「人生若只如初見,何事秋風悲畫扇」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAlNBeyJMjJc
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好,便不如發生之後的種種憾事。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAaWhRj8yHwv
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAh4OX0Jw1fy
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「呀遊,我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAPeUf4VY8L5
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原因是因為在那之前。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAkjhhGfoGXb
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAoudRg1hUEe
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「童桐。」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAomCuEEhR8x
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAhadfnoqQNs
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「Kay…?」1042Please respect copyright.PENANA4F45wmbtYu
1042Please respect copyright.PENANATwwBH6LCdS
「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根,下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起,雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業,你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年?」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAFoT32WbOi3
1042Please respect copyright.PENANA7cYGvRPxGG
「Kay,你喊緊?」1042Please respect copyright.PENANA3SrTbiLp0O
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAWIBkFk0O7H
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁?想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺,佢要同我分手?」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAOzwjGEz4WB
1042Please respect copyright.PENANA2W6oUVKQeP
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說;1042Please respect copyright.PENANAkL1KESOPPa
「童桐,呀遊!」Kay竟然是第一個到;1042Please respect copyright.PENANAncUrqkv7J2
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨?最近二人好像親近過以前,連我這種路人都發現了;1042Please respect copyright.PENANAgFKAR2hV2x
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中;1042Please respect copyright.PENANAiKFWKEfqzZ
Kay想摸亞基,「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退,還發出威脅的低聲咆哮;1042Please respect copyright.PENANA2jCaiZ93Fj
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來,背後推著他的正是Kay。
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAeroBGSfnm7
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「有人害佢?但…」1042Please respect copyright.PENANA2NvkLW4k9g
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAjKI1GiS5KC
「想知既,就去問你個馬川遊!!」1042Please respect copyright.PENANACGVll3hpZ4
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAgituDxXCR8
1042Please respect copyright.PENANA88X6OSQgah
距離核彈爆炸,只剩下72小時不到。1042Please respect copyright.PENANANRLeCw6WZi
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAf9KwEWMraB
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣,我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看,那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底,好像我每次打開看看剩下時間,那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAG3OSy1LmPY
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當然不會。1042Please respect copyright.PENANA31deelhVW0
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣,被困了在那個介面之中,只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁,看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAUqsxQGbUwW
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因她的事而崩潰,因自己的事而崩潰。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAb6PmKJec5s
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這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐,連在手機上聊天也沒有,我一直以為我和她住得這樣近,即使不透過網絡總會見到。1042Please respect copyright.PENANACd8edEOxTG
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但事實完全相反。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAHIz9PVAPc4
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原來住得這樣近,是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAixizqT9dLP
1042Please respect copyright.PENANA9mFx0McO36
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲,關門聲,我相信她也是的,但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破,把一切都隔絕起來。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAjX3cux0lJw
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAiEc1UT8V17
我好想她。1042Please respect copyright.PENANApBpAIwEkhv
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即使我還沒法接受,我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAbbbeJ9haWY
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAfgNH9gicVB
童桐…1042Please respect copyright.PENANArdRbooIB0Q
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也許在這段時間內,我們都需要好好和對方隔絕,整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAlNyeK3bkqH
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAryPfgKqBps
「汪嗚…」1042Please respect copyright.PENANA828DvcFcAd
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAK1nujRpQLO
因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸,亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子,甚至帶牠去散步後回家,牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。1042Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZZhcz7zoH
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAilbdLBvUWF
「汪!汪!」1042Please respect copyright.PENANA5BJKYMDnFq
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAdkiCbrWd6D
在聽到童桐開門,聞到門後童桐的氣味後,牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門,吠兩聲,希望引起童桐的注意,期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍,如以前一樣。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAmvlQtMgS5J
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAfSWMgiOT3p
「好啦,佢走左啦。」1042Please respect copyright.PENANA6SCHVbCLD0
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAYrZlcp34PD
1042Please respect copyright.PENANASNXdo3PShG
看到牠這樣子,我也不罵牠抓門了,童桐離去後牠便會停下來,尾巴無力的垂向地面,然後在門後伏下,等待童桐回來時再抓一次。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAH1L7xcAM5L
1042Please respect copyright.PENANANayggG7Ikq
「…算啦,亞基。」我說,「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAvPV5ghL5yY
1042Please respect copyright.PENANA5rhC3f5AWC
那個童桐從沒存在過。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAqlAI7M0kae
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAfAnG7P3I4v
我抱起亞基,扔回牠的狗床上。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAjfIQrWGiwe
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAzhRcjt3tR4
「胡汪!」亞基站起來向我吠叫,好像在怪責我一樣。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAHNNvP4oJkU
1042Please respect copyright.PENANASxlyLxu2z3
也對,亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播,不知道誰是Dora,牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼,做過甚麼也只是童桐,一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐,如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAPOQ8hpXSBH
1042Please respect copyright.PENANALT5Jhql5te
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。1042Please respect copyright.PENANARceiswBrTv
1042Please respect copyright.PENANABCPoCW6zUm
「我想架?」我說,「我夠想好似以前咁,你教我點呃自己囉!仲有,得返60幾個鐘,就到我…」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAe2e16Duo3H
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAkAoZXskUfO
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴,伏回狗窩中。1042Please respect copyright.PENANArw4P7PkMp2
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAj7FIn1ld4c
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAmqK6EuzlwG
1042Please respect copyright.PENANA8zPchxoPYE
我看看手上的清單,即將被核彈波及者有我父母,當然,但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧,痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAa5jMDQqgpv
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAEMJJ9o4X7n
問題是妍妍和童桐…1042Please respect copyright.PENANAAB4yXcmma1
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAuHpVWszn8H
妍妍身為當事人,我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕,植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭,雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法,我沒可能避掉所有傷害。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAFPWhdcDlxg
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5Wk7KYYc9
童桐…問題是童桐,現在我們是互相疏遠對方,但萬一核彈轟下來…1042Please respect copyright.PENANAGddfbXiqSY
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我連想像也感到恐懼,但明明我又在和她冷戰,矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。1042Please respect copyright.PENANApekprB0a6V
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逃避再逃避,以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機,也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐,我就這樣一直自我封閉起來,如那段日子一樣。1042Please respect copyright.PENANASWISzFBaDm
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAIgOjhZ73w7
據我媽的描述,那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣,附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染,漂上死寂的氛圍,全身散發著絕望的氣場。1042Please respect copyright.PENANALlL2ZfdEid
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但…我…我…1042Please respect copyright.PENANAi7eVGD4EdB
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去,這次真的不行。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAzyCQPKE52D
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAcgHk1n6bvW
距離核彈爆炸:06:49:051042Please respect copyright.PENANA9uypKPGD4V
距離核彈爆炸:06:49:041042Please respect copyright.PENANAtfgpbzEkna
距離核彈爆炸:06:49:031042Please respect copyright.PENANAIicxNIXfAJ
1042Please respect copyright.PENANA0qvcwA3LCY
就是今天晚上了嗎。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAAZdeZO390i
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到此為止了。1042Please respect copyright.PENANATMhI5HaEa6
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAXbJVLf1XO2
至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAbkE09H1I6K
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAr5o2bpqelR
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊,那份窒息,那份絕望,比起甚麼都痛。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAxYxuaGkhbU
1042Please respect copyright.PENANADfLCSgfwm0
「童桐。」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAGsbU6luejY
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAdGee7omcal
在她回來時,我攔在她面前。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAYEOB0OfUMz
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAnfjcf3o6yp
咦她是不是又更瘦了?夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲,現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAYMf9L6m6w8
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAFBn13x3mrb
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAfokQw9ZsDH
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我擋在她家門前。1042Please respect copyright.PENANA2AabnWGuFN
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「你今晚屋企有無人?」我說,「我有事要同你講。」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAQuiK2wc9v5
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAGKatgbIHKe
「…係咩事?」她低頭說,聲音有點沙啞。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAaIeIJRQFZ9
1042Please respect copyright.PENANA9L6djya3ac
「一啲我寧願親口同你講,而唔想由其他人講你知,或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAHFwHbpXPVX
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這樣子她便明白了。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAyBXTVTSH3X
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童桐似乎有了心理準備,但她卻難為地說:「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」1042Please respect copyright.PENANA6wq8V01ZMO
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAV9a0Oyf6dL
但我早也有兩手準備。1042Please respect copyright.PENANALhujGUgwQJ
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAWmZCEhCCd3
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「咁…」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAlPFDyx2zU7
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「嗚————汪—!!」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAYgeiSkMHdR
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家門才一打開,亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至,猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少,消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛!1042Please respect copyright.PENANA5M3UiXV5oi
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「小心!」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAVl580KznxK
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐,如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAxeVXw8Z83N
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好輕?1042Please respect copyright.PENANA6kph1LE1vW
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「亞基!Sit!」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAJIjpRMrNh9
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來,四平八穩的坐到地板,但尾巴還是狂搖,抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。1042Please respect copyright.PENANArwrQZ1F6m6
1042Please respect copyright.PENANA9NlhXeSGiZ
…真的好羨慕牠。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAmRysds2Lrf
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「佢無見你太耐,有無事?」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAC31ROeAP1P
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「嗯,無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭,亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。1042Please respect copyright.PENANATaIZrKyP3r
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAWIdGZZP67j
「你…係唔係瘦左?」1042Please respect copyright.PENANAcAzZAJuDlH
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAc6Y6hRyqZH
「少少,減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開,走進我的家中。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAuxZdiIL4rU
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAZJ9CMNsKyy
她身材這樣苗條,減甚麼鬼肥。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAWTRbouVgst
1042Please respect copyright.PENANACZ6yHw71wb
「亞基,Dismiss.」我說,亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAoSAzXzH23C
1042Please respect copyright.PENANA0dmSU4tCjX
我看看手機中的倒數介面。1042Please respect copyright.PENANA0QWdqCjugQ
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAdaVkEvnkWj
距離核彈爆炸:03:11:461042Please respect copyright.PENANAotLH5i9YMO
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童桐與我,再次獨處一室,無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣,這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。1042Please respect copyright.PENANAYDIcHq1Jlc
1042Please respect copyright.PENANAKC22yYOEOJ
但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事,自以為已經做好了最壞打算。