「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqlvX1lheK
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVbxwOa20o
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0TFHNXIQO
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRj8zOFPfWc
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklVGx57rn6
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「童桐。」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemE3ct6pkw
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpk3QlreKJ
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「Kay…？」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFXGqdwzRy
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ67SijLAU
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「Kay，你喊緊？」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlegLpKnT8
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「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzfkOfrldz
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「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq77w63INJD
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDoMat842d
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8QgUPipsu
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaEUXspK0u
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ON5g18OWg
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
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「有人害佢？但…」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a5EyOrb3t
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSUotM8jlM
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTtrQv8ViL
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那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpLWqhThp5
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當然不會。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37uJRKD2QC
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5amK0YznS
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqR2ThUmhI
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這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBmP2W5AM5
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但事實完全相反。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnebUwmDYM
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKjcp6VTNm
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我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPQPMnIod8
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我好想她。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtXtq0vLmy
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEycPWoPzz
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童桐…1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ni8JqqJ4k
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也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZeMHuouzw
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「汪嗚…」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL4OKGAkv1
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOsHsAS1bW
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「汪！汪！」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA1qHOVDDH
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在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuceF796koJ
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「好啦，佢走左啦。」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBHmmLgEfd
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5MyKiaF7I
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看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkoW9TDStr
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「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2spYPPSxfD
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那個童桐從沒存在過。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAmvcqJSc0
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我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Rq0hNhIpl
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「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaJFH8CNyZ
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也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIREXJpzjXw
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我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLLRTsrZYl
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「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaBubi6mjQ
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亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3BjFQDJ4w
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「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMyeyrxwFe
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我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuczuy9R6oc
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問題是妍妍和童桐…1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNkMswNIcV
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妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ88shUly7H
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童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbIt44FexE
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6naxwMbBr
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逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0HoJx1FSW
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據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPZUKtdetI
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但…我…我…1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7MquE0Q55
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBy0f9Jfr3
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距離核彈爆炸：06：49：051010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV36VxzMIk
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就是今天晚上了嗎。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40e2emrWgc
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到此為止了。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpkDS6JUu9
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzVpOfFmV6
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我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldqVA3D4Ef
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「童桐。」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2h4WZjMo3
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnG1Zj1y0g
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咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhb1lRMc7e
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「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki3h8GfXeT
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我擋在她家門前。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nY3OdNG5S
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDqXUSCTku
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「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUI7H8e4zb
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「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuKdYNGO2j
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這樣子她便明白了。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxfk4E5SBp
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童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dCPplSu5F
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但我早也有兩手準備。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxij9qJmgM
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi19BWn9waD
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「咁…」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT8bfoXb5l
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「嗚————汪—！！」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNSHU6NZGR
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu7ALuWiuB
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「小心！」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xAdHEB3qM
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeef1l0mSx
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好輕？1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjoGzE2LGL
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「亞基！Sit！」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8swauligzS
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mUSzMg5LX
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…真的好羨慕牠。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BeKqeRmDt
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「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgm98WJeSL
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「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNskjYch2O
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「你…係唔係瘦左？」1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jfgo5a3df
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「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmI8yc9Zpb
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她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1a6fEBbJy
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「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSIwEJrwtm
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXJtiZ3b3X
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：461010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvhdbSsF8p
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1010Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuwrwrAihd
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
然後按「加至主畫面」