門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLADhXQyqeO
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總要面對的，對吧。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWzxuCFf4V
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWVxjaCjjE
「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUbw95v77L
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqAKDNmRqY
「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbS3ZCdTou
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B9iJz4xkV
老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcs7Z69Lrl
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPr17pLVGM
…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgktuUdl3p
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbSMrVcDop
「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvq403LBx5
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcIa5Sf0u0
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsLkANpwu4
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIbJRvEugo
「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTsOhsg0Y7
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFe9JF5up5
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj4VUDHNDC
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vnjpTpyPE
她…瘦了？1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ91FMfmwpp
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamfHLuImpf
不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r4w7ayulg
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP2BM4M1ca
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFY3Rk62OA
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreQJiK7Pi7
「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M4RQ2IFrA
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV821zXLfZm
二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAr2yCYdz7
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMtfBiSxON
「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmwmlBtPdP
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgITPExKIpy
「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW03nUzBJux
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRO4Pd5EPJ
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeWQnOAytB
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWh0VzItlG
「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVRMjEO1aa
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLLvvGpse5
「我地自己食就得架啦…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iENGjz6tS
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rAZf3AAxF
「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDit7gwcRag
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLDPLkV2mr
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eij9DOJm6
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4gPc7PwOo
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPWKIlLmqL
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtN0NUrmei
「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7G0xMsfCf
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRr8SfapIld
童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuzlHXv9Ty
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUMLVm9NtD
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuUtwensv9
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYLQjhm5Uj
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMzIm4B7VW
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaI501nWyP
童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2waPbU1D1F
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UVo7xpvDi
這麼細聲能聽到？1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff0qGdtz8S
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkSalTRCjv
說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwEMBXHCft
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBBS8KjMJN
雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUrArGJnTo
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHOveG6Q68
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnRg0yfzD1
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFBZQO0z8Y
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XnzoTKBxZ
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH1OyVhAzn
「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmYzSM1lXt
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1TQJcHP0w
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sNC2Bp1nC
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPjypGPvxN
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdht97irkQu
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5UpdhJjn6
心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq93rnbyXzn
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSwIUZ3F4W
不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDakwAHxAV
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjEDMeRI84
老實說，我很心痛。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tAoNcs6GH
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvfO3sGOIX
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUhk2eHmNw
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyCDYd2xY4
她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF1stcQtVZ
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6VoSXq7cT
但…1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAEHR0tYdo
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsiRplwgxi
閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6vHvsqvhQ
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsEsv0C7Ug
「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDtEDzLQB6
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvTpChx7aU
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH80oj4qXhs
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRLn1VpDVL
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHk7HheQfV
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKHN0MPVdq
「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnuBvXqpuO
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUn26eKKtu
感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm81XOZzjnJ
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxALDY6iVwa
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe0P6vLfcA
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21GaVfoMn2
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85iFpZVYBf
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTyXCvrh3j
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6s1uFdqkP
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjROix8ejK
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAxcvXoZzr
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOGIQQcZiT
互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2aSjk9TE4
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUDoG0vSBz
「係啊，Dora。」我說。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7EiEul8sq
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRblX7SJ4a
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodf3Eufdsd
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfv2Z1QEBb
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1FLF2G4Wb
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWS0r1vynP
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRoAWj5AVq
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpZpNflswk
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsyyrLQDek
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSz3WPT45fq
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAxKWRy5Be
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4Eje1UYR5
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dYrJQU3ED
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIG2qX8HeB
我在說甚麼呢。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1rHtSiTL7
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx6irhgHIc
童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEYB8MRRwt
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuWDn3Ncm5
我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQdVARWNLM
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM4q9WqMHg
我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNUAs2qchW
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY7CYICw0U
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp05zhZfeht
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq8VxkSeLl
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e5kO432aJ
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3y5zW8HCa
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k9aJ6Ffjj
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwPk1mUf8r
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuHwGJfSmU
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wlFv5dStB
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ4GN59Cqu
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGpoEO2kzk
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBhDf8yv1y
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IuONvLuFS
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GoyLPozpp
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ayjDezULr
我希望是這樣的答案。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DcWZVvb72
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkexqMbdUNH
但童桐先是沉默。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno3dAScNRR
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFvjIBKMYr
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvqJ4JhedM
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1Y16xm8SX
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILHq0aZ0qS
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0xpKxqIkH
求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRm3lRygM7
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JCJgulpep
「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsoqMq0fKO
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyIXgxHyem
甚麼意思。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6kH3MmEHz
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkqf7yET4M
這到底是甚麼意思。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj29AmAVW3
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpP1cSKCnqt
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRY9cdX8wk
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXqvsAhPwJ
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqOTmeXYB2
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGDSN9h1X7
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPOH74gu1k
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0x3tRJhxw
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAt3pwmrCcC
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem4UQaUA9L
是你嗎…Dora.1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LA9TuYQzq
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLshrKO5Mlx
「你…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHwl5cMNh6
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgVIx5X8dC
「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BYsHNHIIr
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aldV7Vu5U
Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyP9BVLRE9
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHrK186aOx
「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH9UFXRxsI
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我覺得自己瘋了。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02VMrq9USQ
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8kKg2Sqn9
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGjuYTJibb
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Dg3wraSZq
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLpBe0uui2
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不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBh94vPya9
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3IX39cQ2Y
「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbhrSeucNQ
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZZmRj7mPp
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhBhdeeXtA
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbjP3nZKJV
「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT77aC5sum
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yfeq3ZVJB
或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHqdHDHXDK
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「咁點解…無可能…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYeAO4nWam
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Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEPgqvlYhS
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEszoLbupM
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtALZulXd0
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCRhJZTyVR
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ldkyim08D
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKS2G8KeDi
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「童……」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVhUR2mw7t
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMmtnKsqNM
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童桐…抽煙？！1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALIg0r2PVp
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb37ol0FqD8
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「童桐…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM5F52Q0bK
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExq1uOav97
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Dora哭起來。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfiEeuHcGw
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QIODOLxE6
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「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2CHw3iK2E
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JG5KAKABC
「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFHomNHLik
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeCy3m6iDQ
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ542dnT2Pbl
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayWlO4D0sy
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxqvymSL0w
老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UDU5OznTy
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結果當然是…1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i1FsjVd9N
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5sNVFbtrD
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「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnwACwfk3J
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「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vf2uzh61r
1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dJ0mkLG3U
「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4jmof5C7D
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97xANIbMJU
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH1f7mdIma
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuWh08CbVF
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1185Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ33OMP3fg1
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
然後按「加至主畫面」