正當我被林老板的神乎奇技震驚到時,他便不以為然的走回去繼續幫貓兒刷毛。673Please respect copyright.PENANAweplgeJO23
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「童…童…童桐…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAfXKTxegzDb
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才一說出她的名字,我便鼻頭一酸忍不住流下眼淚。673Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2FtbkpAGs
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能再聽到她的聲音,已經使我心頭一暖,我…好想她。673Please respect copyright.PENANAhh8zLFJc4E
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「呀遊,我…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAZb9It3LMPc
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「童桐你去撚左邊啊!」我激動地哭著說,「出面打緊風架你知唔知?你做咩粒聲唔出走左去?!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAYEmDPRmcoj
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「…我…我知道…」童桐說。673Please respect copyright.PENANAacZDDox4Z5
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「你係邊度?」我說,「我黎接你。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAfftjOJm7PI
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「…唔好黎,呀遊,千其,千其唔可以黎,留係屋企。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAoW6DJwx08H
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「吓?!?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAM7huk3a1cq
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我那一下叫聲大至在酒吧中激起回音,那邊的一貓一狗也看看我是不是有甚麼毛病。673Please respect copyright.PENANAHhTWgRFGZV
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「呀遊,對唔住,我諗左成晚…」童桐說,「我過唔到自己個關,對唔住,好對唔住…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAIG89kn5Aoe
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「童桐,Kay既事唔係你既錯。」我說,「係我用核彈炸植嵐晨,佢先至覺得有機會而鬼迷心竅…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAZLMVAqMd0j
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「但係你用核彈,係因為我唔做你女朋友,係我話要追植嵐晨架嘛,所以始終都係我唔好,係我細膽,我無用,我對你唔住,係我驚無左你,所以只俾你去到青梅竹馬為止…」673Please respect copyright.PENANARUZ6Zwf5Ef
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「唔好道歉,做到你青梅竹馬係我一世人最大既幸運。同埋我…我高中個時係女都溝,係女都表白啦係唔係?唔好咩都攬晒上身覺得自己錯好唔好?」673Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZiohqhLPv
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我試圖減輕童桐的內疚感,但根本無從入手。673Please respect copyright.PENANA60FLqe8q2J
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「呀遊…呀遊…對唔住,我都好掛住你…但…但係我過唔到自己個關…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAKeid5TXYiw
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「唔好再道歉啊!!」我忍不住對住話筒怒吼。673Please respect copyright.PENANAs6Ezpop8WU
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「……」對面只傳來童桐的抽泣聲。673Please respect copyright.PENANAm1qeZrnSnm
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「你係邊度?出面好危險,我地返屋企先講好唔好?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAy5eQRLc4TA
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「呀遊,我應該…返唔到黎架啦。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAEOV3BgbbIe
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聽到那一句,我暈到以為腳下地板晃動些許,連忙扶著吧枱好使自己不跌到地上。673Please respect copyright.PENANAD8LHoGKvLf
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林老板似乎餵完了貓狗,打開電視新聞看著天氣報告。673Please respect copyright.PENANAZyxk5AyORj
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「…根據天文台最新預測,今晚六點至八點會改掛八號強風信號。超強颱風“氣槽”將會於明日早上進入香港一百公里範圍,由於速度緩慢,氣槽預計將於明日傍晚時份於大嶼山大澳一帶登陸…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAEGNMWUZD0o
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「童桐…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAJbRYnNKm54
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「呢度,我可以幫到好多小生命,黎補救我做過既事,我至少證明到自己唔只會殺人,我仲可以拯救到其他生命。」673Please respect copyright.PENANA48vg1aI96N
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小生命?童桐怕狗,所以是貓吧。673Please respect copyright.PENANAWLztWymcmk
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補救甚麼啦?根本…根本就不需要!童桐沒做錯任何事!!673Please respect copyright.PENANA1kwnqG4sEx
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「…政府呼籲市民遠離低窪地區,海岸,河道,排洪設施,以防山洪暴發或山泥傾瀉。特別係大嶼山既大澳,二澳,深屈一帶…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAsKVwJi2TZt
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「而且,呢度日落仲好靚添。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAC7jJqIzyvQ
「童桐,你係唔係喺大澳?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAzIkThn9vjh
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我與她疊聲說出答案。673Please respect copyright.PENANAq7lQfTLiSD
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「咁係因為打風前,大氣水份增加,青光藍光紫光被大氣散射,只留低紅橙黃光。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAwqkEKHDaM8
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「如果咁靚既日落,可以去大澳睇下就好啦。」
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Hannah Bar內,我,阿強,林老板都默不作聲。673Please respect copyright.PENANABjhUpmqGR8
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「童桐,你答我,你係唔係去左大澳!!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAlVPFStZVsy
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「…係,呢邊有好多流浪貓。」童桐說,「我同義工係颱風黎之前,希望救到幾多去安全地方就救幾多。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAD4JHXpPt5c
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「你係唔係傻架?!」我崩潰,「個風係個度登陸呀!!個風直頭係個度登陸呀你知唔撚知呀?!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAFt9W2FIwtp
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記憶中我從來沒有這樣對童桐大聲咆吼過,現在全香港最危險的地方就是在大澳!我抓狂,我崩潰,因為我知道童桐…673Please respect copyright.PENANANqsFMXYQ0X
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童桐會死。
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「你你你你冷靜D先!」阿強搶走我手上的手機,雖然這手機不是我的我還是胡亂抓向他,害他要用手推開我。673Please respect copyright.PENANAjQn5k79WbX
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阿強打開擴音器放到吧枱上,似乎想一起聽。673Please respect copyright.PENANAClqWbIDKFY
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「童桐!快D走!求下你!!個風未到,仲有機會走!!」我說。673Please respect copyright.PENANA6KkgYBulCd
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「呀遊,對唔住,我想幫手救下呢d小生命。」童桐說,「我唔只會殺人,我…我想…唔知,我唔知…但我想幫手救呢D貓…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAKrMiETdGGr
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「咁你自己呢?!D貓義工一定會撤離,你要跟佢地車走!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAqXhiEOSxwd
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「…佢地都係市區入黎,幾多人入黎就幾多人走,無位載我。」童桐說,「而且我亦無諗過要走。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAshIydeIYeV
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童桐只求贖罪。673Please respect copyright.PENANAgPqJzwx7il
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自覺害死了Kay的她,視拯救那些貓兒,是她的小小贖罪。673Please respect copyright.PENANAXUQB1PRjM1
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她不只是好像小時候一樣想自我放逐;也不只是PTSD引起的自殺行為;亦不只是想拯救生命來滿足贖罪心理。673Please respect copyright.PENANAJypqenGhj6
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而是通通都有。673Please respect copyright.PENANAVciCG8PdPI
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「童桐,咁落去…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAqq80aCjZGO
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「嗯,我應該會死。」童桐平靜地說。673Please respect copyright.PENANAhmXG4bckyz
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「童桐,唔好…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAGnYYkB5dWS
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「呀遊,好好照顧大家,同埋…幫我同我爺爺嫲嫲講聲對唔住。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAdSh0H2sInw
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「…童桐,你死左既我點算?」我說,「你知道我無左你唔得。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAc9Zg9qsfmy
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「我本來都擔心。」童桐說,「但我知道妍妍同你咁既關係,大概佢係我死之後都會照顧你。」673Please respect copyright.PENANABRxbttvGmP
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我和妍妍共渡的那晚,卻使得童桐更加安心地自尋短見。673Please respect copyright.PENANAILgPVxjURU
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「你唔係鐘意我既咩,你捨得交我俾妍妍架啦?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAJggBO7PMT4
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「唔…唔捨得架!」童桐哭著說,「但係…仲有咩辦法…Kay佢係因為我而死,明明係大學Year One…係佢主動過黎搵我做groupmate,係佢介紹我去唔同地方打卡…係佢介紹植嵐晨俾我識,我…我我…」673Please respect copyright.PENANA7D5HsSFl7D
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童桐的善良變成了她的詛咒,我寧願她冷血一點。673Please respect copyright.PENANAiu1wo70BIE
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「佢係因為自己諗唔通!!唔關你事架童桐!!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAz3s2up6tJG
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林老板似乎覺得我吵著他看颱風消息,走過來吧台撐著枱面,無好氣地看著我。673Please respect copyright.PENANAkwZ3bjBjuo
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「我咁覺得呀!你明唔明呀,呀遊!就算你話唔關我事,利律師話唔關我事,警察話唔關我事,但係我覺得係自己一手造成呀!!我…我…」童桐情緒激動。673Please respect copyright.PENANAkxFqnWC9Dt
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林老板壓下聲線說:「唔好再同邊緣型人格障礙講道理講邏輯,你係唔係想害死佢。」673Please respect copyright.PENANA6TXCmdeK8L
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邊緣型人格障礙…?是指童桐?673Please respect copyright.PENANAsBUcVBTMzs
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「但…」這是我向林老板問的。673Please respect copyright.PENANArP4eQNcmqO
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「唉,打風賣大包…你同佢講你知道佢好難受,你好擔心佢,千其唔好講你明白佢感受,你明條春,知道就夠。」林老板開始向我提出建議。673Please respect copyright.PENANAGJUh8LlmbD
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「童桐,我知道你好難受,我知道,但係我好擔心你。」這的確是我心裡話。673Please respect copyright.PENANA5RfFAuRZz3
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「同佢講依加你有呢個感覺,係個心唔舒服,係有得醫,會陪住佢睇醫生,問佢咁樣好唔好,強調個陪字,強調你要陪佢。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAoOvR90gEVS
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「童桐,你有咁既感覺,只係因為你個心唔舒服,係…係病黎,有得醫架,俾我陪你去睇醫生好唔好?陪到你好返之後,我都一直陪住你,好唔好?」673Please respect copyright.PENANACaS0B430O1
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林老板在吧枱後拿來了「今期清酒推薦」的黑板把字刷掉,然後寫上「陪伴」「接納」四字不斷打圈,還忙中偷閒寫上「道理」「對錯」四個字打上一個大交叉。673Please respect copyright.PENANAZj5fm66f7W
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「病…?我…我真係覺得…」673Please respect copyright.PENANANfWnBa35mT
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「你都知我阿媽識幾多人架啦,佢當你係我馬家新抱架啦,我地會陪你搵到方法解決,童桐,相信我,俾機會我陪你好唔好?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAJzRMN9FjBU
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童桐一向欠缺安全感。673Please respect copyright.PENANAybvK7vU5cG
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即使我在成為情侶後,也因為怕失去我這青梅竹馬兼男朋友而不安著。673Please respect copyright.PENANAAzNOrBQ2ej
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而原來所謂的邊緣型人格障礙,最大特徵就是「竭盡努力避免真實或想像中的自我被拋棄」673Please respect copyright.PENANACpwKsSypf3
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這就是童桐心理上的弱點。673Please respect copyright.PENANAkyH7MppPpb
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現在林老板完全不打算說甚麼你沒有錯,不是你的錯,而是在反過來利用童桐「欠缺他人陪伴」的心理弱點,把她暴走的情緒轉化成「想有人陪便回來」,拖入我們這邊的節奏之中。673Please respect copyright.PENANAikFFrrwzL3
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好像有點可怕…?673Please respect copyright.PENANARCuDxS30Zs
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「呀遊…但,真係咁?我真係只係病?我唔知…我成日聽到煞車聲,我好驚過馬路…我好辛苦呀,呀遊…我好辛苦…嗚嗚嗚…嗚嗚…」童桐哭起來。673Please respect copyright.PENANAjokrW7WcoR
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「梗係!」我說,「你個時都陪我睇跌打啦,細個我病都係你照顧我,今次一樣,我會陪到你好返為止!」673Please respect copyright.PENANA9EWfvJeWqb
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「呀遊,對唔住,要你咁樣浪費時間陪我…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAtVuUX1rQuW
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童桐就是這樣,連我陪伴她她也自卑地覺得在浪費我時間。因為在她眼中,自己父母也覺得陪伴她是在浪費時間吧。673Please respect copyright.PENANAmSyATXAFJD
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不幸者以一生治癒童年,就是這樣嗎?673Please respect copyright.PENANAmxil1Amupp
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「咪叫左你唔好再道歉」我說,「你係大澳邊個位?我黎搵你。」673Please respect copyright.PENANATGfcWOxX3z
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「你點樣黎?」童桐問。673Please respect copyright.PENANA81CPgE9EaE
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「船…船掛?我點知,的士之類?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAZH8y6w902T
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阿強面有難色。673Please respect copyright.PENANAQYJNtfRd2r
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大不了我走路過去,東涌行山到大澳才兩,三個小時。673Please respect copyright.PENANAIIHovMjxfi
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「呀遊,你都係唔好黎喇。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAz3697Jh1HB
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「點解呀?!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAsUn1Myz2al
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「個風會係呢邊登陸,如果連你都因為我有咩事…我…我…」童桐語氣中帶著恐懼。673Please respect copyright.PENANAnIPmhl7Dj1
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「去接我咁天下第一可愛既青梅竹馬女朋友又唔係第一次喇。」我說,「超強颱風咋嘛,算得係咩,童桐,我準備左禮物俾你,你估下咩黎?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAIEyMRSpPSc
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「係咩黎?」童桐驚喜地說。673Please respect copyright.PENANA503p8TwBnm
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林老板聽到我這句,對我露出讚許的眼神點點頭。673Please respect copyright.PENANAm1XoGNtuDj
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「到我入到黎搵到你,你就知。」我說,「記得等我,有危險就跑,無論幾難都好,無論幾遠都好,無論幾多次都好…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAPlgLZ5V0Jf
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無論追尋幾多次。
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「…我都唔會放棄,童桐。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAPo49fSdkQ9
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童桐說電話電量快用盡,所以先要掛線,晚上會再和我通話報平安,還叫我一定要萬事小心。但我沒打算等到晚上。673Please respect copyright.PENANAIR1ueH0QfB
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盡快帶她回家!
「你係呢個童桐之前,有無識過女朋友?」林老板問。673Please respect copyright.PENANATVkgbdtIfj
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「無…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAINJ5H7CZA7
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「哼,唔怪得。」他冷笑一下。673Please respect copyright.PENANA0LXlGC1BcZ
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喂?!673Please respect copyright.PENANA5zJcrMln4T
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「之後就你自求多福。」林老板說罷拿出逗貓棒回去和貓兒玩耍,一邊走還一邊低語著,「大澳啊,真懷念…漢娜…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAX6iv80NRDn
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阿強自己從吧枱內掏出一支酒:「總之你叫我做既兩件事已經解決,迷暈器,童小姐既下落。」673Please respect copyright.PENANA2QMA9BMvwd
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「咁使唔使俾返d錢…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAgaWJyIg10h
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「唔使喇。」阿強推回我遞上的錢,「我只係送個講電話既機會俾你,係你自己爭取到答案返黎,要唔要杯?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAXwzBEg3bty
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「…唔該。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAgnTn4Kr5qA
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阿強也因為打風而沒這樣忙,他平日應該是要到處應酬之類吧。673Please respect copyright.PENANAUgFhj9mzny
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把阿強倒來的酒一飲而盡:「啊哈!好飲!好,我要出發。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAzPTDbjUxsM
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「去邊?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAQHXRsx8EFS
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「…就…大澳啊。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAjXiwenrmAL
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阿強苦笑搖頭:「後生仔就係後生仔…你知點去?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAKDWeE9Z26r
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「屯門好似有船…」我好多年沒去過了。673Please respect copyright.PENANAjGa2exrCF1
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「個班船三號波已經停左。」阿強說,「你只可以行陸路。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAa6XMreC4Aw
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地圖顯示陸路可以從東涌坐巴士,或是坐大嶼山的藍的士,至於私家車…因為嶼南路是封閉區域,只有持許可證的車才能進入。673Please respect copyright.PENANAEqznDhRKAC
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阿強瞄瞄我的手機屏幕:「除左行山,你方法得三個,一係坐大嶼山巴士,一係飛的,最後方法係搵有許可證進入嶼南路既司機載你。不過…食張牛肉乾都係320蚊啫,有人唔介意無證都可以車你。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAC7dXyib1V9
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找我爸?不,打風他工作更加忙,也不能找他,找他的話我媽會馬上出現吧。673Please respect copyright.PENANA3E9aQlDiEd
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「阿強,你…有無?」我試探地問。673Please respect copyright.PENANAHQ9Mme3kYf
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「我有,亦識好多人有,甚至可以出張真既許可證俾你。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAOpxPvrjdOt
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「咁樣可唔可以出錢…」673Please respect copyright.PENANA5xHs7oiFgE
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「但唔好意思,Deep World係八號波都係閂門,無人會傻到為左做單接送生意衝入超強颱風既風眼,有錢無命使。」阿強說,「自求多福喇。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAlRhH3UbI6e
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這也對,畢竟那可是超級颱風的致命風眼,但還有甚麼辦法,反正到東涌再說。673Please respect copyright.PENANAe69PoJ8I4c
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我想過是否通知我爸媽,但我媽聽到我要往風眼衝過去,她一定過來捉我回家,不行,這事我只能靠我自己解決。673Please respect copyright.PENANARqwdji0P2A
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而且童桐還在等我,我還不能一個人回去。673Please respect copyright.PENANAg5f7sRn0gB
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…至少通知妍妍和Beta吧,雖然後者不知道想不想知道。673Please respect copyright.PENANAMNNswqIj7A
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在酒吧胡亂吃過出乎意料地好吃的意粉後,我向阿強和林老板別過離去。林老板說不用謝他,無論是剛剛的提點還是那盤意粉,把童桐救回來帶她來飲兩杯便行。673Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2EKw4F6JL
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阿強就難得他這樣好說話,可能是同病相憐云云,遲鈍如我也覺得這不是甚麼應該刺探的往事,但感覺那林老板也是深不可測,一定有自己的故事。673Please respect copyright.PENANAsWVmgJKOj1
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天文台說放工時間改掛八號風球,當我鑽進地鐵站已經是人山人海,都怪街上的士Uber全部截不到,而地鐵站就在漢娜酒吧一個街口外。673Please respect copyright.PENANAuhxvb9zyOU
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在擠成年宵的車廂中,心急如焚的我幾乎要和一個死推爛推也上不了車,結果卡住車門幾分鐘的中年漢打起來,最後月台有人看不過眼先行偷襲作罷。673Please respect copyright.PENANAUXcDIFSpZK
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普通的一程車坐得我焦頭爛額,我到東涌已是傍晚。673Please respect copyright.PENANAXaiYzJlk0C
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「呀遊。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAzXeLw3NMBF
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「又點撚樣呀…!」673Please respect copyright.PENANA6EUEezhRCY
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咦不對,誰人會來?現在我是在單獨行動…673Please respect copyright.PENANAY8znNGptja
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「…你…有無事?」卻是憂心忡忡,而且被我嚇到的妍妍。673Please respect copyright.PENANA1KLye4Jjfo
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「我…唉,少少攰啫,對唔住。你點會係度?打風危險,快D返屋企。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAqLAr8TarfY
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「我唔可以俾你一個去大澳。」我這時才發現妍妍同樣穿著專業的雨衣。673Please respect copyright.PENANA8KODbDuamC
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「咪玩喇,風眼黎架…」我推她往月台方向,打算送她回車上。673Please respect copyright.PENANAEGSzXvy9wE
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「咁你知風眼你又去?!我搵過你好多次你都唔聽我電話,我係叫管理處個主任借車先過到黎,我唔會返去!」妍妍說,「呀遊,我有件事好急要同你講,你冷靜聽。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAjf18Qw7DrI
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不不不,每次是說要冷靜聽的,往往是最叫人沒法冷靜。673Please respect copyright.PENANAiozw7txGd8
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「…盡量,你講,講完返屋企。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAWGjbRcSinK
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「唔返。」673Please respect copyright.PENANALGR5E6l51k
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妍妍拿出裝在防水袋之中的手機,畫面是那些路況突發的群組之類,往往這些群組收風比新聞還要快。673Please respect copyright.PENANA59g2d8C0rY
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「嶼南道山洪暴發,山泥傾瀉,無車行得過……已經,已經無任何方法去救童桐。」673Please respect copyright.PENANA2QMjYTplrE
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「……」673Please respect copyright.PENANAp0YlksTLSv
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身邊的事物,恍如要愈拉愈遠。673Please respect copyright.PENANAUqKutYdz0E
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「…車站廣播,天文台剛才已經改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,重覆一次,天文台剛才已經正式改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,本港正受到超強颱風“氣槽”正面吹襲…」673Please respect copyright.PENANAijyuvMoApP
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連車站廣播也好像從很遠很遠的地方傳來。673Please respect copyright.PENANAikMOHPzPgG
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童桐已如被困在孤島上。673Please respect copyright.PENANAeEXm7leiiP
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我也是。673Please respect copyright.PENANAPsOadF4TQE
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「呀遊,依加只可以叫佢自己撐住,我黎係阻你去送死。」妍妍竟然哭起來。「返屋企啦,你盡晒力架喇,放棄啦好嗎?」673Please respect copyright.PENANA295LKgC7qN
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…要在這兒…放棄嗎?673Please respect copyright.PENANAtzfQLrqFKb
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照片之中,道路已經崩塌,泥水從斜坡內湧出,馬路上的瀝青已經化成泥巴被沖走。673Please respect copyright.PENANANx5lNm68IE
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連那些大樹也被輕易地衝走,我又算得是甚麼?在大自然,在颱風,在命運面前我又算得是甚麼?673Please respect copyright.PENANA3fYdxAMHWN
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「…我出閘睇下。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAlbGx4GISH1
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我注意到有些人著附近奔波著,而他們—拿著貓籠。673Please respect copyright.PENANAkUGXxjOgbn
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妍妍追著我出站,外頭狂風暴雨,雨被勁風捲起,打到臉上帶著刺痛,鐵閘在搖晃發出「咔咔咔」的怪聲,一切沒有被綁住的東西都飛到風中被撕成碎片。673Please respect copyright.PENANAvpxOTwjOmh
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「師兄!師兄!」我氣喘喘地追上一個拿著貓籠的人,「嗄…嗄…你,你係唔係大澳出黎?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAiKP8QfjogY
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「係…呀。你又知既?」673Please respect copyright.PENANA0lo3GRq1dS
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「條路係唔係已經行唔到?」我問,明明妍妍的手機已經顯示著地陷的情況,我還是心存一絲僥倖。673Please respect copyright.PENANApseVsKitb6
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「完全行唔到!無可能!」那人說,「仆你個街,唔係我地架車夠快就俾佢埋左!!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAJW9ZrNxBgW
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「……」673Please respect copyright.PENANAWF1tS5dtPH
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是真的…當然是的,怎可能有假。673Please respect copyright.PENANAFINcUSEhCd
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「我地去救D街貓咋嘛,陰公,係大澳入面真係死硬。」那人拿著貓籠說,「喂,老友,你面色好差喎。」673Please respect copyright.PENANADysboM1z2a
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「……」673Please respect copyright.PENANAvOiugAi7hh
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「唔該晒你,佢無事架,我代D貓貓多謝你。」妍妍有禮貌的鞠躬。673Please respect copyright.PENANAu22qSGMLif
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「…嗯,打風呀,你地都好快D返屋企喇。」那人拿著兩個貓籠消失在暴風雨中。673Please respect copyright.PENANAAPXgtUO8po
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「…呀遊…」673Please respect copyright.PENANA1ufuqZBZ7U
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妍妍看著我,不知所措。673Please respect copyright.PENANAUftwdpT0sy
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「昂坪360。」我說。673Please respect copyright.PENANATZuJRqG8e4
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「纜車點可能開,呀遊,算啦。」妍妍說。673Please respect copyright.PENANAA0J8m3QCDa
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勇者並非無懼。673Please respect copyright.PENANAFHH4LvWdzM
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勇者而是心懷恐懼,亦要繼續前行。673Please respect copyright.PENANALecpLQ8iu4
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而我…連勇者也不是。673Please respect copyright.PENANAW1u4UCwgVE
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但我可終於成為童桐的青梅竹馬兼男朋友!!673Please respect copyright.PENANAR6YmMdWzpz
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「我知,但纜車下面有維修通道,定期有人維修,相比普通山路安全少少,我可以由個度去到昂坪,咁就可以避開嶼南路山泥傾瀉既地方,之後轉行昂平路…」673Please respect copyright.PENANA3r1bJ1gmxz
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「呀遊,你明知咁做一定會出事,你唔好…」673Please respect copyright.PENANA4aNTgTMv7h
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「妍妍,你返屋企,我行山入去!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAVNJbTPf5DJ
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「你聽我講!你依加係要八號風球上山,行入個風眼度!!你知唔知你自己做緊乜撚野!?」連妍妍也急到說粗口了。673Please respect copyright.PENANAmVKIKdFh3y
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「無野比童桐重要!!犧牲咩都好,我都要去搵佢!我應承左佢!!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAwt0euAEjzH
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「你…停呀!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAvsbUCKQqN6
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「妍妍,走開!!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAfeOINvocFL
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「馬川遊!!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAQZ8eaTMrkD
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「啪!」673Please respect copyright.PENANAo2ZbohVtlY
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妍妍賞我一記耳光,附近的人通通側目望過來,以為我們是不是要挑這種天氣當眾吵架,甚至有好事之徒舉起手機拍攝。673Please respect copyright.PENANAa5qfVJC82X
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「癲夠未?」妍妍問。673Please respect copyright.PENANAQWEq0aItzf
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「……妍妍,你唔明。」火辣辣的臉在風雨中發燙,但我沒生氣,因為妍妍是在阻止我送死。673Please respect copyright.PENANAYQrFdrdAw8
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就和我對童桐一樣。673Please respect copyright.PENANA4z8X7AaI8J
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「你愛錫下自己得唔得?你珍視下自己得唔得?」673Please respect copyright.PENANAI5zidoFjoD
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…不,我早就把童桐放在最優先了。673Please respect copyright.PENANAlYLghSJAH1
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我本以為自己已經改了這習慣,但沒想到在我和童桐正式成為情侶,她又出了意外後,我也…我這種心態也惡化了。673Please respect copyright.PENANApAAX0lzHSE
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大概不只她一個有病吧。673Please respect copyright.PENANAo8becuVzui
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我也有病。673Please respect copyright.PENANAJSpB8bscoI
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「妍妍,對唔住。」我握住袋中的迷暈器,妍妍比童桐高一點點,體重也重過有厭食症的她,但這能把她瞬間麻醉掉吧!673Please respect copyright.PENANApS6iKkd8W3
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就在我要使用迷暈器時,突然一把有點討厭的聲音從旁傳來。673Please respect copyright.PENANAetJyYUhFYl
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「聽甄姿妍講放棄未幾好囉。」673Please respect copyright.PENANADkJ5VgCwkI
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「條路自己揀,仆街唔好喊,講左好多次架啦。」說話很尖酸刻薄,但又很難反駁。673Please respect copyright.PENANA2pa5zmPu09
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「所以放棄啦,放棄保命最緊要,又唔會有人怪你。」但又有點懷念,有點…使我覺得安心。673Please respect copyright.PENANAzBRM8gVwiJ
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是那個用最難聽的說話,默默支援著我的那個混蛋。673Please respect copyright.PENANA4xFooOGgKK
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「…Beta,好耐無見。」673Please respect copyright.PENANAwKNiqKcnaT
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Beta沒甚麼事不會離開他的電腦前,無論是那間屏幕房,還是他在網吧中的包廂,特別是這種天地無光,如要淹沒一切的暴風雨。673Please respect copyright.PENANAAJL6TgktaB
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但也就是說,如果連這種天氣他也出來,代表事態已嚴重至此。673Please respect copyright.PENANAneLM1Ed9CH
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我去送死這件事包括在內嗎?我不肯定。673Please respect copyright.PENANANZKearwiF3
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「千其唔好掛住我,多謝合作。」他說。673Please respect copyright.PENANAjmmMprRuIg
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「有排未輪到你。」我回話。673Please respect copyright.PENANAomGIauv3l7
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Beta輕輕挪到我與妍妍之間,走到幾乎和我臉貼著臉的距離。673Please respect copyright.PENANAgHpcwlgkUl
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「我問你,馬川遊,你靚仔唔夠植嵐晨靚仔,講錢,講肌肉,講事業,你同其他人比你咩都輸,你只係贏一個距離,你只係住得近D。」Beta說,「你覺得童桐點解會揀你?」673Please respect copyright.PENANANV9IqzxOPm
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「唔係佢揀我,而係我始終放下唔到。」我說,「我放棄唔到童桐。」673Please respect copyright.PENANA9sdFZpVC0W
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有個遊戲劇情相當絕望,它說世界一切都是沒意義的。673Please respect copyright.PENANA52eH73HXVX
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但是在最後一句…使我相當著意。673Please respect copyright.PENANAPvDjpWFhqR
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“但未來不是被賦予之物,而是要去親手爭取回來"673Please respect copyright.PENANARdPpae1SVl
"未来は与えられるモノではなく、獲得するモノだから"
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「連咁樣都唔放棄?八號波只係開始,講緊既係一個颱風正面登陸,後面仲有九號波,十號波,返屋企吹冷氣會好D。」Beta說。673Please respect copyright.PENANAHQjTazb5xk
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妍妍向我點頭,示意我放棄。673Please respect copyright.PENANA15z0aCjcxb
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我搖搖頭,然後踏前一步,吸一口氣——673Please respect copyright.PENANAVqtEdZnrVX
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對673Please respect copyright.PENANAJdiPRsQkRF
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放673Please respect copyright.PENANAR2wDZlQtvz
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Beta滿意地笑笑點頭。673Please respect copyright.PENANANr0vydtguP
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「既然係咁,呢片絕海…呢個絕境,就由我地帶你衝過去!」