「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcEYgxWzfn
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KeU6lXTNf
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYOZuPObvB
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhbMbjbY7g
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ8KyIWWNC
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「童桐。」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyUtDgF8Np
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YyXOt4iES
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「Kay…？」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBjKLejhr5
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCEB4xDUKr
「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqmgMvs4yi
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「Kay，你喊緊？」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpWUCDRt0P
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcBoHnR6NL
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6Qj74Cju5
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAJlW67Zbh
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ8GPz6VOM
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNK3B0cKtD
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYc4ln22Jp
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16JI46lUdD
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnhgnkPOZB
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lGujBLRWK
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「有人害佢？但…」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmeGWqnKyt
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyIRVsFCiV
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrgoJyIMuW
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA6UbYLRHR
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRsjuGkZTH
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當然不會。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFe7i7We7l
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzYgHigXFw
我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7r4O1y8Fx
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPYQuo3ujj
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmghJB2LSP
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS3lqsgOJL
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但事實完全相反。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9o53Jjy6P
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY2JQJpC0X
原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLGwEwXppO
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMFP9jgFZo
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEan524JQi
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCMbuOdATr
我好想她。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn5etl9cuU
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWcpRmYcEf
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeszKpzdVD
童桐…946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70pW4kgRKC
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8N0cSNqtk
也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLG1h6TsU4
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJZoPmxDEQ
「汪嗚…」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27W2fXphhV
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1ud9ftPJC
因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQKhbYKUHG
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBZdrIyO3H
「汪！汪！」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jZvVYaMne
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmi0P6DLJGt
在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYvIms1IWC
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOtzGCrZqH
「好啦，佢走左啦。」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhF6yz7OvOI
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq9g7Xv8BO
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNyGHaaaqs
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADe6Ee7QKh
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRDIxUntKq
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s55LVcN92
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2CIIv8nR6
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMXFd8Gxn3
那個童桐從沒存在過。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimQfD2OuMc
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9UTUzQENG
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM7pLkWpeE
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoLwL5gqb8
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgx3johHIc
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsb8lPiPDJ
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66tBl6p8RK
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我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07ucdwIDoR
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgwzN29j9O
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLtcZbtMHy
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIgH8FUjLB
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuGMQRsFRj
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkRDNdODZi
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlooRLFMf5
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP2IoMLQ0r
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBobbp4hVc
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問題是妍妍和童桐…946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1Tjbkq534
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pmXVJszx9
妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhWdrA8PF9
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS3PRJD4H5
童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRJNOLMzy6
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUz27XxWmG
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逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vud7DyuOm
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LrQS8eJvu
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg85RZxZESF
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但…我…我…946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11iK2npIt0
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KqKdXIOth
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU80cj8QRde
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：05946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII2SmpW9Lx
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：04946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4Hama5Stt
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：03946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJlQWZwIqH
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就是今天晚上了嗎。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIG2v60qmm
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到此為止了。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawFH5JVBkk
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBic2L6SJHe
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4XKuYCRwC
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMN7creGzI
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTze2QK9omK
「童桐。」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pEiiMoim3
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2OMkSqVXQ
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi9etLxHPn
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYVhlflw0F
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「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndUz4BZOFW
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我擋在她家門前。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeASvLQoCd8
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ759MvchsVa
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V7qXP1jxr
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ9BpLitjg
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNcOrwshwv
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnAD2wcAem
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7UDBhKv77
這樣子她便明白了。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gZpHdKpOJ
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1VzUwDZhD
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w7UWwQrRu
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVJ2sWG19V
但我早也有兩手準備。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL1eEN8IQz
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mW6lrSWxZ
「我屋企無。」我推開門。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34QQC2lWhD
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「咁…」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6v4MTqeoZ
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「嗚————汪—！！」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhB9KNSt3A
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3kZeNxoXz
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQmJWvlyb9
「小心！」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSeUCxIj1y
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW9SWLhFIb
眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbzA6r4pfc
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6v2gCHoQK
好輕？946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmw9cjd9gf
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4s4RvCYnQ
「亞基！Sit！」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOuUFNJw0w
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVOR9QosA7
亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2dq6DPxT7
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqy3SoGeWt
…真的好羨慕牠。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVFbHgjTBA
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuY7L8N8EU
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9WGoxgHnS
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq33WZuURX
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaK3bmg0It
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTxOmS0AqE
「你…係唔係瘦左？」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6JxzEqt1y
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJW5KaSl3ZS
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG1DQaEEUZ
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYyOZF7aG5
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYONbqfJw3R
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「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxEzI8cNeq
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvkuOiAdcs
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：46946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4vKCizo53
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE8ukxm9UL
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
and then Add to home screen.