正當我被林老板的神乎奇技震驚到時,他便不以為然的走回去繼續幫貓兒刷毛。958Please respect copyright.PENANA9RiiSJRX5V
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「童…童…童桐…」958Please respect copyright.PENANARLp5U3Ww8m
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才一說出她的名字,我便鼻頭一酸忍不住流下眼淚。958Please respect copyright.PENANAh4IVP2llmK
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能再聽到她的聲音,已經使我心頭一暖,我…好想她。958Please respect copyright.PENANAZJUts64h1a
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「呀遊,我…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAVDIy9w9iIC
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「童桐你去撚左邊啊!」我激動地哭著說,「出面打緊風架你知唔知?你做咩粒聲唔出走左去?!」958Please respect copyright.PENANAJH5BWJ6ydq
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「…我…我知道…」童桐說。958Please respect copyright.PENANAOYighOWHuX
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「你係邊度?」我說,「我黎接你。」958Please respect copyright.PENANA5hqLI4yBYs
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「…唔好黎,呀遊,千其,千其唔可以黎,留係屋企。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAZpScGhSdk7
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「吓?!?」958Please respect copyright.PENANADaNvmBmTPI
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我那一下叫聲大至在酒吧中激起回音,那邊的一貓一狗也看看我是不是有甚麼毛病。958Please respect copyright.PENANAcNeaVL9sgn
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「呀遊,對唔住,我諗左成晚…」童桐說,「我過唔到自己個關,對唔住,好對唔住…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAfhNtIBCP61
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「童桐,Kay既事唔係你既錯。」我說,「係我用核彈炸植嵐晨,佢先至覺得有機會而鬼迷心竅…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAC15YZd4rcR
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「但係你用核彈,係因為我唔做你女朋友,係我話要追植嵐晨架嘛,所以始終都係我唔好,係我細膽,我無用,我對你唔住,係我驚無左你,所以只俾你去到青梅竹馬為止…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAAcRyJSbJ79
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「唔好道歉,做到你青梅竹馬係我一世人最大既幸運。同埋我…我高中個時係女都溝,係女都表白啦係唔係?唔好咩都攬晒上身覺得自己錯好唔好?」958Please respect copyright.PENANALsTNMtWrxx
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我試圖減輕童桐的內疚感,但根本無從入手。958Please respect copyright.PENANA5kSIP88mpy
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「呀遊…呀遊…對唔住,我都好掛住你…但…但係我過唔到自己個關…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAig2hOlLVvL
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「唔好再道歉啊!!」我忍不住對住話筒怒吼。958Please respect copyright.PENANAgvGUZt8QMj
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「……」對面只傳來童桐的抽泣聲。958Please respect copyright.PENANAOQLNKx6uQC
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「你係邊度?出面好危險,我地返屋企先講好唔好?」958Please respect copyright.PENANAwVP7w0PG3B
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「呀遊,我應該…返唔到黎架啦。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAVSycREq0NM
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聽到那一句,我暈到以為腳下地板晃動些許,連忙扶著吧枱好使自己不跌到地上。958Please respect copyright.PENANA3sRGD8o0QK
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林老板似乎餵完了貓狗,打開電視新聞看著天氣報告。958Please respect copyright.PENANAkMn1XVP6Af
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「…根據天文台最新預測,今晚六點至八點會改掛八號強風信號。超強颱風“氣槽”將會於明日早上進入香港一百公里範圍,由於速度緩慢,氣槽預計將於明日傍晚時份於大嶼山大澳一帶登陸…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAx0w5aQ3yu3
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「童桐…」958Please respect copyright.PENANANJUSvv1Ffr
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「呢度,我可以幫到好多小生命,黎補救我做過既事,我至少證明到自己唔只會殺人,我仲可以拯救到其他生命。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAOArAGVJojs
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小生命?童桐怕狗,所以是貓吧。958Please respect copyright.PENANAyayDSRN2zv
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補救甚麼啦?根本…根本就不需要!童桐沒做錯任何事!!958Please respect copyright.PENANAg8CTTpHyVI
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「…政府呼籲市民遠離低窪地區,海岸,河道,排洪設施,以防山洪暴發或山泥傾瀉。特別係大嶼山既大澳,二澳,深屈一帶…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAGqYAgKrzEI
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「而且,呢度日落仲好靚添。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAFTqwgmO555
「童桐,你係唔係喺大澳?」958Please respect copyright.PENANAMYxacq7cAe
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我與她疊聲說出答案。958Please respect copyright.PENANAmIN4iQ4RuX
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「咁係因為打風前,大氣水份增加,青光藍光紫光被大氣散射,只留低紅橙黃光。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAeLB1n6P75d
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「如果咁靚既日落,可以去大澳睇下就好啦。」
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Hannah Bar內,我,阿強,林老板都默不作聲。958Please respect copyright.PENANAzWNGUkxQOA
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「童桐,你答我,你係唔係去左大澳!!」958Please respect copyright.PENANAHApefu8fPv
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「…係,呢邊有好多流浪貓。」童桐說,「我同義工係颱風黎之前,希望救到幾多去安全地方就救幾多。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAs3Pul2UDQW
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「你係唔係傻架?!」我崩潰,「個風係個度登陸呀!!個風直頭係個度登陸呀你知唔撚知呀?!」958Please respect copyright.PENANATOlocG6gYm
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記憶中我從來沒有這樣對童桐大聲咆吼過,現在全香港最危險的地方就是在大澳!我抓狂,我崩潰,因為我知道童桐…958Please respect copyright.PENANAwsyTsOz02R
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童桐會死。
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「你你你你冷靜D先!」阿強搶走我手上的手機,雖然這手機不是我的我還是胡亂抓向他,害他要用手推開我。958Please respect copyright.PENANA9oTsguP7ff
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阿強打開擴音器放到吧枱上,似乎想一起聽。958Please respect copyright.PENANAHddXiU38d0
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「童桐!快D走!求下你!!個風未到,仲有機會走!!」我說。958Please respect copyright.PENANAgP84HprBBe
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「呀遊,對唔住,我想幫手救下呢d小生命。」童桐說,「我唔只會殺人,我…我想…唔知,我唔知…但我想幫手救呢D貓…」958Please respect copyright.PENANArWYWg9DVSm
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「咁你自己呢?!D貓義工一定會撤離,你要跟佢地車走!」958Please respect copyright.PENANAE9BHRUzBz6
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「…佢地都係市區入黎,幾多人入黎就幾多人走,無位載我。」童桐說,「而且我亦無諗過要走。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAzlCP1jNOrO
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童桐只求贖罪。958Please respect copyright.PENANAPQY1Hmy1TQ
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自覺害死了Kay的她,視拯救那些貓兒,是她的小小贖罪。958Please respect copyright.PENANAXvxl01yOCL
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她不只是好像小時候一樣想自我放逐;也不只是PTSD引起的自殺行為;亦不只是想拯救生命來滿足贖罪心理。958Please respect copyright.PENANAXnrSlmKoCk
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而是通通都有。958Please respect copyright.PENANAacMmK4ccmg
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「童桐,咁落去…」958Please respect copyright.PENANA1HLqD05ml3
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「嗯,我應該會死。」童桐平靜地說。958Please respect copyright.PENANAjsoGudktDR
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「童桐,唔好…」958Please respect copyright.PENANA98aENGXHHZ
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「呀遊,好好照顧大家,同埋…幫我同我爺爺嫲嫲講聲對唔住。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAK9SvuRgRs7
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「…童桐,你死左既我點算?」我說,「你知道我無左你唔得。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAPS4KDAci3B
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「我本來都擔心。」童桐說,「但我知道妍妍同你咁既關係,大概佢係我死之後都會照顧你。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAOb2Cl5gwTk
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我和妍妍共渡的那晚,卻使得童桐更加安心地自尋短見。958Please respect copyright.PENANAcfPLxXfUIl
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「你唔係鐘意我既咩,你捨得交我俾妍妍架啦?」958Please respect copyright.PENANA1QqU2rVPmI
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「唔…唔捨得架!」童桐哭著說,「但係…仲有咩辦法…Kay佢係因為我而死,明明係大學Year One…係佢主動過黎搵我做groupmate,係佢介紹我去唔同地方打卡…係佢介紹植嵐晨俾我識,我…我我…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAAjBwNNcYle
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童桐的善良變成了她的詛咒,我寧願她冷血一點。958Please respect copyright.PENANAxjRAjioEwv
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「佢係因為自己諗唔通!!唔關你事架童桐!!」958Please respect copyright.PENANAdCwd73bT43
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林老板似乎覺得我吵著他看颱風消息,走過來吧台撐著枱面,無好氣地看著我。958Please respect copyright.PENANA7Hpn9Wo49x
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「我咁覺得呀!你明唔明呀,呀遊!就算你話唔關我事,利律師話唔關我事,警察話唔關我事,但係我覺得係自己一手造成呀!!我…我…」童桐情緒激動。958Please respect copyright.PENANA8UAxbA95qK
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林老板壓下聲線說:「唔好再同邊緣型人格障礙講道理講邏輯,你係唔係想害死佢。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAc67Vqlth4U
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邊緣型人格障礙…?是指童桐?958Please respect copyright.PENANAyw1yGjfCF8
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「但…」這是我向林老板問的。958Please respect copyright.PENANAA4LfFPAAjR
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「唉,打風賣大包…你同佢講你知道佢好難受,你好擔心佢,千其唔好講你明白佢感受,你明條春,知道就夠。」林老板開始向我提出建議。958Please respect copyright.PENANAVcCqPZoHLj
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「童桐,我知道你好難受,我知道,但係我好擔心你。」這的確是我心裡話。958Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZIMa8mviZ
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「同佢講依加你有呢個感覺,係個心唔舒服,係有得醫,會陪住佢睇醫生,問佢咁樣好唔好,強調個陪字,強調你要陪佢。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8QYcpLcb6
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「童桐,你有咁既感覺,只係因為你個心唔舒服,係…係病黎,有得醫架,俾我陪你去睇醫生好唔好?陪到你好返之後,我都一直陪住你,好唔好?」958Please respect copyright.PENANAlOhD0PZJCV
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林老板在吧枱後拿來了「今期清酒推薦」的黑板把字刷掉,然後寫上「陪伴」「接納」四字不斷打圈,還忙中偷閒寫上「道理」「對錯」四個字打上一個大交叉。958Please respect copyright.PENANAoUFmqPvdPl
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「病…?我…我真係覺得…」958Please respect copyright.PENANArgZexYw3lR
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「你都知我阿媽識幾多人架啦,佢當你係我馬家新抱架啦,我地會陪你搵到方法解決,童桐,相信我,俾機會我陪你好唔好?」958Please respect copyright.PENANAQqjLl8LOSg
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童桐一向欠缺安全感。958Please respect copyright.PENANAwaaBy4lIvH
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即使我在成為情侶後,也因為怕失去我這青梅竹馬兼男朋友而不安著。958Please respect copyright.PENANAftlzWvKlM4
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而原來所謂的邊緣型人格障礙,最大特徵就是「竭盡努力避免真實或想像中的自我被拋棄」958Please respect copyright.PENANA8T2j7R31Gq
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這就是童桐心理上的弱點。958Please respect copyright.PENANAP4yt5yiO40
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現在林老板完全不打算說甚麼你沒有錯,不是你的錯,而是在反過來利用童桐「欠缺他人陪伴」的心理弱點,把她暴走的情緒轉化成「想有人陪便回來」,拖入我們這邊的節奏之中。958Please respect copyright.PENANAwNFQ1hdhJV
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好像有點可怕…?958Please respect copyright.PENANAbmP4mX2fbQ
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「呀遊…但,真係咁?我真係只係病?我唔知…我成日聽到煞車聲,我好驚過馬路…我好辛苦呀,呀遊…我好辛苦…嗚嗚嗚…嗚嗚…」童桐哭起來。958Please respect copyright.PENANAyKQbZIYJMt
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「梗係!」我說,「你個時都陪我睇跌打啦,細個我病都係你照顧我,今次一樣,我會陪到你好返為止!」958Please respect copyright.PENANAh4wbqXFalU
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「呀遊,對唔住,要你咁樣浪費時間陪我…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAMLoIXzTE4r
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童桐就是這樣,連我陪伴她她也自卑地覺得在浪費我時間。因為在她眼中,自己父母也覺得陪伴她是在浪費時間吧。958Please respect copyright.PENANAmhykRCzrpA
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不幸者以一生治癒童年,就是這樣嗎?958Please respect copyright.PENANA4kRYWOqJDU
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「咪叫左你唔好再道歉」我說,「你係大澳邊個位?我黎搵你。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAdVTr5OG091
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「你點樣黎?」童桐問。958Please respect copyright.PENANAIa7WLK1Esi
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「船…船掛?我點知,的士之類?」958Please respect copyright.PENANAGYCSnEty0Q
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阿強面有難色。958Please respect copyright.PENANAtDv73CtUmD
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大不了我走路過去,東涌行山到大澳才兩,三個小時。958Please respect copyright.PENANA714G1V3MW1
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「呀遊,你都係唔好黎喇。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAATKtXgLSQK
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「點解呀?!」958Please respect copyright.PENANADp9EV7vkx6
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「個風會係呢邊登陸,如果連你都因為我有咩事…我…我…」童桐語氣中帶著恐懼。958Please respect copyright.PENANAtnqkgl6lD2
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「去接我咁天下第一可愛既青梅竹馬女朋友又唔係第一次喇。」我說,「超強颱風咋嘛,算得係咩,童桐,我準備左禮物俾你,你估下咩黎?」958Please respect copyright.PENANAkYB2PockM5
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「係咩黎?」童桐驚喜地說。958Please respect copyright.PENANAKGMfybYlJu
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林老板聽到我這句,對我露出讚許的眼神點點頭。958Please respect copyright.PENANA4W243p8Ptd
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「到我入到黎搵到你,你就知。」我說,「記得等我,有危險就跑,無論幾難都好,無論幾遠都好,無論幾多次都好…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAFRqMjPObYT
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無論追尋幾多次。
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「…我都唔會放棄,童桐。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAAoQtU2jScq
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童桐說電話電量快用盡,所以先要掛線,晚上會再和我通話報平安,還叫我一定要萬事小心。但我沒打算等到晚上。958Please respect copyright.PENANAH7dSRm1YWZ
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盡快帶她回家!
「你係呢個童桐之前,有無識過女朋友?」林老板問。958Please respect copyright.PENANAc3wCOxZLbq
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「無…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAfpGpSgfmSe
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「哼,唔怪得。」他冷笑一下。958Please respect copyright.PENANAqdc1Ot8xKB
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喂?!958Please respect copyright.PENANAF272TBhtE0
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「之後就你自求多福。」林老板說罷拿出逗貓棒回去和貓兒玩耍,一邊走還一邊低語著,「大澳啊,真懷念…漢娜…」958Please respect copyright.PENANApD1mM7E2e9
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阿強自己從吧枱內掏出一支酒:「總之你叫我做既兩件事已經解決,迷暈器,童小姐既下落。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAg9RFy35W24
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「咁使唔使俾返d錢…」958Please respect copyright.PENANA2yOUgJFZaK
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「唔使喇。」阿強推回我遞上的錢,「我只係送個講電話既機會俾你,係你自己爭取到答案返黎,要唔要杯?」958Please respect copyright.PENANAwCbppz0FDI
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「…唔該。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAhhQjGX09L9
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阿強也因為打風而沒這樣忙,他平日應該是要到處應酬之類吧。958Please respect copyright.PENANADww6NC0qAX
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把阿強倒來的酒一飲而盡:「啊哈!好飲!好,我要出發。」958Please respect copyright.PENANA7U4SjPyvbI
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「去邊?」958Please respect copyright.PENANAtMbvm7abtt
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「…就…大澳啊。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAdmLyKsZP2d
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阿強苦笑搖頭:「後生仔就係後生仔…你知點去?」958Please respect copyright.PENANAxY2aVE6uBp
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「屯門好似有船…」我好多年沒去過了。958Please respect copyright.PENANATJcTN4CvPL
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「個班船三號波已經停左。」阿強說,「你只可以行陸路。」958Please respect copyright.PENANABbV0YF9Z4Y
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地圖顯示陸路可以從東涌坐巴士,或是坐大嶼山的藍的士,至於私家車…因為嶼南路是封閉區域,只有持許可證的車才能進入。958Please respect copyright.PENANASfHFBduFek
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阿強瞄瞄我的手機屏幕:「除左行山,你方法得三個,一係坐大嶼山巴士,一係飛的,最後方法係搵有許可證進入嶼南路既司機載你。不過…食張牛肉乾都係320蚊啫,有人唔介意無證都可以車你。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAOUFzO9dKsy
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找我爸?不,打風他工作更加忙,也不能找他,找他的話我媽會馬上出現吧。958Please respect copyright.PENANANulj27GaXB
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「阿強,你…有無?」我試探地問。958Please respect copyright.PENANAkjmFM8D3cO
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「我有,亦識好多人有,甚至可以出張真既許可證俾你。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAztLy5CT63M
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「咁樣可唔可以出錢…」958Please respect copyright.PENANA1BWC9FsJtE
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「但唔好意思,Deep World係八號波都係閂門,無人會傻到為左做單接送生意衝入超強颱風既風眼,有錢無命使。」阿強說,「自求多福喇。」958Please respect copyright.PENANARJdcyyszeO
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這也對,畢竟那可是超級颱風的致命風眼,但還有甚麼辦法,反正到東涌再說。958Please respect copyright.PENANAxpFwZAjRAB
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我想過是否通知我爸媽,但我媽聽到我要往風眼衝過去,她一定過來捉我回家,不行,這事我只能靠我自己解決。958Please respect copyright.PENANAjnUPyh6F8H
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而且童桐還在等我,我還不能一個人回去。958Please respect copyright.PENANAH7cZVTbTCA
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…至少通知妍妍和Beta吧,雖然後者不知道想不想知道。958Please respect copyright.PENANAAR1909fT3V
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在酒吧胡亂吃過出乎意料地好吃的意粉後,我向阿強和林老板別過離去。林老板說不用謝他,無論是剛剛的提點還是那盤意粉,把童桐救回來帶她來飲兩杯便行。958Please respect copyright.PENANAtfaXKPiJTt
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阿強就難得他這樣好說話,可能是同病相憐云云,遲鈍如我也覺得這不是甚麼應該刺探的往事,但感覺那林老板也是深不可測,一定有自己的故事。958Please respect copyright.PENANACageK1DoEN
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天文台說放工時間改掛八號風球,當我鑽進地鐵站已經是人山人海,都怪街上的士Uber全部截不到,而地鐵站就在漢娜酒吧一個街口外。958Please respect copyright.PENANA9pd4KWZRAg
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在擠成年宵的車廂中,心急如焚的我幾乎要和一個死推爛推也上不了車,結果卡住車門幾分鐘的中年漢打起來,最後月台有人看不過眼先行偷襲作罷。958Please respect copyright.PENANAWAwNOzC9gp
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普通的一程車坐得我焦頭爛額,我到東涌已是傍晚。958Please respect copyright.PENANAwvABjIGNxn
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「呀遊。」958Please respect copyright.PENANACAtF7Kx2EV
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「又點撚樣呀…!」958Please respect copyright.PENANAH9Cu3YZk8T
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咦不對,誰人會來?現在我是在單獨行動…958Please respect copyright.PENANAvXAoYQlpFz
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「…你…有無事?」卻是憂心忡忡,而且被我嚇到的妍妍。958Please respect copyright.PENANAPIUd2KpcAB
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「我…唉,少少攰啫,對唔住。你點會係度?打風危險,快D返屋企。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAfa87grn2AC
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「我唔可以俾你一個去大澳。」我這時才發現妍妍同樣穿著專業的雨衣。958Please respect copyright.PENANAcLoH39HXAC
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「咪玩喇,風眼黎架…」我推她往月台方向,打算送她回車上。958Please respect copyright.PENANAf9WkRMqjQa
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「咁你知風眼你又去?!我搵過你好多次你都唔聽我電話,我係叫管理處個主任借車先過到黎,我唔會返去!」妍妍說,「呀遊,我有件事好急要同你講,你冷靜聽。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAZa2bZn15dQ
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不不不,每次是說要冷靜聽的,往往是最叫人沒法冷靜。958Please respect copyright.PENANAmqJh2q0bos
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「…盡量,你講,講完返屋企。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3T7DtV4QV
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「唔返。」958Please respect copyright.PENANA0uOW5Gnpht
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妍妍拿出裝在防水袋之中的手機,畫面是那些路況突發的群組之類,往往這些群組收風比新聞還要快。958Please respect copyright.PENANAlClaynQhCW
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「嶼南道山洪暴發,山泥傾瀉,無車行得過……已經,已經無任何方法去救童桐。」958Please respect copyright.PENANA6PoD70lRf4
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「……」958Please respect copyright.PENANAIiMiDHHZDI
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身邊的事物,恍如要愈拉愈遠。958Please respect copyright.PENANASzzyBsDNwE
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「…車站廣播,天文台剛才已經改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,重覆一次,天文台剛才已經正式改掛八號東南烈風或暴風信號,本港正受到超強颱風“氣槽”正面吹襲…」958Please respect copyright.PENANA8aMSwmHVNP
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連車站廣播也好像從很遠很遠的地方傳來。958Please respect copyright.PENANA5SJeGBFuZW
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童桐已如被困在孤島上。958Please respect copyright.PENANAuC2dUWUNyT
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我也是。958Please respect copyright.PENANA4bLxjxQGdU
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「呀遊,依加只可以叫佢自己撐住,我黎係阻你去送死。」妍妍竟然哭起來。「返屋企啦,你盡晒力架喇,放棄啦好嗎?」958Please respect copyright.PENANACiGW48hu4W
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…要在這兒…放棄嗎?958Please respect copyright.PENANAFyxrMIU5jH
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照片之中,道路已經崩塌,泥水從斜坡內湧出,馬路上的瀝青已經化成泥巴被沖走。958Please respect copyright.PENANApEVELOKqfr
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連那些大樹也被輕易地衝走,我又算得是甚麼?在大自然,在颱風,在命運面前我又算得是甚麼?958Please respect copyright.PENANAf67ai1pyHN
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「…我出閘睇下。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAw3F3N17sgo
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我注意到有些人著附近奔波著,而他們—拿著貓籠。958Please respect copyright.PENANA8ObAC5JkI6
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妍妍追著我出站,外頭狂風暴雨,雨被勁風捲起,打到臉上帶著刺痛,鐵閘在搖晃發出「咔咔咔」的怪聲,一切沒有被綁住的東西都飛到風中被撕成碎片。958Please respect copyright.PENANANMN5vYsLcW
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「師兄!師兄!」我氣喘喘地追上一個拿著貓籠的人,「嗄…嗄…你,你係唔係大澳出黎?」958Please respect copyright.PENANAKymbAiTE2c
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「係…呀。你又知既?」958Please respect copyright.PENANANyEcPdgTJS
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「條路係唔係已經行唔到?」我問,明明妍妍的手機已經顯示著地陷的情況,我還是心存一絲僥倖。958Please respect copyright.PENANATmTil2JvTz
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「完全行唔到!無可能!」那人說,「仆你個街,唔係我地架車夠快就俾佢埋左!!」958Please respect copyright.PENANARG7mBySgiq
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「……」958Please respect copyright.PENANAP1ZcNAMeb6
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是真的…當然是的,怎可能有假。958Please respect copyright.PENANARoiE8PrO0v
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「我地去救D街貓咋嘛,陰公,係大澳入面真係死硬。」那人拿著貓籠說,「喂,老友,你面色好差喎。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAMgNiXpxsLm
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「……」958Please respect copyright.PENANAAPP22tcKdz
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「唔該晒你,佢無事架,我代D貓貓多謝你。」妍妍有禮貌的鞠躬。958Please respect copyright.PENANAuZGvrFBf8d
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「…嗯,打風呀,你地都好快D返屋企喇。」那人拿著兩個貓籠消失在暴風雨中。958Please respect copyright.PENANAJNdgiFhWV7
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「…呀遊…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAgeXrXzMSjO
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妍妍看著我,不知所措。958Please respect copyright.PENANAW8z4QAOkg2
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「昂坪360。」我說。958Please respect copyright.PENANAVS44On8n9C
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「纜車點可能開,呀遊,算啦。」妍妍說。958Please respect copyright.PENANAg421CCEH8J
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勇者並非無懼。958Please respect copyright.PENANAi2Ds0ION6M
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勇者而是心懷恐懼,亦要繼續前行。958Please respect copyright.PENANAbcYfp0fv2B
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而我…連勇者也不是。958Please respect copyright.PENANAKrecqXnmry
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但我可終於成為童桐的青梅竹馬兼男朋友!!958Please respect copyright.PENANAYcU1dneZX1
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「我知,但纜車下面有維修通道,定期有人維修,相比普通山路安全少少,我可以由個度去到昂坪,咁就可以避開嶼南路山泥傾瀉既地方,之後轉行昂平路…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAu5RzVYnozs
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「呀遊,你明知咁做一定會出事,你唔好…」958Please respect copyright.PENANAYSoXaoAIcr
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「妍妍,你返屋企,我行山入去!」958Please respect copyright.PENANAoQWBJF3bR9
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「你聽我講!你依加係要八號風球上山,行入個風眼度!!你知唔知你自己做緊乜撚野!?」連妍妍也急到說粗口了。958Please respect copyright.PENANAozbqEAb1BY
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「無野比童桐重要!!犧牲咩都好,我都要去搵佢!我應承左佢!!」958Please respect copyright.PENANAVhZ2VFyNai
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「你…停呀!」958Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z3hvZLwIg
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「妍妍,走開!!」958Please respect copyright.PENANA3cPgUIAwbu
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「馬川遊!!」958Please respect copyright.PENANAZRQBh9Uhf5
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「啪!」958Please respect copyright.PENANAn4M4hUB8O1
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妍妍賞我一記耳光,附近的人通通側目望過來,以為我們是不是要挑這種天氣當眾吵架,甚至有好事之徒舉起手機拍攝。958Please respect copyright.PENANAShO3vFbvJi
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「癲夠未?」妍妍問。958Please respect copyright.PENANA7KnIbfohtO
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「……妍妍,你唔明。」火辣辣的臉在風雨中發燙,但我沒生氣,因為妍妍是在阻止我送死。958Please respect copyright.PENANAPpZEqCEx4L
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就和我對童桐一樣。958Please respect copyright.PENANAQt0sBrvflY
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「你愛錫下自己得唔得?你珍視下自己得唔得?」958Please respect copyright.PENANAhvd4Y6uAJk
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…不,我早就把童桐放在最優先了。958Please respect copyright.PENANAzFge8ZFXQK
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我本以為自己已經改了這習慣,但沒想到在我和童桐正式成為情侶,她又出了意外後,我也…我這種心態也惡化了。958Please respect copyright.PENANAkvFQjglC72
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大概不只她一個有病吧。958Please respect copyright.PENANA1jqETGarjW
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我也有病。958Please respect copyright.PENANAmCvFztZhWx
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「妍妍,對唔住。」我握住袋中的迷暈器,妍妍比童桐高一點點,體重也重過有厭食症的她,但這能把她瞬間麻醉掉吧!958Please respect copyright.PENANADTTfSbDMS9
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就在我要使用迷暈器時,突然一把有點討厭的聲音從旁傳來。958Please respect copyright.PENANAJZ9utHxb5y
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「聽甄姿妍講放棄未幾好囉。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAxl4r5WjSE1
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「條路自己揀,仆街唔好喊,講左好多次架啦。」說話很尖酸刻薄,但又很難反駁。958Please respect copyright.PENANAAa5sdoLNt1
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「所以放棄啦,放棄保命最緊要,又唔會有人怪你。」但又有點懷念,有點…使我覺得安心。958Please respect copyright.PENANAiJs0fSCRcj
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是那個用最難聽的說話,默默支援著我的那個混蛋。958Please respect copyright.PENANAFQroKSNV3D
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「…Beta,好耐無見。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAksStIwGDhE
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Beta沒甚麼事不會離開他的電腦前,無論是那間屏幕房,還是他在網吧中的包廂,特別是這種天地無光,如要淹沒一切的暴風雨。958Please respect copyright.PENANAHFf1jaq47g
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但也就是說,如果連這種天氣他也出來,代表事態已嚴重至此。958Please respect copyright.PENANAFvdgdnFgZ6
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我去送死這件事包括在內嗎?我不肯定。958Please respect copyright.PENANAR814AzJiAq
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「千其唔好掛住我,多謝合作。」他說。958Please respect copyright.PENANAlBvHPIOOCX
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「有排未輪到你。」我回話。958Please respect copyright.PENANAAAa8ugWUMC
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Beta輕輕挪到我與妍妍之間,走到幾乎和我臉貼著臉的距離。958Please respect copyright.PENANA26sDBKPeo1
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「我問你,馬川遊,你靚仔唔夠植嵐晨靚仔,講錢,講肌肉,講事業,你同其他人比你咩都輸,你只係贏一個距離,你只係住得近D。」Beta說,「你覺得童桐點解會揀你?」958Please respect copyright.PENANA8XYAGpnDpW
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「唔係佢揀我,而係我始終放下唔到。」我說,「我放棄唔到童桐。」958Please respect copyright.PENANAa7gut68GzU
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有個遊戲劇情相當絕望,它說世界一切都是沒意義的。958Please respect copyright.PENANAj3Tk1UlZhD
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但是在最後一句…使我相當著意。958Please respect copyright.PENANAGA31Horrmd
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“但未來不是被賦予之物,而是要去親手爭取回來"958Please respect copyright.PENANAyoQJ0EqqhN
"未来は与えられるモノではなく、獲得するモノだから"
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「連咁樣都唔放棄?八號波只係開始,講緊既係一個颱風正面登陸,後面仲有九號波,十號波,返屋企吹冷氣會好D。」Beta說。958Please respect copyright.PENANAntxc2s9WoI
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妍妍向我點頭,示意我放棄。958Please respect copyright.PENANAEkk2Ou5ubo
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我搖搖頭,然後踏前一步,吸一口氣——958Please respect copyright.PENANALXmgTfZ9Pn
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Beta滿意地笑笑點頭。958Please respect copyright.PENANAvBNl9g08AS
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「既然係咁,呢片絕海…呢個絕境,就由我地帶你衝過去!」