腳趾縫之間的舒暢感。8964 copyright protection83PENANAXxfdY5oZ4D 維尼
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我是真的知道,但這些卻全都是屬於我一人的,感受到的當下,我沒想過要和誰分享,也不曾感受過所謂人的依戀。 8964 copyright protection83PENANA9WYvxVmFxw 維尼
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我無法和人感同身受,也無法想像和誰相伴,男生女生之間八卦,聽著只是聽著,連所謂的春心萌動啊都免了,十幾年的人生,就像是裹著一層真空的泡泡,一個人走在這個世界上。8964 copyright protection83PENANAphOBtcoV2p 維尼
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少了什麼,又抓不住,想著要不就算了吧,卻不甘心。 8964 copyright protection83PENANAL7VGpfKc5w 維尼
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「⋯⋯好溫暖。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAbBxLfAVcdu 維尼
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我啊,可是如今科技時代,難得父不詳、母不詳的孩子。8964 copyright protection83PENANAel2AnBFb7a 維尼
每次,要是有老師啊新監護者啊雞婆發問,我就開玩笑,說不定我是培養皿裡生出來的實驗品,有時候也會有著像是孫悟空從石頭裡蹦出來的綺想,大概是因為不曾擁有,所以,即使有人不懷好意的問了,我也沒怎麼感到冒犯。8964 copyright protection83PENANAEkPq0skmgK 維尼
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「真可惜,我不是蜥蜴,不然跟你做個伴也——不對,」我笑,感覺呼吸一下子結成了水氣,「大概會跟你決一死鬥吧,蜥蜴大戰!」8964 copyright protection83PENANAAtflMaqbQ0 維尼
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無可否認的是,我始終覺得,或許我從開始,就是一個人來到這個世界上的吧。8964 copyright protection83PENANAA3ZXJ7wRHE 維尼
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奇怪的是,走的時候,好像不用一個人走了。8964 copyright protection83PENANApTe7UbJ4oi 維尼
這突然的發現,說不上驚喜,只讓我有些不知所措,我知道,正常世界之中的我,絕對不可能有這種奢侈的待遇。8964 copyright protection83PENANAIZjMF5Kl3A 維尼
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溪川的牙齒卡在我的脖子裡,緊貼後背的強健心跳,一點一點,一點一點,隨著我無處可去的廢話慢了下來,慢了下來,和我的合在一起,又逐漸落後,比起我這種溫血動物,溪川大約沒什麼痛苦,最多是覺得想睡覺了吧?8964 copyright protection83PENANAhQTejftNrh 維尼
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而我竟然也覺得,挺好的。8964 copyright protection83PENANAO78S5DwqAv 維尼
比起七老八十的,不知道是痛苦的在皮膚癌肺癌中掙扎還是在安養院裡靜靜腐爛,這樣,有人在身邊,也挺好的,溪川。8964 copyright protection83PENANAFgRCnyfhib 維尼
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這麼想,其實也很自私吧?冷血動物啊,人啊,其實都無所謂的。8964 copyright protection83PENANAxpvi2vSkBC 維尼
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「我說了不害怕,沒說謊吧。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAJEGKaVb6oz 維尼
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只可惜,有些話,這些話,傳遞不到了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAaw0BAvPvq9 維尼
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