「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNBeyJMjJc
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1BOc93hOr
說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWhRj8yHwv
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq388V3bPiV
那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4OX0Jw1fy
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACBYFqUeCj
「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeUf4VY8L5
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaI1IL7hZ2
原因是因為在那之前。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjhhGfoGXb
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIKKqo0Sdj
在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoudRg1hUEe
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu60qE8E2S
「童桐。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomCuEEhR8x
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVFy1sx4lZ
電話對面傳來一把女聲。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhadfnoqQNs
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcKbO1g5qX
「Kay…？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F45wmbtYu
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwwBH6LCdS
「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoT32WbOi3
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cYGvRPxGG
「Kay，你喊緊？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SrTbiLp0O
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIBkFk0O7H
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzwjGEz4WB
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W6oUVKQeP
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL1KESOPPa
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncUrqkv7J2
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFKAR2hV2x
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKFWKEfqzZ
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jCaiZ93Fj
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeroBGSfnm7
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOODPGV2zF
「有人害佢？但…」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NvkLW4k9g
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKI1GiS5KC
「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGVll3hpZ4
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgituDxXCR8
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88X6OSQgah
距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRLeCw6WZi
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9KwEWMraB
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3OSy1LmPY
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHghEndjhXt
當然不會。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31deelhVW0
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡordohIIxwX
我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqsxQGbUwW
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5VISFFSPe
因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6PmKJec5s
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj6eV2gvZT
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd8edEOxTG
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoswNEhT9zC
但事實完全相反。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIz9PVAPc4
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0AIJsdKaq
原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixizqT9dLP
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mFx0McO36
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX3cux0lJw
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEc1UT8V17
我好想她。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBpAIwEkhv
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3whMHkDjA
即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbbeJ9haWY
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgNH9gicVB
童桐…1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdRbooIB0Q
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7JLQ6An8b
也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNyeK3bkqH
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryPfgKqBps
「汪嗚…」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ828DvcFcAd
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1nujRpQLO
因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZZhcz7zoH
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilbdLBvUWF
「汪！汪！」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BJKYMDnFq
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkiCbrWd6D
在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvlQtMgS5J
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSWMgiOT3p
「好啦，佢走左啦。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SCHVbCLD0
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeLMxhmIma
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrZlcp34PD
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNXdo3PShG
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1L7xcAM5L
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNayggG7Ikq
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPV5ghL5yY
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rhC3f5AWC
那個童桐從沒存在過。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlAI7M0kae
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAnG7P3I4v
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfIQrWGiwe
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhRcjt3tR4
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNNvP4oJkU
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxlyLxu2z3
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOQ8hpXSBH
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLT5Jhql5te
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRceiswBrTv
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCPoCW6zUm
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2e16Duo3H
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAoZXskUfO
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw4P7PkMp2
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7FIn1ld4c
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqK6EuzlwG
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zPchxoPYE
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5jMDQqgpv
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMJJ9o4X7n
問題是妍妍和童桐…1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAB4yXcmma1
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHpVWszn8H
妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPWhdcDlxg
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Wk7KYYc9
童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGddfbXiqSY
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ27jZ5Peb
我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpekprB0a6V
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt46FvpXExx
逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWISzFBaDm
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgOjhZ73w7
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlL2ZfdEid
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IFdQsrJmu
但…我…我…1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7eVGD4EdB
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOJYxl5wJ3
果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyCQPKE52D
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgHk1n6bvW
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：051042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uypKPGD4V
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：041042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfgpbzEkna
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：031042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIicxNIXfAJ
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qvcwA3LCY
就是今天晚上了嗎。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZdeZO390i
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SXWZGRg0x
到此為止了。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMhI5HaEa6
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbJVLf1XO2
至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkE09H1I6K
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5o2bpqelR
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYxuaGkhbU
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfLCSgfwm0
「童桐。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsbU6luejY
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGee7omcal
在她回來時，我攔在她面前。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEOB0OfUMz
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfjcf3o6yp
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMf9L6m6w8
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBn13x3mrb
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfokQw9ZsDH
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh2314MDQ3
我擋在她家門前。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AabnWGuFN
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J5dXOmsWl
「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuiK2wc9v5
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKatgbIHKe
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIeIJRQFZ9
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9L6djya3ac
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFwHbpXPVX
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FqsiGvTbp
這樣子她便明白了。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBXTVTSH3X
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrS50AeR2l
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wq8V01ZMO
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9a0Oyf6dL
但我早也有兩手準備。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhujGUgwQJ
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcGeUpLwVr
「我屋企無。」我推開門。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmZCEhCCd3
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGCWxlC4HT
「咁…」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPFDyx2zU7
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeELQfb7IR
「嗚————汪—！！」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgeiSkMHdR
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HOE4kjCzo
家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M3UiXV5oi
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJQf4lptIq
「小心！」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl580KznxK
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUKOd5FxdF
眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeVXw8Z83N
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc5SVx4jXT
好輕？1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kph1LE1vW
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz6mHeXAYO
「亞基！Sit！」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIjpRMrNh9
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpogCL0Vra
亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwrQZ1F6m6
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NlhXeSGiZ
…真的好羨慕牠。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRysds2Lrf
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK551pdVqhD
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC31ROeAP1P
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyeifuMHzA
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaIZrKyP3r
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIdGZZP67j
「你…係唔係瘦左？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAzZAJuDlH
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Y6hRyqZH
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxZdiIL4rU
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ9CMNsKyy
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTRbouVgst
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZ6yHw71wb
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSAzXzH23C
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QWdqCjugQ
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：461042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotLH5i9YMO
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDIcHq1Jlc
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
然後按「加至主畫面」