一夜翻來覆去，大部分的人在寒冷的夜晚裡理應倒頭就睡，我卻毫無睡意，一大清早的就起床刷牙洗臉。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zCodM4UwZ
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在冰冷自來水的沖洗下，我的腦海不停倒帶著昨日他說過的每一句話，與每一瞬間的眼神變化。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLht3XbnAc6
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激動與憤恨的情緒經過一晚的沉澱，已逐漸平穩。然而回歸理性之後，他的舉止越經推敲，越顯得不合常理且破綻百出，總覺得他背後有著我不曉得的秘密與苦衷。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM5mNgPg1n
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他不願分享嗎？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz8dQubjL9
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若他不願與我分享，代表只有他單方面打開我的心扉，我仍被他拒於心門之鎖的無窮遠處？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDLITr9ODJ
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我不想把心力放在會使精神與體力疲弊不已的鑽牛角尖上，最好的方法還是找他確認清楚。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94vBVC4lyF
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昨晚被戀愛腦宰制的我實在太不謹慎了，今天我一定要堅持住自己的陣腳與理性，就算當不成朋友，我也想知道他的態度為何非要判若兩人。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpqDivSU0K
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約定時間一到，我便到約定地點等待潔瑜，不過奇怪的是，潔瑜並未如期出現。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7sorZgry7
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潔瑜忘記昨晚的約定了？她那時分明信誓旦旦，和我一樣著急呢。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oXKbVJPMd
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我到潔瑜的房間查看，幸好她的室友是我們的同窗，毫不見外的就為我開門。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ndlpwuN8B
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潔瑜果然還沉浸在夢鄉。這實在太不尋常了，除了上次實驗課的生理假，潔瑜從來不曾缺席或遲到，可今天的她居然睡過頭。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDg8w1P2uVG
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被我叫醒後，潔瑜揉著半睜半閉的眼睛，問我：「語昕？好早啊~怎麼了嗎？」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqQwfEZgXS
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「妳不是說要陪我去找實驗助教嗎？」我強壓內心的焦慮，故作一點也不著急的問。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGRvI04GhR
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「找助教？實驗課不都結束了嗎？為什麼找助教？」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRnCUdl6Qg
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看來她將昨天的事忘得一乾二淨了，不過為難的是，另外一位同學在場，我不好意思直白點醒她，只能想盡辦法拐彎抹角：「我昨天從理學大樓回來後，妳不是說今天一早要陪我去向男助教問清楚？」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSsq3An6gN
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「男助教？」潔瑜用疑惑的表情看著我，「男助教？我們的助教不是女的嗎？我忘了真對不起，妳昨天是發生什麼事得找助教啊？」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyICNZBUrI
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這些話更是讓我摸不著頭緒，什麼女助教？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWItxdh4Mg
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一直以來，我們的實驗助教都只有他啊？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRpZAxToUx
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今天以前，活在我們對話裡的人一直是他啊！ 236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOckXyzOvVh
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昨天潔瑜還質疑他是否為“渣男”不是嗎？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wvSt3Texj
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當我不能理解潔瑜怎麼如此反常時，潔瑜的室友說話了。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng80goD3zM
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「語昕，妳昨天是夢到什麼嗎？居然把助教當成男的，人家正妹助教要哭了喔~」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl53zeGBt2
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她以開玩笑的口吻逗著我玩，但大家與我的記憶相去甚遠這件事讓我一點也笑不出來。我趕緊上網搜尋C大這學期的普化實驗助教名單，居然，名單上完全不見那熟悉俗氣的名字，我們的班級課表上，只寫著大大的幾個字：236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANQ809csqA
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「助教：林巧紜」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvbRr44pav
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到底發生什麼事了？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcZsiPDgEc
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為何眼前的事物與我記憶裡的一切截然不同？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB37UsXPRI
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而且，只有我的記憶與其他人相左，彷彿今日以前，我都活在與同學相異的平行時空。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzKu5vnO8c
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所以我不只自作多情，還是一個瘋子嗎？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoOhICEiwz
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一個活在自己世界的，澈底的瘋子？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchnykdI3gF
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我不信！236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sAeZIP63X
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我不相信那段時間，由恐懼化為欣喜，再由欣喜轉為暗戀，這些明顯刻印在心靈與肉體的感受全是我的幻覺！236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40Q9RW2DhH
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我走在這條路上的際遇與最不想忘記的際遇，豈可能都是泡影！236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1ue83rKDC
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理學大樓，我得趕緊去理學大樓，那一切緣起，我記憶裡最柔軟、溫暖，也是充滿我喜怒哀樂的地方一趟！236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZPZjwc2gK
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我的雙腳再也忍俊不住的直奔，奔往我最為熟悉，如今卻無比陌生的理學大樓。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXihxwL5mFs
理學大樓的外觀、一樓的實驗室與竹間紀夫的展間，一景一物都與我的印象吻合。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0rm0jQqkl
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我自信的認為，舉世皆醉，我是獨自醒著的那人。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOimrvI6cyb
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所有血液高速的衝往頭頂，我則隨著這樣的感官前往這一切最有力的證明——六樓研究實驗室。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbgtkOt1sk
然而，當我一腳踏上六樓的地板，我的自信再無支撐的重摔在地，碎成粉末。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54juYWO4ga
六樓......236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGAQdJRatD
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是一片虛無、黑暗的廢墟，空氣因塵埃而無比混濁，破舊的木製桌椅與廢棄的實驗器具橫陳滿地，襲滿土塵的窗簾在微透的一線孤光裡輕輕飄揚。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPrPlYx07z
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所以說，我真的瘋了？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqNh0X209Q
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我沒瘋！我相信我自己！我也相信深埋心底，支持我勇敢邁向未來的動力！236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewTvqIJJaa
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我的心被掏空似的，全身十分僵硬，那個惟我擁有，從開學第一天起的回憶，重複放映在我的腦海。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MRJOg34VL
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剎時，一則非只有我才持有的模糊記憶像漣漪一圈一圈的湧現。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGSXFRB2bF
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新生講座時，學長曾說過一句被我遺忘至今的話：236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhYdHEPt70
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「理學大樓的二樓以上是廢棄多年的廢墟。」236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQdO9E2PaN
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這段話證實了，我的記憶還是有與集體記憶相容的地方，但思及我與大家而言，如不同塊拼圖的印象，洪水似的恐懼朝我襲來，高過腦門，窒息般的將我淹沒。236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGFyr2USCc
我快步逃離理學大樓，我有多久沒有感到這麼不安，得逃離這棟承載我各種溫情與美好的建築？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreDbNvXTIh
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我漫無目的地奔跑，不敢肆意停下。這是曼德拉效應，還是我的虛假記憶？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iuBVbQGIx
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如果一切皆為不曾存在的虛假，為什麼他的外表、聲音、味道，以及他曾說過的字字句句仍歷歷在目？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7sQtv1HVN
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那位名叫簡......236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUD6JUuo24
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等一下!236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UU2ZIQBTO
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他叫什麼名字來著？236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXtWh219pZ
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一陣刺骨的冽風貫穿我的雙膝，我的雙腿頓時喪失移動能力。
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