門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvYL7woxJG
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總要面對的，對吧。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCpTJSDAHX
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbELLg7csbN
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jlmtE0gdY
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyGK0XCC3c
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1HC6YJu4T
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tVJrzvKqW
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqcjFm6sju
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi31V0ERY0G
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vzhgLqxhk
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMaoLZfgE8
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsTakgwVLx
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SuShAXlYU
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVLBXDVf2X
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6BUJJWYbP
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她…瘦了？1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSQhovEygI
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU1Erdjj0B
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX71vol24Dg
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MXqNLixXZ
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsECSY9tk1z
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二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXfJh8MbcL
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7rKfCKLF6
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOgcxiYPik
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkG98DZkUG
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6x0pYnaDKU
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSn9MnqGmX
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuoFtI33sW
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzKHID1np5
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVInXClAtQr
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ExglFZawS
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco582DVs2X
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBWoOsZzLg
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLTeLhnSAq
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1sOH7JyD2
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIozy3OwXWF
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg71802mRMy
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUTQEokb5f
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66ocgsMTwU
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNz3FLsU1a
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童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBuabh4uz9
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYrHC4D8CU
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bxJb8D8j7
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj73vovTTF
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHYbNX4n0r
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXzYGsuxJc
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9M8NBIr2x
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnof0Hdy5g1
這麼細聲能聽到？1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzKaTKfhpy
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2uNEW2vLa
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OPrFfAMDn
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLPZcyAfVr
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJUJfJujtJ
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapGR0H8nFl
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzOWZ9GL51
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBeIDA28Kt
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKFN9ZlLFe
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlGJu2bqfa
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33i6GcQDWr
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJeovUNvlM
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyjwiC0wS1
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFu3oFbHwL
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0JcwBpGV0
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGnpdmMkM8
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0wJka5n1o
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不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KO6vYMERI
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhTYofbvm2
老實說，我很心痛。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfArWrutUYF
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUHYuDv84M
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmOt0RlPoS
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqnaxtVD4p
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5opQEnJcHH
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但…1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq7nnzQYa2
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTqfEs0g9U
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAJLKpnufk
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1YJxpgCUT
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZWyMKv0dh
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLMHfHRajc
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS0DDbJvaj
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZCl9K4ZyG
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGq8a7nP6s
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkdEFeBMcs
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5NpsB2aPs
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWndgwlTks
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO4zOOcIV1
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadRyuDXmpX
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47tAZNPs7Z
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9suUQcTqB5
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nZmWTzVhw
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GXkCBCADf
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JSOM08c0w
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RBpUlPPKx
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互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRFm8jC05k
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruQrPaIBOJ
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLQz9qAEJ2
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8CjEwtJxw
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAZD89t1Ad
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KRezzHUMC
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm35JWHh9nB
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1eajvnF8x
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHZKzHErHz
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpirGo41KUv
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡua43zKzEpM
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSc7f5sxd1
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTUalj5tRV
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi00cCfZL35
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FePCb68Z1
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrrK1EuNh6
我在說甚麼呢。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7jpQgEOOf
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY1nBzbVNY
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我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3TGG7hmYk
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGAuK5StKA
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevjWK0BUaT
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OBDUNnQrc
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwNQjj4TpU
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6BFXUjRdk
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGaBwVQdCa
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJoFfhucwx
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt6F62toL2
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPapTucm4cj
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokaN9CRJfU
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzbZdTA6Hs
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQiylWcapY
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXXLNux8S6
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv9GGb36ek
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97HrsgpumA
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTelDdvJUHg
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我希望是這樣的答案。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL7jL7qSOK
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxUe0On0P6
但童桐先是沉默。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AR5pVdbfz
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhl8JLdx2Y
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWRP3My8Sr
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk3f9GusmB
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowfLljttnr
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw02senbBU
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4r5xBlXMH
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MaRPiDLXC
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvxAr0USHo
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甚麼意思。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ezcgt0Bd6
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdUSmGOy64
這到底是甚麼意思。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6NMFWQlzr
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RbjhWtBnp
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVUeh1GDJS
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTrH7sTAAj
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GslEPL3sd
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我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyuNNAmd3D
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiQTpj1cSH
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1B1s8pcqo
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiop0g9nSKX
是你嗎…Dora.1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn3guldaWX
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRIr6PUlUF
「你…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaE4wuqn36
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKJqGVGTUb
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5wi6dMt6W
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPYHkZU6f3
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS2PrY7jJz
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBKy5altp1
「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fvRoQqJRZ
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我覺得自己瘋了。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXGE2C6jnM
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtE7WQ2OJt
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w33uhgaC9
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTL18ppCoZq
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8kH963ye5
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不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh01q3nR0vp
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyAhLduUr2
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9Kp6HCsl8
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFZS9g2392
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXf3MSV8IY
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwbKzrtOnZ
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1U8HcVQP0
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkvndEQqPL
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rB2N4ZJYy
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlx9wdzfiD
「咁點解…無可能…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUbAwb0cVq
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj74Oc5eGd
Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhdYOsQDuE
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT2sCGT1Mk
「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAGRjydiE0
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKkL3RFxfW
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswfHtrHnfD
接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEadt4rRZBf
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jtcMX1sQp
她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZCLwqX5OI
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX9vF8reMj
然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxqxkFpHrs
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「童……」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlxnhlADal
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVdjwANkgr
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童桐…抽煙？！1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7cTNP7kr5
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxMY1lwfx2
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「童桐…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8QcBbNOvN
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2zUGddy87
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Dora哭起來。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevwQNj3iBc
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjD6rsPuuz
「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyfovzVG7k
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aRYPXYaH5
「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc2VJ07Q3n
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQE549SsCF
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XSUjWYmBe
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw75glTYpKB
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0qM8Sw5XO
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvhBkMYcWE
「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaPR9WMWa8
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w34rWs6Tw
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSgHHStHR8
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結果當然是…1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X99rrIUZh
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicn0hYHbPI
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCTO6TYweK
「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpODJ6kegK
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMMGVSVnYm
「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkXKwoTqnI
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP5subyrGW
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQlBc1R2RD
1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa9J12MaQG
「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xJrMsF8da
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4wbxeFfAz
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijLety5UdR
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1228Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyCNb2WjDs
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
然後按「加至主畫面」